Saturday. 10.9.04 10:33 pm
sigh. i feel disorganised all of a sudden. exams r nearin n im stil goin out like nobody's biz. i gave a pass today cos its to celebrate ro's birthday.. :)
met lihe first to buy de prezzie.. headed to heerens. we had de stuff in mind liao, so jus buy den go off mit dem at bugis liao. walked over to de 'secret garden' which i mentioned earlier.. tink its a spanish cafe, or french..i dunno. had caesar salad.. tho its a salad, its actually quite filling! serious. Ro treated us, kinda pricey i tink. they had cod fish, crayfish pasta, some chicken thg..n mixed platter which made up of samosa..calamari..n many fried stuffs. not bad.
took a few pics, n some candid too. haha. lihe quick send me.
den headed to hotel rendevouz's coffee club..but they dun hav chocolate fondue nor mud pie, so we left. wen to ps bakers inn. *faint* ordered like 4 cakes. i was already so damn full. guess wad? i puke wen i got home! dunno cause by wad food. hai. n its kinda pricey too. end up like waste de money.
dun go out togeda.. will kena sae anti-social.. go out nv order much..kena sae on diet.. hah. very hard to b de perfect person. very hard to please pple. there's always times wen u feel like eatin 'something' n sometimes wen u dun feel like at all. not mah?
hav ur ever felt like ur were force to do sth ur dun wan? n u cant do anythg cos u'r scared of their comments?
i dun feel so 'pressure to eat' wen im wif viv or angel. they eat wad they wan, n i eat wad i wan. im sooo affected wif the comments pple make. whether its meant to b a joke or wadsoever.
arent frenz suppose to accept u de wae u r?
wadever..hai..i hav exams to kp me occupied. im broke, so u wun c me goin out so often liao. :(
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Saturday. 10.9.04 9:34 am
Sometimes i've asked myself,
what would make me happy?
To think that I have everything else,
I get what I want...then I realized it was YOU,
too bad 'coz it's you that I can't have
"How can i say goodbye to someone
i never had? Why do tears fall for
someone who was never mine? Why is
that I miss someone I was never with
and I ask why i love someone
who's love was never mine?"
I can't choose who I'm gonna love, but I
also can't just love who chooses to love
me...and you can't blame me in choosing
to love you as much as i can't blame
you for not learning to love me.
"Fate brings you together, but it's still up to you to make it happen."
*jus a thought..*
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Friday. 10.8.04 9:11 pm
Friday. 10.8.04 5:26 am
so damn early..and im stil doin my proj! *yawn* i miss my bed...sob sob. life's bad huh? esp in de third yr? seems like they r testing on our time management.. bleah. i jus planned out my exam timetable. i can complete everythg, only if i dun b lazy! even for one minute! which is kinda impossible? i watch tv n do my stuff. n i spend more time on msn rather than working. hah. lazy bum yea.
din stay long in sch yest, tho i said i luv de sch so much. haha. cos im meeting my EM grp super eaarly today, to finish up with de slides n rehearse. everyone's been busy wif many stuff goin ard, so ya, there's always last min work. but its ok, i shall b satisfied n nt complain. :) - c me smile? wahahahha....
was jus tinkin thru last nite wad i gonna do after i graduate.. its like half a yr more.. hmm. been wonderin if i shld try for shatec. it was all along wad i wanted after my 'O's. tt time i heard tt de fee is damn high, plus i tink my parents din reali approve tt idea, so i called it off n came to poly. hah. pple were like "er shatec?" hmm, i dunno wad they were tryin to mean, or rather wad they were tryin to tel me, but its ok. i mean, ppl hav different views. like jc n poly. its de same i guess. gotta accept ppl's comments hah.
i jus check their website, tink its ard 3k for one semester perhaps? they have one tt is a 3yr course, but u spend 2 yrs working. heh. hotel mgmt and tourism mgmt sounds good. i dun mind learning culinary skills and pastry & baking too. gee, i luv cooking. buahaha.
hmm, it sort of moved i guess. last time, it was near PS area, but now, its near bukit batok. aiyoh. ooh, n they have small small courses which u can tk for fun, like bar operations? oh shit, but u must hav at least 1 yr in F&B experience. arghhh. bad bad. i only have sales n office exp. haha.
nvm..i shall source for more info. lalalala. gotta go off..if nt i gonna b late. tk care pple. enjoy ya weekend admist de stressful daes. :)
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Thursday. 10.7.04 8:06 am
Thursday. 10.7.04 8:34 am
heh..long time no blog..haha.
Sunday
wen to de mkt wif my parents..heh father tok to me a lot. hmm more like enlighten me? lolz. it was gd tho. did GM in de noon..stupid proj.. my place was raining so hai, sorta spoil my plan. was about to go town to buy my facial stuffs but due to de rain, i was lazy. haha. another dae perhaps.
met gab n wil in de evening.. we were sourcing for coffee places to chill.. wisma's coffee club, taka's coffee bean n coffee club all pack! n de paragon's coffee club under renovation! shit rite? lolz. we ended up at heeren's spinelli. wahaha.
