sigh..my cough is getting bad..have been coughing throughout de nite. i slept kinda earli yesterday, but stil feel very weak ar. i've decided to tk an MC today..ltr den go c a doc, shun bian buy breakfast. i got nothin to eat at home! only left wif tidbits, which i cant eat at tis point of time! zZz..bored..i hope de doctor doesnt give me syrup medicine..i dislike them!! i rather he giv me de big big kind of tablet..

i tink i have been getting fatter..hee..have not been exercising for a long long time ever since my driving started. haha, i noe i'm jus plain lazy.

Got this thingy from one of my frenz, but i'm unable to copy n paste, so i RETYPE everythg!! yes, i type one hor..very tiring sia.. its jus for my viewers..hee. take a short break n read ba! :)

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Aries Mar 21 - April 20

Nothing seems to ruffle you more than a lack of discipline, disloyalty and decorum. But Arians are also known to get into a rage very easily when challenged. Those of you who have been on the receiving end of the Aries temper know that if not calmed down they can even get violent. But one thing is certain if the opponent remains calm and does not react to the outburst, Arians cool down very fast. They are also the first to apologise, which makes them easier to forgive.

Taurua April 21 - May 20

You are generally quiet and have control over your emotions. It is difficult to predict what will upset you, so when you do lose your cool, ppl dunno how to react. Your temper is like that of a raging bull, and anyone trying to pacify you will be the first one to get a verbal bashing. You generally get upset when you are concerned or when people accuse you of doing sth wrong. You also hate being reminded about mistakes you've made in de past. You also have the potential to be terriblly vindictive if rubbed the wrong way.

Gemini May 21 - June 29

You are recognised by ur cheerful disposition & ur jovial nature is easily susceptible to anger. In fact, you are the best person to have ard when there is an ugly scene at a party you can bringthe warring factions togeda quite diplomatically. But when you lose cool, you yell and scream and will not listen to reason. You must have the last word in a wordy duel. Ur capacity to argue aggressivley is matched only by ur seductive charm.


Cancer June 21 - July 21

Considering how charming, caring and kind you are, you dislike unpleasant scenes, much less creating one urself. You have gr8 tolerance and rarely get provoked into losing ur temper. If some1 is unreasonable or trying to cr8 a trouble, you are more likely to walk away quietly. But that does not mean you do not have a temper. When angry, in ur effort to control ur emotions, u tremble, ur hands get sweaty and sometimes you fumble for words. Tears roll down ur eyes easily & de opponent is touched by ur innocence and will seek an apology immediately.


Leo July 22 - Aug 21

If anyone has total control over their emotions, it is u. But den, you can be described as stiff, cold and uncaring. U are known to lack spontaneity but u reali dun care bout opinions. U dun like to cre8 scenes and will nv accept invitations to party where u suspect the presence of an unruly lot. But ur very presence seems challenging to some, and they take vicarious pleasure in ur disquiet. When angry, you can use critical language. A dressingdown can humiliate ur opponent , causing a strain between both of u forever.


Virgo Aug 22 - Sep 21

Most of u are gentle and have full control over ur emotions but those of u given to temper tantrums can certainly get violent. When see things wif rage, you yell and shout and tend to break things lying close at hand. U can even harm urself by banging ur hands on a glass top table or wall. U shld nv get into any argument, for u are a sore loser. U feel that others are trying to persecute u and dun quite respect ur opinions. When hurt, u can also hold grudges forever.


Libra Sep 22 - Oct 22

Did some1 sae u r the charmers of the zodiac? Well, its true. Few have ever seen u ruffled or angry. U are very conscious of ur image n u believe that anger distorts ur face n personality. U also think u r above things like anger. But wait b4 u get into self-congratulatory mood. Ur family or those very close to u noe u better. U have an unmatched temper amongst all de zodiac signs, and what make it worse is ur capacity to justify it.

