sian..pass few daes my com went against me! suddenly, de internet explorer cant use, den ltr microsoft word n ppt cant access..worst, on monday, totally cant on! only last nite de com was reformatted..hai.

*oops, i continue ltr..gonna mit my proj grp le*

7.05pm
keke im back! hmm let me recap some stuffs...zzz..

Sunday
wen out wif parents to Parkway.. did some appliances-shopping. lolz. cos my hse dryer n washing machine spoilt! n my com! so sway! de new dryer n washing machine looks damn big, hope my hse has enuff space... shun bian bought thumbdrive also. sian. *pls dun get corrupted* had lunch at Jacks Place..cos mummy wan to renew her member card. ordered my fav crayfish! hee. is it fattening? lolz. lalala..wen shopping for awhile.. gee, de salesger at SENSE actually recognize me! lolz. she was actually workin at de citylink's outlet, but now posted to Parkway. prolly im a picky customer, tts y she rems me. wahahaha. wen shld i wear my new clothes? zzz, no time to go out..argh..i bought 2 storybooks at MPH too! heh. not like me huh? grr i only read certain storybooks. haha.

Monday
CM lesson was as usual a waste of time. he let us off 1 hr ealier again! omg, its jus like cancelling de tutorial! stayed back a while to discuss GM.. panicking le.. wen to find teacher n he told us we did wrongly! argh. tts like de last thg he shld sae to us! n he was like so damn fierce! scolding us for not listening to his lecture! whatever man...zzz.

had dinner wif Ro and Lihe at Cafe Cartel. surprisingly quite packed. ordered de ribs tt they r famous for. always c many ppl eating it. n 'he' recommended it too. gosh. but de portion is reali freakin huge! impossible for one person! cant eat a lot of it, if not u'll feel like puking. lalala. walked for short while.. (haha i din buy anythg!).. den shared ice-cream..lolz..*oink* left soon after...

suppose to mit him after tt to tk some info fr him. sigh. waited for so long, den he call me sae he stil at de office. :( i understand his busy-ness..so its ok.. de info can suan le. so i head home. by tt time already 11 plus..so tired, so wen to slp since my com cant use.

Tuesday
i skipped 3/4 of my lesson today! dun scold me, cos its for proj reason! wen sch freakin earli -- 830!! doin my GM project all de way till 3pm! damn sian! kp editing n editing..argh. even at 3 also haven complete. but no choice, wen for my last lecture..after tt, stayed in sch again. rehearsed MC presentation for a short while den got back to doin my GM. read thru de whole report again n again. dunno if wad my grp wrote is correct a not. lantern festival..no celebration..instead..i love de sch so much tt i stayed in de lab till 9pm! lolz. tts de result wen ur com at home is spoilt..i realise its damn scary to b alone, esp so late at nite! din even had my dinner. *cries*

no one to tok to..walkin home alone..hai. pathetic life i have huh? i miss de daes wen i was stil a kid..an innocent one i guess? lolz. used to go to my da yi's hse for dinner..den my cousin n i will each have a lantern..those light fire one.. den we'll surround a lot of candles..my aunt stay terrace hse, so got a lot of big grass area for us to place de candle..sian..now no more of those liao.. each hav our own life. sigh. wonder how they are. lantern festival may jus b another ordinary dae for some of u..but it means sth to me. hai. dunno how he celebrated his. :(

Wednesday
my com ok le! wen i gt a bit relieved, sth bad happen! de pics in de digi cam were gone! i took some pics for my proj..and its gone! nto in de cam! wen to ask my sis n bro, and guess wad? both refuse to admit tt they deleted dem! wtf!! de camera is always wif dem, so is it a ghost deleted? irritating! now i dunno how! due date is already tml! fuck!

i skipped lesson again. zzz. *PROJECTS*!! wen to lab to settle my GM report.. almost done, almost done. practically my whole class was also there rushing to finish de report. i hate such stressful period! cant even hav a proper meal! only had a pathetic pao..zz...*faint*.

had to leave at 6pm cos de com dun like me! wahahha...they log us out at 6... hmm ok la, tml jus left wif printing..hope all goes well. haven been to de gym cos of all these sickening proj.. guess i gonna find time today to go..zz...tml stil have MC presentation! we r so unprepared! goin to sch damn early at 8 tml liao! arrgghhh!

oh, n de exam timetable is so not good!!!! pls dun make me fwd any module tis yr! shit!! FM and GM, my worst nightmare, is de first 2 papers! and there's no interval of one dae to study lor! god!!

