Chinese Astrology of Ox

The Ox of Chinese Astrology is no bull in a china shop. Steadfast and solid, this powerful Sign is a born leader, being quite dependable and possessing an innate ability to achieve great things. Oxen tend to be plodding and methodical; they approach projects in the step-by-step manner that serves them best, and they never lose sight of their goal. They are tireless workers who are detail-oriented and believe in doing things right the first time.

The world may perceive Oxen as being far too serious or incapable of loosening up. This sturdy sort is less than social by nature and tends to become introverted in a crowd. To make things worse, they can't be bothered with what other people think and prefer to do what makes them feel best. Behind that calm facade, though, lives an Ox who can feel hurt, lonely and unable to connect with others. Friends and family are a great source of comfort to this beast, even if they don't always understand what makes the Ox tick. As a lover, friend, family member or housemate, the Ox makes a wonderfully strong, tender and affectionate companion who is protective and always reliable.

Out in the world, though, Oxen tend to be stubborn, dogmatic, my-way-or-the-highway kind of people who have no concept of when to back down. Oxen don't care to be pushed, especially since they think they're the good guys of the Chinese Zodiac. There is some truth to that theory, since the Ox is smart, trustworthy, caring and honorable. If you need honest, steady and unbiased advice, call on the Ox.

A good lesson for mighty Oxen is to strive to overcome a judgmental nature that keeps them from getting close to others. If they can learn to value their own good qualities, they'll have more room in their hearts to invite others in.

The most compatible match for an Ox is the Snake or the Rooster.

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My Wish..
If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

Love is..
Love is the greatest feeling,
Love is like a play,
Love is what I feel for you,
Each and every day,
Love is like a smile,
Love is like a song,
Love is a great emotion,
That keeps us going strong,
I love you with my heart,
My body and my soul,
I love the way I keep loving,
Like a love I can't control,
So remember when your eyes meet mine,
I love you with all my heart,
And I have poured my entire soul into you,
Right from the very start.

My Love..
My love is like an ocean
It goes down so deep
My love is like a rose
Whose beauty you want to keep.

My love is like a river
That will never end
My love is like a dove
With a beautiful message to send.

My love is like a song
That goes on and on forever
My love is like a prisoner
It's to you that I surrender.

-Am i missing u again?- yes, no, yes, no, yes, no, yes, no...DUNNO.

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You Are 13 Years Old

13 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

You're a romantic girl. You're kind, caring,
loveing, and peaceful. You spend a lot of your
time dreaming and you're not afraid to express
deep emotion, whether it be in a poem, diary,
or words. You hope for love and affection from
your prince charming. I have a feeling he will
come around soon.


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Tuesday

hmm...where did i go on tuesday? errr. i forgotten. gee. i tink i stayed at home ba. ya..to study..gd ger yah? lolx..

Wednesday

skip de first tutorial to study for my test. sigh. tests r makin me crazy. lol. test was bad. i mite flunk it. v risky. but well, i cant do anythg to it now.. jus hope for de best ba. tho 10%, but every mark counts la..not being calculative or wad, but if u noe how much 1 mark can help u to pass or fail, den u'll noe wad i mean..

had lunch. den.. saw my ttp teacher. -.-" i wanted to avoid him, but he saw me. so well, cannot act lo. he waved den smile n he gav tt creepy feelin. dunno how to describe la but reali ah..giv me de creeps wen i c him. den funnily, sujuan ask me hu is he. LOL! god..must pardon her ah..she reali cant rem ppls name or faces one. gee. i told her to turn ard to c wen he is done wif buying his drink (cos his back was facing her back).

den hu noes..wen she decided to turn.. tt teacher also turn! very zhun neh! i tink dey met eye to eye lor! LOL!! sway sway.. he came over. den he wen "yes? do u hav any questions for me?" n mind u, de wae he sae was damn sarcastic lor! n de look on his face! like he wan ppl to punch him neh! hear liao can giv him a tight slap la! wa lau. u tink u big shot ah. grr. work in SP for 1 yr only..den wan to act big. shit neh. after tt, he ask me how i was..den told me to hav a gd lunch. lol. weird leh. i was ok b4 i saw him. i ate well b4 i saw him. but after i saw him..everythg was opposite. buahahah..... tink if i ever skip ttp lesson, he;s bound to rem me le. shucks.

