arghhh....i nv felt so gek sim b4.. woke up early in de morning to prepare for my driving test.. had de warm up, it was so-so.. got test route 1 which was not tt tough.. so i felt kinda relieved since luck was on my side. but it was me - hu screw everythg up myself! de parkings..slope..s and crank course were all ok.. circuit was fine.. but i panic suddenly..i dunno y.. i jus wen over de centre white line, n tt fuckin tester marked me an immediate failure! my right turn and u-turn was ok somemore! in total, had 10 demerit points, but cos of tt immdiate failure, i couldnt pass! arghhhh....damn sad n demoralised. super gek sim. so damn close. wen over to counter..dearie's fren, Jo was workin there..she saw me..hai, told her wad happen..i tink i disappoint many ppl..she told me all those hu failed all got 30 over points.. and me? oh fuk. i reali messed up everythg. end up, had to book a retest which is in october! so far! jus pray hard it dun clash wif my exams!

hai..b4 de test, my instructor even msg me gd luck..haha he sae he'll pray for me.. omg i feel reali bad. wen i msg him n told him i kena immediate failure wif only 10 points, shit, i noe he tink its so damn close too. arghh.. prolly im jus nt fated to b a driver huh? piss. y cant de outcome be like "yea i did it!"? instead of "fuk, i failed". Jo ask me if dearie noe i was takin test today n i said he dunno.. told her we nv contact le n she seem kinda shock. well tt was wad he wanted. de life he aim for. wifout me. wanted to tel her he has a new gf le..but forget it, he may not wan too many ppl to noe so i shant b so san pa. anyway, i found it out myself.

waited for de instructor's break den tok to him..hai, showed him my test results, feelin soooo shit. tho he said i'll b able to do it de next rd, i felt quite disappointed la. ppls holding so high expectations of me den i jus let it go lidat. i was happy to c him tho. haha. but i made him eat very fast. cos we were like tokin, n him eating. n de break only 15 mins. sianz.

din go class today. wen to mit Ro. hai. had to fa xie.

heh heh instructor msg me surprisingly.. he sae he tout i will ask him out.. lol. kinda funny conversation. he told me he is de happy go lucky type. haha actually can c la. anythg also chin chai, hack care de. lol. boring. bad dae.

wen to beach rd wif Ro..walked ard those ooh lu places..saw this thai disco n we almost wen in. haha. but tt place reali kinda creepy. all de uncles there ar..omg. ate ah balling tang yuan! yum yum. tts my lunch. haha. n of cuz teh ping. den walked down to suntec..pratically wen to all de shops.. bought a top from bodynits..gee. took a bus down to orchard..hang ard at far east..Ro bought many stuffs! heh. my leg was kinda pain man. tink ive walked too much.

hai..jus simply screw up my whole dae..in life, we simply dun get de things we wan. tts for sure. argh.

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jus some pics..tired to tok today..heh.

waiting for seats..


found a seat liao!


ro's marvelled by de goodness of de racket! haha..


eating for de sake of eating..arent nice at all..zzz


met their srjc frenz on de wae.. so qiao hor. :P

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boring..hai~

was suppose to do proj de..but change of plans.

end up i wen out today after so much stressful daes..met Ro at city hall at 1pm..sux like hell, my foot was so damn pain. spoil my mood. we wen to marina square to buy tix for 13 going on 30. watched de 4plus one cos 2 plus kinda rush. wen to hav our lunch at millenia walk's food junction. both of us ordered yong tau fu, and let me tel u, de food sux!! reali like hospital food. nt de normal kind of yong tau fu! pics not wif me, i shall get dem n post it here! ppl, dun ever patronize there! pass by de paulaner at millenia walk..always wanted to go there drink, but stil no khakis wanna go leh. hai.

walked a bit ard suntec..saw de comex fair thingy..omg, super pack. they were like having 3 exhibitions? de comex fair, stamp fair, n bridal fair. so crowded until we gave up. dun wanna squeeze wif pple. shop shop shop...until 4 plus b4 we headed to de cinema. alamak, gt some construction there, so end up had to walk like round n round to get to de theatre.

woot~ de show's damn gd! thumbs up! its kin of like a fairy tale, dream dream story..but well, all of us hav dreams yeah? its funny on one side, n touching on de other. i wonder if such a guy stil exist like in de show. i bet not. not totally perfect, but he's reali faithful n sweet. gosh. plus de song..omg..it made me cry. love stories. haha i always go for such shows altho de ending is always like predictable? go catch it kae! :P de show made me pondered on a lot of stuff. hai. lemme c..wen im 30..omg, it reali sounds old..n i dunno how wld i look like, n wad im doing. *lol* my dream was to get married at 23! have 4 kids. bring dem to family outings on de sunday. haha, i wan dem to have a nice childhood. grr i tink im tinkin too far. hahah, funny hor? it may not happen at all. like so naive lidat. but now..hai, seriously doubt so. de cinema also very comfy..de space is jus rite..not tt squeezy.. dearie n i always hang out there..haha.

