Tuesday. 3.30.04 5:12 pm
arite. i'm too lazy to be puttin up a long ass entry so all i gotta say is that my team and i have comp in less than 3 days (
Apr.3rd)...Power Point for senior exhibition and pracitice exhibition is this
thursday (Apr.1st). let's see what else umm... it's kinda ehh i don't know...dumb[?] how a person can lable another person superficial and what not just because they go to the school where MOST Typical and predictable people go. I mean yes okay, i'll admit that most of our school is filled with stuck-up, dick heads, but that doesn't mean that everyone there ARE stuck-up, dick-headed, two-faced, fake motherfuckers. ahh i don't know..it just kinda hurts to find out that your being labled something you really aren't, especially when your tryin to be friends/being cool with that person...but anyways..i guess that's your opinion and your entitled to that right? arite..so yeah...watever... hehh i thought i wasn't gonna right much in here...but anyways...ill end it here...
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Saturday. 3.20.04 7:15 pm
so yesterday i went out with
janICE, Earnie, Jun, Rowinn and Derrick. They pick me up and when i open the door to the car, they tell me "
someone's trunkin it" and i was all "
are you serious?" and they were like "
yeah". It took me like freakin 3 minutes to believe them and the only way they made me belive was when they said "
Derrick, say hi to Apple" then all of a sudden i hear "
Hi". lmao..so i got shot-gun and everyone else was in the back. We headed over to
Palm Promenade where we were to go see the
7:00 pm showing of "
Dawn Of The Dead" but apparently, we got there just 5 minutes before it started and searching for a parking space was a bitch over there. So, Rowinn and I decided to get out the car and stand in line for tickets already, while Earnie and everyone else looks for parking.
As soon as Rowinn and I stepped out the car, we were stunned to see a GRIP of people in line to see the same movie. I mean when we were in the car we saw the crowd, but we didn't know there was so many, but anyways. we checked for times and our planned
7pm show was sold out,
next open time was the
9:45. So, Earnie, Jun and I stand in line to get the 945 showing...we get to the window ,we were bummed cuz we
needed someone who was 21 to buy Janice's ticket and there was no one nice enough to do it for us. Instead, we went to
Jun's bigass pad 2 minutes away from the theatres and wait for his sister who was 24. We
spent a good 2.5 hours there playing HALO (exnay me)
i was talkin to Jun and
lookin around the damn bowling arena he calls home..haha..
watched TV (
they don't even block the porno channel how cool haha) &
saw his secret stash of PORN *DINGDING* haha j/k. He has a bigass collection of DVDs (
movies+porn) I call it
BLOCKBUSTER.
Man, I bet Gerino would love to go there sometime with all them DVDs,since he's got a collection himself or maybe not, but anyways..Earnie left to drop off Derrick since he had to be home before 10 (sucks). I played with
KIMBER (
Jun's puppy pomerinian),
SHE LOVES ME SO! soon.. "
ATE EDNAH" was home and we left...
When we get there our
945 was
sold out and the next showing was 1125 and hell no we didn't wanna wait that long, plus most of us hat to be home by the time..so we lucked out. We were all tired by then and went our separate ways. Jun, Ate Ednah and her husband go home while Earnie, Rowinn, Janice and I just headed to
JAMBA JUICE cuz Jan was craving for some. Got there and
the bitch was closed and it was only 10. Jan was like "
man no one wants us to have fun!?" so I peel out of there and we just headed home...caught up with
Omar, Dennis, Jasmine and MaryJo over by Southwestern and just chilled. I drove home the rest of the night. Dropped off Rowinn (
poor kid was tired) then Janice, then me.
Got home at 11 and got bitched at by my momz.
She was trippen cuz I rode with guys (
whom she didn't meet yet.) i think another
reason was cuz Rowinn doorbelled and baby boy was swole (
muscles u guys) hah
i found that funny, but anyways..she went on saying "your not supposed to go to the movies with guys..you don't know, they might rape you" and i was so pissed off when she sed that. i told her that they were
my Drill Team Broz and she just brushed it off...argh! so i was pretty much pissed off and cried my ass to sleep ...that was just hella wrong for her to say. All I kept thinking to myself was "
you wouldn't be sayin that shit if you only knew because I DON'T FEEL SAFE in our house, bitch!" I mean she didn't say nothin like that when I go watch movies with my friend/ "
brother" Darren...but watevs..i guess she was just trippen bout the dad again and found some lame-ass excuse to get mad at me. so yeah that was my nite you guys...
