will ultimately fuck you up.

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Some ideas and things I can see why people would get upset over not receiving credit.
"Stealing" a song on MySpace used to bother me. Now, not so much, anymore.
I mean, if you like a song and you want it on your profile or Ipod, or want to tell someone else about it, why shouldn't you?

Or a brand. Wet Seal, Hot Topic, American Eagle, Hollister, Rue 21, all of those.
I've just become so fed up and tired of people in general. I've had friends who would tell me where they got a shirt or piece of jewelry from, then I would go to the store to check it out and buy something. "Omg she totally copied me. She's stealing my identity." BLAH.

You cannot make every person happy, so why try to make ANYONE happy except yourself?
I have tried so hard to make people close to me happy. When they're unhappy because of a choice I make that doesn't EVEN EFFECT THEM, I try to fix it even if I don't necessarily like taking something back, then what do you know? Let's hold a grudge over Steigen.

I have seriously come to strongly dislike the human race. Call me a hypocrite, I don't care. Everyone is.

Then there is the aspect of generalization. Not everyone is a hypocrite. Not everyone is bad. You shouldn't "strongly dislike the entire human race" because of a few people. Everyone has their problems. Everyone has a bad time. You'll get over it. Blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah.

Perhaps I've become so ignorant that anything anyone says to me is absolutely meaningless. I'm ignorant of my own character, whatever it is. There is a difference between truth, and being a straight up smart ass who likes to put someone else down, even if it is unintentional.













Why have I become so negative?

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Be it extremely emotional, controversial, messed up, or whatever, this entry has been password protected.

If you know it, enter it; or, ask me for it.

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Even the tiny ones hurt.
But, man, I love them.

Five more days of school, then I am free for two whole weeks. Two weeks, 14 days, 336 hours, 20260 minutes, 1209600 seconds. If you aren't counting literally, that is. I plan to fill these weeks with lots of World of Warcraft, job applications, good times, staying up, sleeping in, gift exchange, a rainbow of fireworks, good times, projects galore, more WoW, friends and family, and even more good times.

Life is pretty good, right about now. Certain factors in my life would dare to disagree, but I feel like pushing those things aside. Grades, I can fix them. Car, I don't really need one. Money, just for buying others gifts (and more gauges and WoW game time :-D) LOL.

Cherry coke is delicious.

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I mean, every single human and plant and animal and organism is different from one another.
I just don't understand how you can even try to apply some kind of common theory towards an entire race.
Understanding the mind, inside and out. Common behaviors, certain reactions, learned reflexes. Generalizing humans with monkeys because they just happen to also have opposable thumbs.

It just doesn't make sense. Not to me, anyway.

Perhaps I'm thinking more about how some psychologists strive to read out a human mind completely. Many want to observe certain learning processes, and prove if their theories are true or false. Accurate or inaccurate. Right or wrong.

Is there never some kind of in between?

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You can keep your negative comments to yourself, for this blog, if you think of any.

But. I just realized why I am in school. That is to learn. For some reason, tonight, on December 8th, 2008 at exactly 10:46 PM, I realized that I go to school to actually learn. I have been getting by wit incomplete assignments and turned in work that I half-assed, if not less. There are smart people in our class, and I always envied them, when I could be one of them. If I actually studied and actually tried to learn, and realized the interest I took in the subject, perhaps more knowledge would stick in my head.

I want to learn.

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