Scorpio Oct 23 - Nov 21

Of cus u dun lose ur cool. But ur very demeanour (manner) ptojects hauhtiness, pride and grand disdain for lesser mortals. Others are often fouond saying that anger sits on ur nose and you are raring to giv ur piece mind to de first person who try to be funny wif u. U are selective in ur choice of friends and have a lowtolerance for the superflous types. Ur tongue-lashing is generally in a soft hissing tone for wen u scream, ur voice tends to get shrill and loud and u do hat drawing attention to urself. When upset, you are angrier wif urself for having shown weakness, for de last thing tt Scorpio wans to show is being out of control.

Sagittarius Nov 22 - Dec 20

U are insensible and generally hav no complete control over ur emotions. U do get angry quickly and others marvel at ur angry levels even wen provoked. Actually, u get tongue-tied when angry n u will remove ur anger waiting for the other person to calm down. Den u will reason wif ur opponent n convince de other person in a very gentle manner tt de whole thing was jus his mistake. U are also likely to totally sever ties wif some1 wen u r upset wif dem.

Capricon Dec 21 - Jan 19

Few will believe that a hardcore practical n materialistic person like u is capable of sensitivity n genuine emotions. U project a hard exterior but are actually very sensitive, a trait u successfully hide from others. U can c things wif anger but will not betray ur feelings. But den, there are times tt u cant even control ur temper. Under such circumstances, u can shout n scream, more wif frustration at de situation than wif anger at any particular person. Ur outbursts can shock others n can make dem feel guilty too.

Aquarius Jan 20 - Feb 18

U are nobel n kind n dislike losing control over ur emotions. It is very rare for u to get angry. U are also de pacifier in situations tt involve arguments. It is always ur endeavour to be perfect n socially correct in ur behaviour n attitude, but if misunderstood n slighted, u can give in to an angry outburst. U will shout n scream n den walk out from de scene. U cannot easily forget de situation n will, be bitter about it for a long time.

Pisces feb 19 - mar 20

The only thing that can be said about u dreamers is that u appear even more attractive when you are angry. You are very sensitive to other's feelings, so u rarely hurt them. But when others tend to hurt you, then things take a nasty turn. You will yell and use harsh words & feel inclined to shake everything and everyone up. Your creative imagination is at its best when angry, and you tend to get pretty dramatic. When upset, you refuse to listen to reason, and wish to be left alone. But once you calm down, you repent your tantrums & seek forgiveness, so nobody can be upset with you for too long.

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heh heh, i fall under de Pisces category.. i wonder how true is it. hehe.

oh ya, i jus bought another halter top from Phuture London! hee, n i love it! dearie also said its nice. hehe. will be wearing it tis weekend perhaps. heh heh, my fren said i go out always buy so much stuff, n always wear it very fast. gee. tts me i guess. :p



hmm, i suddenly hav de urge to go cycling n singing..zz..but how to sing wen my voice lidat? argh...

*jac goes off to c the doctor*

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*Jac keeps silent*

gosh, i am close to not being able to tok! zz..my voice is like half way gone! argh.. guess i drank too much. in de morn, i couldnt even speak. and tt stupid manager called me (he wanted to send me to work). i din answer (of cuz), but on de way to office, i was tinkin of wad excuse i can give. sianz, poor me, i told him i was in de lift. i cld hear de fone ring, but cant answer cos of de reception thingy. cham lor, he sae den he cum tml instead.zz. he heard my voice, and i was like coughing all de wae, so he ask me if i wanna switch job for today. hai, no nid la. ltr change den dunno whr i go, worse.

argh, dunno tml how ar. dun wann to tk MC tml, but i feel kinda weak man. *dilemma*

one of my colleague jus got bk from her leave. she got engaged over de weekend! ooh, hee. ~happy for her~ its not easy to find de 'perfect one' , so i'm happy for her :) hmm, its jus so sweet and romantic wen a guy propose to u..and u hav to sae 'I do' in front of so many ppl. hee, i can imagine myself touched till i cry. gee. de tout of being able to live wif de one u love forever under one roof is beyond description. hee. anywae, tts stil a long time ltr for me. haha, or mayb, it wun happen at all. zz..whatever..

