well the school has not blocked this sit eye tso i dedcided to take advantage. Not much has been goin on lately. tonight is our first home football game. We have played towanda already and lost 55-21, but they are rankedn10th in th e district, so we didn't take the loss too bad. I mean we did score three touchdowns...more than last year. Tomorrow is my grandma's funeral...ashley and I sing with a two other ladies. It will be hard...but im gunna do it.

School is well school....i like chem and english....SAt prep is getting alittle better (I hated it at first.) Beg Word is alright....learning how to type write....but is a bit boring( i am here right now.

Well its been a week since Grandma died...and i am ok...its hard every time i think about her. But l've been so busy that missing her kind of gets thrown to the back of my head. I'm sure it will always be that way....I will always lover her and miss her....so that pain will always be there, but it just is in the back part of ur head while cheerleading. cobblestones, county chorus and school take up the front....what i love about this whole experince is that my fmaily is even tighter. We seem to travel from my house to my aunts to have dinner....almost every night of the week....we just have so much food that has been given to us....or someone acutally feels like cooking and invites eveyone up. Tonight I have county chorus practice, and then we're eating sub way subs at my Ashley's. then going to the football game.

The Oc was on last night.....I am so happy...its what gets me through thursday....the first episode wasn't what I thoght it would be.....it just kind of resoved everyhting form last season. So they made you wait all summer to find out how everthing will work out and it gets all fixed in less than an hr. now everyones semi happy again....which i guess is alright...new drama will come up for sure.

well not much else to write....this is actually longer than i thought it would be.

p.s. thanks for the comments....it helps to know everyone is out there and listening.....keep them up...and if u do comment...sign the guestbook please....its a bit pathetic

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Well ive been wanting to write about this for awhile...but i ahevn't been able to My grandma rogers passed away on fiday.... this all started thursday the 25th when we found out my grandma had lukemia. The doctors also said there wsn't anything to do for ehr because she didn't weigh enough to go thru chemo or radiation. On friday my grandma was moved into my house and was put on hospice. She was weak but walked up the stairs by herself. Saturday was such a good day for her. She ate 3 meals...sat on the couch most of the day and tried to talk with the several visitors that came. Sunday was a complete turn around. She just slept and dramk just a little water. This went on and kept getting worse and worse. I spent the night at ashley's on thursday night. I said goodnight to my grandma...told her i loved her...those were the last words i said to her. My uncle mark got a call at around 7:20 in the morning form my aunt saying it was my grandmas time. He, along with my other uncle and my mother rushed to the house. No one made it. My grandma died at 7:30. This has been so hard on everyone, but we're living together. All my family has pulled together tightly and are slowly dealing with the pain. I love my grandma so much, but i know shes in a better place. RIH Grandma 4/4/36- 9/2/05 I love you and miss you

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Well yesterday i woke up at 4 am...yuck. My mom and I headed for Benidicts Bus Station and made it there at quater of six. We still ahd to sit in the back of the damn bus. We stopped at country cuboard for breakfest....yum...bacon. We finally made it to Litiz at 10:30....let me tell you it was HOT. At the litiz craft show...theres a park full of crafts and side street full of crafts and a mile of the main shtreet full fo crafts. We went thru the park first because there were alot of ppl heading for the street and again it was hot. then we stopped for awhile, and went into the chcoclate factory, which is air conditioned....good. Then we went thru the side street. Next we tackled the main street. stopped for luch about half way tho. We ended up buying some towels that mom had been looking for, a purple tie dye shirt a purple whirly gig (the man called them wind spirits, i like whirly gig better) and then a snow man. Yes mom got her traditional snow man. On the way home we stopped at Craker Barrell. I finally won the peg game. For all of u that don't know what the peg game is its the triangle with holes in it, u have littles tees and u jump over one, remove it and keep going and try to leave jsut one peg. Yup i finally got down to one peg....twice...but don't ask me how i got it. My mom and I also palyed checkers and i got beat...badly. We watched Hitch on the way home. Mom had never seen it before but i had seen it on shore trip.

It was a fun time....my mom and i don't spend alot of time alone, together. It was good.

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I am sick of sitting around my house, but i can't drive anywhere (without my paretns in th car) so i am stuck here. I love summer don't get me worng, but i love an eventful summer....like the one i had a week ago...for some reason this week just sucks. I mean i have been on here every night....i love nutang and all but every night at the same time....i don't like it....well not much happened to do (the reason for all of the above) i did wake up at 10:30 instead of noon....woo friggen hoo....my parents think thats a new record. Tomorrow im going craft hunting with my mom....should be fun....it usually is. I prolly won't write tomorrow....but thats ok i need a break form nutang.

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