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0. Unlimited supply of chocolates! 1. New camera 2. New Ipod 3. Breaking Dawn (2/8) 4. Visit Sean and Max in Aussie & Yuuko and Junko in Japan | Guess what? Thursday. 11.8.07 1:39 am Due to lack of proper planning, my plan to pull your legs in one post seem to have failed. No, I didn't give up hope. I was planning to make it sound like I did (guess it worked) and then tell you that I'm actually going home because it is holiday time =/ well, it doesn't matter now. Don't worry, my grades are the least important things right now with all the assignments to finish yet it will be the least important thing because I can still pull it up with my last few assignments, tests and more importantly my finals. Anyway, thanks guys, <3 you guys mucho! Yes, I solemnly swear that I was only joking with my previous post(except for the part with my accounts teacher, that is 100% true). Hugs To: Toowit, ranor, bing bean, Xboyz, LostSoul13, and renaye Guess where's the first place I go to a few hours after I arrived home? I..... went..... to.... the..... E.R.!! No, I wasn't involved in any major accident, I'm perfectly in one piece, no new bruises, scares or cuts or anything. My youngest brother, Cavin, fell down from his bicycle, I have no idea how, and and got deep cuts on the left side of his face, a huge hole on his left shoulder and was bleeding hell of a lot. Thank god there was a good Samaritan who fetched him home, and then sent him to the hospital. People (including the police) kept on asking if he was mowed down by a car. I don't know, I don't have a clue, he said he fell, he wasn't playing near home either. He received quite a number of stitches to his face and his shoulder. Sigh.. my kawaii no otouto is no longer kawaii. I mean my cute brother is no longer cute anymore. By the way, bring him to the hospital was one great mistake! Even after his woulds are stitched and stuff, he is still bleeding in certain places and they don't exactly tell us if there is anything wrong with him. All they say is that he is fine and prescribed him some pain killer and antibiotics. Mother's going to take him to a private hospital tomorrow because today is a public holiday in Malaysia after all. Anyway, the PC and modem is screwed somehow, I don't know why, some keys are giving me some other alphabets and my laptop cannot detect the wireless network. Anyhow, off I go, have a nice weekend. Oh by the way, Mummy said that I can't change the date nor cancel the ticket. I guess I would have to go back on December the 2nd. Shall see if I can borrow a camera for the next MMC meeting. Comment! (5) | Recommend! Leaving! Tuesday. 11.6.07 9:56 am listening to: Daughtry - Home That's it! I can't stand it anymore!! This sucks big time!! Everyone's been so nice to me, I like it here but I really can't stand this anymore. No matter how hard I work, I'll always be getting that low. I already don't have a life as it is. I'm packing; I don't want to stay here anymore. I just want to go home and just listen to all the things that constantly annoy me. I rather be there and be god damn frustrated and annoyed than being here feeling helpless and useless! *burst into tears* That guy!! He minus 3 marks from my Accounts assignment 3 because I followed the textbook!! How ridiculous is that?? He refused to give us help in that, he didn’t teach that chapter and he tells me: “You have to use your common sense that Merchandise Inventory account cannot have a debit balance.” Like hell I know, that is what the text book say! You’re the one who said: “Follow the textbook” in the first place anyway! And he even minus another 2 marks off because my dollar sign is at the wrong place!! WTF man! I’ve been doing it that way for my tests and quizzes and it was okay and he minus marks in the assignment?? You even said that “It’s okay to use the British way” and I did use the British way! And the best part is that he said “Oh, I used the sample answer Ms. Wong gave me and I am already very lenient with you guys.” OMG! I’m going to go ask Anita. If he is to penalise me for something like that again, I’m going to slap him with “this is what my friend who is taking ACCA part 2 does it”. I don’t care even if I sound like I was rude and disrespectful in class anymore. You are so not fair!! Sigh.. I guess this is it, it’s the end... I don’t care anymore. Fuck it! I’m going to stay in my tiny little world being all stupid and useless. No matter how high my grades are, I’m going to be ridiculed anyway. I might as well just relax, have fun and flunk everything! Ah darn.. I’ve lost my inspiration.. Hate it when it happens. Well, anyway, I am going home. I really am. Alas! A thought of all the yummy food Grandma is going to cook for me is already making me drool. Wait for me, I’m going home~ ~For the Deepavali break!! XD Have fun you guys, I’ve got assignments to finish! Hugs To: bing bean, Suyin, Chloefoxx and ranor. Comment! (6) | Recommend! Frustration Monday. 