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What do you really want in your life?
Ever come across this thought?
This question pops in my mind every now and then,
so often that it leads to confuse, fustration and moodswings.

I used to know what i have and what i want all along.
But these days, I'm really confuse, seriously confused
the road to future is not that smooth afterall...

I need to find my soul back, this body is just a empty shell
I'm just a living dead, period

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My favourite picture of the month:

that cutest little thing NING NING!!!

i dont really like kids, but she's exceptional! Cutest kid i've ever met!
You have to agree with me she's too freaking cute in the pic. hahaha!

okie, now...movie pick!
My fav movie of the month:
[ Haven't watch it but I believe i'm gonna love it ;-)]

Spider lilies
[official website: http://www.encorefilms.com/spiderlilies/]
Starring: rainie yang, isabella leong

Storyline (copied from yahoo ;p)

Behind Every Tattoo, There's A Secret. Two young women reawaken a dormant love for each other in "Spider Lilies," a relative leap into the big-time for Taiwanese director and lesbian filmer Zero Chou, here using two name leads for the first time. It portrays the love of and between two lesbians, evoking the hopes and hurts of everyone.
trailer











So gonna watch this movie, anyone?
premiere on June 14, i can't wait.

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Finally, we've met up!
I miss joelle so much,so much! And yesterday meetup with her was so great.
There's sooo much stuff to catch up with my girl but time past really quick yesterday!

We went ktv (no clubbing for 1 month), together with mr fong, alice, sam and he's new friend.
[I'm so glad u guys turn up instead of 'flying me pigeons' which i really hate]
Wanna apologise to my dear joelle cos i kept her waiting for quite some time (yes,i'm late. again)
We have so much fun last night! Im suprised that i can actually get high even without the help of alcohol. lol

Anyway jo is leaving to hong kong tonight for a week, ahh... how envy i am!
And Sam. he's going to England and guess he should be in the plane by now.

Ahhhh...suddenly i just miss all of them so much!
God, can you make all these happy moment we share just last forever?


jo and i, miss her so much

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Im so sick -_-

pardon me for not updating my blog, loggin msn or even replying ur smses

cos, i'm sick...really sick.

im either on my bed, or lying on the sofa,

see, that sick.

It's a miracle that im able to get up and type this entry. hahh

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note: This is the 3rd time retyping this fucking entry.
I've got no idea why i cant get it posted. It's suppose to be a pleasnt entry but now im pissed! because i needa retype again!
okie, one last time...

Initially, I thought i've got nothing to blog about, beside the facts that:

Im still stucked in that pathetic company,
going party this Saturday, again
going bankrupt thou im working. ( i dont know where the money went)
getting 1 year older in a month time, fag
and gonna smash the laptop in 5 mins time if it still doesnt get my entry posted.

I've sum up my current life in 5 lines, how cool is that?

Enough words, pictures!
Pictures that im suppose to post 10 years ago but plainly too lazy to put them up. *Photos grabbed from sis, she did all the editing, say thanks to her.

Taiwan trip during March
[i miss taiwan, i miss the food, i miss the fun, i miss the highway, and i miss sam's mum ;-( take me back there!!!!]



































followed by sam's birthday
We manage to make birthday boy drunk! Finally!




There's more but due to the some explicit content, i decided...not to post.
Sorry guys! u missed out some good stuff! lol...

Well, thats all folk, im going back to work -_-

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Kill me.
Kill me.
Kill me.

Just finished season 4 of the L word,
and season 5 will only be aired on next year Jan 2008

2008!? ive gotta wait for 6 more months!
how am i suppose to wait? how?

Im so moody
Im so blue
Im so lost, and lost again.

Can u imagine that kinda of feeling?
losing that something, something u look forward to everyday?

Im so gonna rewatch season 1.

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Fot the past 1 month, i've never failed to club on sat!
and it's becoming one routine for me,

Shan's Sat Schedule:

.work 10-2
.home by 2.45 on da dot.
.sleep
.wake up at 6
.dinner
.prepare to club ( 2 hours )
.club with my usual khakis
.chivas
.drunk
.still drunk...dance
.home. dead drunk. sleep

Went mos ytd after roger's 21st birthday party, with usual khakis except bro wil cant make it last night. And guess what, my fifi went too! i miss her so much and it's really good to have her around ;-)
Last night was really fun, guess everyone never failed to get home drunk
for me, i get home dead drunk -_-

Yesterday chivas took slow effect in my body, i dont know why.
so i had chivas, on the rock ;-)
and it send me up high into the mountain! lol wtf
Pardon me friends if i've done anything stupid to you guys. Anyway we dont take things serious in the club lah! rite? hahaha... so im being pardon. thanks.

ahhh... guess im gonna stop this kinda rountine for awhile cos my pocket is telling me that it cant tahan anymore ;-( im gonna let u rest lil pocket.

okie...stop. needa spend quality time with my xiao milo. tata!

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Im so into tattoo these days.

It's something that i always wanted to do ;-)
And yes, im planning to get one.

It's just a matter of time ;-)

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