I realise that my spontaneous answer to a lot of people often sound rude or defensive. I don’t know why, but I do think that I sounded rude or defensive when I think back of my reflect speeches, which is either a word or a sentence. Hope I can change that, don’t want to offend people with my reflective speeches.

I was irritated throughout a class yesterday because the lecturer decided to shift the students of my course out of the current class because we are the “bigger” bunch of people. It is because the administrators want her to split the class and because the class is too big. I am irritated with the former reason. Seriously, if you are going to END UP splitting the class, you DON’T put them together in the first place! Don’t give me that ridiculous reason that you don’t know how many people ended up enrolling in the course, how could the administrators NOT KNOW? *roll eyes* Thanks for screwing up my transportation schedule. I am now going to live through the next week, go on home for a nice time with friends whom I’ve never seen for some time, come back to KL and er... get a job. I actually found one, I just didn’t want to go in for the interview yet since I’m going to be hanging out with the one(s) I missed a lot!

There is like something that doesn’t like my family in this house. Since we’ve moved, there is an unusual amount of items spoilt! In the first few days since we moved in, my uncle’s car was in the workshop for 4 days. Then someone spoilt something from my uncle’s washer. 5 days ago, the modem which was just a month and a half old spoiled and we have no idea what happened. It was a clear sunny day and the modem is attached to a power regulator so there isn’t much outside factors that could spoil the modem except internal combustion and over heating. If it over heated, the modem + router that is back in my home, home would’ve been spoiled already. 2 days ago, the adapter to the new modem spoiled! I wonder what next will be going... My uncle isn’t going to like this. Okay... apparently the one month old modem is working now, my uncle’s er... let’s just say he rather find out that the one month old modem is spoiled rather than only the adapter is spoilt. The interenet in the area wasn't working all day yesterday.. It is annoying!

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I have to stop subconsciously comparing my current economics lecturer with my previous economics lecturer. This subconscious comparison, I’m afraid, is either taking or will end up taking a toll on my final mark. I don’t want that to happen, I still have a scholarship to maintain. Sometimes when you had something that goes really well with you and you had to get something which is not as good as the previous one, you’d compare. I can’t help it, I couldn’t help it. I always find her flaws and the best part is that I could not understand at all what she was teaching in the previous class and I have a test on Monday. Thank god it is not on the topic she taught in the last class but I can’t be thanking god forever now can I? Hopefully my previous economics textbook can help me understand. I’m really going to send out an SOS if I can’t understand. There have been times where lecturers made me loath a certain subject and this is one of the times. My current lecturer doesn’t follow the topic that she is put as the heading of her Power point slides, she jumps. Guess I got used to how my previous lecturer teach; definitions first, then he goes into the subject. Although he may be going from one subject to another, I’ve never felt lost as I do with her.

Now I have to go make peace with myself and study economics as this test is 10% of my final mark.

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I have a plan to get that other car that has been left idle back at home down to KL and use it to get to campus. It’s my dad’s car, which hasn’t been put into use because my dad uses my mother’s cars most of the time. I mean why maintain the car and pay for the road tax and insurance when you are not using it right? Well although it is not the car of my choice but hey, at least it is a car. I am going to take up a part time job soon so I could maintain the car, petrol and stuff. To hell the environment! I want my independence and my days to be rid of how the hell to get to campus today.

So the plan is that I get the car to be fixed, the tiny details like the A/C which doesn’t really work after it has been left dormant for too long, get it serviced and some other stuff. Get it down in the nearest future, to make life easier for me. I could drive there on Fridays for my only two hour class because it is easier to get a parking space. Then again, I could always take a bus back to the LRT station and get my brother to fetch me back home. The thing about having a car is that I get more freedom and for it to be there when I need it to be there. I don’t mind that I would be spending my money on petrol instead of shopping. I just need that grip on my life back.

Though my current problem on revolves around the problems I am facing to come back from campus because going would always be waking up earlier in the morning and sleeping in the library, I don’t quite mind that. Just sometimes, it would be fun if I could just sleep in a little and need not force my uncle to go to gym just because I need a ride to the bus stop. Problem lies here, when I get the part time job, I could go straight to work after school which means that I don’t need to worry as the bus does go to the place that I work in and my brother can fetch me back after. Just the inconsistency of the buses is quite annoying. I tend to get caught up in my emotions and thoughts, as some of you might have noticed. Then again, I don’t want to drive to campus for my afternoon classes because it would be so hard to find parking. So... I told my mother about the plan and now it is the question of should or should not get it?

