note: This is the 3rd time retyping this fucking entry.
I've got no idea why i cant get it posted. It's suppose to be a pleasnt entry but now im pissed! because i needa retype again!
okie, one last time...

Initially, I thought i've got nothing to blog about, beside the facts that:

Im still stucked in that pathetic company,
going party this Saturday, again
going bankrupt thou im working. ( i dont know where the money went)
getting 1 year older in a month time, fag
and gonna smash the laptop in 5 mins time if it still doesnt get my entry posted.

I've sum up my current life in 5 lines, how cool is that?

Enough words, pictures!
Pictures that im suppose to post 10 years ago but plainly too lazy to put them up. *Photos grabbed from sis, she did all the editing, say thanks to her.

Taiwan trip during March
[i miss taiwan, i miss the food, i miss the fun, i miss the highway, and i miss sam's mum ;-( take me back there!!!!]



































followed by sam's birthday
We manage to make birthday boy drunk! Finally!




There's more but due to the some explicit content, i decided...not to post.
Sorry guys! u missed out some good stuff! lol...

Well, thats all folk, im going back to work -_-

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Kill me.
Kill me.
Kill me.

Just finished season 4 of the L word,
and season 5 will only be aired on next year Jan 2008

2008!? ive gotta wait for 6 more months!
how am i suppose to wait? how?

Im so moody
Im so blue
Im so lost, and lost again.

Can u imagine that kinda of feeling?
losing that something, something u look forward to everyday?

Im so gonna rewatch season 1.

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Fot the past 1 month, i've never failed to club on sat!
and it's becoming one routine for me,

Shan's Sat Schedule:

.work 10-2
.home by 2.45 on da dot.
.sleep
.wake up at 6
.dinner
.prepare to club ( 2 hours )
.club with my usual khakis
.chivas
.drunk
.still drunk...dance
.home. dead drunk. sleep

Went mos ytd after roger's 21st birthday party, with usual khakis except bro wil cant make it last night. And guess what, my fifi went too! i miss her so much and it's really good to have her around ;-)
Last night was really fun, guess everyone never failed to get home drunk
for me, i get home dead drunk -_-

Yesterday chivas took slow effect in my body, i dont know why.
so i had chivas, on the rock ;-)
and it send me up high into the mountain! lol wtf
Pardon me friends if i've done anything stupid to you guys. Anyway we dont take things serious in the club lah! rite? hahaha... so im being pardon. thanks.

ahhh... guess im gonna stop this kinda rountine for awhile cos my pocket is telling me that it cant tahan anymore ;-( im gonna let u rest lil pocket.

okie...stop. needa spend quality time with my xiao milo. tata!

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Im so into tattoo these days.

It's something that i always wanted to do ;-)
And yes, im planning to get one.

It's just a matter of time ;-)

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If you are listening to any music right now, please pause.

cos then u guys can notice my background music ;-)
Im totally in love with this song.
Its a soundtrack from the L word, love it.

In the Sun
by Joseph Arthur



I picture you in the sun wondering what went wrong
And falling down on your knees asking for sympathy
And being caught in between all you wish for and all you seen
And trying to find anything you can feel that you can believe in

May God's love be with you
Always
May God's love be with you

I know i would apologize if i could see your eyes
'Cause when you showed me myself i became someone else
But i was caught in between all you wish for and all you need
I picture you fast asleep
A nightmare comes
You can't keep awake

May God's love be with you
Always
May God's love be with you

'Cause if i find
If i find my own way
How much will i find
If i find
If i find my own way
How much will i find
You

I don't know anymore
What it's for
I'm not even sure
If there is anyone who is in the sun
Will you help me to understand
'Cause i been caught in between all I wish for and all I need
Maybe you're not even sure what it's for
Any more than me

May God's love be with you
Always
May God's love be with you

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Okay, finally i've made that effort to blog again ;-)

Facing the laptop can makes me feel really sick now [except watching the L word]
Thanks to my boss, ever since the first day i stepped into the office, it's 3d max, and 3d max, and 3d max. Enough!

I wanna be a interior designer, which i at least can touch on a lil bit on space planning, concept, material, or best still, Design!

Im not a renderer! [thou can earn pretty much from a drawing]
Anyway, im totally done with this company ;-)

Went for an interview today at Designation, everything seems pretty good,
Nice surrounding,
Good portfolio,
Nice boss,
5 working days [fucking thrilled to hear that]

And know what, after all the interviews i went, he's the second person who question me this.....

'' Are u a lesbian? ''

lol. Am i?
Let's just say im open for choices ;-)

Shan, say goodbye to pureconcept!

nice on the front

i dont know bout the back.

thats me and my retro shade jus in case u guys forget how i look

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Freaking pathetic,
It's 1.10pm, just finished my lunch alone and here i am now, at a cyber cafe,
using da internet access for the pathetic 30mins.

Well, basically i'm working with a company with no internet access and guess what? i dont even have a personal com in the office. Great. All I can say is that my current boss is really an outstanding salesman instead of being an outstanding designer.

and out of so many companies, i choose him -_- im stupid or what?

Im starting to hate my work as days goes by...

And the good news is, I've still got interviews coming in...
and yes, im fully prepared...
prepared to job hop anytime ;-)

Lesson learnt for the month: never agree to accept a job without a good knowledge of the company's background.
AND
ask as much qns as u can during an interview... make sure u leave with no doubts at the end of the day!

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Okie... finally, ive got da time to upload pics! pics from my grad show and taiwan!

While editing the pics took at the graduation show, im feeling some emo, knowing that im no longer a student, friends are gonna go separated ways, no more lunch break together, no more craps in class, no more...no more... ;-(
And suddenly i missed school so much, so much...

Why do happy moments always end so fast?

hahh..enough of my emo talk...PICS




They coloured up my life in nafa for the past 3 years. Precious friends...i miss u guys!

will upload my taiwan trip later...right now gonna watch the L word! hahaha

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