Okay, I know i've just blogged 30mins ago and here's another entry.

After blogging the last entry, i went to take a look at my older posts...
And I WANNA KILL MYSELF AFTER READING IT!

cos you know what? ( or maybe u've already known )
I've gain so much weight for the past 1 year? FUCK!!
What's happening? I look at the pic when i'm in bangkok....god damn it, is that me?

And my hair...my hair my hair!!!!
I can style it in the past....now? Not anymore...cos its LONG!
ARGH, just when i wanna try to be a lil feminine -_-
I realized it doesnt suit me at all.

My weight issue is all i concern right now.
Next week onward, it will be just gym gym and more gym.
People around me. Stop me from putting anything into my mouth. please.

Ugh! I HATE MYSELF NOW.

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Yes.Yes.Yes.
We were so free,
there's 1 camera,
2 guitars & 2 cam whores ...what u expect? Pictures of course!

Let me clarify this, we are not lazing around.
In fact, we are 2 hardworking staffs.
We clean up the office, packed the materials room and finished all the work assigned to us before our bosses left for China ;-)

So basically, we were pretty free.
Fancy did some editing, so do i ;-)
[ Anyway, fancy asked me to mention this, it's her guitar im holding on. A gibson lookalike, the original cost thousands! Mine is still in the shop ;( ]

Guitar lesson starts today!!!! we cant wait any longer! rahhhh!!!!!!!!

Fancy's version of me


My version of me


;-)

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Realize i did something to my blog? It's in my fav colour now.

Simply love black. I'm always in black ;-)
Open my wardrobe, you see only black.
Dont ask me why i love it so much. Dont ask me to try something else.

Haven got the chance to test out our office cam. Our Canon Digital ixus 70 ;-)
Here are some of da pics i've taken

lunch break.130pm.office backyard


Thanks to fancy, hiding behind the door , i've got a shock and that explain the expression of this pic. Thanks.

That's all for today! Love my blog, Love my background music!

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Our first picture taken,
I present to you my colleague, Fancy! accompanied by chicken little
(i look like a chicken in the pic.sucks)





Our office, Our guitars ;-)
We are allow to play guitar in our office, for distress purpose ;P
I've got the best bosses and job ever.

And guitar lesson starts on friday. Dope

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Okay, some might wonder, why do i lock up the previous entry...
Dont have to guess, there's nothing against anyone, its just an entry i would like to keep, jus for myself to remember.

So now, this will be an open entry.
Last night the 4 of us did something crazy...
We went to a famous gay pub, Taboo ;-)

Blame the goverment, the city is getting way to boring. We need something fresh! something we never done before. And boom, gay pub comes into our mind.
We hesitated outside the pub. Should we go in or not? worrying that we might not fit in the crowd. In the end, it turned to be better than we expected.

It's Fuckin Fun!
I mean, its way more interesting than straight pub!
I must say, i had real fun last night. REAL FUN.

Not to mention the guys over there were hot.hot.hot.cute.cute.cute
Well, of cos we cant have them...but com'on they are fucking nice to see!

ahhhhh! it's way to happening last night. We were high and we were drunk.
We shall visit that place again ;-)

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Busy Busy Busy...

In office, im busy with upcoming projects.

At home, i'm busying finding free ipod converter online so that i can upload vid from youtube to my ipod vid. How cool is that?

Time passes by so quickly! I haven got over my monday blues and bam, it's thursday! What the hell? There's pros and cons to that...
Weekend is coming....yah!
Im aging as day goes by...wtf!
(and on a side note, I've only got 4 hours of sleep every single day, which makes me age faster)

I dont know whats with me, i find sleeping a waste of time (only at night)
but every morning when i'm awake, I felt pissed....why? cos i'm depriving for sleep. I can never go back to the time when i get to wake up at noon, laze around at home, wait for ellen show and do completly nothing... unless i quit my job, which is impossible. I've got a job that i loved ;-)

Anyway my blog is full of words, yucks....i dont mean to, but it really takes time to upload da pics...

pics of me and ningning coming up real soon! tata!

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Im getting that gibson les paul guitar. god damn it
Not now of cos (thou i really want to), I've to save.
Either im gonna trade in my old guitar for les paul or im gonna sell it.
Second hand guitar anyone? hahaa

Savings are important, and frankly speaking, im still trying very hard to cultivate that habit.
There's reasons behind all my purchases:

Guitar - Money for interest.
Black converse - Money for speed. (somehow i'll walk faster in converse)
California Gym - Money for fitness.
Clothings - Money for morale. (i really need that)
Movies & ktv - Money for pleasure.

I can list down more, money for those mentioned above, its a must and i cant give up any of that. Someone, teach me how to achieve that without spending a cent. haha.. no, there will be on one.

Suddenly i've got the urge to try out something,
Gambling.
for lottery, 4d, stock or whatever shit that involves gamble, i wanna try it.
I jus wanna earn money in the shortest possible way, say...5mins?
Dont say sex, that's out of question. morons
(anyway that guy must be damn pitiful if he really manage to beat 5 mins) lol.

Anyway, lotsa crazy thoughts in me, all related to money. hahaa...
i'll still stick to my own principle,
Money cant buy everything but without money, we cant do anything.

Enough said, back to work. 2 more hours to go. 2 more weeks to pay day ;-)

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I still love my background song very much, warm whisper by missy higgins ;-)

Realize i haven been uploading any of my pics lately. Sorry, too lazy.
Guess what ive saw in town, a les paul guitar at a very reasonable price ;-)
God Damn it, Should i get it? 90% part of me says i should buy it...

I've got too much love for non-living thing. help me, i may fall for a corpse.

Lately, there's too many things i wanna shout out, but i cant.
Maybe i need a break. A holiday. I needa get out of the country.
I needa explore new stuff in life. Be it anything, i jus needa polished up my life with something new and fresh.

I've come to the stage where i feel like being alone again.
Earphones on, music in my head, random thought, future hopes, unfamiliar faces, unexplainable dreams, flash by my mind at once when i close my eyes...

everything seems so nice when we are not awake...

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