listening to: I Don't Wanna Wait - Paula Cole

I took my pre-driving test drive today… and weirdly, the certain things that my driving instructor told me to do, was told not to do by the invigilator today. So I’m confused.. but I’m sort of more frustrated right now because for the whole 10 hours that I need before I can take my driving license, I’ve been driving a more or less 10 year old car.. so, I naturally ease of the gas pedal when I start moving because old cars is slower in the pick up department. Now, for the driving test, I have to drive a less than 10 month old car!! What the hell? And I will fail once the car engine dies on me.. I’m not such an experienced driver that I know automatically how heavy my leg should be on the gas pedal. So I was reprimanded for around 3-5 times that I should step on the gas when I start driving with the 1st gear. Oh god, and the gas pedal and the break pedal is so damn close! It's not even an inch away from each other!

I’m re-reading Twilight now.. since there aren’t much things interesting enough for me to do without putting me in sleep mode. I am in kind of a foul mood ever since I got my results because on that day.. I .. sort of found out a couple things which really put me off. I’m sick of having to put up with all your ways and I will definitely understand if you tell me that you don’t want me to be talking to you anymore or I’m bothering you or something. I rather have a clean break.. no matter how important you are to me, I would always survive. I will wonder what kind of an idiot was I being so nice to all of you and still being told that I’m scary behind my back. Oh I know all of this.. just because you don’t dare, doesn’t mean someone else don’t too. Or maybe you’ll say it as: “some people said that you were scary, and .” I know from the start that it was what you think of me, idiot! Oh by the way, I don’t and won’t bite your head off and did it ever occur to you that my “scary” behavior was a result of the multiple things you guys did to me back in school? *bites someone’s head off* Lol! You asked for it.. XD Thank god I still have some people who I can trust completely.

I’ve been chatting with renaye lately and she’s been very nice, supportive and open minded. Well, talking to her is like talking to an older sister that I never have. One of the days,I can't remember what was that we were talking aobut but one of the things she said really made me look back and think of things I’ve done. And Jolene.. I'll do your tag later okay? I'm blur on what I should do.

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I went to school to get my results.. I got 7A1s, 2A2s, a B3 and a B4.. Not exactly what I was looking for but what else can I do right? Anyway, it’s going to be obvious that I suck in my Malay Language because I got a B4 for it. I didn’t stay for a chit chat with my schoolmates for I don’t want to, just took my results and went home. My mom, who isn’t around for a few days, kept on asking me about the results of some people.. I mean I told her that I didn’t stay to ask, how can she not understand that I really don’t know and don’t care what my friends get? The only people I bothered asking about their results was Estrella-chan and Ivan. That’s all. Jeez.. who cares how many people get straight As in my school since I’m not one of them..

I officially am god damn excited!! The Eclipse is said to be out on 7th August.. What a perfect birthday present for me to get myself!! Not that my birthday is on that day.. blah.. Anyway, *jumps up and down* Here’s the cover!! I mean OMG!! I love the simple cover!! Here.. to share with you guys.. Now I have something to do, other than eating, sleeping and coming online, I have around 5 and a half months to get a spoiler out of the cover! I did decipher some things from the image of the cover.. I think Bella will be turned into a vampire in this book.. I’ve listen 15 things last night.. I’m lazy to type them all down.. I’m just going to read the speculation that’s going on in the Twilight Lexicon forum.
Edit: I have the cover in my Gallery.

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listening to: Fall Out Boy - It's Ain't a Scene, It's An Arms Race

Hey guys, I’m back! I miss you guys! Anyway, while I was there, I watched loads of DVDs but never get to watch anything in the cinema because there was nothing much for me to watch as all the nice movies are late at night. Anyway, I watched Babel, John Tucker Must Die, Pan’s Labyrinth, Pirates of the Caribbean, My Super Ex-Girlfriend, Just My Luck, The Departed, Accepted, er.. Couldn’t remember anymore.. haha because most of them are so boring.. I didn’t get what was going on during Babel at all. But er.. Accepted is nice.. Haha!! Er.. I didn’t know Pirates of the Caribbean was that funny because I didn’t have much time to watch anything before but now I have almost all the time in the world. Oh.. lucky me that I wasn't around when NuTang was unavailable.. not that I was really lucky today anyway..