tis is a song tt melt my heart..hee, also by Carpenters. ~I Need To Be In Love~ (heh heh, i slept togeda wif this song last nite..hehe)

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The hardest thing I've ever done is keep believing
There's someone in this crazy world for me
The way that people come and go through temporary lives
My chance could come and I might never know

I used to say "No promises, let's keep it simple"
But freedom only helps you say goodbye
It took a while for me to learn that nothing comes for free
The price I paid is high enough for me

I know I need to be in love
I know I've wasted too much time
I know I ask perfection of a quite imperfect world
And fool enough to think that's what I'll find

So here I am with pockets full of good intentions
But none of them will comfort me tonight
I'm wide awake at 4 a.m. without a friend in sight
I'm hanging on a hope but I'm all right

I know I need to be in love
I know I've wasted too much time
I know I ask perfection of a quite imperfect world
And fool enough to think that's what I'll find

So here I am with pockets full of good intentions
But none of them will comfort me tonight
I'm wide awake at 4 a.m. without a friend in sight
'm hanging on a hope but I'm all right

I know I need to be in love
I know I've wasted too much time
I know I ask perfection of a quite imperfect world
And fool enough to think that's what I'll find

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I simply love these songs! ~jac goes crazy~
i wish i noe how to play dem man with guitar ar..only noe how to play the first one with piano..zzz..

*TEARS IN HEAVEN BY ERIC CLAPTON*
Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong
And carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven.

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven?

I'll find my way
Through night and day,
'Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven.

Time can bring you down,
Time can bend your knees.
Time can break your heart,
Have you begging please, begging please.

Beyond the door,
There's peace I'm sure,
And I know there'll be no more
Tears in heaven.

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong
And carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven.

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*HURTING EACH OTHER BY CARPENTERS* -- RECOMMENDED BY MY FREN!

No one in the world
Ever had a love as sweet as my love
For nowhere in the wolrd
Could there be a boy as true as you love

All my love
I give gladly to you
All your love
You give gladly to me
Tell me why then
Oh why should it be that

We go on hurting each other
We go on hurting each other
Making each other cry
Hurting each other
Without ever knowing why

Close than the leaves
On a weepin' willow baby we are
Closer dear are we
Than the simple letters "A" and "B" are

All my life
I could love only you
All your life
You could love only me
Tell me why than
Oh why should it be that

We go on hurting each other
We go on hurting each other
Making each other cry
Hurting each other
Without ever knowing why

Can't we stop hurting each other
Gotta stop hurting each other
Making each other cry
Breaking each other's heart
Tearing each other apart

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*SOMETHING ABOUT YOU BY FIVE FOR FIGHTING*

I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see you
I don't know where to dig in.
I don't know how to get in there:to feel you

It's been to long and I'm about to be in time for me
It's been to long and I'm in time

Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that

I never thought I would win
I never thought much about that.
(It's been a long time coming)
I never stopped to begin
Thinking about the process.
(It's been a long time coming)

It's been to long and I'm about to be in time for me
It's been to long and I'm in time

Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that

I don't know where to begin
I don't know how to get out there to see you

Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that
Baby there's something about you that
I can hold on to
I'm going to hold on to that

It's been a long time coming
I'm going to hold on to that

And I'm going to be there:be there:alright

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*KISS ME HONEY HONEY KISS ME BY SHIRLEY BASSEY*

Kiss me, honey, honey, kiss me
Thrill me, honey, honey, thrill me
Don't care even if I blow my top
But, honey, honey, don't stop
I'd like to play a little game with you
A little game especially made for two
If you come close then I will show you how
Closer, closer, now

