mood: productive

well, people, annoying password prompt days are over. if you haven't noticed (or if you enter my nutang through the real address instead of the cjb.net address), i have a new password entering system-like thingy. makes for a less irritating nutang, i'faith.

i hope you like the new method of password protection. because i have been up all night trying to figure out the damn javascript code.

also, once you enter in the password(s), you should be able to go directly to the nutang if you visit through http://lifelesseyelid.cjb.net, depending on your cookie settings. if you're not, and you want to, simply go to tools > internet options > privacy > web sites > edit, and add cjb.net or 250free.com to your "allow" list. the cookie is one of those, but at this point i'm too lazy to try and figure out which one.

in other news, my mother received the phone bill. not the cell phone bill, but the bill for the land line. it was still high because of all of the long distance calls to mi amor, $100 according to mumsies. oops. she was kinda mad and asked me how i was to pay for all of it, but then she wasn't pissed at me afterwards. which really confuses me. is she mad, or was she just suppressing her anger temporarily (special thanks to mi amor for telling me how to spell "suppress")? well, either way, her anger will be let out when the cell phone bill arrives. i sure hope that whatever punishment results from said bill does not interfere with the plans for the sacred sixteenth of july.

... why the hell am i talking all fancy like that?



oh yes, and happy fourth of july.

it's so weird not having to type "kite".

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mood: excited

two weeks baby ...

i really need to get off-book for othello. mi amor is coming to see my performance, so that means i have to be super awesomely great. i can't wait for the 16th.

oh yeah, i decided to make a new layout. the blue was kinda getting to me. it made me all sad and stuff. this red is hot. sexy. i want to masturbate every time i see my nutang. oh baby.

... anyway. what do you think of it?

god, do you know how hard it is to make a banner without photoshop? i don't have it on my laptop, so i had to use microsoft photo editor and good old microsoft paint.

oh, speaking of transvestites, i just watched "rocky horror picture show" for the first time today. i know, shame on me for not watching it earlier. it is. the best movie. evar. the time warp is the shiznat.

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mood: :D

well, guess who got their internet back!

(hint: me)

you guessed it! meeee!!! it's so great to once again be able to go online without my parents knowing.

so what's new, besides the fact that the internet has been resurrected? um, let's see. i'll start from this morning. my brother woke me up early so that i could take him, my cousin reichelle, and my stepdad's stepdad's daughter's girlfriend's daughter grace to the city before i went to ACT. so we all take BART to powell station, buy their tickets for "dodgeball", and have lunch at mel's diner. then we go to the metreon again, play a little DDR, and then i leave them to go to ACT.

ACT was cool; i like my tuesday / thursday class because it's not as stressful as the monday / wednesday / friday class. then i take BART home (the other three were picked up by my mom and stepdad) and then take the bus home from there.

my brother's $90 skateboard arrives in the mail. it's a reward for his good grades. which i so fully do not understand. he gets something ridiculously expensive because he pulls off a 3.5 GPA or something, whereas my consistently good grades get me nothing. oh well. maybe i can squeeze $90 out of my parents towards this uber-cool digital camera / camcorder thing i've been wanting since forever. sounds like a plan.

oh yeah, and jolie comes to visit in two weeks. i'm so excited.

<3

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mood: deprived, confused, and scared off of my ass.

sorry for the crappy lyrics. creativity is at an all time low right now.

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deprived: life sans internet is really, really boring. and it's not helping me get my summer reading done. i wonder when the internet is going to be fixed downstairs.

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confused: oh, i've had the weirdest dreams in the past couple of days. i'll just try and remember one of them, because the rest are kinda vague.

well, this one starts off with me looking in a yearbook. in the drama section, for some reason, there are pictures from pippin and fools. however, the fools pictures show that the set consisted of a huge treehouse. (?) anyway, for some reason, we decide to recreate the play and perform it again. except, i don't really know my lines and i don't remember my dance number with jessica. well, during one of the scenes, matt and jean are jumping up and down in the treehouse / bouncehouse and i'm hanging off of a bungee cord with a yellow dinosaur onstage. ms. leung is yelling at me to jump onto the treehouse, but i'm scared and i can't do it. then she just tells me to cut the rope, so i do so and i fall. then intermission comes, and for some reason the scaffolding is on stage right and tech is freaking out because it needs to be in the house or something, so intermission is longer than normal. i'm offstage left, and my pastor is sitting on a bench. his wife is sitting next to him and singing "somewhere over the rainbow". then i start singing along, and people start lining up onstage and it turns into this big ensemble number. like, a really good one. and the audience goes wild.

the end.

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scared off of my ass: well, i have around 220 received texts and who knows how many sent ones (my cell phone only saves up to 27). i just realized how bad the bill is going to be (about $50 for text messaging alone), and my mom is going to flip. i'm sooooo dead when the phone bill arrives. but you know what?! i asked her for unlimited text messaging. i ASKED her. i even offered to pay for it, but nooooo, she didn't want to. whatever.

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i love you, jolie. thank you for being so patient with me.

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mood: cri

well. i broke the internet on my laptop.



the little usb wireless router thingy. yeah. i broke it. it wasn't really working, so i was fiddling around with it, and then it just. broke. so no more internet downstairs, which means no more internet at all, since 99% of the time i'm online is without my parents knowing.

my stepdad doesn't know it was me who broke it, though. he just thinks it kinda, broke, from deterioration or something. i hope we get a new one soon. i went to compUSA, andit turns out that the thing cost $40. oopsies.

i'm here at the library. --; the guy to my left is at a yahoo chat, the lady to my right has a privacy screen on so i can't see what she's doing. this is how bored i am. i mean, i could be doing more productive things, like summer reading, or memorizing my lines for ACT, or driver's ed online, or anything else other than sitting on my ass and typing away. huckleberry finn sucks. i guess i'm just not used to reading anything that's not on a monitor and laden with banner ads. i'm sure i'll get those lines memorized eventually. and i don't care how great your shockwave skills are, you can't make learning about license classes and their various towing capacities any more interesting than they already are. which is not much.

urgh, i am such a loser. okay, i swear, after my hour on the computer is up, i will read good old huckleberry finn.

in other news, three weeks until i get to see mi amor again ...

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mood: mixed

i guess this nutang is in dire need of an update.

well, things are going okay. jolie separation anxiety is still here, but it's gotten better, especially after talking with her on the phone.

[sigh]

i mean, i'm happy that i found someone so perfect for me. truly happy. but i miss her a lot, and i'm looking forward to the next time she comes to visit.

hmm. all i've been talking about is jolie, huh? let's see if i can talk about something else.

oh yes, this entry's lyrics are special. there are actually two choices for the replaced word, and i'll give the point to the person who gives me both. hmm ... ACT is going well, i guess. the BART tickets are adding up, and i keep forgetting to ask my mom for money, so i end up paying the damn tickets myself. i'm glad father's day is over. i hated having to look for cards / gifts for both my dad and my stepdad. i need to start that damn summer reading. and i need to memorize my lines for ACT. i'm othello, by the way. because he's a moor, and he's supposed to be dark, and yeah ... summer reading ... memorize lines ... i miss jolie. I MEAN ... !

shit. i suck at this game.

what a crappy update.

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