Well, I really had fun up there for I don’t need to worry about anything but what to eat.. I had loads of chocolate to eat but chocolates can’t be your breakfast, lunch and dinner right? So on the first day I was up there, I had McDonalds for lunch, hawker food for dinner. Second day was hawker food for lunch, my uncle’s friend rice for dinner. Third day was Subway for lunch and dinner, and Subway again for lunch today, and had dinner with my mom’s friends. My mom’s friend asked if I would like to volunteer helping kids with their English.. I don’t know.. I’m having problems with my English as well because I somehow am screwing up my grammar! Well, we shall see after my results and when I’m done with driving.

Oh right, I was really unlucky today! I the mini bus that I’m supposed to take to the jetty passed me by while I was trying to cross a busy road. I waited half an hour for another one. I got to the jetty and I missed the ferry I was supposed to take to mainland Penang!! So I had to wait about 5 minutes for another one. There was no straight route from Penang island back to my town anymore except for one I don’t know what time it is. So I ran from the ferry terminal to the bus terminal and caused got a lot of people staring at me while wondering “what the hell is wrong with this girl?” I completely had a panic attack. I was never this late to catch my bus. I usually are 15 to an hour early. Damn! When I was up the bus, the people was looking at me weirdly and the my seat, won’t stay still, if I lean on it, the seat will move downwards and the guy sitting beside me kicked my seat.. Not like it was my problem anyway. But since he didn’t give me a hard time, I didn’t too. Thank god I didn’t miss the bus as some people I know miss it. *rolls eyes*

Anyway, I’m going to have to get myself a new signature and I took down all the pictures which are supposed to be in the gallery so anyway, if part of the post have a picture, the picture’s gone.. don’t know if I did save it somewhere else. And Estrella-chan’s coming back!! *smirks* Now I won't feel so left out anymore. I miss my blog stalker.. I wonder what happened to her.. So, I guess, I’ll stop here, have a nice weekend everyone!!

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I'm running away from home..

Haha!! Joking.. I actually wanted to but nah there's no where for me to go to.. I'll be up at my aunt's place for a few days until everything at home is alright again.. Hopefully.. I don't know when I will be back but I must be back by Sunday though. I don't want to bother going to the temple on Thursday. Well, I don't really want to stay at my aunt's place for too long as since my grandmother's here, she'll need to worry about how am I going to eat and stuff since she now her workplace is nearly 30 minutes drive from her house. I actually had something typed up but I'll leave it if the problem is solved by the time I come back from my Aunt's place in Penang.

My dad was always telling me that if I kept on blasting my brother for not going to school, either him or my brother will be crazy! Now I'm going to saying somthing.. If he will go insane that easily.. then I would've been insane for a long time now.. after all he told me things that he will never tell any one of his precious sons.. For an example, 2 years ago, my dad told me that if I don't score an A for my Math(I usually get a C or if lucky a B) I am not his daughter.. How wonderful ain't it? I never heard him telling my brothers anything like that.

Anyway, let’s put that aside.. My SPM results will be out on the 12th, Estrella-chan will be back for good from NS on the 11th, and I have my last 2 hour driving lesson on the 13th. Hopefully I will have my driver’s license by the end of the month.

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Yes, yes, I don't know what title again.. I was drifting between a few and didn't know what to put so.. here..

I’ve finished all 78 episodes of Kyou Kara Maou! Well, I’ll be watching it again soon since I have still have time. I went to have my hairstylist, nothing much, just to get rid of my split ends. He gave me a new way to wear my bangs.. though it still look quite the same but whatever. I like the way he never tells me straight in the face that my hair is thick.. He thinks that I don’t know Mandrin. Well, I don’t know what he said but the shampoo girl asked him something and I can only hear the word “thick” in the middle of his reply as he was blow drying my hair.. Yea.. in order to blow dry my hair faster, 2 person are needed and yet it takes a while to finish blow dry my hair. If he ever complain to my mom or tell me that my hair is thick, I will NEVER ever go to him again, no matter how much I like him. Haha! That’s a taboo for any of my hairstylist to say. Well, that was 2 days before..