11.5.07 6:45 am Today was a pretty frustrating day. I started out when I got my accounts Quiz marks back. I scored my first B in that subject!! OMG! I can't believe this! Me, often getting highest in that bloody class, for the first time didn't get top 2 for that quiz. No, I'm not making a big fuss about this, I just can't believe that that lecture of mine which goes by the name of Bob Lim, is causing my grades to drop! This is so not fair! I don't want to hate accounts because of him and my grade can't drop any further because English is already pulling me down and worst still, my grades for MDM is dropping too!! This is so not happening to me!! OMG, and Paul.. Paul.. is getting highest in all of Mr Lim's classes, with an average grade of 90%.. That guy is so god damn clever! Argghhh!!! I'm NOT going to let my grade fall further regardless if I will suffer from lack of sleep because I unfortunately still have no idea where to go to further my studies and I still have some faces to slap. Then right before I walked in for English class, after unsuccesfully trying to surprise Sean by calling her, because she didn't pick up. Marshall, walked up(I can't see him except for his yellow shirt) and said, which his voice which causes the hair on my neck to stand, "I thought you promised to send me your blog URL." I replied, while rolling my eyes that I forgot. I bloody didn't PROMISE you, I just said that I will.... which I definitely WILL NOT!!! Well, you should have to get the signal when I didn't give it to you or that I do not talk to you, is that I want to you STAY AWAY from me!! Why is this guy so thick? I don't know! Ok, then, Chinaboy, that bloody brat from my MDM project group, can't even convert a file, which will only take a minute of his "precious" time, caused me 4 hours of my time because I don't know why I cannot receive emails(both yahoo and hotmail) from Royce who's computer can't read microsoft words 2007 files. God damnit! I feel like strangling him. OMG! I have a considerate amount of homework today, including accounts which would be the main reason I will not have enough sleep tonight for I have no idea what Mr Bob Lim is talking about in class because he squeezes the whole chapter in 30 minutes. Fuck!! I didn't get this far to get an average of a B, nor did I get this far just to pass. I definitely didn't get this far to lose my A just like that! Comment! (5) | Recommend! Sigh. I don't know! Friday. 11.2.07 7:30 pm listening to: Whispers of Life I woke up fairly early this morning… 5.30AM, roughly, the Muslim prayer (for the lack of word for it), was loud and clear in the chilly morning air. I woke up from a dream, one which kept me up after that thus leading to this. This is the first time I woke up this early since I came here. The second time seeing the sun rise, since the first time was me staying awake for Harry Potter. I wish I have a place where I can admire the rising sun but sadly, I can’t do it here. All I can see is a portion of the sky from the door leading out to the laundry area, since I’m sitting in the living room right now. I can’t open the curtains in my room, where I’m certain I would be able to admire a much bigger portion of the sky, Olivia’s still deep in her slumber. They sky is so huge and beautiful, it makes me feel happy, it comforts me, I know that no matter where I am, the sky would remain the same. I came to conclusion after reminiscing the past and thinking of the near future, I am a fairly indecisive person. If I ever come a cross two things that I want but I can only choose one, in the recent case of either buying a new phone or a new digital camera, I couldn’t decide which to buy –even now. Maybe you guys have noticed that too… Though there is so much one can advice another on things yet it all comes down to that person to make the decision. It took me one hour for me to decide of I should wake up and blog about this. *snorts* I’m really that indecisive. Mother booked me a flight back home on December 2. I suddenly feel like asking her to cancel it and stay on till they come down KL in mid December. I wonder if it can be done without causing her to lose a single cent, I guess that won’t happen, right? I remember Ms. Woi asking if everyone would be free for the first week of December, I’m the only one who can’t make it, because of the flight. There would still be the MMC (movie making club) shootings (for the lack of a better word for it) for it is quite obvious that it won’t be finished before graduation, on December 7. So, I woke up, and started thinking, if I were to be at home, I’d be coming online, maybe go play tennis or hang out with those who I can call friends from high school, just wasting time away… What’s the difference if I were to be there hanging out with those who are the MMC (Suyin, Aaron, Paul, Stephanie, and some others)? There are big chances that I might not be meeting them anymore later in my life for some of them are graduating. Buddhi and Kethi are also leaving. I remember having told Sean, there are some people who are meant to just leave tiny prints in your life, people who doesn’t really matter. Even if they don’t matter later in life, they are a part of my life now and that’s what matters. I guess that thought only applies to those who make you feel bad. I guess because I liked those I’ve met here, that’s why I’m feeling this way. I really like going to class because of these people, unlike before where there are only a handful of those I look forward to meeting everyday, while I