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mood: wow ...

tonight was by FAR the most amazing night i have ever had in my entire life.

and i'll leave it at that.

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mood: excited

day after tomorrow. how exciting!

hmm. today was the first day of ACT. i kinda got lost and went to the ACT theatre instead of the building. i don't know why. but it was cool, because i got there forty minutes early, so i had time to walk down to the building. i passed by union square. it was spiffy.

so i got there, still kinda early, didn't know what to do. i kinda meandered around the building like an idiot, waiting for class to start. i was gonna call sammy, but i lost her phone number. she was supposed to take a different class at the same time, but i couldn't get a hold of her. so then class started, it was kinda cool. only eight people in the class. we did some cool stuff that i'm sure you all would have laughed at had you been there. but it was fun.

then afterwards i was walking towards the BART station, but i was hungry, so i stopped by starbucks. guess who i saw there? SAMMY! so i was like "hey!" and she was like "hey!" and we talked. i told her about jolie, she was happy for me. XD. then we took BART together, and she gave me a ride so i didn't have to take the bus home.

i think i talk about jolie way too much. but can you blame me?

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update, 06.15

dude. last night was intense. FUCKING. INTENSE. as if i wasn't excited already. now i'm really, really excited for tomorrow. ;D

<3

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mood: loved

well isn't this nifty. now i remember the last time that i've cried. they were tears of joy, mind you, not sadness.

today was a good day. i woke up, talked to jolie, fell asleep, then woke up and talked to her some more. then my mom took us to a going away party for one of her friends. while she was in a good mood, i asked her about wednesday, and she said yes. yaayy. then i got home and talked to jolie again.

approximately 2 days and 16 hours ... XD

happy birthday, jolie. i love you.

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mood: overwhelmed

yesterday was misty's party. it was fun, and it was like in the middle of nowhere (aka: huddart park). we ate a bunch, played some capture the flag, just about died from lack of breathe, and yeah. i had a good talk with tracy, it was enlightening.

then we all went to ciara's house and slept over. well, beforehand, we hung out and then started planning her birthday party tomorrow. i went grocery shopping with ciara's mom at one in the morning, but it was very good. we got to talk a lot too.

well, yesterday was chock full of talking, huh?

we went to sleep really late. i slept at around 3:30.

then i woke up at 6:30 to go online. no one else was up. it was weird. i then spent half an hour trying to figure out how to turn on the damn iMac. when i finally went online, i talked with jolie. it was fun. cybr sxx wuz gr8! haha. then people started to slowly wake up at around 8 or 9, and even then they were all groggy and lethargic. it was funny, because i was asleep for only three hours, and i was jumping around trying to get them to wake up. jolie does that to me.

ciara's party. it was fun as well. lots of ... running. again. soccer was the shiz, i'm not as bad as i thought i was. the barbecue chicken was orgasmic. we also kinda lounged around in the sun, and played on the swing. i almost made ciara, alisha, angelina, and laurengitis vomit on the tire swing.

and now, here i am at ciara's house again. i thought we were going to sing karaoke, but i guess not. everyone's just kinda watching the giants game. i tried to pretend that i was interested, but i only went so far. i'm going to leave soon, even though my curfew tonight is midnight, because i want to be able to go out on wednesday. i really, really do.

i <3 jolie.

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mood: <3

i never imagined that i would ever type so many of those. then again, i never imagined finding someone so perfect for me.

every word i hear over the phone, every line of text that i read in that sacred IM window, brings me closer to you, no matter how far away we may be. i truly wish i could grow some wings and fly over there, like you said. screw amtrak.

you know, ever since i've met you, i've been more and more lenient in regards to my whole ... situation. i was so much more paranoid about it before, because i knew that if i were ever confronted about it, i would freak out. but now ... now i have something to fall back on ... you. now, if i'm confronted about it, i'll say that i don't give a damn what they think. i'm happy. and, last time i checked, pursuit of happiness wasn't a sin.

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