Yesterday, I had this huge fight with my youngest brother, I ended up with a hurt fourth finger and a bruise on my foot, having to wash both of my shoes because they’re wet as the stupid idiot tried to spray water into my room after unsuccessfully try to stink up my room with the weekend’s trash, and my dad giving me the 3/4 silent treatment. Was it my fault that his favourite son took out the internet connection while I was using the internet? Which explained why I was on NuTang for a second and I’m not the next! He asked for it anyway, he was making hell of a noise 2 nights ago, hell of a noise the whole day before that and it just kept going on and on.. For me to stay at home all day listening to him talking crap is so not fun and so annoying.. And with my grandmother taking his side all the time, I just feel like slapping the hell out of him and he hasn’t been in school for the past 3 weeks!

Anyway, there’s something wrong with my new computer and I seriously know how to blame.. My mom was complaining that the comp can’t read all her floppies.. looks like I have to cut down my time surfing because someone else is trying to make the whole comp crash. In order to not let that happen before I get my lappie, I need to resist the urge of just staying here reading.. so I’ll catch you guys later. Take care and I’ll see you in a few hours.. I guess..

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Okay.. I don't know what to put as the title again.. Just that this is the 49th post since I joined NuTang.. If I got it correct.
I just came back from Penang yesterday, which explains why I wasn’t around for two days.. Anyway, nothing much, just hanging out with Caryn, go shopping, take my mind off the problems in the house and enjoy myself. Anyway, I at last watched Eragon.. Mm.. I have to watch it again as there are some parts where I can’t listen to the conversation and the subtitles were hilarious! Yes, I do mean subtitles as the English subtitle was weird but the Malay subtitle was worst. I watch movies with subtitles just incase I can’t hear the conversations. It’s kind of hard to start typing now since I have something like a writer’s block.. Everything else seems more interesting than typing an post.. Hmm… I ate honey covered strawberries, definitely worth my rm3.50 for 6 average sized strawberries, while chocolate covered strawberries costs me rm3.00 for 5 average sized strawberries. Oh, I saw this picture of a person’s butt with the tattoo on it. It was funny, how that person would allow such a thing to be on display, not that his/her butt was nice to stare at. Ah.. Caryn told me that my bunch of “friends” are going to Genting.. they didn’t bother asking if I want to go along.. I expected this thing to happen because the last time I see them was on Maxie’s request. I just want to go to Genting to disturb dear JD! Not that I want to go with them.. as Genting is not fun for me.

I need to get my hair cut.. hopefully it can be done this weekend because I found a lot of split ends.. I bought a book to help me improve my memory, I saw the camera I wanted but I still need to consult a friend about it because I know nothing of electronics!! I’m currently reading Silver-dot- and Dilated’s conversation at the shoutbox, wondering when will I be able to post this. I cut my fingernails today because some of them were chipping so badly. Anyway, there was this interesting conversation I had with Sulin.. She said.. sometimes when I talk, I resemble Wolfram(from Kyou Kara Maou) or he resembles me.. Which means.. I am a hot tempered, rash, possessive little brat? Hmm.. That’s the few things I get from observing “myself” on YouTube. Not many people dare to tell me of myself because they think that I might bite their heads off.

Oh right, my version of Katrina’s cleaning ninja, my grandmother(my mom’s mother) is here to stay until the 15th.. which means I’ll be having someone snoring loudly beside me at night. She’s fussing so much around my youngest brother.. It annoys me that she always tries to protect idiots! Yay for less chores to do until the 15th!
And.. A little continuation from my previous post, my dad is the 2nd eldest son in the family. Since my 1st uncle, somehow didn’t inherit the family business, my dad did and those lechers took it away from my dad. I do want to go to college as going to Form 6 would make me look at more “innocent” faces of some people and a huge number of family reunions. renaye, it’s not that I underestimate myself, it is indeed very hard for non-Malays to obtain scholarships even with good results..

Okay, I’ll stop here.. I indeed don’t know what else to type.. Have a nice day everyone!!

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