HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALLEN RAY! love ya lots and thanks for always being there. We've been through much these past 4 years mostly helpin eachother with our damn drama! huh? haha ahh well on the good side..you've always made me laugh no matter how bad i was ballin my eyes out! love ya best friend...haha gotta love the family too hehehe.

PS i'll get u ur present to you soon.

arite that's all folks... peace easy

LATER DAYZ

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8 days and counting. arite well, this week went rather good. nothin too good to talk about. one weird thing, on thursday went to walmart and bought my sister the Little Debbie Devil Cakes and guess what? the cashier CARDs me after she scans the thing and i'm like ? she ses "are u 18?" and of course i tell her yeah..she ses "can i see ID please" i was like wat the?..ehh iono i just found that weird..even Omar ses that wen he went to buy regular school glue and they didn't let him buy it [????]..ahh.. weirdos.

friday: at around 5 my brother and i decide to head over to the church on 47th to check out the bands that were performing. maryjo and ginie went..we had fun...good times.

today: drove up to poway for best friend allen's bday get together...since we can't be there for his real bday on monday so yeh. i had fun chillin wit the family ..the rest was blahh..hehh..but yeah so i stayed there til 6:30 then headed back down here to have dinner with my cousins at the OLD SPAGHETTI FACTORY...good food. well tha's all yallz. peace easy...

LATER DAYZ

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once again boredom hit me hah. i don't know what i just said there, but anyways yeh i'm bored. Just got done talkin to dearestCHAMP and yeah..now i'm watchin Deuce Bigalo..hah..funny movie. well i dont know what else to freckin say except that imma miss my phone&text buddy Grino .Lucky is gonna be headin over to Germany in 2 weeks for Christmas. HOPE YOU HAVE FUN MAYN! dont ferget my present! haha just messin.but i'm sure i'm not the only to miss his ass hahaha... man i wonder who'll call me late at night and keep me awake til 2 in the morning ...HAH gotta find me a temporary replacement ..ANYWAYS...

hmm MONDAY will be my best friend's birthday..which means party this saturday! hopefully my mom lets me go... well yeah guess thas all for now...peace easy

LATER DAYZ

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well whadaya know...turns out that right after i made the blog yesterday, my homegirls call me up and we left to go hang out. Marjee, Trisa, Theresa, Jason, Archie, Jonathan, Allen L. and I headed out to Horton Plaza where we window shop for secret santa gifts. Had fun...the girls gave piggy back rides to the doodes ahahah that was hilarious. ARCHIE YOU BROKE MY HIPS! hahahaha j/m. well yeah then we all headed to FASHION VALLEY where we were to watch "HONEY" but didn't cuz half of us didn't really wanna spend out money on that..haha..so plans changed, mall closed and we just ended up hangin out at the food court and mess around. Marjee and I decide to see what dear darREN was up to and they came to save us from going to the beach hahah... everyone split up from Fashion. While everyone else went to the beach, Marjee and I went with darREN,Grino and Jonathan F to a party at Montgomery. Stopped at McDonalds and met Mira Mesa people..hah all i remembered was TIEN haha and then met J.R. and then got lost along the way going to the party. Damn i swear these people need a navigational system haha. well we get there and there was no damn parking what so ever. we end up havin to park at the neighborhood across the street and down a corner. Got to the party only to find out that they weren't letting people in unless we knew someone or only ladies..and marjee and I sure wasn't gonna leave the homeboys hangin..so blah to that. PLUS, the only other way to get in was if we brought in DRINKS or what not inside to the party and to that we were like "FUCK THAT". the night ends with Marjee and I getting dropped off at the McDonalds and wait for my cousin to pick us up and take us home, while the homeboys decided to just head out to another party at MIRA MESA. that was the night..but despite the ugly party plan...everything was good. I'm actually happy

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Hello dear readers of mine. Hopefully everyone's first week of December went great and better than mine. Well, yes as for me it was HELLA WHACK! i don't know what or who or how it triggered it, but i was hella sad and depressed and pissed off a whole lot this week. I tried to have fun..but i don't know. I seriously think i'm losing my mind. I've cried so much over this past week, it's rediculous! I've never cried so much in my life..i mean c'mon every damn day. My friend says that I have S.A.D [i fergot what it meant] and I may have an Identity crisis...BAHHH! I really don't think it's an identity crisis...because well the reason why is that I liked the before me before i changed back to the old me. get it? ahh well it's kinda hard to xplain...let me put it this way...when i was "in like" with someone they changed me [and that change i liked] and now that I pushed myself to let go and did let go...i'm slowly going back to the old me before i met that person....

you might not know this but YOU CHANGED ME.

well anyways...since nothin really good happened this week, i guess i could tell u what happened on Wednesday when I was slightly happier. Well yeah, On Wednesday I hung out with Darren, Grino, Ramon and Ginie. We all headed to Horton Plaza and just really walked around there and then some what xplored DOWNTOWN San Diego. I liked it there...just walkin around in downtown..heh. well anyways I thought i'd have fun since i was with Darren, Ginie and Grino, but iono... out of the four people i was with, i was with Ginie the whole time. I didn't even get to hang with the person I was supposed to hang with since he's leavin for Germany for Christmas..heh. well anyways...it was arite at first, but then I ended up getting depressed once again. Damn.... so that day was some what a total waste. CRAP!...

umm...friday just went to practice and learned the routine within 10 minutes of doin it. kinda had fun with my drill team sisters once again even though the ones that were left with me were rooks...heh it's okay...so that was that. Then later on at around 6:30 I call up Eleonor and see what she's up to and found out that she was with Joe and Jason where they were headed to Balboa Park for Christmas at the Prado...so i went and tagged along with them. before that i called up everyone i could think of to just hang, but i guess everyone just gave up on me since either no one answered their phones, just wanted to stay at home or watever else...anyways..yeah. Got to Balboa and walked around...did the chicken dance with ELeonor haha that was fun..went to the art galleries...good stuff over there...then walked some more...then ended the night with dinner at Denny's with Eleonor and Joe. that was friday...and today...i'm stuck at home...BLAHHHHH!

LATER DAYZ

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alright so i was in my room watching ALL GROWN UP starring the RUGRATS right and there was this one part in the episode where Tommy makes a film on the gang all grown up and compares it to when they were small...but all through out the episode there was not one part where it showed the gang growing apart due to money....

When you think about it, money plays one hell of a big role in our lives [yes true], but so much of a big role that even the simplest things that you can enjoy in life such as the company of family and friends only happens when there's money......SAD but yet SO TRUE.

why can't it be that the teens now a days can't do nothin for fun unless they have money? Don't get me wrong, even families too! I bet the only time a family acts like a family is when they're at an amusement park or shopping and stuff like that. I mean, does money really buy happiness, time and memories with your friends and family?And are the people you call "friends" really your friend when you don't have what it takes to have the "fun" they're thinking of?

Because I remember back in elementary up until junior high, when you have all your friends at your house, it was fun! Just sitting there playin video games, and makin up stupid stuff and laughin about it was all it took to bring smiles and memories. But now-a-days...hmm I don't know...it takes something else like the movies to bring you guys together, it takes parties just so that memories can be built...but even those memories are artificial...it's like a front to yourself and others that your not growing apart. When I think about the saying: "Money can't buy happiness", it makes me think that..."okay yeh..it can..maybe, but that happiness is FAKE" I mean why can't we all just sit and chill? Why is it that we all just go out whenever we have money to spend and not when we're broke? ever think of that?....what ever happened to board games? hahaha man those were fun...my family used to play scrabble and monoply [sp?]...geez!

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