i am feeling a wee bit better today. thanks to all who are concerned about me! :) a big kiss for u! *muackxoxo!*

i forced myself to feel better, woke up at 11am, cos i didn't want to wake up and face work. but i knew i had to face it sooner or later. dilly dallying and chating with agnes on the msn, i managed to finish most of my work.

i have french class tomorrow! after last week's break, i feel kind of lazy to go back to school. i feel a kind of heartache having to part with my money for the school fees. should i go and should i not go? maybe i should... instead of cramping at home the whole day... maybe a new environment for 4 hrs a week will do me some good.

I had a great dinner at roger's auntie's place today. the curry was marvelicious!, lots of fried stuff. my favs! lots of chilli, lots of spice. i'd sure love to eat there again soon! :)

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its a horrid weekend. I havent been out. the only place i went to was the 7-eleven. I feel like i am going bonkers soon. if u cant find me at home, look for me at the 7-eleven.

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sometimes i feel so lonely despite being in a relationship. roger is always working, and when he's not working, he's still working at home. i admire couples who have a regular 9 to 5 job, stop thinking about work on weekends and have some fun and face work again on mondays. for us its work all week, all month, all year.

I really feel the need to have a change of career soon. design life blardy sucks. clients expect me to work on weekends. emailing me work on fridays. I took a glance at it and refused to look at it again yesterday and today. what am i? some cheap labour without a life? sorry, i simply refuse to work on weekends now. unless you are paying me 10K and above. ;)

those with a regular timing job, you better learn to appreciate it more! i feel like a whore at clients' disposable. those who are planning to go into a designing career, u'd better think twice.. no.. maybe trice.. maybe if you want a adventurous and weekendless life. not for me, i would love to spend my weekends with my loved ones.

but not having to go out, i don't feel recharged nor happy. i hate my work, i hate my life, i hate everything. life is simply depressing for me right now. but what can i do? nothing much.. maybe nothing at all.

till tomorrow.. adios!

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i really give up on these people. go, go, go. go cling to your partner, tell me if you need my help to get sewn together. I have a wide range of coloured threads you can choose from. i give up on you all. I guess its just me, myself and I now. don't even bother celebrating anything for me. Its so troublesome to get everyone together, why bother? just save that time and be with your most beloved partner. period.

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on way way to town by myself just now. i overheard a conversation. actually i didnt over hear them, she was talking so loudly, maybe people downstairs the upper decker bus could hear her...

student1 : u know i like being a butterfly..
student2 : huh? what?
student1 : u know, a butterfly. I like to "fly" from relationship to relationship.
student2 : oh... (-__-)!!!
student1 : yah, bcos i am not ready to commit!

what the...? a secondary 2 girl talking about commiting? what was she thinking about? girl! concentrate on your studies and complete your o'levels before talking about committing! you've got a long long way to go, girl!

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i was bored, bored and super mega bored. orchard road was crowded, but i felt so lonely. i didn't feel like spending my money. I was trying not to buy any of those so called nonsense. i bought a comic book and went home. Must be my unlucky day. i waited about 1/2 an hour to go out and 1/2 an hour for the bus to come home.

it was so crowded i had a migrane.

anyway, when i was walking to the bus stop on my way home, there was this couple standing near heeren, and the girl was crying very loudly! in the middle of the pavement! her boyfriend went, oei! oei! and she was just there bawling like a small kid who can't get the toy she wants.

i'm home but still bored. but its better than being out there amist all those people and feeling miserable.

ciao for now

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boy am i glad nutang is up and working again!! i sure missed blogging and having nutang around!

I did these illustrations for a friend yesterday. her name is asha and she is a really good singer! she is releasing a CD and i helped with the caricatures of her that are going to be on the CD. they really look alot like her, from the reviews i got. :)



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i'm feeling kind of lonely. roger has been working late everyday and i am coped up in this little room with no one to talk to.

I guess when your friends are attached, you do not belong in any of their league anymore. they have lovey dovey things to do, boyfriends to go out with. they go out so much, they dont even come online anymore.

even when they do, they had just come to check on the movie showtimes, or to book a movie.they dont even check their email anymore. they only have 5 mins to spare to talk to you online. and all they talk about is raving about what their future plans are, to get married in 3 yrs time, have a baby, have a family.

where do i stand? no where, i guess.

If this world was made up of babies and little kids i would be so darn popular. My little niece loves me (or i think she does) i brought her downstairs and she wont let anyone else carry her except me, not even her grandfather or grandma. not even an old lady who carries her everyday. when she is with me, she sticks to me like UHU glue sticks to paper. no one can "carry" her away from her, she doesnt allow it to happen.

why? i am not sure myself. was it because we are both born in september?

my cousins in malaysia would stick to me as well, we can meet only once a year and once they see me, they stick to me. they dont even want their mommies. they want to sit beside me, play with me, sit in the same car with me. they want me to feed them, change them, do everything with them.

is it a sort of unknown security that i offer to young children? i have no idea myself. roger's mom said i have a sort of destiny with children. maybe i do?

well, if i could choose, i would probably choose children as my friends. first of all, they dont have a boyfriend/galfriend to fuss about! :P they are innocent and i provide security, they love me and i love them. isnt that a perfect world?

I found this off a website

THE MODERN ERA OF BEAUTY STUDIES got a big push 20 years ago with an awkward question in a small, airless room at Louisiana State University in Baton Rouge. Psychology graduate student Judith Langlois was defending her doctoral dissertation--a study of how preschool children form and keep friendships--when a professor asked whether she had factored the kids' facial attractiveness into her conclusions. "I thought the question was way off the mark," she recalls. "It might matter for college students, but little kids?" After stammering out a noncommittal answer--and passing the examination--she resolved to dig deeper, aiming to determine the age at which human beings could perceive physical attractiveness.

Langlois, who had joined the faculty at the University of Texas at Austin, devised a series of experiments. In one, she had adults rate photos of human faces on a spectrum from attractive to unattractive. Then she projected pairs of high- and low-rated faces in front of 6-month-old infants. "The result was straightforward and unambiguous," she declares. "The babies looked longer at the attractive faces, regardless of the gender, race, or age of the face." Studies with babies as young as 2 months old yielded similar results. "At 2 months, these babies hadn't been reading Vogue magazine," Langlois observes dryly.

courtesy of http://www.findarticles.com/p/articles/mi_m1511/is_2_21/ai_59164980/print

does it mean i look attractive to my niece? *LOL!*

god, i am so bored.. i will be back later

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i dyed my hair black!! :)

bought the dye 2 weeks ago but havent got the time to do it. so i finally got sick of my yucky off-red strands and i dyed it all black today. but i got a huge pimple so i aint gonna take any pictures of myself. *grin*

finished most of my work already! i am so damn glad!!! that explains why i had the time to dye my hair. looking for my client to give me a brief but i couln't get her on the phone since this morning.

waiting for my hair to dry, so i can go to 7-11 again. :)

later..

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