so i have been sick all weekend and didn't go to school today...yea life is great

i am not sure exactly what i have, a sinus infection or a cold...or both all i know is i get these horrible headaches, my conjested, i cough and my throat and ears hurt. yea it sux

i am gunna try to go to school tomorrow, and i have a doctors appt. at 10...we'll see how the day goes

all for now

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so not really anthing to write about...maybe thats why i haven't written in awhile

i have started a memoir on my grandmas death...its time to let it all out

and i have given up fast food this year for lent...should be interesting...but its defintely healthier for me

i started going to curves this week with my mom, aunt dawn, and ashley. its alot of fun...i like it alot

so rent came out...i bought it and have watched it like 6 or 7 times..its great

not much else to say...just wanted to write to say that i am alive and doing fine

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~I wanna be a character in a Nicholas Sparks novel. I wanna star in the love story of a lifetime. If only such love exsisted, if only that love wasn't fiction.~

yea finished The Rescue today...left me feeling very sappy...his books always do that to me...but i have read 10 of his books...one more to go...and i bought the same day i bought The Rescue...yay!

was inducted in National Honor Society friday...and I am now third in my class...yea hard work does really pay off...if i keep busting my ass i might be able to move up again...Hannah is a whole point ahead of me...but i can do it...if I work for it.

everyone one seems to be doing fine...we take it a day at a time...but i have come to learn that the pain never really goes away...there are days where i still cry over my grandma...just memories mostly...she was a great woman...so loving, and the stongest person i knew...i think i would give the world for her to be here again..gosh i miss her...and then to lose karen 5 months to the day...i don't know how much more I can take...or how much more my family can take...its hard...real real hard

yea i am still blaming all of these emotions on Nicholas Sparks...his stories go straight to the heart...and make u feel everything u have tried not to feel

so school again tomorrow...where hopefully i can go back to the normal Brittany...the happy Brittany...u know i ALWAYS used to be happy...there was never a day where there wasn't a smile on my face...ahh if only i could go back to then...childhood is so much fun...i think we all need more of it

well i think thats all for now...my mother is saying i should be thinking about bed

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well i was hoping that i never had to write another entry like this...but another death has occurred in my family.

Tuesday night I had a wrestling match. When i got home, I found out that my cousin Derek and his mom were in a car accident while Derek was driving. Derek was fine, Karen was in critical condition. Well days passed and on thursday we found out that Karen had no brain activity, it was Feb. 2nd...exactly 5 months since my Grandma passed away. Karen's husband finally got home (he's in the army and was stationed in Iraq) and they removed the machines that were keeping Karen alive. I don't know if she has technically passed yet, but they are calling the time of death when we found out she was brain dead.

Derek is devastated and the rest of the family is in shock. I still can't believe this is all happening...again. Our grandma is still fresh in our minds, and now we lose another loved one. It just kills.

But i know my family can pull together once again and slowly ease the pain. We're strong, where on lacks, the others can pick up. When together, we can face the world...even if the world is against us. Life sucks sometimes, but I know we can overcome whatever obstacles God wants to throw at us next...so i guess we wondering what could possibly happen next?

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