had lectures as usual. tabulate all my survey results after sch. its freakin tiring. n im kinda piss off cos my grp..only 1 cld make it. n i informed dem on tues bout stayin bk to do tis stupid spss. no one replied me. i can only assume all ok huh? turn out..only yuwen cld make it. n dey din bother to tel me dey cant make it. at least, if dey cant, i wld hav find another dae or sth lidat. may sound nth to u, but at times like tis, wen every min is so crucial, n u nid all members, its kinda frustrating to receive all this rejections. =(

so stayed back wif yuwen til 530 to finish all de surveys tt we had on hand. n ya...its all..even de structure of de spss, also we do. -.-" wen to mit mummy after tt. i tout it wld b better if i hav de SPSS program at hm lor..at least any changes, can b done at home. so wen to Funan Centre wif mum. sigh. god arent on my side. dey dun sell. kinda disappointed ar. but wad can i do? it was my last resort le..to buy de CD to matter how much is it.

ended up buying Wireless Mouse -mummy's idea! lolx..den i saw tis cute Winnie the Pooh mouse..gee, v cute lor. had din wif mum den headed home. Friday gt test..suppose to study..but was too tired n lazy le. so ya..was online instead..lol.

Thursday

thursday always feel so draggy. i dread BD. i dunno y. haven realli finish de financial part but hmm, yuwen n i din go for lesson. hah. first time so forgiven yah? buahaha...

sth made me a bit more relieve, cos kenneth lee manage to get de SPSS cd for me! *grin* how much happier wld i be.. its like "Thank God" lor. it means so much to me la. got home..my com cant install. -.-" wth. dunno sae wad system thingy la.. weird la. com stuff i always cant understand. no choice..i installed to my sis com. hers is a Mac com, can install la..but noe wad? she dun hav printer. -.-|| shit la huh. haven figure out i gonna use it la.

studied MMIT at nite. sibei sian. dunno study tt one for wad also. teacher stil can tel us which question gonna cum out..tis pg learn wad..blah blah. gao xiao lor. :P

P.S Sorry viv! got test, so couldnt mit up wif ya! miss u tho! :P

Friday

lesson was...boring. lolx. mayb my concentration is getting worse. finish up my SPSS today.. after findng like 15 more respondents. noe y? cos yest..i counted fr de SPSS output, only got 135 output (suppose to hav 150). den i ask all my grp members if dey stil had any on hand..those tt haven get bk one..all tel me NO-.-" den i wen thr.."ok nvm..i find de 15 myself". wadever la huh. how can paper go missing one? got wings can fly? wth. no one wanna own up den so b it lor.. settle myself. grrr. =(

had class foto takin today. =) will b gd if there's another gathering b4 we all graduate huh? mm. ptn was askin us if we started applying for jobs already. i sort of did la. den i kena shoot by her. - dun wanna name names la. some1 tt not many ppl like? i was tellin my clique tt im tryin to work n study part time or sth lidat la. cos lidat, can upgrade education, at de same time can get some work exp ma. tt was wad my older frens recommend me to do.

n my father supported tt idea too. tho it wil defnitely b tiring la. den 'she' kp gg against me la..sae wad.. "lidat ur boss wun view u as an impt staff. cos u wun b able to work ot. n it also means tt u wun stay committed to de job. wad for u wan to work. " n de wae she sae it..i dun like lar. de tone..u noe la..sigh. its i find work, not u wad. n not sae every co wil b lidat lor. if reali de co wans u to work ot n u cant, either inform dem b4 hand, during de interview, or jus suan le, find a diff job la! kau.

BD..played tt toopid BSG game. seriously dunno wad is it all bout despite having de guide book wif us. i wish it was jus a game wifout any percentage. grrr. hav to anaylse here n thr..predict tis n tt...headache ah. last wk, my grp gt 6th position (out of 11). trial only la..but de fact is..i stil dunno how to play. lolx.

pia dwn to lecture hall for MMIT test after tt. shit neh. kenneth lee reali start on de dot at 5pm. n our lesson end at 5 lor..*irritating* go in, see every1 so quiet, busy doin de paper le..i almost panic man. den i saw de questions...almost fainted. !! wth la..its like so...grr...not easy k! n teacher kp assuring us tt it is v v easy..we wil smile wen we finish de test la blah blah..wad sia. *stare blankly at de paper* not tt i nv study..its can do..but its not de easy easy kind lor. aiya. wadever..can nv trust teachers huh?

home sweet home den. =) de event co called me..told me to work for another promotion. it'll b on 4 wkends from de 29 & 30 jan. hmm. v tempting. u noe, i get paid during breaks also? i mean, those lunch break? whr else can find such co ah? gee. viv u wan not? gd lobang neh..hmm. tink i'll most prolly work..except on de 2nd wk end.. tink its er 5 & 6 feb. cos 5th hafta help out at open hse.. so ya.. can la, workin makes me happie! lolx..jus pray tt Lancome dun ask me to work on those dates also. lol. =)*i got my pay le* SMILES!

