I thought i was going to die when i woke up this morning

Feeling extremely cold and my body aches like hell.

Tio liao, fever lai liao...

and it's time u people shower me with love & concern! hahaa..
i know i don't sound sick but indeed i am sick ;(

Must be that piece of chocolate...lol

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Perhaps my blogging feel is back or maybe its because i just wanna type.

This morning, i let mix emotions take over me...
Maybe it's monday, maybe it's something else

Sometimes curiousity kills a cat don't you think?
And if i'm a cat, i'll be killed for like 8 times.lol

Let me give us a good example ( the definition of goodness shall let u decide)

Eg:
(imagine im a 5 year old, i know it's hard. Just imagine! lol)

Mum thought i dont know she bought that box of choc, she kept it high up on the shelf tot i wont notice it.
I knew it all along, just that i dont bother to try.
And as each day passed, the curiousity in me grew stronger...
I want to know how it taste like. Even it's bad, i just wanna have a taste of it.

I opened up the ugly wrapper....throw the whole pcs of not so good lookin choc into my mouth....

Fuckin shit...
it tasted bad. I don't like it. I shouldnt have tasted it in the first place
I want that box of choc to be out of my sight
I hope it won't take long to digest...gag*

(back to the 21 year old me)
I'm jus rumbling some thoughts of mine. The above example is NOT base on a true event. Thanks ;-)

ps* xing qing bu hao...

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How cute is that? Btw, he's not allow to be in the room, not to mention, on the bed. This is bad behavior.

still cute...

I'm always random


How often do you use your brain and think in a day?
& how often do you doubt?

How often?

*Listening to Coldplay's new album. Viva La Vida rox

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It's been a long long time since i'm at home on a fine weekend! Thanks to Mr Chin.
Anyway, i really miss lazing around at home like this ;-)

Started my Sat noon traveling to sunset way to get shampoo for my stinky dog,
I can't help but to curse and swear about this:

Why are cab so damn ex nowadays? And why there isn't anyone protesting?
I hate to take bus, i hated the MRT at the age of 5 and now nothing else can beat my hatred for cab. No choice, no matter how much i hate it, i'm still taking it.

Just like no matter how i hate you, i'll still befriend with you ;-)
(yes, hypocrite i am)

Okay, back to my Sat...after getting shampoo , lil sis and i proceed to Bencoolen street to get some film for her Holga, bought like N years ago.
Basically i know nuts bout holga, all i know that it can take arty farty filled with feelings pictures and almost all my friends own one except Sam and me ;x

I'm shall try holga-ing in the near future ;-)

After purchasing all the stuffs needed, we headed to bugis for Sakae sushi.
(By the way, the branch at Sentosa sucks to the fucking core, please DO NOT PATRONIZE THEM AT ALL!) had quite a bad experience over there.
Wanted to go shopping after our meal, but i'm so damn worn out! so we decided to go home and do a power facial mask then followed by a long good nap.

In my opinion, everything is perfect on this weekend except for one thing,
Why no calls from spaceship crew yet?
U guys have been missed ;-)

It's 10.13pm....how shall i let myself rot? Thinking....

This blog entry is so content-less...

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No feel to blog at all...in fact there's nothing much in my life to update about -_-
Busy planning something. there's always something to plan. Busy.
Work's Busy, Life's Busy.Shan's busy.

Random stuffs
I need more new music in my 30GB ipod!!! can imagine i still got ard 10GB of space? More!

I need to shop so badly! Everywhere is having sales...i needa get something out of it. I need to.

Company trip to Bangkok. This is where we will stay.
http://www.tenfacebangkok.com/main.html

cool shit

Still i've got no feel to blog, tonns of pictures, no feel to upload.

Bring me back the feel...

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My awesome 21st birthday party is over ;-(
Thou it's over, may i just say that the party is a huge success?

All of my dearest dear friends turned up dressing up in their alter-ego!
Not all manage to wear it ( but that's okay, i still love you guys) but those who really dressed up for the theme, i really appreciate that and i love you guys for that!

Let's have more dressing up party in future!

Thank you guys for the present, thank you guys for making the party a such great one. This 21st birthday party was really memorable
( I may sound a lil emo here but hey, i'm not drunk!)

I wanna thank:

Pam aka the best personal assistant you can get in town aka my bestest sister
thanks for all the preparation work you have done before the party.
( i may be tiam tiam but i know it in my heart la...thanks ah)

(Take in a deep breath...)
Sam, Hongyan, Dewei, Wilson, Alvin, Jeslyn, Fiona, Leekay, Clar, Sisi, Bryant, Jan, Ying and Boonchew, thank you guys so much so much again!!!
Thanks for the present, the cake, the love and also the fun that you guys brought to the party!!!

21st birthday party was indeed th best ;-)

Okay, loads of awesome pictures ( when i say awesome, it really is awesome) to be uploaded. Will get it done asap, we promise!

love u guys. Thanks so much.

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I don't know tagging is in tend now. I needa keep up with trend...
And that explain why i have a facebook acc and is taking office hours to answer the questions below ;s

tagged by hy & pam

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- I want him and he's lover dead. They have to.

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- Don't need to work and still got endless money to spend.
This is dream. This is unrealistic

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
- err...black wedding gown

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
- I'm curious rather than confused

#5. what�s your ideal lover like?
- hmm...sorry i can't make up my mind ;s

#6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
- Being loved by someone u don't fancy, seriously it's torturing.
I'll choose loving someone ;-)

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- 1 phone call. No call and i'm done with it.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- I'll move on but pray in my heart secretly that they break up. My style

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
- Insufficient sleep.

#10. Is being tagged fun?
- Kinda. reading tags are more fun i guess...

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
- still fashionable and hopefully...fucking rich

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
- My family. My friends.

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
- har? really mus answer this qns meh?

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
- who the fuck will choose to be poor?? duh...move on

.#15. What�s the first thing you do every morning?
- Stare in blank

#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
- No. unless he gives he's all too

#17. If you in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- Plan a schedule, divide my time equally for 2 ;-) my style. deal with it. lol

#18. What type of friends do you like?
- My combo homies are good examples ;-)

#19. What type of friends do you dislike?
- niao chi niao lan & buay hiao bai (thats how i describe pple i dislike)

Those who are reading this, and have not done it. I'm tagging u ;-)

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Weird.

I haven't had this kinda feeling for very long.
Maybe my body is reacting to the Yuan Yueng drink i had at Kim Gary just now,
I can't fucking sleep. It's 3.14am and I've got work the next morning and i can't fucking sleep.

Weird.

This June is a weird month and i'm feeling weird.

Tonnes of things to update but i don't know where to start.

I will sum the random lines up like this:

I've been waiting. Now it appeared. Like it. Not Sure. Not used to it.
Turning destructive. Wants to destruct. Happy.Trying. Mixed emotions.
Lotsa thinking. More thinking. Your thinking. My thinking. More thinking.

I've been waiting...now it appeared...why am i still thinking?

I just wanna tell myself something,
Fuck u shan. U are complicated. Seriously, Fuck u.

.................
I'm still not feeling sleepy. knn

I need loud music in my head. I need a mic

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