Friday. 8.20.04 1:40 pm lalala..at EM lesson now..typin real soft so tt teacher dunno..haha..im a bad ger. :P
had my driving revision in de morn..so early! heng i pulled myself up! haha..was reali tired tho. i reached early as usual..boring..hah. driving was somewhat ok today. he said i did well. hee. after 3 wks or so? lol, n he said i look slimmer after not seeing me for close to a mth..haha wad a joke.
long time nv tok to instructor, chatted wif him made my day. hehe. he jio me go sentosa on sunday..dunno shld go not..haha. oh my n he was bout to intro his colleague to me..say he very young only, compatible..haah. *jokes* actually he not very old also la..kp claiming himself to b old..lol.
n he accuse me of being an ah lian! hahaha. but argh...i dun reali care. im hapi tt overall it was ok..i hope de test will also b similar..i die die also beta pass man. if nt dunno how to jiao dai to my parents. zzz. *god bless*
tml's de weekend again! sianz..doin proj..but meeting de PIGS after tt! heh.
tryin to b a happie ger! *lol* Comment! (2) | Recommend! Thursday. 8.19.04 11:49 pm sianz. i dunno y im having tt shitty feelin again. depression..
problems all over. how to be contented!? like so contradicting. ive been smiling seriously more! b life stil suk..
wen u expect to receive de msg from tt person..tt person jus doesnt msg u..oh my. is tt a trick? or a game ? or wad? gosh. i tink i nid to kp myself real damn busy. real real busy.
dun dare to put myself into more trouble. sometimes wen u jus nid tt person, tt person doesnt appear or rather nv contact u and stuff. even if tt person contact, doesnt reali console u tt much. prolly they dunno how to cheer u up. their sms-es arent reali helpful. sounds so cold. so bored. jus make u fel worse and wanna cry. have anyone felt tt wae b4? haha. haven found de right soul mate. haha. lame.
im not de only one encountering de same thing..frenz ard me arent in a gd mood either. gotta cheer dem up by smiling myself, pretending to b happi. haha. u noe de feelin suk like hell? *lol*
i dun wan to do stupid thing like ive done it b4.. cos i noe its pointless.. argh. hard 2 explain. but i feel damn fuckin shit now. *beware of jac* haha..i stil can joke.. must b contented!!! argh...physchoing myself!!!
can i drink? *crying out my heart as i miss u* Comment! (4) | Recommend! Tuesday. 8.17.04 7:28 pm muscles hurt after my workout! did more than usual today..heh been long man. wen to de gym so tt i wun fall asleep..cant tk a nap..sure die one.
woke up like damn early at 6am today..bcos of de stupid presentation! argh. my grp plan to mit up at 8am, 1hr b4 de lesson to rehearse again, cos reali kinda not prepared. all of us so nervous. my hands felt so cold. oh my. how de hell did i became so gan chiong. damn stress. cos de other grp seem so prepared, n my grp kinda did ours last minute.
tried to calm myself down wen class start..our grp was de 2nd to go.. teacher seem so fierce, like in a bad mood lidat. very fearful of him. lucky lucky, our grp did alrite. *relief* reali felt qing song after tt..like one huge stone off my shoulder le :P sianz..stil gt many many more upcoming projects, tests and presentation. oh ya, and i din fail my GM & Fm test! hee..not too gd, but not too bad either! im hapi i din fail! cos i din had time to finish....suk..hmm ive been reminding myself today to b contented..haha so ya, i'll smile more. and b satisfied at heart.*bleah*
got EM test tml..dun seem to b quite easy..but im so lazy man. feel so slack again. how to motivate myself? some1 motivate pls? *lol* hee, to motivate my fren, angeline to do well in her driving, i made a deal to treat her if she passed! gee..her test's tml..all de best babe! :) u can do it yah? *cheers*
i shall go study liao..cum bk ltr if ive de time..tata. stardee hard peeps! Comment! (0) | Recommend! Monday. 8.16.04 12:36 am so late..and im tired as usual..have been sleepin real late these daes. *panda* tml's my GM presentation and i noe i gonna flunk it..i tink our grp did out of point..damn scared..but well heck la. grrr...
its been 2 mths since me n xxx...today i suppose its de end of his work contract. dunno if he gt extende contract not..hope he gets de permanent job :) at least can settle down.. sianz. i should get him out of my freakin mind. *out out out*
ive cum to tis decision tt i'll not add so much pressure to myself..thinkin bout stuff i shouldnt b tinkin..even if i get a C for my modules, i've gotta try n be contented. guess as long as i tried my best, i should b satisfied. fight 4 more, only make one unhappy. and im gonna b more appreciative of de frenz ard me. tink they hav reali supported me all this while. been there 4 me. tink ive been too greedy. everythg also wan. haha. now single also gd la..lol..gt my own life.. can mit my own frenz..no nid to report to anyone.. stay out late also can..damn shiok! hahaa... tryin to b more positive liao..ppl out there hu care, dun worry k? u'll c me wif smiles more often le..hehe :)
wen to mit Ro today at parkway..both of us bought a watch! feel damn gr8! those hu dunno me, i love watches a lot! haha...i'm crazy over watches! n de aunty was so nice! i'm like her regular customer, so she gave both of us discount! yippeee! anyone wanna buy watch, i intro k! hee..and whats more, she tout Ro was my sister! hee..Ro, i adopt u as my younger sis k? hee.
gave her an organizer and she's so sweet, she bought me a pink top! heh heh, unexpected wor. thanx ger! hope tt organizer works well 4 u ya?