What do you guys think? I had the whole plan in my head but I’m just quite incoherent. The bigger picture... I wish I’d be able to get it. I don’t really want to drive on Tuesdays especially *sigh* everything seems wrong. Wish there is someone I can really talk to and rely on.

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Having a long weekend is sort of making me lazy but I have to start being working hard again. No more procrastinating you lazy bum!

I went through my course calendar and realised that my mid term break is a week after my brothers but I will be having half of the week before off anyway because it is Hari Raya. Now I really hope I can change my Friday’s time table and I could go back for a week and a half instead of a week. That still depends on if there is a class big enough to fit in 40 over students on Wednesday. I wonder why they can’t just split the class up. On second thought, I don’t want to go back during the Malay New Year, don’t want to snatch tickets with those who need it. I rather go back the week after where there’d be less jam on the highway and more places on the bus to go home.

I have an assignment due next week, two assignments due the week after and a 20% assignment due by my best friend’s birthday. Hopefully I get that 20% one done on time.

I’m going to call up my cell operator and ask them for a refund because they keep on diverting my calls to the wrong number! I’m serious, it would be impossible that I dialled the wrong number because the number is in my phonebook and it is my brother or a friend whom I’ve texted with for some time. Seriously, it’s a big waste of my credit since I rarely call! I got diverted when I called my brother last week and today I got diverted when I was calling a classmate asking if she will be joining us for lunch! I asked " Is this Ivy?" and the lady went "Who is ai-yee??"

If you noticed that I've been doing more tags lately, its because I have nothing much to blog about and because I got tagged.

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I've been tagged by Gabby!

This one involved photos... something I don't quite have. I'll try to do as much as I can.

1. A picture of you in a most unique environment :
--------There is no environment

2. A picture of place you dislike :

Describe why you dislike this place: Too many copycats,wannabees, dramas and hypocrites.

3. A picture of someone that means a lot to you :
Not someone... but my family.. I can't seem to be able to find that family picture that I want.

4. A picture of you with your best smile :
-------- I can't decide which, none look nice-------------

5. A picture of your lamest pose :

Give this picture a caption: Peek a boo!

6. A picture of someone that stands on top of your heart :

Some pictures are small because the original picture I got is small. There are more people I wanna put up here but I can't seem to be able to find a decent picture of them to edit!

7. A picture of you with some toys or cute stuff :
------don't have a picture of that kind--------------

8. A picture of you in a white shirt :

Why were you wearing white instead of black?
Because I feel like wearing white.


9. A candid picture of you and your friends :


the few that I have. it is totally blurry.

As usual, whoever that wants to be tagged, can go ahead and do it.

Ps: Sean, I can't find that pic of you from your Freemantle trip so I had to use that one we took years ago.

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I found out that Starbucks pays you ONLY Rm3.50 per hour, something like 1USD per hour. It’s like OMG! That is VERY low in terms of working in KL. People usually pay RM5 per hour or more. I’m so NOT going to consider working part time in Starbucks!

Staying with family makes me feel too much at home and home usually equals procrastinating and bumming. This is not good. Home also equals to doing housework. Worst of all I spend more time doing housework than doing my assignments! It is really funny that I live with such irresponsible people all these while. They don’t care if the rubbish bin can’t fit anymore trash, they don’t bother checking if there are any doors not closed and locked before going to sleep, nor do they turn off all the unused switches. They don’t even put things back from where they belong after using it for heaven’s sake! Because I stay at home most of the time, I will be the one being nagged by my uncle when he comes back to see that the house is in a mess. You guys know how much I detest being nagged/scolded/shouted at/called names for something I DIDN’T DO. If you nag the person who caused it, oh, I’m going to be the one at fault. Just awesome, isn’t it? I just wish that some people who supposedly look more mature than me would be less childish and more responsible. Yea, I'm the one who has a short temper, complains hell of a lot and the bitchy one. You stay in this house too, why does it make me MORE responsible than you are around here, just because I stay longer at home? I'm sorry, I don't happen the be able to go out from this house once I'm back in it. You have the same amount of responsibility in this hosue as I do! Why don't you shoulder it once in a while?

On other notes, my mother is arriving later today. If I am grumpier, please don’t mind me, unnecessary stress is what I usually get around here. It's even worst when a parent is here and that one turns into a know-it-all and starts questioning me things that I do as I was told to do.

Is anyone having trouble opening NuTang at certain times of the day? Or sometimes it just go "page unable to be opened" on you when it was working fine a minute ago.

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