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welcome to my life
the doppleganger awaits in each of us
the choice i have to make
PROFILE
the term doppelganger describe me in a certain way as i'm not whom i seem to be, to my friends i bring joy and laughter, to my family some pride but mostly a sense of dispair... to have an alter ego that treat others with respect and how i behave towards certain group of pple is what i'm doing..and i have been doing it for so long that the i dun even know the real me... so i'm lost and basically trying to find which doppelganger i want to be... the gentlemanly person who follows all the rules and becomes a nice but boring person OR a rascal that breaks all the rules and have fun resulting in a peson that nobody likes coz i can be quite an ass...so confusing but thats bascially my life
motive in life
Growing old is inevitable, Growing up is optional...
Someone else pain is someone else happiness...
To love is to know when to let go...
To love someone, u have to give her the best, even if the best isn't u...
Listen to ur heart, ur eyes may trick u, ur brain may be muddle, but ur hearts knows the way...
Death is lighter than a feather, Duty is heavier than a mountain...
song of the month
Artist: Nickelback
Song: Photograph

Look at this photograph,
everytime I do it makes me laugh.
How did our eyes get so red,
and what the hell is on Joey's head.
And this is where I grew up,
I think the present owner fixed it up.
I never knew we ever went without,
the second florr was high for sneaking out.
And this is where I went to school,
most of the time had better things to do.
Criminal record says I broke in twice,
I must have done it half a dozen times.
I wonder if its too late,
should I go back and try to graduate.
Life's better now than it was back then,
if I was them I wouldn't let me in!
Oh oh oh... Oh God I!

Every memory of lookin' out the back door,
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.
Every memory of walkin' out the front door,
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.

We used to listen to the radio,
and sing along to every song we'd know.
We said someday we'd find out how it feels,
to sing to more than just the steering wheel.
Kim's the first girl I kissed,

I was so nervous that I nearly missed.
She's had a couple of kids since then,
I haven't seen her since god knows when!
Oh oh oh... Oh God I!

Every memory of lookin' out the back door,
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.
Every memory of walkin' out the front door,
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.

I miss that town,
I can't believe it,
So hard to stay,
So hard to leave it.

If I could relive those days,
I know the one thing that would never change.

Every memory of lookin' out the back door,
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.
Every memory of walkin' out the front door,
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.

Look at this photograph,
everytime I do it makes me laugh.
Everytime I do it makes me...
guess what
Friday. 3.18.05 4:01 am
well guess what...my team out of the MMIT competition, what started out as enthu has quickly faded into tiredness.. although my friends were quite gungho abt going into the competition, well althought i didn't want to go into the semi finals, i will be lying if i say i wasn't disapointed...

well i'm sure that some of my friends will be in the semi finals...i have faith in them, althought i haven't talked to any yet...well i can wait to see who has enter and wish them all the best...

kinda stress out these pass few days, wunder if i so young suffering from stomach ulcer??? stomach feels like a small ship caught in a thunderstorm...

nth much has happen these pass few days, jus too busy to do things, stressing myself out over nothing... "take it easy" where my motto??? haha..saything that reminds me of the Motorola advert... hello moto...haha... tired liao...

and to a certain person who reads too deeply into my blog, i'm not attached!!! xiao


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the 4 letter word...
Wednesday. 3.16.05
supposed to be doing my work but kinda brain dead at the moment. no fresh idea and feeling that we gg to crash for this project, jus for the passing grade we are doing this.. well on to other stuff

talk to my friend last week and well apparently i must know my defination of this amazing word called "love"

of lets count the ways we can mistake this word... and to all you other people whom though otherwise... tsk tsk.. dirty minded are u hor!!!

1. Like
what the difference between like and love... hard to tell, hard to differentiate, when u love someone, u accept all their faults and weakness, if u like someone, well they still can piss u off.

2. Lust
that what happen to most guys who think with their johnson and johnson instead of their left and right brain...

3. Lone
when a person is in this state, any care and concrn shown to said person will result in them thinking u like him... this is more for the guys,which is more often then not the case.

4. Loss
when u dun have it, u dream of it, when u have it, u dun treasure it... what the!!!

5. Lier
well when u in love, u lie to ur self, no lah i dun like her... when u together, no lah u not fat, u look beautiful, u look better everyday (yea right)... blah blah blah, u get what i mean lah

this entry is crap... nth smart or witty to write..



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its been a long time
Friday. 3.11.05
seems like i havent blog for ages... been kinda worried and busy over certain stuff... havent found the time and enthu to do my projects and even to go online... and that prompt my friend to tell me this...

friend: gabe, i seldom see u online leh
me: i busy lai, see me online offline, still see in school mah
friend: our MMIT project veri slack leh
me: slack slack lah...relax
friend: yea i know but then i online see everyone busy lah, then we so slack
me: so if i not online u cannot do work ah???

... whaaa... biannnnn....ahhhhhh...

back to other subjects...
hmm... nth else to write abt... only that i feel certain feelings are returning and i dun want them here and now... no time for them...

machim having mid life crisis and i'm only...erh erh...erh... i 'm only... erh... why dun we jus leave it as young bah... haha


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rainy...
sunday 3.6.05
The sun is shinning, there a cool breeze.
u walk the winding road confidant in your ability,
half way there, a shower occur
a small rain u say, nothing to be worried abt
u carry on, walking the road
soak but no harm done
suddenly the rain pours
and u are alone on the road
no shelter, no one to help
it never rains, it pours
hopefully u will arrive home
alive and well
not cold and died

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music???
Thursday. 3.3.05
we all search for things in life, something that would make ur soul vibrate and the world a brighter place, the music makes u complete and brings joy and hapiness to ur life...
we all go thru life searching for that one song.. that one song that would make u feel hapi, that would make u feel alive...that one song that will make our soul complete, someone to chat and laugh, someone to cry and hold on to... someone to be there when u down and out or hapi, to share the joy
sometimes we dun see what we have, even whens its gone, we dun realise it immediately, ur shoulder itch, u feel like someone is always looking at u when none is... the effect is not immediate but soon u will realise that something is missing and u will feel reget abt it...
many things in my life i have regreted but theres no point crying over split milk, choices gone wrong, decision made, are part and parcel of life...



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its time...
Tuesday. 03.01.05
time pass by so fast... things have been going thru my head and barely been processed before its chunk out again... problems i have seem to be of surmountable nature...

how many problems have i??? lets count...

Love...at the age where my hormones have been acting on overdrive or Nitro!!! car enthu knows what i mean...hehe.. well i'm glad to say i have it sorted out... i will stick by my code, never chase a friends love... been kinda moody abt this as its a sticky issue, friendship or love... been thru it before but never as hard as this one... if i been moody, maybe its jus becoz i can't let it go, but now i have.

future education... no one can help me thru this but myself, how i procced in life will be my choice and mine alone, plans do go astray, mood swings affect studies...hmm..so does playing pool!!! haha...this one i KIV first

family problem... cant do anything, jus have to help in whatever ways i can, its time for me to be mature in my handling with my family. although they can and i can be unreasonable, its time for me to keep a level head and understand thing now.

many people face these problems, i guess i been kinda pampered by life, now i must grow up, some people say that life is a test of ur abilities, the harder the problem, the greater ur abilities. while some are able to overcome these problems and proceed on with life with greater knowledge and maturity, they rather wish they had a simpler life...

I have a few role models and to that i strive, for that i will strive to be



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