Sometimes i really dislike the feeling of working under people vision.
In short, I'm just somebody who worked backstage.

I cannot help but felt disappointed as i don't get the kind of recognition that i felt i should deserve at times. You think you did your best but others don't feel that way.
How can i deal with that kinda situation? I feel frustrated towards myself.
Shan, you did a bad job...again.

Confidence level hit another lower level. ( not high but really low)

I never love to complain anything about my job cos as all of you know, i love it.
Not even in this post, i'm not complaining....i'm questioning.

I'm confused.

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I can't wait to post all the pictures we took in Hong Kong. But there's too many pictures! its almost 2 and im only done uploading the pics we took during Day 1!

Better than nothing ;-)
Looking thru these photos really made me miss the time i had in HK ;(

The moment we touched down in the airport, we were already talking about our next holiday trip. It's time to visit the western country!!! There's nothing more enjoyable than travelling. I envy those who can travel so often. U lucky ass.lol

Okay enough, photobucket is done uploading my pics!

Hong Kong 2008!


Arrival!


express train




excited...excited...excited


Jan & Me


I'm seeing Hong Kong!








Yau Ma Tei ( where our hotel located )


First lunch ( Yu Tan Noodle! it's actually fishball)

and then we travelled to MongKok








something u must not missed this




ice cream!


No, im not feeling hot at all cos the weather there was cold!
Meaning....boots and jacket...more boots and jacket!!!!!!!!!


lost.


Road side stall, dare to try?


me dare ;)


(esprit outlet in mongkok is fucking CHEAP)




streets are all lighted by signboards. hahaa


Fast food that serve rice and hire only rude staffs i guess.


!!!big


off to another street


manage to change into my new outfit i bought there! hahahaa











it's only day 1!
more pics to come!
Pics i took with brad & angelina, andy lau, beckam and more!
( yes i really took pics with em!)
And pics i took in macau... central...more more moreee!!!

to be continue...

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I'm into Domo Kun lately! ( u guys shd see it's msn emoticons, freakin cute!)


Did a lil wiki search on Domo's background ;-)

Domo, the main character, is described as a strange creature that hatched from an egg. Domo-kun's favorite food is Japanese-style meat and potato stew, and he has a strong dislike for apples, due to an unexplained mystery in his DNA. Domo-kun is known to pass gas repeatedly when nervous or upset.

Domo lives in an underground cave with Mr. Usaji. Mr. Usaji is a wise old rabbit who loves to watch television and drink astringent green tea.

And it's official website is super cute!
http://www.domomode.com/

More about Domo


note: Trust me, i hate soft toys (unless it's conventional) but this Domo Kun is exceptional. I want it! hahaaa...

Hong Kong pics coming up real soon! Too much dont know where to start!

Domo Domo!

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I'm Back ;-)
Having mixed emotions...feeling exhausted...
Pics to be uploaded really soon.

Friends, pressies frm hk!!! Meetup soon ;-)


I miss hk. tata

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In less than 48hrs, I'll be in Changi Airport awaiting to board on the earliest flight to
Hong Kong! Finally, the day is here! I'm so filled with excitement! hahaa
The flight is at 6.40am, which means i needa wake up around 4am. Early

Anyway, who cares about waking up that early? Im waking up early for HK. worth it!
I'm done packing up my luggage. Believe me, packing luggage is the part when it makes you feel you are really leaving! I dont know what i'm saying..but that feeling is definitely good.

I'm officially in holiday mode but before i leave, i needa get all the thing done in the office before i left. Well, that's what a responsible staff will do. lol
Our company is working our ass off for some upcoming competitions. I really hope we can win it ;-)

Well, one of the competition include this place ( u'll get to see frm the pic)
To my surprise, i went into the place without complains. Those who know me should jolly well know that i dont have guts at all. Yes, i dont take horror shit.
This place creeps me out...totally.

Old Changi Hospital ( u think it's haunted? U judge.)





















I would never wanna step into that place...ALONE

The next time i post pictures...it will all be Hong Kong!!!!
Ngho Ho Hoi Sum Ah!!! wahahaa

Ps: Dear friends, please update your blog!!! Dont just read...UPDATE! lol

Choi Gin La!

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Just when i thought i can count down happily to next Tuesday.
( Hong Kong trip! Duh! )

Yes, it's suppose to be a happy thing.... it still is.
But how happy can it be when there's this bird flu outbreak in Hong Kong?
That is unacceptable! I've already plan to have a big feast over there but with this bird flu outbreak, our doc advised us not to consume uncooked food or any kinda food that is not well cooked, basically we just have to watch what we eat and take extra precaution -_-

What the fuck!? How to enjoy liddat?!
No matter what, we wont postpone the trip...things will go as what we planned.

I've took my vaccine. i'm healthy. I just have to keep out from kids in Hong Kong.

HONG KONG I'M COMIN



And if im not back by 22nd.... this will be my last entry ;-)

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Alright, the previous entry was kinda depressing. I'm over it! It's funny to blog down that kinda feeling, cos when i looked back... things ain't that serious afterall.

Like that kinda depressing entry is bound to come back again, I don't know when but it will come back again ;-)

Spending my weekend wisely is really something good. Cos most of the time, i don't plan my weekends. Believe it or not, sleeping till late noon is my kinda weekend.

Recently, i love to keep myself occupied with lil stuffs. Since I've got so much time for myself ( or since i've only got me. hahh)
I try to lookout for new chill-out places, checking out new movies, new songs or even upcoming exhibitions.

How meaningful is that?

I visited the National museum last Sunday, finally! It's opened for quite sometime and i never really had a chance to visit it.
I'm so into arts recently...art galleries, paintings, sculptures , installation art & etc...

And the weird thing is? I'm surrounded by arts for the past 3 years in nafa and i don't have that much feel for it -_- we were too busy to stop by at the galleries in school. Not to mention, I so so regret that i didn't pay that much attention in my art history class ;-(

Anyway, last Sunday trip to National Museum was definitely a fruitful one. We managed to see the Greek masterpieces from The Louvre ( pics comin up soon)
Compared to The Louvre, National museum is just a sesame seed or perhaps smaller than that. Would really love to visit that museum IF i ever got the chance to get out of spore -_- or even got the $$$

(Let's go backwards)
So before my visit at the museum, it's lunch at Yan's Palace ( celebrating uncle's bday) then before that, it is chilling out with my khakis at indochines ( Sat night) and before that, it is movie with sam, The Spartan is hilarious.

hmmm...i'm not that lifeless afterall.
What should i plan for my next weekends?

One thing for sure, I've decided to go get a driving license. No kidding.
And another thing for sure, I'm going to Hong Kong in another 2 weeks time!!!!
shit, i needa improve on my Cantonese. Diu

Choi Gin

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Some have long to hear my legendary whine
Now, here it goes...

I hate my life. Right at this very moment.

Minor shitty stuffs have accumulate to the extend that i couldn't take it anymore.

I hate my life because there's too much restrictions.
Yes, financial plays a big part out of it.

I need alot of money desperately. ALOT

Why everyone around me seems to be loaded except me?
Am i not hardworking enough? or its just the lack of luck? And it seems like i've encounter too much down time in my life.

Why do i have to strive so hard for every fucking single lil thing in my life?

I'm living in unfairness everyday.
And the scariest thing? i still see myself stuck in the same exact position of where i am right now. This is terrifying. I know what i want but i just couldn't reach it

I've lost my strong columns
I've lost the support i need

Settling down in Hong Kong as an illegal immigrant is all i can think off right now

L.I.F.E
god i hate this 4 letters

FUCKshitDAMN

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