Thursday. 8.5.04 10:10 pm sigh..sad sad..
had a dream last nite..was in de midst of it wen dad woke me up.. dreamt tt dearie told me he got his own car, and he was wif his frenz enjoying happily, ignoring me.. is tt an indication or? i kp having funny dreams recently.. prob i shld go read up on all those 'dream' books..
and today..i saw sth tt i dunno if its gd or bad..can only make guesses.. i immediately tout of it as a bad thg..hai. *cries* i jus hope my prediction arent true.
projects r gettin on my nerves..its seriously gettin nowhere..ppl forget to do their part, forget to bring their part, hai fuk la. jus go n tel teacher u forget to bring de whole report and get a zero. best.
i can forsee my future..a bleak future.., poor grades, low-pay job, loitering on de street, seeing him wif another ger..
i dunno wad de hell m i tokin all these..
pls tel me all my guesses n judgement are wrong..
crap crap crap..
gt no mood to write.. everythg nt workin well..wen will things ever get better ?!?! Comment! (3) | Recommend! Wednesday. 8.4.04 9:28 pm *sob sob*
nothin much to write actually..cos life has been jus de same..
suddenly jus miss dearie a lot..and i noe i cant do anythg..hand so itchy to msg him in sch today..i dunno..after de freakin 1 and 1/2 mths..watever tt i do, anythg tt happen in my life, whether gd or bad, i jus felt like tellin him.. i reali do miss him. on my way home..at de gym..at home..at school..outside.. argh..basically, wherever i am, he's like stil on my mind. i feel weak. been tryin to forget it..but y r u stil on my mind?? y cant i jus treat him like i dunno him at all..arrggghhhh...
had my MC test today..dunno y kinda scared..prob cos it has been a long time since i had a test? or prob cos i was feelin guilty since i've nt been pushing myself to study much lately! *grin* hope its all fine..dun wanna fail for tt ..*prays*
hai..so many projects goin on tt i gonna faint soon..wonder wen i can mit up wif my pals..i miss u all. i nid u all. goin bonkers soon. studies + projects + him.
wo hao xiang hao xiang ni..i haven gotten u outta my life.. *cries* Comment! (1) | Recommend! Monday. 8.2.04 10:37 am Saturday
spent my morning studyin ..*boring*
met up wif angel n pl in de afternoon at orchard..due to their lateness, i was bombarded wif many surveyors and some photo shoot thingy! and de 2 guys tt approach me was from de same company! haha..i was like "er, ur colleagues came over jus now". lol..he was sorta embarrass den apologize..hmm.
had a small chat as usual. hey babe, dun b sad kae? u noe hu to look for if u nid a listening ear ya? i'll b kinda free other than all de tests ahead of me.. but i'll make time for ya. :) saw our ex-colleague kailin wen we were at mos burger..heh heh, she look so hapi n i'm hapi for her. she has de happy-go-lucky personality. miss de days wen we bitch ard during lunch. haha.
headed down to paragon..bought some stuff..den wen to look for pl's project shop bag. she's gonna b a member! hee..gt discount. :p pl was hungry so we wen to long john silver for like a brunch? i had de milo freeze..so freezing cold but it was nice. haha. i like de mocha freeze from cheers too. its dearie's n my fav. a must hav everytime we hang out. o' well.
i must sae time reali pass fast wen i'm wif dem.. wen window shopping for awhile den it was like kinda late at nite liao. *sob sob* had dinner sorta late..ard 8.30pm? decided to settle at wisma's coffee club..my stomach wasnt feelin gd so i only had a cafe latte. angel's oven baked pasta look so nice tt pl was tempted to get tt. hee. oh ya, n if u all goes to coffee club, a must try will be their muddy mud pie! knew of tis delicious-yummy food fr dearie's sis..she said it was her fav so dearie n i wen to try last time..now i'm recommending it to my frenz! *grin* we sat there n rot..and guess wad? our manager called! he called me, i din answer, subsequently, he called pl and den angel.. twice each! n we all din ansswer! hee...so bad of us rite? hmm.
angel n pl had some club party thingy at 1030 so we rot till ard tt time.. n oh my, so qiao, we saw de bitch somewhere near pacific plaza! tink she's heading to chinablack. haha. only said hi to her. prob meeting de manager.
