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listening to: b4-4 ENDLESSLY
mood: sad, retarded


Hmm my first entry for the year 2004. Well i thought my year was going to start off great... I only thought wrong..hehh. I spent New Years Day stayin at home for a while, then run errands for my mom and then later at night hung out at Jeff's house. We were supposed to go to Dave and Busters but the father was being a punk n blahh...watever to that.

on a brighter side: new years eve day was spent with my lovely friends marjee terri trisa christine heip aries and james. we went to horton to supposedly go ice skating which didn't happen. so we just walked the streets of downtown instead.that was that..then went home to trisa n james' house where marjee and i did a little kareoke-ing. fun!

today nothin chilled at home. let out my feelings to the person i have feelings for *ahemchampahem*...felt good since i needed to let it out, although the outcome wasn't all that hahah..but its okay, we're still friends. damn...seems that 2004 is kinda lookin like 2003. damn i gotta do better than this...and my so-called "love life" HAAAH! please...man i gave up already on that other person after what...3 years of hoping.. hahah...but tis alright we're still friends. and then i thought that what i was feelin was for sure since this person felt the same way the last time we talked..but i guess it faded in time ehh?? bahhh...i'm just a loser.hah man wat a great way to start off the year....

no one close to my heart...i've given up...and now i feel empty...damn it! i'm just a fucken hopeless romantic.. hella pathetic!! bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh......good night all. i hope 2004 will bring much prosperity and lots of joy in your lives..as for me....i don't know. til next time...

LATER DAYZ

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well now..it's the last Tuesday of 2003. Today was ehh...i woke up to my brother's pounding on my bedroom door reminding me that I had to take him to the DMV to get his permit test. So I get up, do the whole 9 yards in the bathroom,change and we head out. On the way to the DMV, we stop over at Jack's Crack [jack'n'thebox] and bought breakfast. We got to the DMV and the place was already packed at 7:45 in the morn..well dayam! so we stood out in the cold for about 30 minutes, get inside and wait for our turn. AND WHAT A BUMMER! turns out that my bro "HAD" to show his Naturalization Certificate which we did not have, so we headed back home and got it. We came back and he finally gets a call number...NUMBER 122! geez-louiz..so we waited for a mere 3 fregin hours and finally get called up to the window...then again a bummer! I swear those damn DMV peeps need to let people know what the hell to bring before they make us wait for a hella long ass time. BUT anyways..this time my brother needed an Enrollment Slip from Budget to prove he was there..so BLEHH to that. So with much frustration due to my lack of sleep and my brother's intense studying for the permit test, we decided that he goes to the Budget class since he still has 2 days left and get the damn needed paper, while i head back home. This morning, was gayyy. Blah today was plain tiring...after the morning gayness, i went with my momz to take my lil sister to her dental appointment, where i spent the time takin a nap in the car cuz heck i was tired! then afterwards, headed over to IKEA to try and get me some new stuff for my room..but the was gay too! man...got stuck at the traffic for nothing! bahhhh POOTIE! hmm on a better half, i got to talk to the homie Grino early this morning and i mean early! It was 1:30ish am here and 10:30 am over in Germany...so yeah got to talk to him for a short bit..good to know he's havin fun i guess that's all for now folks!..peace easy.... LATER DAYZ

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Happy Holidays to all. hmm okay well hopefully everyone's Christmas was good. As for me hmm it was arite i guess. Don't really wanna go into detail so i'll leave it to this:

-Christmas party @ grandparents' pad
-had many laughs w/ the cousins
-opened presents
-had some "jello"that was mixed w/ some hardass liquor
-a shot of some CROWN liquor [good stuff]
-then a fight broke out.. blaahhhhhh some xmas aye?

