.. whom I’ve given my luck to, I think it’s time you give them back to me. I need them for my finals. If you have quite an amount of luck stored up, please give them to me too. I will return them to you in a week’s time. I promise. Don’t be such a scrooge with your luck. Do you know that they’ll lose their luckiness if you store them up for too long? It’s something like money you know, when you store it up, the amount will stay but the real value will be reduced. So be kind and let me use a bit of them and return them to you with the interest rate of them not losing their value and how knows if they’ll be luckier!

Pray that I’m not involved in any accident while driving to campus for finals too. No, I don’t drive that often and my confidence levels are pretty low when it comes to driving. Mind over matter, I’ll be there safe and sound and I will be a better driver. Pray that I remember what I’ve read too. For heaven’s sake, the worst part is to have a writer’s block during finals.

Have fun!

Hugs To: renaye, The-Muffin-Man, ranor, AlexisNg, ridiculosaur, ShaShaBoo, jolenesiah, Chloefoxx, and crz4manga.

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I'm supposed to be studying and half the day has passed and I've only read on page of my notes. I'm off schedule but I kept telling myself not to worry because English is the last paper and there's nothing much to study for that. This is bad. Other than having other things bugging my brain non-stop, refusing to go away. How I wish my life is like how it used to be, I can study when I want and I can play when I want. Not sitting here forcing myself to study, feeling no guilt in not studying and reading blogs wishing I'm there having fun with my friends. So here I am procrastinating.

My mother says she'll bring my dad's Mazda 26 (think that's the model, I've no idea about old cars) down because it is more convenient for me. One main concern I have is that the car is very low and there is a lot of humps around my campus area to stop people from speeding at night. The bottom part of the car (I have no idea which part) most probably will scrape the road no matter how slow I go. Not forgetting it's manual so my leg will ache when I get stuck in the traffic jam on the LDP. Still I'm grateful that she will bring the car down. I'll make sure some repairs are made prior to that because I definitely have no idea where to bring old cars to for repairs around here and mechanics here will slaughter me, since I'm so blur about car parts and how much it costs and obviously what's wrong with cars. I'm only interested in pretty new cars which I most probably will be able to speed in. Not forgetting the problem which the stupid university won't solve, lack of parking space. Might need to park all the way at the hospital and walk to campus. One reason why I detest driving to campus but I don't want to depend on people to get to campus. Guess we can't always get what we want.

I regret laughing at Sean for the things that happened in the past. I think Karma is now out to get me for I'm in the same yet worse situation than Sean was in a few times. Me and my big mouth. Yet Sean's a darling for not laughing and say "in your face"...not sure if that expression is suitable... My brain isn't quite working.

I'll stop here. Shall go see if there's anything funny on youtube.

Hugs To: ranor, renaye, AlexisNg, randomjunk, ShaShaBoo, ikimashokie, baskinthemoonlight, and The-Muffin-Man.

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There are some emotions that I can’t really feel. Maybe there is something wrong with me. I don’t know. While reading books that others cry their eyeballs out, I simply don’t shed a single tear.

I read James Patterson’s Sam’s Letters to Jennifer after finishing The Book Thief.

By Marcus Zusak, the Book Thief, is a nice story. I like the sarcasm, not sure if I’m supposed to be sad when the end is near. See what I said about not feeling certain emotions? A classmate said that the author is very critical of the Germans, which I think is quite true. There is one thing that was written somewhere in the book which I find quite true. Words... are things that can make people do anything.

Sam’s letters to Jennifer, my friend who loaned me the book says that it is a very touching story. I finished the book in a day. I still can’t see why another friend could cry reading this book. It is okay, a good book for those who are trying to let go of an ex.

Next I’m going to read... maybe Terry Pratchett or Welcome to the Working Week by Paul Vlitos, my uncle is reading. I have no idea if he’s done with it though. I think I’ll take the latter, if he is done with it. Then again, I can just read in between him. Don’t jump to conclusions, I mean I’ll read when he is not at home but I am. I did that before with the other book “The Best Man’s something”. Furthermore, he is now reading about “Gerard”, not sure if it is the Liverpool footballer when he has about 2 chapters left of the earlier mentioned book.

Finals are on the first week of December and I’m reading fictions. Isn’t that awesome?

Hugs To: NuTang[The-Muffin-Man, AlexisNg, renaye and jolenesiah.

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Although I technically do not celebrate Thanksgiving, I do think that it is a very good thing to express your thankfulness to all the minor details that you’ve always taken advantage of in life. I don’t think that I should be thankful only on this day, in fact everyday of my life, but do I seem so optimistic to you? By the way, I think I got the time a little wrong, is it the 3rd Tuesday or Thursday of November?
Anyway, here goes..