i was on de way home (had to study) while pl n angel wen for their activities..and oh my, de timing was actually wrong! my fren got de wrong time! its suppose to b in de morning at 1030am! gosh. they called me n ask if i wanna go drink instead. alamak i was like already on de train goin home..hmm ended up u-turning bk to mit dem. :p but i din wan to drink cos stomach unwell la..plus i nid to go bk n study ltr..so drinkin not a gd idea..altho i wld love to! hmm so we wen to PS's mac for a drink..pl's bf works in PS so yeah, they cld c each other. :) 3 gers no nid to shop also got lotsa stuff to do de! like tok! n tok n reali tok! haha. chatterbox. angel n i shared a cab home after tt since it was late liao.
had a quick bath n studied .. argh.. my sleep.. i tried to kp myself awake til bout 2+ den i knock off liao. hee. at least manage to study a bit ba.
Sunday
meant to b my study day..but pl ask me out to acc her buy her facial stuff..i had to buy some stuff too so wen to mit her lor. i woke up like at 7 to finish studyiin, so din felt reali bad goin out la. :p *lazy me* but so sway, it rain so heavily wen i was on my way home tt i resorted to tk a cab! arghh...and as expected, it jammed at de cairnhill area..hai.. my $$..
gosh, n guess wad? we saw our manager at wisma! omg..wad an unlucky day! he saw us first so we couldnt run away.. he was like "u all ah, call 3 of ur yest all nv pick up. tryin to b funny huh". a lot of shit la.. dun wish to elaborate here cos wasting my time! haha..anyway we managed to get away from him wen his phone ring..we jus ran upstairs. haha. but he called us again, n yeah u guess it rite, we din answer.
met up wif angel n her fren marilyn in de evening to pass dem some stuff..had to go home to study so pl n i left first..omg, n we saw de manager again! tis time rd, he was reali pulling my hand, plus his face lidat..pl sae he look like some drug addict askin for drugs! hahahaha. i tink today damn unlucky sia. argh.
*off to school*
...boring lec..a stressful upcoming wk! :(
Comment! (1) | Recommend! Sunday. 8.1.04 1:30 am Saturday 31.07.04 7.12am *stil yawning* zz..suppose to wake up early to study..hee but cum online first. lemme finish tis entry n i'll b bk to my books *snores*
long day 4 me yest..wen to sch jus for 1 lesson which is so tooppid..tutorial siao one.. haiya dun wan to sae much bout it anyway. but one thg i felt so bad is tt i forgotten to bring my frenz bdae prezzie! argh...so forgetful of me. oh my, i'm reali sori cj. nt on purpose. *million apologies*
after my lesson..i headed to Boon Lay to mit cj..hee de bdae ger. den we u-turn bk to dover to mit Lh. haha..i forgot ur lesson end at 4, not 5. well, they wanted to check out some sports shoes n bags, so we made our way to Queensway. blur us..was so engross in tokin wif each other tt we almost miss our stop. de door was like almost closing liao, den we jus run out. haha, made a fool of ourselves. :p
walkin towards Queensway shopping centre..i saw some familiar area.. dearie used to hav some interview here b4..had to help him look for jobs in de classified last time..quickly send his resume den arrange interview 4 him, haha, sounds like personal secretary! *lol* hmm but i reali search so many until i tink he go 4 interview also sianz liao. de one at Queensway..de interview was so long..i waited for him like 2hr +? walk de whole queensway he stil nt done yet lor. haha, well.. :(
cj n lh both bought a pair of shoes. i bought nth! hehe..all of us were hungry so we wen to Ikea to hav our dinner! *yummy*. de chicken wing was recommended so we ordered 6 of it. we r de pigs! ahha. so full sia. but its nice tho. n very uncivilised. haha, de table beside us, they were like using fork n knives to eat de chicken. zzz.
there were quite a lot of ppl aiming our table, so we din sat down for very long. but they r so rude man..i haven even gotten out of my seat, tis ger already cum n squeeze bside me. sigh..singaporeans nowadays..nth to comment.
