man, i fucking hate him!

It's just my fucking luck.

I hate team work. Team work sucks, especially when u're team up with some bloody oucast. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!

Arghhhh! i did all the work and he expect to share the grades with me?
God, how i wish he can jus evaporate into the air.

Guess its just my fuckin fuckin fuckin...and more fucking luck.

part 2.

MSN conversation with that fucker.
my nick: Shan, hate free rider

Jo na th an says:
haha y hate free rider now?
ps: [obviously reffering to u lah, moron.]

Jo na th an says:
lol

Shan says:
cos they ride bus for free
ps: [he must be retarded if he haven get the clue]

Shan says:
hahaaa

Jo na th an says:
issit?

Jo na th an says:
lol

Jo na th an says:
i tk free bus too... ooops
ps: [obviously, he is a retard ]

Shan says:
i shall hate u then
ps: [classic quote for the day]

how i wish u can get to see this entry, fag

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9 more days to my assesment

and holy molly, im going out later instead of staying at hme to finish my work.
I feel so damn bad but what to do? I haven't meet them for years... if i miss the outing today, i guess the chances of them asking me out again is super slim. So in order to maintain that popularity among them ( hehe ^.^) I needa go find meet my girls no matter what. Doubt im gonna have fun later cos how could i possibly enjoy when all my brain can think of is 3d max? God, help me.

Anyway, Michelle is bringing her bf along, together with her bf's friends. -_-"
what a weird outing. Im bad with strangers..so hopefully i wont make anyone feel awkward lata.

friends, next time when u wanna call shan out, fix a nicer date la, not during my battle week okie?

ps: u guys r still important to me ;-)

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Im getting kinda sick to school,
Just wanna step into the head office and tell them i'm quitting school tml, period

Im just tired. 4 more months to graduation, im wondering how am i suppose to pull through? What i've done to myself? Why did i choose this course in the first place? The school fee is damn ex and worst is i needa go thru all the fucking stress. My parent have pump in so much money in the school fees and I'm not even sure if the interior industry will fetch me money. This add on to my stress, what if i cant survive in that industry? I'm so selfish in the first place, choosing to pursue my passion and enrolled into nafa. I should have just enroll myself into some random ITE where the school fee is not that ex and will still able to get a job.

Now i know, passion can be tiring. Sometimes i even wonder, how far can passion lead me to? Can my passion bring me lotsa money? Okay, i'm getting shallow, but tell me, who's not? I'm a money slave and willing to exchange passion for money.
Right now, i just wanna get myself a job and get paid, bring in income for my family. Thinking of study just make me so damn sick.

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I'm so freaking busy to blog for this couple of weeks cos freaking assessment is here again. As usual, this coming 2 weeks will be hell _|_
But for leesao's sake, I'm here ;-)

Well, leesao is the only soul in class who i can click with partly because we both have something in common, a corrupted brain ;-)
Leesao plays a major role in my life, without her, my life in nafa will be so fucked up.

And, its her birthday today!
*to leesao: happy birthday once again! hope u like the stuff we plan for u today!

There's some pics we took earlier on but im waiting for leesao to send me. so stay tune folks.

***visuals coming up next.

part 2...pictures!!

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Design some postcard for ron's class using some peanut skills,
we are require to design postcards which consist our past year work

so, here'e my stuff ;-)

Box cover for postcards








;-)

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The night is quiet,
everyone is soundly asleep,
I'm rushing my project like mad

and he came to me...

too cute to resist, i took a cam...snap snap snap
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I do remember blogging bout this issue more than once,
Again, i'm blogging bout it

Friendship (some emo blog again. Fag)

yeah... the F thing again.

I used to complain that friends are drfiting away from me... not making any more effort to keep in contact. Of course it doesnt imply to all of my friends. I guess that's part and parcel of life... people come and go, people change...

Well, i guess i'm changing too.
I jus reformated my com, i tot i've lost all the blog's links i used to tag but guess what, i've got backup in my D drive...amazing for IT geeks like me.

I browse thru most of the blog i've tag, and i came across a blog, which make me wanna type this entry. It's my good friend's blog. I cant deny i felt some terrible after reading those entries. She's right, it takes 2 hands to clap, and i guess my hand are getting lazy. Now i'm the one who is not putting any effort ...
not replying some smses, not turning up for meetups or as mentioned, using busy as an excuse to avoid them. I dont know how to explain myself... or perhaps no matter how fantastic my reason is, to you, it might be another excuse.

U guys are important, no doubt,
And i'm taking things for granted. I feel bad.
it's a tough time for me.

The F thing, can be fantastic, can be fuck up. And what the fuck, I'm fuckin emo this month. My hormones disorder. I swear, no more emo entires in 3 days time.

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Im turning into one freak.

I simply cant get along with people. I find it kinda hard to undertand how one feels. In short, I'm anti social. I dont really like to interact with people. I'll be contented enough if i can be alone with my tv.

Im suspecting that i'm suffering from depression. Or perhaps my time is up...
God, take me and let me reincarnate as a speck of dust.

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