I pissed. With everyone in school.

Yes group project again. I know it will be over soon but i jus wanna whine.
I've got a bunch of groupmates, way too cool that i cant stand it at times.
I dont think im in da wrong team, i love my team mates, but the problem with them...way too heck, and they are my good friends, can i lose my temper at them?

CAN I FUCKING LOSE MY TEMPER AT THEM? NO!
thats why im losing it here. I totally hate group work, im not bragging or what, but i guess i can survive even i dont have a team cos even i have, im the idiot who's covering everything.

Im so fake, Im so weak, I simply cant bring myself to point out whats wrong to them. So i should blame myself? Im simply hard to get along. I dont really like to please people, perhaps i should say, I DONT LIKE TO PLEASE ANYONE. but why i've got the feeling that whatever stuff i did in school, im trying to please somebody? Be it lecturer or whoever shit. I jus hate it. Im jus a fake girl who carry a smile on face with a chopper hidding in heart. So please, carry on get faked by me idiots.

Tml will be a very bad day for me. and for anyone who's around me tml.

I hate u
i hate u
i hate u
i hate u
i hate u
[i dont know who's the u, but i jus feel like hating someone or something. 'u']

5.07am, yeah, 3 people in a team , 2 soundly asleep one idiot still typing an angry blog. Hello, who can i fucking blame?

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I'm so tired.

It's my final year yet im slacking my way thru. I dont know why either, i dont have that motivation to do anything. I feel like watching tv, sleeping, shopping, just wanna do anything except my school work.

There's nothing i can look forward to in my life right at this moment.
Everything is so damn fixed and my insomnia is back again.
I just cant get to sleep, lotsa stuffs run thru my mind everynight and it makes me so awake. And da only thing that can make me feel so great is my tv,
Im so hooked to the ellen show and tyra talk show which had repeat telecast late at night. I needa watch everyday before i sleep which is around 5am.

If i can use an animal to describe myself, its definetly had to be a snail.
[does it even consider as an animal? anything]
Im leading a snail life, everything is slow and i love my shell.

This is a crappy entry im typing for myself...
Im feeling so not great right now.

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Im done with spore.
I needa get outta here... im feeling like a mushroom stuck in this pathetic island.

it's freaking boring over here just in case u foreigners are thinking of coming to spore. Nope, save up that money and go else where. Simply boring. [even the local guys]

Done...done...so done with this country.

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Yesterday's dinner at bro house was awesome! Each of us are suppose to bring a potluck to wil's house for some dinner gathering ;-)

Isabel bought some potato salad and cheesecake. power
Dewei and Wil prepared...
chicken cutlets,
nice hotdogs,
Japanese curry,
and my favourite.... Creamy Spag!!! MEGA

My bros can really cook....as for me, hee..i prepared some dessert, choc mousse. thanks to jan, my sweet cousin cos she did most of the preparing job for the mousse. opps*
thou ended up to be some sweet, we all didnt manage to finish all of it. hee
will try to improve on that ;-)

After some some nice dinner, we headed dwn for some movie...some silly of us to think of catching another show after finishing da movie. But tics sold out real fast, ended up my beloved fong took us to this reeeeeeallly cool place called the e-chamber, de paradize for geeks.

Once we reach there, we saw rows of com,
lot's of cs, not mentioning lotsa 'geeks' some rather cute. hee...There's rooms, they called the chamber, where we can have the room all by ourself and can either play cs as theres 2 com available in our chamber or we can rent some dvds to watch. The plasma is real big! Kwel!!! we watch some random show called spore dreaming, local film and indeed content vry local...

Overall e-chamber rox.... suits people like me ( so what im a geek)
It's real relaxing, well that depend u go with who ;-)

I love spending my weekends with happy people!

Some visuals in cam but will upload tml cos sch at 830. shit. tata frens!

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I believe deleting part is easy but not the forgetting part.
Im referring deleting a person in ya memory and forget him/her.

Is that really a hard task?

Reason why im blogging this its because too many, and yes i mean too many of my good friends are facing some hard time on this kinda stuffs.
This kinda stuffs: '' i cant forget him', i cant let go of him''

I'll lend my ears for them and thats for sure, cos i know having a rough patch thru relationship, friends play somehow a major role during da process. Listening to them pouring out all da shitty stuffs in their heart, hoping to make them feel better.

BUT, what sadden me is, my effort went down the drain times and times again.
We spent hours or maybe years, talk bout da guy [ but more like a jerk to me now]
Why? since u've said u wanna move on and forget him, words should be kept right?

I feel really really sad to see that history is repeating itself again. And i needa lend my listening ears to hear da same old prob. I'm not complaining, But i really, really hate to see my friends getting mislead by those jerks.

This sounds mean, but my sis and i agree that guys use their di*k to do the thinking. We, girls spent hours and years to figure out what they are thinking which now i find it really a stupid, silly stuff to do so.

And those those guys who are misleading the girls, please... stop those smsing monkey act anymore. And NO. u cant remain as close friends after a breakup cos u're not god.

All this kinda shitty stuffs jus makes me wanna be a nun.

Im going out to share some lending ears now... ijushopeucanmoveon

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Was dragging myself to take some photos of furnitures for history -_-
But when i reach da place, i jus wanna stay there forever and ever and ever

GOD DAMN IT! I WANT ALL DA FURNITURES AT PARKMALL!
Their furnitures is so god damn nice,
Their display is soo god damn nice,
And the prices is sooooo god damn nice. [ Designer's furnitures what you think?]

I love to see furnitures but definetly not making furnitures.
Thats why i hated furniture class in school so much.
See and do is 2 different thing ya.

How i wish i can have all da nice furnitures in my house ;-(
I just wanna everything in my house to change!!

Well well well, now i can only afford furnitures from IKEA,
10 years down the road, im gonna conquer parkmall.



and some random pics the shans took in sucky school ;-)

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As predicted, i skipped my class today ;-)
Self declared holiday for me! [promise after today im gonna be serious with sch ;-)]

Anyway i did not waste my day away, instead its really a fulfilling one.
Start off my day with a white lie. opps
Gonna pretend im going to sch so that my highness wont nag at me. So i woke up early, brush up, and the moment she left the house, i headed back to bed ;-)
[sry mum, promise i'll be hardworking after today...somehow]

After da good sleep, the sistas headed dwn redhill to help 'lil' sis to make a new specs. Gonna hide it from her highness, so another white lie of the day. -_-
As long as theres the 3 of us together, madness cant be that far from us.
Da pics shall say it all.

Then we headed for some nice breakfast follow up by....KTV!!! Jus us. da sistas
yah...some meanies might be thinking how lifeless can this sistas be, but i've to say, they are the greatest living toys around. LOL. nv get bored of them.
okay, im a fucker. They are da greatest sistas in da wholee wideee worldd!

And i've ended my day with.........................A JOG !!!!!
Me, jog? yes. Me, jog.
Strict diet plan on. Gonna make excercise part of my life ;-)
Seeya fats!

Visuals: The Wong Professors

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Dont know its da coffee i drank,
Or the emo thingy...

But i simply cant shut my eyes and go to bed.
Tml having 8.30am class, doubt im going... its not kenneth class anyway.

Theres nothing in school i can look forward to! yah.. i know ive repeated a ziliion times. But still i have to say, meaningless. [That doesnt mean i'll give up my study]

Meanwhile im chatting with my dear rainie...
and both of us come up with a conclusion,

The night makes us feel so depress. Anyone can explain why?

Depress. Hungry. Grumpy.
This is my night.

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