*i wanna go for de euphoria party!!*

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kinda happie cos i managed to c my long lost sister online! finally! hee.. she's in aussie.. cant wait for her to get bk..lalala..better dun 4get me!

taken few wks ago at cafe cartel..- angel de gr8!- lolz


de brownie i treated him..


de raspberry margarita..


his beer..


freakin tired. my back hurts again. argh. damn piss off too. no one send me their project parts, and i only receive de ppt slides from 1 member. haha so shit! suppose to compile some stuff, n without their parts, how de hell m i suppose to compile?! grrr. not tt im impatient, but weekdays i not so free lor. better to quickyl settle during the wk end. den wk dae edit, can liao. hai. suan le. cant expect pple to do wad i sae always. zzz. jus wait nor. i jus dun like last minute stuff. sigh.

headed to orchard today in noon. met him to tk some stuff tt i tuo him to find for me. for my project de. he was shoppin wif his sis. alamak, looks like i gotta mit him tml again cos errr he dunno much bout de info..so gonna ask his colleagues. hope i get tis settled soon. den can do other projects! argh! din join him n his sis for lunch cos had a date wif viv. lolz. my darling. anyway, dun wanna disturb him also. he told me he meeting his fren after tt. prolly 'her' i also dunno. sigh.*puke*

wen over to Taka to mit her. sianz...we waited for seats at de Taka Foodcourt for dunno how long. de pple like so inconsiderate de. c so many pple waiting, den eat damn slow. tok n tok. grrr. viv ate Yakun, i ate some kueh!

haha..but we both had teh-ping. gee. omg, while eating, i broke my own chopsticks! how embarrassing sia! lolz. first time. grrr.

im sooo greedy. i bought jasmine green tea wif pearl after tt. haha. took a look at de mooncake festival thingy, n i had de urget to buy de cute piglet thg! lolz. so childish rite. but end up nv buy la. haha. thinkin of my childhood. lolz.

mooncakes!! i prefer snow skin de! buy for me! lolz. :P


den wen over to de hello Singtel shop. was tinkin of changing my number. haha. cos of some reasons. wen to check out how much it'll cost. kao. 30 bucks jus to do tt. aiyo, pple ard me shld noe im broke now! haha. somemore, my line is under my mum's name. argh. but im kinda determine to change my number. sigh.

can u imagine, tis was taken in de toilet?? viv's idea!!! lolz.


c my hair so damn messy!


was so bored. walk here n there. aimlessly. wan to shop but no $$ !!! hai, actually im saving up for some other stuff la. tts y. zzz. so de lazy us decided to rot again. haha, de correct word, should be chill! not rot! lolz. saw tis place at wisma, look quite nice. - terezza cafe.


damn empty lor. a perfect place to tk fotos without feelin paiseh! wahahah... today took damn lots of fotos. smile n laugh until i cry. lolz. pardon me for posting so many pics. darling viv wanna c. hahaha. some r damn crappy n ugly. dun laugh. :P

can u c which is root beer n which is lemon tea?


pics pics pics!! pardon me, its de 2 of us again!


our bloated faces. haha.




me-alone. eyes sooo small....zzz


dun box me!!


viv acting cute? lolz


im so dark...sianz


sisters~


my face so fat!!


de 2 of us..haha


so les-bonic! lolz.


viv acting sad..lolz. damn farnie.


heh did ya enjoyed viewing the pics? errr i mean our pics? gee...