dread the rest, in high school. I guess this is the main reason I want to get a new camera a.s.a.p., to capture the memories made with these people before they fade completely out of my life. I never felt that way back in high school, I guess as someone like me gets older, I either turn into an 8 ball (Maxie called me an 8 ball the other day) or I turn more emo by the day. LOL! Or maybe it was because I talked to Eng Wei, who surprisingly was super quite for the past few weeks.. Made me feel so glad I could be there for my friends who need my ear for a moment or my shoulder to cry on. Maybe I should just call Ivan to check and see if he really is going to Singapore so that I can ask him to buy me a Sony T100 or T70, both of the looks awfully the same, only that one doesn’t have a touch screen while the other has but one is older and more expensive than the other. I don’t know what I should do. All I know is to whine and about it. I guess that is what it means when we are told to live life to the fullest, so that we’re able to learn all sorts of things from those who are meant to disappear from our life; make the time meaningful and not regret a thing. I’m not regretting my way of life till now for I have suffered from the hands of those I call friends. It’s just that life feels so great, I regret not having anything to keep the moments frozen in time. What a great way for me to start looking at things differently. I probably will revert to my bitter old self in no time. Still after it's all said and done, I still don't know what I should do. And happy one day late, first anniversary to me here in NuTang. Doesn't sound as cheerful as I had in mind.. Hugs To:Xboyz, ranor, LostSoul13, renaye, von-nation, Toowit, and larceling Comment! (5) | Recommend! Nosebleed Thursday. 11.1.07 8:29 am No, it's not the anime or manga type of nosebleed. I'm yet to see someone who is able to give me that kind of a nosebleed. No, I'm not having some health problems either. Don't worry, I'm not going to die soon or something, I know some of you are hoping to see me drop dead at anytime. I'm just having minor nosebleed(you get blood with your frozen mucus) due to the cold and dry air. Why in the world would I get nosebleed due to cold when I live in a tropical country?? Because the A/C is on 22 degree celsius every night. Yes, my roommate has officially lost it. I have no idea why. She says it is because when she wakes up in the morning, the room is warm. I don't see a reason why waking up to a warm room is a problem. After all the vent is still angled to blow more towards her side of the room. She's even having flu and a terrible cough right now! Oh gosh.. I have never had a major nosebleed before I mean blood has literary never flowed down through my nose before. I hope I don't fall sick too thanks to her. If you guys are wondering why am I updating so much lately, it is because I feel like blogging and remembers what I want to share with you guys. And... I got a facebook account!! Is there anyone I can add? It seems much better than Friendster but I don't see much of a difference, just that more of my classmates from English class are there. Ok, time allocated for procrastinating is up. I'm off to finish my assignments. Hugs To: ikimashokie, Katrina, jolenesiah, invisible, and LostSoul13 Comment! (9) | Recommend! Halloween! Wednesday. 10.31.07 3:18 am listening to: Christina Aguilera - Reflection For Halloween... I dressed up as Bella Swan on a normal school day... Which means.. whatever I wear to school everyday XD Haha!! There are a couple people who dressed up today. It was funny. I just love English class a lot!! Minus the assignments and tests, that is. Anyway, I do wish it wont end. Suyin was a gothic. Looks awesome, though I didn't cosplay Linali from D.Gray Man for some lame reason that I don't have boots(Linali wears boots all the time) and I lost one of my rubber bands so I couldn't tie two pony tails like Linali. So what are you guys dressed up as this Halloween?? Okay Halloween aside.. I seriously I don't know why I feel guilty for lying. Maybe because they are much nicer than a majority of people from high school. I would say, life goes on like usual even if I don't go to prom, still I'm evading Niniek and Tse Leng because they are incharge of selling prom tickets, something I've neglected to mention in my previous post. Thank god I need not lie to anyone of you guys. I just remembered that I haven't paid my mother for Eclipse yet. She didn't tell me how much is it because I used her creddy to buy it from Amazon so I forgot about it too. I have to remember.. or maybe I should just conviniently forget about it... Yea, second option is better XD I can't wait to get home. Yes, I changed my mind and I am going home from the 7th to the 10th of November. I'm dying to try to play some songs with the music sheets I recently downloaded. Still there are some problems lying ahead with my planning to go home and it's getting really hard to resist that temptation to just go grab Subways.. Sigh.. And no Baskin Robins for me this month.. T.T Hugs To: renaye, bing bean, Suyin, LostSoul13, ikimashokie, Katrina, jolenesiah and invisible.  Comment! (5) | Recommend! |
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