soo i have been meaning to write for awhile now, i just haven't gotten to it. I am doing fine, i have adjusted to the single life, and i actually like it. I hardly ever see Seth anymore, so i have easily started getting over him. After all its hard to have feelings for a ghost. Now i just miss the memories, the good times, how we used to be. But thats not us anymore, the love we had is no longer there, so whats the point of holding on? yea...i am doing good, i just stopped focusing on him and started focusing on the fact i have 5 days left of high school!!! I am so pumped. Friday was our senior assembly. We go on our senior trip on memorial day and are gone for like 4 days. Then commencement is on June 8th...the end of the beginning is almost here...and I can't wait!

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Seth and I broke up this morning...I went over tonight to fix things, but there was no fix...we are really over. There is a whole long story with this, but my heart hurts too much right now to type it all


Seth- I love you, and i wish things were different, i don't want us to be over
but u did the most mature thing tonight, by realizing u were too immature for this realtionship, and showing me that what i really wanted, you couldn't give me...but part of me will always love u, for u were the first boy i fell in love with, i am just hoping you are not the last

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so i have 20 days left of high school and then i am done forever!! i am ready to be done, ready to start something new, i am just ready for a change. needless to sat...i am very excited.

in other news, i got into the Lock Haven Honors Program and they want to offer me another 2000 dollar scholarship...yay! so i am going into the honors program...i didn't really want to originally, but its more money so yes!!

in other news, going to watch our school musical tonight, i am anxious to see how it is, because the normal director isn't running, and its in the new auditorium, so it hasn't been easy to put together, they opened last night, but i don't know how it went...we'll see how it goes.

my research paper is due monday, i have 8pages done, which is good for me since i am such a procrastinator. I also have chem and stats homework...but i def. don't feel like doing that right now...haha that sounds more like me. Those exams are in like 2 weeks...i am not looking forward to those at all

I dunno if i wrote about my senior dinner dance or not...if i did, i will just edit this part out later...kel and i didn't get pictures together, kinda upset her...anyway...the food was really really good, the teachers said we were so lucky because all the past years' food had sucked. Then they did who's who...i got Miss Chorus, Kelly got Most Gullible...haha it fits her so well. The dance part was okay...they didn't really play dance songs, they played songs that i normally belt out in my car...Seth and I left at like 10:15...people were leaving left and right by then. Then i went up to his house for awhile, because my parents didn't expect me home until after 11...yea enough said there.

So i think thats pretty much it, just wanted to update since i haven't in awhile. Soon I will have much more to write about, with senior trip, graduation, shore trip all coming up...and i usually always write more in the summer...thou i am looking for a summer job, and with a boyfriend, i may not have as much time as normal...who knows...until then PEACE

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so the nice weather is back and knock on wood i hope it stays. snow just does not belong in april. so i don't have alot of time, i am going to a baseball game in like two minutes..but i felt the need to do a quick update. Seth and are okay again. I called him last night since we hadn't talked in 3 or 4 days...i think we got everything setteled. I just wanted to get over all of it because my Senior Dinner Dance is this weekend. I am better, I just hope he tries to do what he says he's going to do. Well thats all i really have time for...its real short but i must get going

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