Kiss me, honey, honey, kiss me
Thrill me, honey, honey, thrill me
Don't care even if I blow my top
But, honey, honey, don't stop

We've never played this little game before
If you relax then you'll enjoy it more
Just settle down and let me teach you how
Closer, closer, now

Kiss me, honey, honey, kiss me
Thrill me, honey, honey, thrill me
Don't care even if I blow my top
But, honey, honey, don't stop
(But, honey, honey, don't stop)

You kiss so well my lips begin to burn
And I can tell I've got a lot to learn
So hold me close and darling show me how
Closer, closer, now

Kiss me, honey, honey, kiss me
Thrill me, honey, honey, thrill me
Don't care even if I blow my top
But, honey, honey, don't stop
(Don't care even if I blow my top)
But, honey, honey, don't stop
(Never stop)


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*TAKE GOOD CARE OF MY BABY BY BOBBY VEE*

My tears are fallin' 'cause you've taken her away
And though it really hurts me so
There's something that I've gotta say

Take good care of my ba-a-a-by
Please don't ever make her blu-u-u-ue
Just tell her that you love her
Make sure you're thinking of her
In everything you say and do-o-o-o

Aww, take good care of my ba-a-a-by
Now don't you ever make her cry-y-y-y
Just let your love surround her
Paint a rainbow all around her
Don't let her see a cloudy sky

Once upon a time that little girl was mine
If I'd been true, I know she'd never be with you

So, take good care of my ba-a-a-by
Be just as kind as you can be-e-e-e
And if you should discover
That you don't really love her
Just send my baby back home to me

Well, take good care of my ba-a-a-by
Be just as kind as you can be-e-e-e
And if you should discover
That you don't really love her
Just send my baby back home to me

Aww, take good care of my ba-a-a-by
Well, take good care of my ba-a-a-by
FADE
Just, take good care of my ba-a-a-by

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*blur Jac has gotten out of bed*

heh, i'm kinda tired to write so long bout my dae yesterday, so i gonna kp it short and sweet man.

had my driving in de afternoon. was damn shiok leh! hee..driving at fast speed. hmm, but my next lesson will only be 1 wk ltr..zz..

was supposed to go town wif dearie, but last min, he called his fren along, and we ended up going to Woodlands (cos his fren stays there). i dun mind there anyway, so it was alrite lor.

wen to eat the Yakun Toast..nice man, i simply love their bread! the guys were like tokin about army and school stuffs, so i jus sat there and listen. not boring dun worry. some of the stuffs they said were quite funny too. hee. :p

after tt, we landed at de pool table. haha, surprise yeah? always got nth beta to do, den go play pool. this was fun too. :) had a drink and saw this cute little boy..his eyes so big!! hee, i managed to tk some shots of him. wen he saw me took out de cam, he was like trying to pose and kept smiling! hee.. cute?





this is my dearie's fren, elvin..



din reali shop much, but i did bought a top..tt was on sale! heh heh, its a tube. which cost only 15 bucks. 50 % disc! *yippee*



about 8+..i left to mit my frenz. wen to some nearby coffeeshop to hav a drink. was supposed to drink coffee, but stupid pig, he wen to order beer instead! zzz.. anywae, it was ok la. my fren was feelin down, so ai ya..can la..accompany drink beer lor. but din stay for long la. we wen to Orchard after tt. the Starbucks near the California Fitness one..my fren was like tellin me some problems lor..hai, got gf/bf also prob, no gf/bf also prob rite? this is stupid shit! haha..tts all i can sae.. stupid shit and pig! lol..sometimes, if a relationship cant work out, dun force it man, it'll only result to bigger problems in time to come.. (many small problem = one big big problem)

tis was written by one of my fren to me:" When things go wrong as they sometimes will, When the road you're trudging seems all uphill, Rest if you must, but DON"T QUIT!!! " hey, if u ever nid a listening ear, i'll be ard man. dun drown ur sorrows alone ar. (not gd for healthy!! hee..) Remeber hor, SMILE & the world will SMILE with you! i noe its difficult, but cheer up k?

hmm, din get home very late la, cos today stil gonna work ma.