Monday stil gt TTP test...*die die* tho 3 chps, but gt many stuff to study. can u imgaine we hafta study those airline codes la, airport codes..blah blah. its not simple man! it'll kill millions of my brain cells! hah. ok, mayb not tt much. lol.

its de wkend tml..kinda happie cos finally can rest le. but argh..got test to study also. n.. i haven cut n dye my hair! grr...hav been postponing for like 2 wks le? sian. busy busy busy. =( see tml how ba..

oh ya..n erm. wilson, u noe i receive a friendster msg fr tis guy tt saes i look like felicia chin. lolx. *pui* dunno wad made him sae tt, but its out of de question la.. we look like worlds apart lor. !! in terms of everythg! haha..

n to those hu private msg me on friendster, im realli sorry if i rejected some of ur friend request of wadsoever rejection. 1) i dun hav so much time to read all of ur msgs. 2) i dun c any sincerity in msgs like "add me can?" or "can i make frens wif u?" 3) i cant entertain all of ur. note tt, u arent de only one person tt send me msgs. i receive like 20 msgs everyday. -.-" so pls put urself in my shoes.. 4) i hav better things to do than replying some bo liao msgs.

so pls pardon me if i nv reply ya msgs! kindly tag at my tag board if u sincerely wanna make frens or wadsoever. i'll consider n get bk to u if time permits ya? i frequent my blog more than friendster fyi. so ya..pls dun ask me for my email or MSN anymore..cos even if i add u as a stranger, its pointless la, i dun reali entertain not-so-close ppl! sorry! (those whom ive added til date 14th jan, u'll stil stay in my list. no worries ya..) others, try n catch me wif a nice tag or nice conversation to get my interest! otherwise..sorry ya..hope u all understand! :P

P.S aww! evelyn tan look so pretty wif darren lim n their baby ger kristen tan! its on new paper! so happie for her! purrfect couple huh? i always look upon her as my idol! she wasnt tt famous last time! pretty aint she! :P

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"This is my last nite on de princess's bed. Can i have a last request? Can i hold your hand when i sleep?" - heard tis fr a tv serial i saw on scv chn 55 9pm.

wen i tried to get him outta my mind..tis above sentence made me cry as i tout of him. its sad wen i feel like ive actually become weaker instead of stronger. he often tel me to giv him my hand wen we slp.. its like so heart warming wen some1 u luv, holds ur hand b4 u slp..and he always hold my hand v tightly. he said "i'll hold ur hand as tite as i can, as i nv wan to let u go". its a miracle i stil can rem wad he said. sigh. but its all gone.

i'll nv hear him sae tt to me again. n as i write tis..im wonderin..hav he said tt to his new gf? fark. holding hands on de street, and holding hands wen u r slpin side by side, brings a total different feeling. i wish i din let him go. i teared practically everytime i slp by his side. cos i fear de dae tt he'll leave me in de lurch, i told him. he often assured me n commented on how silly i was, since our r/s was considered to b quite long n relatively stable le. i stil wanna c him de first thg wen i wake up in de morn. so silly of me, i noe.

ur whole life changes wen u noe, there's some1 waiting for u to hav breakfast wif u..to giv u a morning hug..to giv u a gdbye kiss be it to work, or to sch..i miss making breakfast for him. miss cookin lunch wen he comes to my place. miss swimming wif him, tho most of de time, we're jus playin wif de water like small kids. splashin each other, screaming here n there like no one's biz.

n we'll start tokin rubbish bout how our kids shld b like la blah blah. miss workin out wif him, despite all de smelliness. lolx. loving means accepting everythg of de other party rite? inclusive of his smell ya? hehe. he was once my motivation. ya, ONCED. not now i guess.

viv's also having prob, n i dun seem to b able to console her. things r seriously not gg well for both of us. feelin damn farked up now. which i shouldnt be! gosh. *wake up* i tink i'll b better after much slp..i tink..i tink..nite..

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