stayed there til 6+ den we left. cos darling is so hardworking! wahahah...she wanna go home study.. lolz. tp forever so kiasu..next wk their study wk liao.. i stil stuck wif my projects! lolz.

sianz. took tis bus 67 which i dislike. cos er..lotsa blangadesh pple.. not tt i hate dem, but err...jus dun like la. personal dislike. haha. last time wif dearie, we always avoid takin tis bus. lolz. bo bian i in a hurry to get home, so i took tt bus. my condo was having some mooncake celebration thingy n my family wen for it, so gotta get hm quick. its gd to have such occasion once in awhile..can get every1 togeda..hmm but i wasnt reali lookin forward to it la. lolz.

turn out tt all de residents were so kiasu..or mayb excited..de thg starts at 6pm, but my mum said 5+ they already waiting there for de buffet. wen my family reached at 610pm, majority of de food gone liao. buahahaha. typical sporeans hor. my family managed to tk some food for me. haha. so damn hungry lor. they catered quite a lot. got mee siam, laksa, pineapple rice, vege, sotong, tau suan, longan, curry chicken, fish, blah blah blah..all delicious stuff! suppose to post up de pics..but viv deleted it! zzz. haha. mum da pao some for my brother too. he's sick. sian. hope he gets well soon. exams r round de corner. hmm.

got home ard 8..den here i am..haha, jus did some stuff for my projects. super sian. like living in hell. i wanna go shop tml! wahahhaah. *im mad* cant wait for de hols to cum. i wanna work. work. work. any lobang tel moi kae! low pay also can, i jus wanna pass time faster! anyway, my frenz wun b tt free to acc me go shop too. haha. some working, some stil studying, some gt attachment..zzz. hopefully can get F & B de! or sales i also dun mind..

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saw tis from my fren's fren's blog..haha..so bored tt im reading pple's blog..n i dun even noe dem..

" ReMember to alWays saY whAt yoU mEan. If yoU lovE soMeone, tEll Them. DOn't be afrAid to expRess yOurself. ReaCh out and tEll someoNe hoW mUch thEy mEan to yoU coz when you deCIde that it is thE right time it migHt be too late. Seize the day. Never have regrets. "

tis is quite true, but its definitely not easy to do it. sometimes after u sae wad u mean, or rather after u express ur touts n how u feel, it results in a bad outcome. n u'll b tinkin "argh, i shouldnt hav said anythg. it'll b better tt wae". yeah, timing is impt.. sometimes we jus lose tt 'someone' bcos of 'not de right time' factor. but hu in de world can control all these? to me, its all fated. i believe in fate. from de time we were born, de routes we tk n de life we gonna hav in future is all predestined. wadever will be, will be..sigh.. im startin to imagine things liao. haha.

life's kinda tiring. jus handed up one proj today, n many more to go. *forever running against time* soon, it'll b exams. god. damn fast. how to stardee lidat. im worried. dun wan to fwd any module. esp in my last yr.

met up wif viv today..haha surprisingly she ask me out. always sae u busy..lolz. :P wen to Spore Post's Kopi Bean..grr de new "Ice-blended Chocolate Toffee" not nice de! dun try! sianz. tok tok tok as usual..argh.. life's kinda weird sometimes. u nv noe wad de other person is tinkin..life is full of guesses i guess? sigh.

i felt like a glutton again. wen to deli to eat cos nv had my dinner. hai. im soooo fat! lolz..can nv succeed in my diet plan! wahahah, ur must b laughin ur ass off now! buahahaha..our life's all fated as usual..some ppl they eat so much, but so damn skinny! :(

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his mum' birthday today.. ÉúÈÕ¿ìÀÖ..hmm.

boring dae..woke up early to do my proj..argh..i miz my bed..lalala

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*smilez* i finally squeezed some time out to write my blog! haha, damn busy these daes. plus my laziness. grrr. wil b a long entry perhaps..dun slp! :P

