Im so unhappy.... unhappy...UNHAPPY!

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Went MOS last night with my usual khakis and all i can say is, last night is definetly not our night. Thats the worst clubbing experience i ever encounter -_-

After working for da whole day, feeling kinda restless, i still went as i've alredy promised my girls im going.

First stunt: They were late. okay, im not suppose to get pissed cos i've made them wait most of the time. I'm too punctual last night.

Second stunt: Michelle lost her handbag in da toilet. Thou we manage to find the bag in the trash bin at the end of the day, those inhuman took her hp and cash, some f*cking nice of them to take out the sim card and put into the bag. Well, thou u guys returned the sim card, i still wanna cursed that whoever low class bitch that took the bag, I hope u had ur fingers all chop off while cutting fruits or perhaps get rape in some random public toilet. LOW CLASS BITCH!

Third stunt: ( left 35% of mood to club ) Michelle needa leave as her bf is there to pick her home after all those shits. It super spoil spot but we cant blame her, if im in her position, guess i will head back home too. After she left, we went to the dance floor. Crowd sucks plus dear clarissa was super drunk and had to puke on some random shoes -_- sorry strangers.

I left with 0.5% of mood to club, so i went outside mos, called jo, whine, while whining i felt hungry, head down to 7-11 to get some food. Yup, it's that bored.
Im sorry girls i've spoilt the fun by leaving u guys on the dancefloor.

Guess i really had enough of clubbing -_-

thou the night sucks, we still manage to put on that smile and take some pics ;-)



6 shots in a row.lol

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This is the second time i typed this entry. what the hell. I dont know what ive pressed but the whole entry had jus gone in split seconds.

Fine. i retype.

What a stupid day ahead of me,
Lets start off with my ID orientation stuffs, it's such a flop.
We must go thru a series of torture before getting our new timetable.
yeah...playing games that were so outdated, moronified. Why cant we get our timetable and go? I know the orientation leader had spent time planning it, too bad, im not enjoying any stuff out of it.
Fifi and I thought that arriving late can help us skip the game part. So we were 2 hours late. Holycrap, just in time for game -_- bad timing.
Standing there in the crowd just makes me feel so....so....so....silly.

The only thing that brighten up my day is that Fifi and i will be in the same class again!!! But some dissapointed cos mandy is in different class. Dont worry mandy, i'll ask Sam to take care of u!

The whole moronified thing end ard 12.30, was suppose to meet jo as we needa head down to terrence office and discuss some stuff but missy jo cant make it.
Thought of hanging out with friends,
Sam in Hong Kong,
Wilson in Bangkok,
Dewei as usual, loyal to the sch. orientation leader.
Rainie, Michelle, Clarissa. No advance appointment.
Then i realized...my circles of friends is that BIG.
Nowhere to go, i head back home...and took a nong nap. A nong nong nap.lol
From 3 to 8 man..5 hrs of nap is too heavy for me...too lifeless.

im leading such a lifeless life. nothing seems to interest me -_-
Guess some shopping needs to be done in order to cure myself.

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Sometimes I think i should trust everyone around me,
sometimes I dont...

Sometimes I think I'm important,
sometimes I dont...

Sometimes I give in
sometimes I dont...

Sometimes I feel comfortable with you,
sometimes I dont...

Too many sometimes? There's more...

sometimes people just take things for granted.
sometimes true feelings have been neglected.

We shouldnt treat everyone so nice cos some really dont deserve that treatment.

This is what i heard from a goodfriend. Well, I agree with that. We cant possibly treat every single human around us nice. To me, there's always a level to it.
be it passeryby, schoolmates, friends, best friends or even buddies, all should be treated differently. U might be thinking, whats the difference between friend and best friend? arent they all friends? should treat them all nice right?
Sorry, I cant.

Frankly speaking, i dont have much friends. In fact, i dont need to many friends.
What for I've got tonns of friends but only a few or perhaps none understand me? This makes a friendship so superficial. Im not asking for superficial friendship, not hi-bye friends, not friends who send me only goodnight sms and most importantly, not friends who make use of one another. I hate superficial.
I dont mind having little friends cos within those lil close friends, they understand me, they wont leave me stranded, I know we can depend on each other and most importantly, I trust them. Rather spending time on superficial friendship, the time should be given to these close friends. Friendship should be treated seriously.

