Saturday. 9.25.04 12:59 pm
hallo everyone!
Cool, i finished two 80 pages layout, making a total of 160 pages! I went to raffles place to deliver a CD-rom to my client (part timing as a courier as well) I went to bugis to check out the new japanese franchise
hushhush in seiyu, but there was nothign great about it, so i bought nothing.
then my dear friend, bb called me. we went for dinner and she bought me hagan daz ice cream. yummmy! my first birthday treat! hahahaa i love her to da bits!
wondering why i am so easily bought over? I dont need mountains of presents, useless photoframes, or maybe soft toys. I seldom have people remembering my birthday, thats also partly cos i cant be bothered with big celebrations.
do people greet you with joy on your birthday celebration and then curse you behind your back for making them spend money and time on you?
for me, i am plain simple, my friend's company will be one of the most precious and memorable gift that i will ever get. thank u for your time spent with me!
love ya love ya!
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is it necessary to exhibit your affection for your gf/bf in public?
today i saw lots of super glue couples...
teenagers, dying to tell the whole world that he/she is attached. I totally understand why they use the word
attached if you are going out with someone.
thats because they get fastened, secured and joined to the other person.
I was in the train when this young couple standing opposite me were talking to each other. when i looked up at them, i saw the guy whispering something to the girl and he was looking towards my direction, perhaps at my watch or something.
30 secs later the girl had her arms locked around her bf. sorry sista, I won't be interested in your little boyfriend, and you don't need to be jealous cos ur bf lloked at my watch, and YES, i know you are an item.
30 mins later, i was going down the escalator and there was a young couple in front of me, with the sides of their faces stuck to each other. obviously showing that they are a couple, but they were not talking to each other. Is that just for exhibition for the public eye?
call me conservative or old fashion, but i really dont see the need to do that. I love seeing couples who are at ease with each other. they dont need to be holding hands but the way they talk and laugh, you can almost see their affection for each other in their eyes. aint that sweeet?
after i wrote this, i decided to have my own
list of 5 things i hate about couples.
1] couples showing off their affection by sticking their faces to each other whilst on the escalator and there is no communication between them
2] boyfriends having to carry their girlfriend's tiny weenie little pink handbag. thats plain sissy
3] guys giving cheapo V-day's bouquet to their girlfriends. Whats a cheapo bouquet? one of those with the retro plastic wrap with tiny little hearts printed on the plastic. roses + "babies breath" = super duper cheapo
4] and girls holding the cheapo bouquet like a wannabe miss singapore, and the cheapo wrapper poking into people's faces
5] couples holding hands like there is no tomorrow on a narrow road. and you just want to get across them and they simply refuse to let go of each other's hands. What do you expect me to do? 1) continue holding hands but put it real low, even close to the floor, so i can step on it and get across. 2) continue holding hands but hold it real high, and sing the limbo rock song, I will use your union and swing across.
alright.. i forgive you. cos love is such a lovely thing to be in. when i talk about love, i think about the movie Love Actually, when i think about love actually, i think about that HOT brazilian actor & christmas!! my absolute favourite season of all, that makes me so darn happy, i forgive you.
*audiences' eyes filled up with a tear, and they give a sigh..."
ok, enough of typing for today...Zzzz
happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
great big hug for myself
ok... i am damn bored. there is no one at home except for jolie, who doesn't understand what i am saying. thats sad..
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Wednesday. 9.22.04 12:14 pm
i've already been given the title, busy bee. not that i want to be, and neither does it bring me lots of joy, but i have not choice but to earn my ricebowl.
so i will probably not blog for sometime until i settle all my crappy work.
I'm going for lunch tomorrow with my french classmates! gonna have a birthday celebration. ;)
stay tuned!
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Sunday. 9.19.04 5:52 pm
guess what i am listening to? I found an online thai radio station and now i am listening to it. tho i dont understand a single word of it, it makes me feel at home.
Was i perhaps a thai in my previous life? i have been to bangkok countless times and whenever i am there, i feel so at home. the smelly drains, the shortage of trashbins, the small lanes, the smiles of the people there, the language, the songs that you hear on the radio in the shops that you center, the culture, i LOVE them all!
thai songs brings a smile to my face, and it always makes me miss bangkok SO much. I want to go there again, i want to live there in fact. i feel so accepted there, i feel like i am one of them. people are very nice (compared to the people here) I want to live there one day, bring up my children there, i want to grow old there. no wonder they call it the city of angels & the land of a thousand smiles.
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i watched this documentry on discovery travel channel and it featured all the ice cream outlets in america. from ben & jerrys to haggen daz & baskin robbins. Arughhh i want to have ice cream! tomorrow i am going to town and getting myself a dairy queen ice cream! i screammmmm!
time sure flies!
tomorrow also marks the 1st anniversary of roger & my ROM. He's gonna get a day off work to finish some personal work stuff at home, hopefully we will be able to go for dinner and dairy queen! :)
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friday. 9.17.04 12:47 pm
Thursday. 9.16.04 9:04 pm
do you enjoy living your life?
do you sometimes wish that you have never been born?
or perhaps you wish that you can be re-born this very moment and live your life again, but this time, to its fullest?
or maybe you wish that you will go *poof* and disappear from the world right now, never to return?
i do! i sometimes feel i was put in this world to make others' lives' miserable. I feel like i am making others suffer because i am in this world and maybe this place will be better off without me.
life is really miserable for me right now, minus the love part (cos rog is really a nice guy) all the others sucks a great big time! won't you take a minute to reflect and at least try to understand what i am going thru. I am more miserable than a mouse who can't find his piece of cheese. i feel so down, depressed and pananoid. i really hate all this shite.
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Thursday. 9.16.04 1:52 pm
rog got bullied at work! he was being so nice bringing back work from office to do till early morning and all he got was unjust treatment for doing it in the wrong size! what kind of a idiotic company is that! have you got pin head brains? come on, that poor guy doesn't even collect money from you to do work from home!
if WE didn't need your freaking stinky money, we would have given you shit long ago. same goes to my imbecile client. i wish there would be a day where i could tell her to go eat shit and die, cos i don't need her blardy stinky miserable money!
but alas, i am broke and i DO need that money. life is such an irony phase.
why are we slaves to money?!
i need a change of job. any recommendations? i need a no stress, brainless job, if not one of these days you will probably see me on the cover of the magazine for man slaughter. :P
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i went out to great world city with my long time friend yesterday. she is expecting her baby daughter, to be due in november. she sure looked different as a expectant mom. i touched a preggy belly for the first time. :)
sometimes i admire other people, able to work in proper office hours, meet their husband after office hours, and spend couple time together.
happy families, excited couples expecting their baby's arrival, preparing and buying things for your baby, decorating your baby's room. so fun! but it looks like it will still be long before i ever enjoy days like that.
I hope my friend gives birth to a healthy, sexy and beautiful girl!! It was great having to talk to you again!
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