Monday
he msg me at 5plus in de morn..n we continued msging each other til 9 plus.. haha, i din slp much tt dae. was kinda shock to c his msg tho. somemore, at such a timing. hmm we agreed to mit up tt dae, at nite, cos he said he wld most prolly have to ot.

wen to sch as usual in de noon for CM lecture..grr, boring my life.. most of de time, i wasnt listening at all. haha. but lucky time passed quite fast. heh. tutorial ended damn early. forever..tt teacher..either he nv explain much..or he assumes we understand it all. headed to de library to clear some proj stuff. i feel a load off my shoulder wen i print stuff, cos there's satisfaction. *grin* but whether its gd quality work, it is another thg la. did some of my FM too since there was stil a little time.. had planned to mit babe in town ard evening. hah, but she was late! as usual babe! u must feel honoured, cos im always waiting for u! bleah.

i walked rd taka myself..lookin at mooncakes..haha, was planning to buy one box for his family. but im not pro at mooncakes. i dun reali like traditional kinds..prefer de snow skin one. hee. wanted to get him de durian ones, but gotta put into de fridge within an hr, so a bit impossible la. anyway, i rem him tellin me tt his family prefer de traditional kind, so i got him tt lor, from raffles hotel. saw many pple buying, so shld b quite nice la. he called me, sayin tt he'll b a little late, can only mit at 9+..i was ok wif it :)

babe came n we had dinner at Mos Burger- again! lolz. chatted awhile bout guys as usual..haha, so typical of us. oh, babe gave me a pinkish-red tulip! hee, so nice of her. thanks babe, im tryin to feel better. dun worrie :) while eating, he called me again, n gosh, he said he cld leave his office le n is on de way to mit me. alamak. bo bian, i told him earliest can only mit at 830. din wan to jus pang seh babe. haha. whatsmore, im stil eating! hmm, im so sori babe! u noe my condition yea? zz... hope u n 'teddy' finds a solution! not gd to b a third party! :(

left towards city hall to mit him after tt. sat ard at raffles city BK since he was having his dinner there. i dunno how to explain how i felt wen i saw him. it was a mixed feeling i guess. elated + angry + disappointed + sad...

i gave him part of his prezzie..plus de card n mooncakes. talked a bit bout school n work. he seem to have lost weight, tho he claim tt he has put on. looks stress n tired too. must b de work. im hapi tt he has become a permanent employee there... got pay increment somemore. :) he read de card n i saw him cry.. tho he tried to hide. cld c his tears some how. sigh..

we den walked to de esplanade.. on de way, stopby n sat at some benches. saw his leg like not right, so i tout it wld b better to sit down. tink he injured his leg or sth. tok a bit..i tried to tok bout happie stuff..i reali tried to control my emotions. made myself smile n laugh..haha, i tink i laugh a lot tt nite. after tt, headed to Black Angus for a drink. nice ambience i must sae. n it was like only 2 of us, plus another couple! haha, so empty sia.

we ordered de ice-cream brownie cake thingy! similar to de haggen dazz one! so delicious! hee, plus beer n raspberry margarita..(is tt how u spell?) haha, treated him tis meal, which is so full! even wen we shared! cos both of us had dinner. hmm. tok quite a lot..until de place close..haha..told him some stuff tt happen to me. lolz. n he laugh. prolly he dun believe stil gt guys wan me! wahahah. he send me home after tt..

i dunno how i felt. i came home crying. haha, so dumb n silly rite? he wanted to kp in contact but hmm is it de right thg to do? after much tout, i msg " i tink its best we dun kp in contact. jus tk it tt u dunno me. i dun wan to be a bitch. now tt u hav a gd life, treat her well. de time spent wif me is nv better than de time u spent wif her. im glad we met today. my purpose was jus to pass u ur prezzie. i tried controllin my emotions cos i wan u to rem me as a happie ger. tk care. " m i being too cruel? i hope not..its nt tt i dun wan to kp in touch, but i felt 'force' to msg him tt.

