hello readers of mine. haha. well today i FINALLY got to visit STEVEN. visitation during the weekend didn't seem to go as planned but today i made it a goal, which i have accomplished by the way! tuh-hehehe i know that i talk about steven a lot in here even though i only shared short times wit him when he was here n all, but still yannoe, he's still a homie no matter how much or how not much time we had to get to kno eachother.

ooH! yannoe another thing which i thought was weird but made me go "aaww..hi steven", yesterday [a gloomy gloomy day] after i bought steven a rose from ralphs, i was makin my way to his "place'' right, and i saw his familia there so i didn't try to bother them...i just sat in my car for a while talkin to steven hopin that he'd hurr me. haha..so like after i sat there, i just decided to leave and as i was makin my way down from the cemetary, the sky was just awesome. the gray clouds cleared out of the way and the sun was shining straight onto steven with rays n all. and then... as i was drivin home the sun was shinin on me [?]. i kno it might sound all corny n shtuff like that, but i just felt like it was steven sayin thanks for atleast driving there hahaha.

so i didn't get to give him the rose i bought, i took it home, put it in a vase with water n all and this morning i was thinkin of swingin by again and give him the flower afterschool. stupid me, left the rose in the car thinkin it won't die since it was in water and i even opened the windows so it could breath. afterschool when i got in the car, the rose died or dehydrated. so i had to borrow money from bryan presa and we went to ralphs n bought another rose.

i ran a couple of errands for mother then my brother n i went to the cemetary. when i was driving to there, i saw the gate door closed [the entry one], but the exit one was still open. and i was like "ahh fluck it! imma go in anyways" so i did. i talked to steven for a short while, asked him to say wassup to JR and to tell him that the homies missed him too. then my bro n i left. well yeah that's it for now....one love

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tears in heavin-eric clapton

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?


I must be strong
And carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven.


Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven?


I'll find my way
Through night and day,
'Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven.


Time can bring you down,
Time can bend your knees.
Time can break your heart,
Have you begging please, begging please.


Beyond the door,
There's peace I'm sure,
And I know there'll be no more
Tears in heaven.


Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?


I must be strong
And carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven.

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good afternoon all. I just thought i'd post about a dream i had early early this morning.
here goes my dream.

the setting was at my homegirl SHEila's house. I was at SHEila's and a group of my friends come by and pick me up. The people who picked me up were: Eye, Gerino , for some weird reason Francis Ramos, and the weird but nice part about it was the driver was the none other COOL DOODE, STEVEN! not to mention we were riding his old black hatchback civic. haha after they picked me up we headed to McDonalds........

and then my dream faded...uncontinued is it? i don't know, but i'm thinkin that it was a sign that steven was tellin me to swing by his "place" since yesterday was his 40 days n i didn't get to go there. so today imma go, stop by n drop off some nice flowers to brighten up the BLEH weather. well til next time....one love

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hooka n other kinds of shit like that is disappointing when u see ur friends, ones u care for doin that "for fun" even if it's "harmless"..watever..watever floats ur moral-less/moral-breakin boats!

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Stacy's mom, has got it goin on
Stacy's mom, has got it goin on
Stacy's mom, has got it goin on
Stacy's mom, has got it goin on

Stacy can I come over
After school (after school)

We can hang around
by the pool (hang by the pool)
Did your mom get back
from her business trip (business trip)
Is she there?
Or is she tryin to give me the slip (give me the slip)

You know I'm not the little boy
that I used to be
I'm all grown up
Now baby can't you see!?

Stacy's mom, has got it goin on
She's all I want, and I've waited for so long
Stacy can't ya see? You're just not the girl for me
I know it might be wrong but,
I'm in love with Stacy's mom

Stacy's mom, has got it goin on
Stacy's mom, has got it goin on

Stacy do you remember
when I mowed your lawn (mowed your lawn)

Your mom came out
With just a towel on (towel on)
I could tell she liked me
From the way she stared (way she stared)
And the way she said
'ya missed a spot over there' (spot over there)

And I know that you think its just a fantasy
But since your dad walked out
your mom could use a guy like me

Stacy's mom, has got it goin on
She's all I want and I've waited for so long
Stacy can't ya see?
You're just not the girl for me
I know it may be wrong but,
I'm in love with Stacy's mom

Stacy's mom has got it goin on (shes got it goin on)
She's all I want and I've waited for so long
Stacy can't ya see, You're just not the girl for me
I know it might be wrong, I'm in love with-

Stacy's mom, ah-oh-ah-oh
I'm in love with-
Stacy's mom, ah-oh-ah-oh
Wait a minute
Stacy can't ya see?
You're just not the girl for me
I know it might be wrong but
I'm in love with Stacy's mom

haha NESSA Look it's the song that's been stuck in our heads forever! lol enjoy!

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ALLEN RAY,CHAMP, JEE! TIME TO HIT UP THE CLUBS, get it CRUNKED and BLAZE that shit up! time for some new shit in my tired life.... ANYONE ELSE who wants to have fun...LET's ROLL, under one condition: you dance your ass off like you've never danced before until the break of dawn

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man this week's been really really tiring and somewhat frustrating. Since monday, drill team's had our tryouts for the 2003-2004 JV and man do these kids have it so easy! I mean c'mon compare 10 repetitions of excercises this year to INFINATE my JV year 3 years ago. KRAZY man..and then we STILL got pooty ass girls cryin n shit..WEAK! well anyways..yah that whole tryouts thing went down this week..ahhh these people. Next monday is the cuts meaning testing time..hopefully MaryJo and Janice pick the right people. Yesterday was kinda scary cuz one of the females tryin out felt woozy and ginie let her sit out then she started to say that she couldn't breath...ginie called me and we took care of her. we soon found out that she had a heart condition. i felt sorry for babygirl...she started to shake and stuff. well we sat there with her and coached her through breathing cuz she was gettin scared. What that babygirl did showed us how bad she wanted drill team. Even though she knew she had a condition she still went on to tryout. MUCHOS PROPS for her!

lets see what else went down this week....uhhh...actually nothin much. I'm kinda proud of myself today cuz the AI's gave me a really good feedback. well to me it's a good thing. SeargentFirstClass Knox called me out to talk to him earlier today during PT and told me that MY platoon is right now TOPS! hahah YES. and he went on to sayin "maybe it's cuz of the leader leading them right ms.bautista?!" haha so i'm proud of myself cuz it shows that i can handle a platoon at the same time being varsity commander. ahhh yes
alright well that's all i guess then.

tomorrow's plan:
-go to the PIFA[pacific islander festival alliance] with omie and gonna go see hot guys at the beach do their tahitian dancing and rump shakin! HAHA OoHwEe!!!

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