after tt, made our way to mit lihe..ger, u r late again! haha..u n ur tennis.. next time cum my hse here play lor..hee.

our stomachs were growling so we settled at de jap restaurant at raffles city..tink its hisamato..dunno la..but de service is superb bad. so jialat i was pissed off. firstly, we queued n no one entertain us. only after awhhile, den some1 came over. n she was so unfriendly. took our orders den we rot n tk pics while waiting. n guess wad? we waited for our food for sooo long! like 45 mins? it was like already 915!! grrr...damn angry..n it din taste tt gr8..hai.. wad a bad dae man.. bought a levis spag top..not very ex la..sianz.

in de restaurant..




lookin at de menu..


boy-boy sitting opposite us!


hee, de boy was posing! :P




Ro wif lihe's new racket!


tis is dunno wad california sth sushi..they shared tis..i dun reali fancy sushi..zzz


special bento set..on promotion..


hmm i hope no one sae it looks appetizing cos tis is actually made up of all de leftovers!


some toufu..tomato..rice..vege..sushi..prawn..haha i tink tis is wad happen everytime! at seoul garden ur also lidat! esp ro! *lol*


after dinner, ro n lihe saw their jc frenz..tok cok a bit. wanted to go new asia bar, but alamak, how cum gt cover charge now? i tink cos its after 9 le..if im nt wrong la. cos i rem last time i go during weekend, b4 9 stil no nid cover charge de..hai boring..

tml gt driving again..im freakin scared now. n im meeting angel-babe tml! heh heh.

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"To love a person...when you fall in love with a person, no matter what happens, the first thing you would think about is him. When you think about him, your heart would beat faster. When you lose him, your heart feels like thereÂ’s a hole in it. Doesn't matter where you are, what youÂ’re doing, there will always be a wound that you canÂ’t see or touch, that would silently hurt..."

tis is exactly how i feel..

i dunno wad will happen tml..next wk..next mth..next yr..

i serioudly dunno wad lies ahead of me.. some things i wanna do, but dun dare. some things i wanna sae, but also dun dare. sigh.

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i'm old..my body is aching again..arghh..

tired, but im lookin forward to tml.hee. going gai gai. lalala..driving was ok today.. gt a bit better, but im stil afraid. instructor said im similar to a stock market..haha.. anyway, i gt greater pressure now. i jus found out if i fail, den he will not get his commission. die man. n a few of his fixed trainees jus passed their test. shit. i dun wan to b de only one hu fail..argh. zzz yest shld hav book one more lesson..den can hav 2 lesson in a row..nan de had a gd chat wif him in de car.. haha.. yuan lai one of his trainee jio him go 4 date..den he kp askin me wad he shld wear..wad he shld do..haha.. machiam pathoh sia. time pass so fast today. sianz. anyway, he gave me his contact number! buahahah...*lol* shit man, i die die also hav to pass..dunno how to tel him if i faill...reali no face.

hmm...had my bd presentation today..finally i get breathe better now.. for de past dunno how many days, my grp was damn nervous n scared. actually i tink i kinda screw up my part. i wondered if i tok too soft again. n i tink i relied too much on my notes. but teacher said our presentation was ok, jus tt q & a nt too gd. hai..but well, its over. hope it gets better de next rd. now we're jus left wif de report..

sianz..on de wae to sch today, saw a disgusting act on de train..tis aunty was sitting beside a ger hu was sleeping. suddenly de aunty jus shout at her, asking her to sleep properly, stating tt her head kp touching her! omg for goodness sake, her reaction was soooo big. it was in public n she did tt. de funny thg is i nv even c de ger touch her! prob cos she's a little plump..so mayb a bit..but is there a nid to react in tt wae? cant she jus sae properly? it was such a disgrace..i jus stared at her n she stared back..well, i dun care. i dun giv a damn. i tink she's too much. ugly singaporeans.. :(

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not true not true! *lol*





tis seems scary...




tis is quite true! hehe.





lalalala....

sigh..life's weird..we dunno wad future we have ahead of us..jus read a blog entry..its my fren's fren..her fren committed suicide cos de gf left him.. hai. n now he's in ttsh icu. hope he gets better soon, physically n mentally. we can do stupid things for a r/s. *argh*

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