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Thursday. 3.18.04 10:40 am
i miss my best friend aLLeN Ray tuh-pAs-yO!!!! and my other friends :-
well thats all...
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Tuesday. 3.16.04 6:42 pm
hola mis amigos! i don't really have much to write in here since nothing has really happened that i want to share with the rest of you, but anyways...i thought i'd hi and update this thing.
uhhh yeah i really don't have much to say except i feel bad for my friend cuz he's sad about his situation and...lets see i'm slowly recovering from being sick (i think)...i have yet to find a job...i will be driving my own car soon and today at practice was fun (despite the heat and my being lazy) i shoulda just taken
Champ's offer in going to
Boomers wit him today since it was
10 buck Tuesday haha. oh yeah and...someone was being very defensive in whatever i said towards him, but i guess it was kinda my fault since the word "
FOB" came out my mouth today..(and he is kinda) yet he knew i was messin around...but watever..i guess he has the right to be mad at me. uhh so yeah i guess i'll just end it here. don't wanna go bor-ing you so...
peace easy kiddz
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Thursday. 3.4.04 8:29 pm
heh i found this one
FAMILY GUY quiz thinggy on my homeboy's page and thought to try it out...ehh i'm pretty bored right now. just watchin rush hour and talkin to
CHAMP. anyways here's the result to the quiz
Which Family Guy character are you?
hmm..oh yeh yannoe it's kinda weird how people say that they're one thing then soon enough u find out that they're not wat they sed they were...hahha lmao nevermind i don't wanna go and explain what i mean...guys (in general) are such POOTIES!but being a girl and having those girly feelings are stupid sometimes..hahah cuz no matter how much i can say guys are pooties, i still fall for they POOTIE ASSES! ahhhhhhh okay enough...peace easy kiddz
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Thursday. 2.26.04 6:19 pm
i feel so
BLEH right now. I don't know what it is, but i'm thinkin that it's a bunch of things that are going wrong for me right now that made me feel like i am now.
first off i'm stressin because i have the portfolio due tomorrow and i have one section to finish and have 2 evidences to include...not to mention that if i miss one piece of evidence, i won't get to attend prom.
POOTIE!!! another thing... i get stress from home. i know my mom isn't tryin to stress me about her problems but when she talks to me about it...i feel bad and i think about ways to help her out about it; leaving myselef behind. not to be conceited or watever you'd call this but I'm a person with a big heart...but sometimes it sucks to have such a big heart for others that i forget about myself. I give so much effort out to try and help everyone out (everyone meaning family.friends.etc) but when it comes to me, it seems like no one can fulfill the same amount of effort that i give out to them. ahhh...i don't know if i'm actually making sense but that's how i feel.
I have this empty feeling inside me that i just can't seem to guess what it is. I mean i think about it and i'm like
"is it GOOD attention from my family and not problems, attention from a special someone... what?!" it's been a while since i've had these kinds of feelings where i'm
down, out of it, moody, attention needy and SAD. i hate feeling this way because when i start to think about it, my chest just fills with so much pain..as if someone is pushing down on it making it hard for me to take a breather. it's weird how i get assed out when i don't help out with stuff at home such as not helping my sister with homework once in a while, when in reality i'm helping her ALL the time. Those times when i don't feel like helping her, is only because I'm stressed (like right now). NO ONE in my family sees the good that I do for them, the sacrifices I make just so that they don't have anything to say, but I guess no matter what my efforts are just not enough. Then they get at me with school..."you should do good so that you could live a good life",
how can i do good in school when i have no time for myself? I bet that if they let me live the way i want right now, i would have a gpa of 3.5, not ditch school just to relax and kick back, and i wouldn't have to lie about what i'm doin. but to let yallz know, i'm not a bad kidd. my gpa is passin, i ditch because i dont have enough freedom (i'm tied-down, held back from doing the innocent but fun things i wanna do) and i lie because the good things that i do is always thought of as something bad (hangin with friends=drugs,sex, and whatever else bad stuff my parents could think of.) right now all i wanna do is cry
...cry about all these things. oh geez not to mention i'm still missin 1 credit (which i have to make up) in able for me to graduate (which is in 12 weeks).ahhh i guess i'll get goin on my portfolio since it's due tomorrow, to graduate. i want to show my parents that whatever bad things they thought about me doing or doubting that i would not be able to pull through high school
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