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Busy Busy Busy...

In office, im busy with upcoming projects.

At home, i'm busying finding free ipod converter online so that i can upload vid from youtube to my ipod vid. How cool is that?

Time passes by so quickly! I haven got over my monday blues and bam, it's thursday! What the hell? There's pros and cons to that...
Weekend is coming....yah!
Im aging as day goes by...wtf!
(and on a side note, I've only got 4 hours of sleep every single day, which makes me age faster)

I dont know whats with me, i find sleeping a waste of time (only at night)
but every morning when i'm awake, I felt pissed....why? cos i'm depriving for sleep. I can never go back to the time when i get to wake up at noon, laze around at home, wait for ellen show and do completly nothing... unless i quit my job, which is impossible. I've got a job that i loved ;-)

Anyway my blog is full of words, yucks....i dont mean to, but it really takes time to upload da pics...

pics of me and ningning coming up real soon! tata!

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Im getting that gibson les paul guitar. god damn it
Not now of cos (thou i really want to), I've to save.
Either im gonna trade in my old guitar for les paul or im gonna sell it.
Second hand guitar anyone? hahaa

Savings are important, and frankly speaking, im still trying very hard to cultivate that habit.
There's reasons behind all my purchases:

Guitar - Money for interest.
Black converse - Money for speed. (somehow i'll walk faster in converse)
California Gym - Money for fitness.
Clothings - Money for morale. (i really need that)
Movies & ktv - Money for pleasure.

I can list down more, money for those mentioned above, its a must and i cant give up any of that. Someone, teach me how to achieve that without spending a cent. haha.. no, there will be on one.

Suddenly i've got the urge to try out something,
Gambling.
for lottery, 4d, stock or whatever shit that involves gamble, i wanna try it.
I jus wanna earn money in the shortest possible way, say...5mins?
Dont say sex, that's out of question. morons
(anyway that guy must be damn pitiful if he really manage to beat 5 mins) lol.

Anyway, lotsa crazy thoughts in me, all related to money. hahaa...
i'll still stick to my own principle,
Money cant buy everything but without money, we cant do anything.

Enough said, back to work. 2 more hours to go. 2 more weeks to pay day ;-)

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I still love my background song very much, warm whisper by missy higgins ;-)

Realize i haven been uploading any of my pics lately. Sorry, too lazy.
Guess what ive saw in town, a les paul guitar at a very reasonable price ;-)
God Damn it, Should i get it? 90% part of me says i should buy it...

I've got too much love for non-living thing. help me, i may fall for a corpse.

Lately, there's too many things i wanna shout out, but i cant.
Maybe i need a break. A holiday. I needa get out of the country.
I needa explore new stuff in life. Be it anything, i jus needa polished up my life with something new and fresh.

I've come to the stage where i feel like being alone again.
Earphones on, music in my head, random thought, future hopes, unfamiliar faces, unexplainable dreams, flash by my mind at once when i close my eyes...

everything seems so nice when we are not awake...

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Notice the background music in my blog? I never loved to put background music cos ive got the feeling that no one will finish the whole song. But who cares? Its my blog. I'll put what i love ;-)

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Past few weeks have been spending my time on my hong kong drama series,
and ive watched the last episode yesterday. My new life is officially over.
;-( I needa find something new to occupy me again. Something new and free.

Met up with my H2S buddy last night. And i realized it has been sometime since we had this kinda time to meet up together, usually we are in a group, but last night, its jus us. We went from bar to bar, walk and walk, chat and chat, ended up seating beside da river eating curry puffs. If its with a lover u can say its romantic, but with a brother...lets just put it as strong bonding. lol

While walking, i'll have this 3 seconds of thought, it keeps occuring in my head,
Will this end? Of cos i dont wanna it to end and i never want it to end.
We never want anything good to end, dont we?
I did something last night, buddy find its super interesting but for me its the other way round. I dodged. Guilt filled in me. Why am i dodging?

Dont expect things to remain the same when you choose to change. I'm somebody, who takes time to adapt changes, sudden changes usually don't do me good.

This is a long and wordy entry, trust it, it can be more wordy.

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Thou i still dont know what to blog, i wanna blog ;-)

My life is pack with programmes. Progammes that people might find it meaningless, but to me, it's life! Let me give u a rundown of my day:

7.00am - rise and shine
9.00 - 6.00pm - work ( work load getting heavier, but at the same time ive learn so much.
( skip the ot and bus journey part)

prob reach hme ard 8
dinner, tv, online, play with milo

10pm.The time where my new life starts...
My hong kong drama marathon!
sis and i have been chasing this show like mad.



From the cover you can see, its a show bout huge family,
so what's the problem behind every huge family?
Bound to have troublemakers (which i call the assholes) , when there's assholes, theres shitty business. And what assholes usually like to do in huge, rich family?
No, not shit.
They fight for family fortune ;-)

So there, ive sum up whats the show is about. smart lei.

3am - sleep, and the rountine continue on the next following day...

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Highly recommended film for everyone,
trust me, thats the best local production i've ever seen in theatre.
2 thumbs for royston tan!
Went with my whole family to watch that film, how meaningful is that? The last time my parents stepped into the theatre was like 10 years ago?
Im glad they enjoyed the movie as much as i do ;-) i loved it
The show is very engaging, local, super funny and damn, its super touching too. I cried when it comes to the end( u guys have to watch it to find out)

The dialogue are mostly in hokkien and chinese, those who understand hokkien, advantage for u! those who dont, no worry, theres always subtittle ;-)
Intially i thought this might be a cheezy movie, but hell, im so wrong, i felt bad to have that kinda thinking. How can we judge without watching the movie?

Overall, the movie is like a hokkien version musical, how brilliant is that?
And i never notice that theres so much meaning and feeling in hokkien songs.
This movie really change my point of thinkin for hokkien songs. Im so gonna ask my mum to sing hokkien song again!!!!

Those who think local production are cheap, stop being judgmental, GO WATCH!

Im so gonna watch it again.

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2 days without a phone around me.
Im officially MIA-ing

Well, i didnt choose to MIA but rather im forced to MIA.
but if im typing this entry, which still considered as updating my life which means that i'm only half MIA-ing cos u guys can still get to know how im doin which also kinda mean that im not really officially MIAing. MIA means missing in action, so if i wanna be considered as a full time MIAer, i must stop blogging, drop the thought of buying a new phone and stop meeting my friends. Shall i? or shall i not? I dont know, you tell me?

(cant u see im wasting your time by making you to read that whole damn no sense paragrapgh idiots! hahahaha)

ok, enough crap...

Sorry friends, right now still cant call me cos some cheap bastard took my phone which prolly still getting fucked by lizard( if u read my previous entry)

Im kinda suprise how i manage to live without a phone beside me. wahaha!
Ive got a sim card, which means i still can recieve smses from human. So friends, please forward me ya number, with your name so when i get a brand new phone, ya name will be then stored into the brand new phone which somehow may make u a brand new person ( okie, wasting ya time again )

Time goes by so sowly without a phone beside me, Im hung up, Im hanging up on you [how to hang when i dont even have a phone? )
anyway u're suppose to have madonna's music played when reading the above sentence.thanks

ps: this entry is so not shan. Im sorry, i dont know why.
This is a retard entry and u've finished reading it, retards

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