So close and yet not good enough.
I'm sick right now. My headaches and feels heavy. I'm coughing and I have stuffy nose or it's running, it can't seem to make up its' mind. I'm weak and yet so bored of laying on my bed watching TV. I just feel like crap. I've also been kicked out of our bedroom. I can understand since I have sick time, but my boyfriend doesn't yet, but still...I want hugs and kisses. He's been keeping almost and arms length away from me since I told him I was sick yesterday. /sigh
So why the title? Because I took the test kKaMa did. I was 3...THREE points from being a near genius/genius. How crap and a half is that? People always say it never matters if you win or lose as long as you tried your best. That's stuff you tell kids so they don't feel like crap when they don't come in first place. I guess I can also account for the fact that a call did come in while taking this so I was distracted for a while. Did anyone else find the questions a bit...easy for a test to see if you're a genius or not? I mean only a few questions really had your mind working. Everything else was about patterns and such. That and it was multiple choice. I hate timed tests though. My heart starts to beat faster and I get nervous. It's always been my downfall.
I need to go lay down since I think I've been sitting up too long now. I hate being sick. Luckily I have this Friday off...although being sick was not the plan. This will probably be my last blog until the beginning of April. I'm going to be extremely busy with something that's a surprise.
edit: I've gotten over seeing guys as seme/uke, but I still have 8 series to go through and pick out more teasers so that will probably change soon.
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The unsolvable problem...
I think I should also clearify things since some of you seem to be a bit confused. Yaoi (yami nashi, ochi nashi, imi nashi) is boy x boy love/sex stories. Uke and seme are terms for who’s on top and who is on the bottom in the relationship. Rarely do you find a yaoi where it goes both ways. There is always a seme and an uke. You can tell by their attitude, look, etc. Pedo is short for being a pedophile. I know I’m not really a pedophile, however Derrick is under age...well here in the US anyways and I just feel really bad about having my mind drift like that. Also if you haven’t noticed I can easily go from one extreme to another when thinking, writing or speaking.
I have NO idea if Derrick is gay. I don’t always read his blog and haven’t read every one of them so if he is then it makes me wonder even more. Has any yaoi fans out there read YnK that’s being released by E-P or Jinsei Wa Barairo Da by F-M? Yeah I’d be that sort of ex-girlfriend.
The problem on how I see guys is still around! Although I did have to finish up the yaoi section for Animanga last night, it had nothing to do with reading or writing summaries so I’m not sure why I still have this problem. It’s been over 24 hours!! Since it’s “Kids Day” do you realize how bad it was having to drive to work through a bunch of pretty boy Asians trying to sell me a paper? Has anyone else encountered this before and how did you get rid of it?
I am very proud of my site and of the new section. Forever-More has been wonderful and told me I could host anything they do, this is huge since I don’t have to ask permission to host a series I can just notify them. Sylphie made the banners , actually she made many more and I’m very surprised she didn’t drive over and kill me since those were the very first two she sent me! Possible Soup/Beautiful Soup has also given me permission to host some of their projects, but since Possible is now closed I need to get permission for the future releases for Private Prince from Beautiful Soup which is still around. (Yes, the manga world is that strict even though it’s the same name and people that worked under Possible Soup.) All in all it’s been a lot of work and I still need to contact B-T and P-S about a couple of projects they never answered me about. I think it’s all been well worth it though, even with the after effects...although I’m sure Derrick disagrees.
As a side note after thinking for a while I now know which of my male co-workers would be a seme or uke! Yeah it's a bad thing for me not to be busy...
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