I treat every single friendship seriously, and i expect to get what i deserve in return, not favour or money, but trust and respect. Im not perfect, and no one can expect me to be perfect. But why...why do i have this feeling that u're trying to make me perfect? I tend to be forgetful at times, forget the words u've told me... but does it mean that u're not important? It makes me feel that all these while, the stuff i've done are not appreciated.

I guess u've sense something wrong with me today. Sorry i lied to u by saying im fine. I just dont know how to tell u straight as i dont wanna make stuff difficult when we see each other after that.


Sometimes...u just need to understand.

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The work today require lotsa PR skill and unfortunately i'm mega bad at it.
Looking around i see everyone attending to customers, 'popularity-not-so-good' me feels kinda strange at times, standing alone in the middle of nowhere -_- . It's always like that, im seriously not suitable in customer service line.
Forget bout the PR thingy... what make me really sick is the so called manager.
Though she help me do some free threading(damn pain but shiok)

SHE'S BITCHIFIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!

She got what it takes to be a bitch. She can be supa nasty to anyone if she's having some mood swing.BITCH! If she's slightly happy... she can be nice which i find it really fake. hahaha.. and what makes me wanna puke is she calls everyone darling!
HELLO BITCH? 5 mins ago i suppose u r scolding your so-called darling? BITCH

And what can we do if she's having her fucking mood swing? like fools, we need to smile, in order to survive longer. Fuck... im having some split personality now... perhaps turning into some evil monster soon. How can i smile when some bitch had just yell at me? is it so difficult to be myself in this kinda workin society?

ahhh... whatever shit. Im still me... i'll hate if it requires and love if it's deserved

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Happy Happy 20th birthday joelle ;-) stay happy always...

Started off with a bad day, the 3 of us come up with an idea to give her a surprise at sentosa with a cake, but guess wat? the plan is screwed up... because jo and me got work to rush, thought we could finish in time and meet wil and dewei. We agree to meet at 11.30...poor wilson and dewei, already waiting for us at the beach. I feel sooo bad, till now im still feeling extremely guilty, cos shouldnt have let them wait for so long. I sulked my face throughout work...well, sorry...couldnt help it, I cant control my mood.

So end up, outing cancel...no surprise...no sweaty pics ;-(

After that, jo and me we made a pact, after work we needa pamper ourelves with nice food...sakae sushi,carl's junior,crystal jade... all the nice nice food comes into our mind. And yeah, those food stayed in our mind only. Too much stuff to finish... big feast gone, we ended up eating some random nasi lemak..not bad la, quite nice.

Things got better after dinner ;-) we start cracking again...
we chat so much while working... discussing all the drama show and stuff, and indeed time past real fast. We tend to work faster when we talked..heee
Da boss and he's family are real friendly... dont mind working for them again...lol

Finally...everything is done by 10pm... (btw, i start at 11am!)
hahaha... birthday plan still on of cos...celebrated jo birthday in kbox( hope u like the cake)
some lousy birthday planner i am right? i'll try to be creative nxt time.

ahhhh~ work again tml! with jo...yep...AGAIN! but diff job this time...
Some hardworking we are right? one common goal we have. Save for holiday trip!
Hong kong..wait for me

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Yeah...finally... my turn to accompany joelle at work ;-)
That sweet girl, always help me out during my work...some free labour -_-
it's time for shan to return this favour!

As usual...I'm late. Told joelle I'll reach around 5...end up i reach at 7 (im sorry!)
Time seems to past so fast when im working with dear jo.
We chat, We eat, We check out pirated dvds.*opps
In the end, we cant finish da work, gotta head back down tml morning at 8! Hopefully, I can reach on time.

Suffering from insomnia these days. why? perhaps thats the side effect of rotting myself at home. It's time to set some goals.

Oh ya...im going sentosa tml with buddies4 after my work. Buddies4: jo,wil,dewei & me ;-) Will upload some sweaty pics soon...hahaa
It's ChillOuT Time Again!!!

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Yeah! finally I stepped out of my house. Through the pics below, u will get to know how outstanding I am during work. 3 thanks.




BIG Thanks to missy lin for accompany me thru the 1 final crucial hour! loveyasomuch

Anyway, this shop is closing on 9th June. Any boss wanna employ me then?
I'll be outstanding i promise ;-)

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