Tuesday
so lazy to get out of bed..im a pig...! de dae was long.. n draggy.. came home feelin so shitty cos of GM proj. tutor made it seem as if we're gonna fail our proj cos of 'slowness'. hai. if i fwd...i gonna rem him! my grp is stil stuck at de stupid entry mode.. we only allocate de work for de 4Ps today.. exactly 1 wk left 2 complete! argh!!

i laze ard at home.. n i fell asleep while watchin tv! shit! i set my alarm to wake up at 2am but things always dun go as plan! haha. i send 'J' a fwd msg, n we jus kept sms-ing each other! haha. its a bit mushy perhaps, so bear wif it. lolz.

after de fwd msg i sent..
J: haha, so funny of u! good nite too..

me: err, very funny meh? send u fwd msg also can b funny de ar? lolz..nite nite..

J: jus like u make me day, haha! jokin wif u lah..im now wif ur bf amir. he send his regards to u..

me: haha, i also noe u jokin. i whr gt so pro, can mek ur dae. err, he nt my bf lor.. dun anyhow sae. help me send my regards to him too! tel him i nv 4get him!

J: but he miss ur tweety bird voice..how?

me: wei....both of ur r so bad to me! forever sayin me..grrr..dun wan to entertain u liao.. :(

J: relac la, jus a remark lah..so wen wil i cu again? i miss u leh..

me: haha of cuz i relac la. im stil alive n kicking. lolz. ehhh tentaively next lesson is next fri la, if nth crops up. u sure u mis me? pls lor, no nid to sae i also noe u bluff me.

J: ok, so i shall c u again on fri, darlin! haha..

me: hah darlin? i pity ya gf man!

J: u my gf mah...haha!

me: eh i dun hav de honour lor. tink u hav a lot of unofficial gfs la..always got so many sentosa babe fond of u..!

J: den y dun u b a sun babe den? it wld b wonderful! i like sun babe, haha! ..sms u again, wanna makan now.

me: haha i dun hav de criteria to b a sun babe lor. eh last wk my dedication was read out. haha got dedicate to u lor. n de dj said ur name sounds like some hunk. lolz. kkk u go eat ba..

J: which stn? 933 or 987? dun amke me happy leh..

me: hmm 933..haha no joke la. tt dae on mc, den dedicate in de noon. hah i bluff u 4 wad. nite nite.

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lalala.. babe, mit u next wk, we go drink k!

he called me bout 1 plus.. n we talked til 3am.. so end up.. i din do much of my proj! grrr. *guilty* i dunno wad we tok until tok so long also.. but well, hai, suppose not to contact rite? zzz. tel me how, tel me how?!

Wednesday
everyone look so stress wif all de projects! tis yr reali kill us! a rare chance for me to get home ard 3+ today.. was suppose to discuss FM, but deicided to postpone cos everyone was busy settling their MC.. so..nvm, tml den..

gonna hav my dinner n gao tim all my projects liao! must do sth tonite to make up for last nite! sheesh.

tis is a real long entry! :P

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projects fill up 3/4 of my life. argh. *stressed* kinda heck care bout my projects le. shit. grrr. sometimes, its kinda fated also la. must c luck also. if de teacher dun like ur stlye of writing, den u do how much also no use. hai.

dearie seem to hav receive exp prezzie. branded heh. tts wad i heard. sigh. gd for him actually. i knew he needed a key pouch. so guess it'll cum in gd use. de wallet he got..hmm, i gave him one 2 yrs back.. he prolly would hav change it now tt he has a new one. shld b beta quality somemore. de 'branded expensive' products made me feel degraded n inferior. haha. so i doubt i'll giv him de prezzie i bought. seem too low class liao. i'll jus put it at home n let it collect dust ba. since he having a gd time now wif her, i shouldnt intrude dem n spoil their mood.

boring dae. having mixed feelings. a dae filled wif touts. din do much de whole dae tho i was at home. i was prolly like stoning at home. haha. de FM proj is driving me crazy too! *argh* my brain cells are dying.

lalala... can i b out of singapore? jus for a short period? a short time will make me hapi enuf..let me gooo...

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