wen to eat de Katong laksa..omg, damn shiok! its long since i ate laksa! reali! and it taste reali yummy! ordered my usual teh ping too. gosh, i heard fr my fren tt it can cause cancer. is it true?? zzz. sat there for so long tt de uncle kept staring at us.. cos i tok too much ! only paid a few bucks den sat there for few hrs, prob de uncle not happy. *lol* haha..too much thing to tel her la..bout proj, life, sch and stuff..den tinkin bout de future...5 yrs down de rd..dunno where we will b sia. soon, we finally got our butts off de chair..haha
walked back to parkway..ro suddenly had craving for ice cream..so we settled for Gelare.. treated her de waflle, wif 2 scoops of ice-cream! delicious delicious! de pic is in my fone, but shit, i dunno how 2 upload. haha, damn blur lor. we finish it so fast. lol..damn greedy rite? we must live up to de name :PIGS ma..hee. i seriously miss sec sch daes. where's my piggy fren? ur beta cum for de bbq i gonna organise kae! *gimme face*
guess where we wen after Gelare? lol..Starbucks! had a drink there.. feelin de cool breeze..wah reali damn gd lor. i feel as if im Fisherman Village! like sitting beside de sea..my wish man. will it cum true? heh heh. reali a fun chat wif her..feelin's gr8. prob i shld mit up wif her every wk! hee..im a chatterbox wen ya noe me. :P
Ro, saturday go alley bar rite? hee, i hope i can make it man. prob mit u all at nite or sth lidat. got many proj n test. :(
headed home ard 11pm..oh ya today's de ghost festival thingy? (everyone: tk care ya? dun stay out too late wor)i forgot until we saw ppl burn de ashes thingy..cant go out so often liao. zzz. on de way home..receive a msg from him..de new him.. mm, feelings kinda weird cos errr dunno how to sae. or rather, i dun wan to sae it here.
sianz..kinda scared for my driving test..coming soon le. have been so rusty. arghhh. *scared*
omg..already 1am..beta go slp le. tml stil gt de stupid presentation! god bless me!!!! and my frenzz too! everyone jiayou kaee!
Comment! (2) | Recommend! Sunday. 8.15.04 2:46 pm help!!!
omg..jus realise tt my grp din settle sth for our GM proj..i tink we r gonna receive many question from de teacher..shittt...arghh.
im so tired!!!
how sia..shit la. aiyoh. last nite stil go enjoy myself wif peiling..haha.. some things happen..damn funny. heng tis time nv c de manager. *lol* but he called us. haha. came home kinda late..managed to open my small eyes n tahan till 3+am.. studied a bit b4 sleeping..*snores*
oh ya n did i mention tt i actually bought a crystal yest? its erm..they sae will improve ur life one.. in terms of some aspect. diff colour gt diff meaning one, depending on wad u r lookin 4. peiling bought it few mths bk n she said there was xiao guo. zzz so i gave it try. dunno wen i become so superstition. *lol*
sianz. n i woke up like at 7am today jus to acc my parents to de market..end up kena lecture by dem on de way. arghh.
wen gym in de morn..*feels gd sia*
now im home alone..brother wen to mit gf.. parents n sis wen out. they ask me to follow but hai, i had to study. if they wen out in de evening, i wld hav joined them. but well nvm.. i jus finish studyin my stupid EM..de notes like machiam not notes..tink de test wun b tt simple lor. sianz.
at nite gonna mit my fren..*excited*
wen sth bad happen, does god reali giv u sth gd in return? i dunno. to believe or not. theres tis guy hu has been kinda nice to me..i dunno if things will work out n also im nt ready. hmm but i believe tngs will b beta for me n everyone ya? prob i shld start to b more positive liao.. :)
Taken from Weilin's blog:
Don't cry over anyone who won't cry over you.
Don't let the past hold you back. You're missing the good stuff.
Life's short.Look around once in a while so you don't miss it.
Don't waste your time over anyone who won't spend time over you.
Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.
*god bless you*
Comment! (5) | Recommend! Friday. 8.13.04 10:50 pm can i complain somemore? bet u r tired of hearing it hah.
Thursday
took tis yest.. did u see "i love u"? lol..damn disgusting rite? haha..
de thousand leaves cake vivian ate yest! *delicious*
this is de sandwich thingy i ate..haha, damn full sia
came home, did my stuff n studied till 230am n i couldnt make it liao. next dae stil gotta wake up early do project. sianz 1/2.
Friday
had a date wif vivian and terence (my ex-colleague during my o level daes) today.. haha long time no c terence, he stil de same. wen down to parkway to mit vivian. he's stil as crappy as ever. haha, oh ya forgot to intro. he's my brother. lol so-called brother. younger a few mths, but i look upon him as my older brother. bleah. he ah..dun hav much advice to giv wen u'r down, but one thg is tt he can make u laugh til stomach pain de! serious!
sori ger, make u wait so long today. :P tok so much crap today.. u beta pass ur driving, if nt sure kena suan again! lolx..(im stil waiting for my test! sianzz)as usual..we slacked at pacific coffee..stick out butt to de sofa seat..lol
de drinks we ordered at Pacific coffee..
omg, vivian wanted more cream! so paiseh. de ger gave it to her in a cup form n top up de cream on her drink too. lolx. laugh til stomach pain. was reali so embarrassing. actually got more fotos of her slurping de cream, but she dun wanna gimme..wahahah...~
tts terence, me and vivian. tryin to squeeze into vivian's hp camera. had a hard time man. den everyone lookin at us cos me made too much noise.lolx. spice up de atmosphere ya?
sianz..feelin damn restless now. tis few wks hav been bad. or rather, all along it has been quite bad. haha. dun wan to tink, but it jus cum to my mind. can i do sth to my brain? *frustrated*
cant go club wif my frenz today n tml..sianz..
d..e..a..r..wad if i sae im stil missing u..? *oh fark, i noe i cant* piss~
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