PRESENTS:
-Jade Necklace & shirt from Auntie Zeny
-Bath&Body stuff from Auntie Cely
-Gift certificate from Kuya "Rude" n Ate Janice
- Money from Grandparents & momz
-Purse to my prom dress [which i dont have yet] from Auntie Darlene
-Touching words from Kuya Randy
and to top it ALL off,
-50 bills from Nanay and Tatay
-a DVD Player from Kuya Bong and Ate Sarah! OH GOODIE!
-2 shirts from JAN [thanks girl]
-Singing Carebear from my lil sister

***i had a dream that i was chillen wit champ at his pad and HAAH!... iono we were sitting next to eachother on the couch watchin tv, i was leaning on him and we both had our arms around eachother???? [ what the?!] hahaha man iono... dreams are so weird....

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well since the last time i blogged, all i've been doin really is stressin over gifts and my stressin isn't over. but anywhoo..let's see: saturday went to the carsbad outlet...went home...wrapped gifts...burned a cd for my friend..my buddy gerino stops by to pick up his xmas gift since it was late n i couldn't drop it off gave him his cd along w/ the gift...said bye...went to my room, prayed that gerino's trip to Germany for sunday goes well and safe.then to sleep i went. sunday woke up and again prayed that Gerino get to Germany safely...go downstairs..eat..went to church...got home..bought more gifts...picked up the "cousins" Aleck and Jeff...we go to JANice's house and chill..had good laffs once again...then home we went..ALECK n JEFF sleep over the house, we play mario cart on the game-cube...the ALECK and APPLE tag-team win!! we watch Bruce ALL Mighty...go to sleep at 1 in the morning. monday morning woke up at around 7, woke up JEFF and "D" since they were SUPPOSED to go to budget driving school..cooked them breakfast...ALECK is too awake...they get ready, eat and then we're out the door at 7:50 get there about 15 mins late and see the room is crowded and JEFF n "D" didn't get to go so...they have to go next week. went to the mall w/ mom...ran around gettin stuff for the DRILL TEAM XMAS PARTY/Secret Santa then got home at around 4:30. THEN...I get ready for the party...picked up Genie, bought a damn rose for Arlene cuz my bro had her as a secret santa and he HAD to give her one...drill team tradition...then i drop off Aleck and Jeff.. Off to the party we go.... THE PARTY was fun...crowded, long wait but fun...we ate...saw ROXY again after how long...and of course MAI hehe i see her most of the time...JV performed skits n wat nots...blah blah blah....danced to old ass songs from SPICE GIRLS and AQUA....to top the night off varsity had a team drink up..or shots watever u call it...i had to get home before that drinks got there..but on the street down by Omar's house, i see JOY with drinks...she hands them to me and tells me to drink...so i chugged down as much as i can then sed bye to JOY and drove home...hmmm baaaddd apple. MmMMm Green APPLE SMIRNOFF is GOOOOODD!!! and then got home...went online and that's that....went to sleep all dizzyfied. today woke up..went online..blah balh i'm here now...gotta go ... LATER DAYZ!

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WELL HEY! I are at JANICE's pad.THis week as JANice sed was like a FRIDAY EVERYDAY. Since Wednesday I've been out to the malls lookin for people's gifts and stressing over what to get my secret santa...speakin of the devil, i still gotta get a gift hahhahah.. well anyways

wednesday: out with bro and JANice to the Chula Vista Mall, then Walmart and then to Best Buy oh yeah and PARTY CITY...had really good laughs about TRUE and STUPID THINGS. but yeah that was wednesday...oh yeah and I for once in my GOOD and i mean GOOD lifetime, I actually five finger discounted [ffd] something..but it wasn't all that BIG. but yeah...i was so freckin scared haha i guess. SOMEONE *ahemjaniceahem* is freckin pro. got home at 10:30...didn't get in trouble...wow?!

okay and then THURSDAY out again same routine but this time at PLAZA. deng...janice and genie go at it with their pro skills in the ffding hahha...but yeah...got homie Gerino's xmas slash bonvayage to Germany gift. and a couple more...and yeah...got home at 11.

today same thing..and once again at PLAZA..well shiet aye? bahh..so yeah that's that. oh yeah and earlier at plaza after holister, there was a shit load of security blockading the hall way by AE and Holistter...crazy stuff we were so scared ..hahhaa...so yeah..more things to tell but ehh i'm lazy. OKie day...imma go and look at yearbooks hahahah...peace easy.

LATER DAYZ

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