Monday. 9.29.03 10:08 pm
hello readers of mine. haha. well today i
FINALLY got to visit STEVEN. visitation during the weekend didn't seem to go as planned but
today i made it a goal, which i have accomplished by the way! tuh-hehehe
i know that i talk about steven a lot in here even though i only shared short times wit him when he was here n all, but still yannoe, he's still a homie no matter how much or how not much time we had to get to kno eachother.
ooH! yannoe another thing which i thought was weird but made me go "aaww..hi steven", yesterday [a gloomy gloomy day] after i bought steven a rose from ralphs, i was makin my way to his "place'' right, and i saw
his familia there so i didn't try to bother them...i just sat in my car for a while talkin to steven hopin that he'd hurr me. haha..so like after i sat there, i just decided to leave and as i was makin my way down from the cemetary, the sky was just awesome. the gray clouds cleared out of the way and the sun was shining straight onto steven with rays n all. and then... as i was drivin home the sun was shinin on me [?]. i kno it might sound all corny n shtuff like that, but i just felt like it was steven sayin thanks for atleast driving there hahaha.
so i didn't get to give him the rose i bought, i took it home, put it in a vase with water n all and this morning i was thinkin of swingin by again and give him the flower afterschool.
stupid me, left the rose in the car thinkin it won't die since it was in water and i even opened the windows so it could breath. afterschool when i got in the car, the rose died or dehydrated. so i had to borrow money from bryan presa and we went to ralphs n bought another rose.
i ran a couple of errands for mother then my brother n i went to the cemetary. when i was driving to there, i saw the gate door closed [the entry one], but the exit one was still open. and i was like "ahh fluck it! imma go in anyways" so i did. i talked to steven for a short while,
asked him to say wassup to JR and to tell him that the homies missed him too. then my bro n i left. well yeah that's it for now....
one love
LATER DAYZ
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