*tok cok sing song* lolz.. was there til quite late until someone complained of hungry-ness. buahah...so we left for dinner at bout 9pm. i dunno wads de place called, but de food was nice. hmm gd idea to do biz by cookin next time huh? like can earn quite a lot man..
din do much wen i gt home.. jus tt 2 blangah guys gave me creeps. their eyes kept staring over wen i was on my way home. a lil scary.
Monday
due to de 'missing foto' from de digi cam, i'd to make a trip down to Ya kun again. early in de morning! zzz. de service at Tiong Bahru's Ya Kun quite bad man. n its freakin hot n stuffy lo! i saw fans, but they weren't on! argh. wen to sch early to do my CM proj.. somehow, de labs in sch of biz all fully taken! de 4th, 5th floor plus de library! weird!
after tt, wen for lec only. CM tutorial was cancelled so my grp wen to do our report.. no more time! some idiotic guy took my chair in front of me!! irritating. i stared at him, he stil no reaction. some ppl r jus..thick skin!! grrr.
wen home late evening..doin my proj again..
*faint*
Tuesday
wen sch early to rehearse GM.. everythg seems fine except tt we gt too much stuff to tok. sian. here cut short, there cut short, until like no content liao.
*dead* GM lecture ended today.. so damn fast..he jus run thru all de slides.. n all i did was copy n copy.. wads more, de text book doesnt help much!
suppose to mit babe after sch..but she gt sth on last min!
*grrrrr* nvm, i shall b a gd ger n go home. haha. mit u on sunday instead. i hav so much stuff to tel u! n ii noe u got lotsa stuff to tel me bout him too! waahahhaha.....see my anticipation?? lolz.
Wednesday
de doom dae! GM presentation falls on tis dae. spend both de break time rehearsing n rehearsing. kinda worried for tis one. presentation was at 430 cos tutor had to attend meeting. ended lesson at 3, so my grp wen down to tiong bahru's ya kun to buy a sample of de kaya toast for proj. it was only a 10-min train ride, so we had quite a lot of time. we even shop awhile can u imagine! lolz. den tis 2 guys... so irritating! he followed us! jus to do survey! i saw dem on the train.. den at ya kun, while waiting, i saw dem pretending to sit down like customers.. wen we left, they also left.. so idiotic! r they so desperate? grrrr.
zzz... slowly we made our way back to sch.. omg, den YW called me saying it wil start at 4, cos tutor has no meeting!! wah.. we chiong like mad bk to sch. imagine so dirty n sweaty. freakin hot. heng we were sort of on time. hai. i hate to rush. my grp was de 2nd to go. hah turn out de kaya toast was tout by others to b a 'bribery', wen we only meant to show it as a sample. haha but nvm.
we did ok, n im satisfied. all de sacrifices made.. skipping damn lots of lesson. i tink i have like 5 '0' for FM liao.. first time i skip so many!! plus my gym time..all use to do proj! *argh* i dunno if its hard work, or jus plain lucky. prolly cos we're de gers grp..so he gave us higher? hmm cos de other grp also did pretty well. we did our best, n tts wad matters.
i jus made a simple comment saying "die, now im worried for BD. dunno how to do man". end up one of dem sae "aiya, jac always sae dunno how, end up also very gd one". sounds kina sarcastic. not de first time i hear tt.
*faint* wen im worried, im reali worried. n wen im not confident, its a fact lo. not tt i purposely act like dunno how to do, den end up come up wif sth great.
*i am innocnet* im nt reali affected by tt comment, but it somehow hurts. hah. but i shant tink much. if tts wad they tink..den so b it lo.. i shall b a cheerful ger. buahahah... :)
anyway, GM is all over. :) took a few pics togeda..hope it turn out nice. tho i noe our faces wld look oily. heh. shall post it after i get from jen. :P
headed for driving lesson after tt.
(wifout havin my dinner! sobz) i actually tried sellin de lesson away, but no one wans! normally tis session 7 has very few takers! haiyo. so tired already, stil gotta go down yck. but no choice.. if not $$ gone..
i feel shag.
reached there on de dot
..(im normally early). hmm driving was quite gd. gd in de sense tt we tok from de lesson start to de lesson end! haha. after lesson, i even stayed in de car a lil while to chat. buahaha. he was tryin to complete his story. lolz. kinda interesting. dun c his pattern lidat.. he actually studies! lolz. he look like de play-play type to me. wahahah shant sae much here. P & C. ask me if u wan. overall, it was enjoyable. his life kinda happening! n it made my dae. buahaha. after all de stressful daes...n its not gone yet!
havin 2 presentaitons next wk..gosh. next wil b our study wk, den its exams! omg, having 5 modules, wif at least 12 chps each.. n only 1 study wk! shitty!! bad bad. i hope all goes well...no forward pls. zzz.
i gonna skip lesson today again. so much stuff on my mind! gotta stay bk for Em today too.. i love de sch again! lolz.
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