*jac goes off to work*

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hee hee, new fotos for u all again! this is taken with my darling vivian at Far East ..hee, same machine as before..some are stil wif her, must wait for her to send me yah?



hee hee, do we look like sistas? :p



this pic is actually quite blur cos i enlarged it..jus c de blur image ba..lol



yesterday was quite a fun day. met her at Aljunied and we headed to Orchard. This darling of mine wanted to buy Mascara so i followed her lor. (c i so gd!) hee.. she had some taka voucher, so its like free la.

lol, we were walkin ard and later realised tt we actually worn de same Charles & Keith shoe! omg, reali same design same colour! lol..it was this shoe..hee, so qiao rite? lol, we ended up arguing about hu copied hu..haha, we were being lame, but it was funny.




going out wif her was enjoyable, we always laugh like hell. anythg also laugh.hee. gd rite? took de np, made funny faces, also laugh. we even use her fone to tk pic wen we were on de train! even wen the train was packed wif pple! we heck care de stares n jus took! lol..but i was giggling away.

hmm, since we had de same show coincidentally, we decided to buy one same top. actually we had one black off-shoulder top last time (ger, u stil hav a not?). we wen to Giordano to buy a simple pink polo tee. tts stupid ger, kept saying she wan big big lose lose one, so she bought de L size instead. i only bought M lor, and she's so much smaller size than me! zZz. it only cost us like 13 bucks! hee, cos dearie's fren was workin there, and she gave me de staff discount! yay!




later we walked down to CK Tangs...gosh, so many pple! i was like being pushed ard from left to rite n right to left!!! so shitty! we din stay there for long, i jus bought a red bag and we left. there was ony black n brown, so i tout this colour wld be nice and convenient for clubbing.. *lol*




it was so crowded at Orchard tt we decided to go towards City Hall (tho i noe it will be roughly de same). lol..we wen to Charles & Keith as i was looking for a particular shoe. haha, vivian was aiming this shoe.. and i told her:" heh, i got his shoe leh" (its de one i posted like a week ago)lol..she bought tt while i bought another design.. we are on a shopping spree man! hehe..



at Suntec, they were having de Singapore Idol thingy, so as usual...PACKED!! i pass by G2000 and wen in to sae hi to one of my fren workin there (as part-time and for ITP). gosh, he looked shag. he was tellin me how much he was kena exploited and his pay was also delayed. sigh..they love to make use of intern students..zzz...

time pass kinda fast..was like 6 plus liao..vivian wen off to mit her baobei while i wen to it my secondary sch frenz. too bad, we din tk any pics. we met up at Clark Quay and proceeded to Settler's Cafe. heard b4? its my first time there..quite a nice place wif nice ambience..u can eat ur food, and at de same time, they have board or card games for u to play wif ur frenz. we played a number of dem, but i suppose we enjoyed the last one de most..its called PITS. the concept is similar to Heart Attack, but this is even more xiong. more challenging. more chi ji. will love to go there again!

we stayed there until ard 11+..was suppose to mit another fren of mine, but aiya, last minute cancelled. cant decided where to go. and my fren was kinda busy i tink. so nvm. heng, i managed to get the last train n bus.

on de whole, it was a fulfilling weekend for me man. gonna hav my driving lesson in de afternoon..gotta go! :p

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yes! ur eyes are not playin a fool with u! tis is a real babe in front of u! lol..i tink she's really pretty..she's de one who sane Fly Away.. my brother bought her CD. tout it was nice, so i posted one of her song lyrics here.

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PS: one of my fren is joining de Singapore Idol! wish him gd luck man! all de best pal!

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