walked down to de first floor..n we were fascinated by all de furniture..haha, they had different themes..different colours..n we suddenly tok bout our future hse. hmm i hav in mind how i wan my future hse to b like liao..haha..but wonder if i hav de chance to ever make tt dream cum true. *tears*
by den it was like 745 liao? we were late! suppose to mit ro at 8 at orchard! sori ger! on de way..we took some pics..n it turn out so ghostly..haha. looks a bit scary rite ..*lol*
i took this..hehe while waiting for de train..7 mins..
met up wif ro at centrepoint..wen to look for de bag cj wanted..but like everywhere also no stock liao. hmm, nvm i halp u look out! cos i wanted to buy tt bag last time! but like very common liao..hmm.
end up, we decided to rot at coffeebean..and oh my, i tink we r crazy..we kept takin pics until i felt so paiseh. errr..de craze starts now..haha..
cj n lh..so loving rite?
yeah tts me..haha
de bdae ger..she's turn 19! i'll giv ya prezzie soon!
grr..de next few fotos will bore u all..haha cos its jus me n ro..
drinking..hee
hee..a group one..i tried takin tis..squeezing every1 in..
i tink u seen enuf of de pics rite? hee..but there's more to go!
argh..ugly me..
lh so happie!
blur ro..hee, she has a lip gloss on her ear..tryin to act cool? *grinz*
our finished products..gee
how cum i'm lookin downwards?
the end!
was kinda tired..haha ater all de photo taking..i love takin fotos tho! bleah.. got home, took a quick bath, n quickly studied..phew, managed to finish one chp at least.. cos i'm going out today again! hee..wif my 2nd darling.. she's gt sth to tel me! nt sth gd rite? but i'm lookin forward tho!
alrite..i shall go hav my breakfast, n bk to books! *argh*
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Comment! (4) | Recommend! Thursday. 7.29.04 1:08 pm
boring..at sch now..de 2 hrs break again..my project is like hanging in de sky..whatsmore, i haven studied for my upcoming CAs! zz..ang gotta handle my driving too..argh..so pack sia..
oops, b4 i forget, today's my fren's bdae..happie 19th birthday cj! have fun at uni kae! n do tk care too! hee..dun forget de PIGS wor..
Tuesday
sch was long as usual, had driving after tt. interact much wif de instructor today. omg, he kp accusing me tt i have a bf wen i dunno tel him how many upteem times no more liao. but he was kinda joky today. *smiles* heh heh found out a lot of stuff from him bout his life too. *secret* haha..prob tok to me in msn, den i'll tel u more..beta dun write too much in here..not reali private n confidential..but well..bleah..zz. tis kind of rs stuff..very unpredicatable de la..as said by him "whats urs will be urs. boring to get into another rs. cos its so tiring. time and money" => headache and heartache.
Wednesday
hmm..my car got overheated during de lesson..n tt instructor kp blaming me. told him de clutch pedal feels a bit weird liao he dun believe. only until he saw de temperature was indicating "H" which means high den he got a bit worried. suddenly de engine jus stall n i couldnt switchit on liao..we switch seats n he quickly drove to the workshop for service. zzz. got into another car which i wasnt used to it..de accelerator so hard! so de whole lesson i was basically figuring out de strength of de pedal lor..haha. oh ya, i book my test too. sianz..its like 1 mth ltr..den bout de same timing as all de deadlines for my reports n stuff..argh. life's gonna b tough. kinda afraid cos its de first slot..meaning early in de morning! hope there isn't much cars! i'm a scaredy cat..lol.
oh yeah n i managed to go to de gym..haha..but only a short while..gotta study u c? heh heh..but end up tokin on msn wif my fren..so only studied like 2 pages? bad rite? haha..gotta chiong my revision tonite liao. cos tml will b out celebrating my fren's belated bdae..den saturday..going out wif Angel n Pl..hmm.. suppose to stay home n study tis weekend..haha, but they sae dunno got things to tel me.. only face-to-face..like so secretive..so ok lor..study in de morn..den mit dem in de evening ba.
hmm..predicting tt my next one yr or so will be damn jialat..rushing to mit all deadlines..and studying for all de test n exams..gosh! save me!
hai..boring boring boring..i need a life!
suddenly hav de urge to go Mount Faber...hehe, de view there reali damn nice n romantic. go check out tt place ppl! n hav dinner or supper wif ya love ones! but u gotta have a car la..if nt u can also tk de cable car..haha..highly recommended. but de studd there quite ex.. *beware* ahahahah.
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