First and foremost, of course I would have to thank my family members for being patient to me for another year, still fixing my hot-headedness and trying hard not to be rude to you guys although it seem that your favourite hobby nowadays is to do things that will drive me insane with anger and frustration. Thanks for the hard work and sorry for the trouble I cause. Ah right! Thanks to the two men I’m living with for the rides and food, especially, and my mother for being a mother. Oh and more importantly my uncle for all the books, chocolates and help.

My best friend and those I consider am close with, not listing because it would cause jealousy. I don’t want anyone to be picking on this issue those who like to do this should know who they are. Thanks for being there, I know I may be clingy sometimes, or most of the time, and my overreaction isn’t something fun to endure. Nevertheless, thanks for listening, thanks for being there. My best friend especially, I know that I sometimes rant to her at the wrong times...

To my friends, who are always there for whatever reason, especially those who give me rides to and from campus, thank you so much for making my life easier. I’m sorry that I seem like I’m using you. I really do, it’s just that sometimes I have no idea what to talk to you guys about, past experiences has taught me to keep my mouth shut unless I want to get in trouble. I don’t care if you were in my life or currently in my life, thank you for being there and for making my life more colourful. I hope to not lose contact with you guys.

To the acquaintances I have, thank you for gracing my life with your presence, although only for a little while, or maybe for sometime but we never really talked. It’s been a pleasure just seeing a familiar face in the sea of humans.

NuTangers! Thank you for being there, though you guys are all over the world and still busy with your own life, thank you for the things you shared with me and the help you guys gave me. Thank you dave for creating such an awesome weblog community and Kuri for the invitation into this community.

I’m thankful for the part-time job I have and I hope I can cope studying and working at the same time without turning me into a horrible monster.

Thanks for all the presents I’ve received and things given to me which I’ve taken fore granted.

I don't know what else to say. So I guess I'll be thankful some other time.

Hugs To: AlexisNg, Illicit, Mdesai, baskinthemoonlight, AlexisNg, and AlexisNg.

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I'm feeling a little under the weather. Was having a headache and sorethroat of some kind for the weekend. All I wanted to do was to sleep, eat, sleep and eat some more. Nothing else matters, not work, not assignments, not going to classes.

I've been caught up with things, so much so that I've totally forgotten about my best friend's birthday till it's half passed! I'm always one of the first few to wish her happy birthday. I also forgot to follow up if the usuals are going to steal her for the rest of the day after class. I'm useless now, keep on mixing and forgetting things.

I'm having some trouble adjusting to not having much extra time to spend every week. I still have about 3 weeks left of my first semester. Hopefully I can make the change in time. It sucks to be waltzing through the week and then realise that you don't have enough time to do the things yo want. Work was fun, just a bit waste of time when you just stand there doing nothing when you could've used it to read some notes. Then again, they don't pay you to be doing your own stuff.

I went shopping today and used up my half of my allowance. I have about 100 bucks to live through the rest of the month. I think since I'll be locking myself at home the last week to study for my finals, it should be okay. Better stock up on bread, spreads and biscuits.

Okay, I've procrastinated enough today. Have to go tackle tutorial on Simple Keynesian Analysis, which she made it so complicated. Take care everyone.

Hugs To: AlexisNg, renaye, and lazypuppy.

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How can I not be angry when you keep on implying that I am when I really am not angry?

Seriously woman, stop doing that or I don't care if you're a year older, way cuter, more polite, much more innocent and very much more likable than me, I will explode on you, in front of the class, in front of the lecturer. Seriously, you don't know me well enough to differentiate my expression when I'm angry and when I'm trying hard to remember and keep remember the instructions that were given to me. Stop saying "chill" or "relax" or "don't be angry" every 30 seconds, does not do anything other than infuriate me. Also doing that right after the lecturer gave back to group work for some touch ups IS NEVER GOOD. I am not like you, I usually absorb all the information I get and try to remember as much as I can before I forget any of it instead of processing it when it is delivered to be because sometimes there is too much to process and I'll miss things out.

I only have that set of expressions and unless you can decipher the small details which makes it different, keep your mouth shut. Giving me hugs and encouraging talks after that doesn't help either. What helps is you keeping your mouth shut.
I wasn't even grumbling or ranting or anything, I just sat there, staring at that piece of paper. Furthermore, it wasn't my fault this assignment wasn't looked through, it is because of you who didn't have time to finish the conclusion in a week. Funny, huh? And which idiot would be angry when your lecturer gives you back your work so that you can get better grades?

I am tolerating you because you don't know me that well yet and because you have a slightly different kind of views than I do. I pray hard that I will continue being able to tolerate you.

Hugs To: ranor, renaye and AlexisNg.

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