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welcome to my life
the doppleganger awaits in each of us
the choice i have to make
PROFILE
the term doppelganger describe me in a certain way as i'm not whom i seem to be, to my friends i bring joy and laughter, to my family some pride but mostly a sense of dispair... to have an alter ego that treat others with respect and how i behave towards certain group of pple is what i'm doing..and i have been doing it for so long that the i dun even know the real me... so i'm lost and basically trying to find which doppelganger i want to be... the gentlemanly person who follows all the rules and becomes a nice but boring person OR a rascal that breaks all the rules and have fun resulting in a peson that nobody likes coz i can be quite an ass...so confusing but thats bascially my life
motive in life
Growing old is inevitable, Growing up is optional...
Someone else pain is someone else happiness...
To love is to know when to let go...
To love someone, u have to give her the best, even if the best isn't u...
Listen to ur heart, ur eyes may trick u, ur brain may be muddle, but ur hearts knows the way...
Death is lighter than a feather, Duty is heavier than a mountain...
song of the month
Artist: Nickelback
Song: Photograph

Look at this photograph,
everytime I do it makes me laugh.
How did our eyes get so red,
and what the hell is on Joey's head.
And this is where I grew up,
I think the present owner fixed it up.
I never knew we ever went without,
the second florr was high for sneaking out.
And this is where I went to school,
most of the time had better things to do.
Criminal record says I broke in twice,
I must have done it half a dozen times.
I wonder if its too late,
should I go back and try to graduate.
Life's better now than it was back then,
if I was them I wouldn't let me in!
Oh oh oh... Oh God I!

Every memory of lookin' out the back door,
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.
Every memory of walkin' out the front door,
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.

We used to listen to the radio,
and sing along to every song we'd know.
We said someday we'd find out how it feels,
to sing to more than just the steering wheel.
Kim's the first girl I kissed,

I was so nervous that I nearly missed.
She's had a couple of kids since then,
I haven't seen her since god knows when!
Oh oh oh... Oh God I!

Every memory of lookin' out the back door,
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.
Every memory of walkin' out the front door,
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.

I miss that town,
I can't believe it,
So hard to stay,
So hard to leave it.

If I could relive those days,
I know the one thing that would never change.

Every memory of lookin' out the back door,
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.
Every memory of walkin' out the front door,
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.

Look at this photograph,
everytime I do it makes me laugh.
Everytime I do it makes me...
Importantio
Monday. 12.13.04 10:16 am
How important is friendship to us???

Old friends fade with time, friends are useless unless they have something they can help us with, friends are nothing more then what we need jus to get ahead in life???

what the hell is wrong with u pple nowadays...is it so easy to make friends that the commradeship is no longer of important!!!

i know pple wanna achieve things in their life but come on man!!! is friendship that worthless nowadays...u may not realise it but u jus took some respect away from urselve and from me...

Disappointed, disenchanted, disillusioned... basically.... loyalty is dead...

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Drained...
Saturday. 12.11.04 9:53 am
dun know what's wrong with me but i jus feel tired, so damm tired...

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Choices
Thursday. 12.9.04 9:09 am
He who lives upon hope will die fasting...

One can have never enough of hope in these sorry times but hoping too much can affect one judgement and as we are never contended with what we have we will only hope more and wish that these hope will turn to reality so that we can justify the means and reasons for our work, effort into realising these hope...

Hopes are a dreams that guides as we go on, a beacon that guides us towards a future that we hopefully will turn into reality, its what drives us on, even thou knowing that the path is long and winding, its whats makes us willing to scrifice everything jus to have a glimpse of that happening...

Its time for pple to realise that hope without effort and determination is impossible to achieve, it begins with oneself, to take a leap of faith, to become more decisive, to be more open, for lack of a better phrase, to finally take control of ur destiny...

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Take a look ard
Monday. 12.6.04 10:29 am
it time to sit back and relax... a great day does not have to have something good happening, a good day can also be one where one is able to relax and jus take the time to appreciate the minor things in life... things that we take for granted such as good weather (be it too humid or constant rain), family (thou they most likely will piss me off), friends (althought they always suan me, or is it jus me???)

Hmmm, not working!!! making me feel more down then before!!! haha jus kidding

back to the point, time is running out and school will be starting, so lets jus take the time to breathe in the air and appreciate nature and what we have got, take the time to "really" look ard and "try" to see the world ard u as if u seen it the first time... u would discover that there really is a lot of beautiful things to see...

i have mastered this art!!! maybe is becoz i have too much free time on my hands!!! haha

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Comfort
Saturday. 12.4.04 6:48 am
In this fast pace world we live in... things, action all pass us in a fast, chaotic way, to brace oursleves from sensory overload and to instil some resemblance of order in our life, we create daily habits and stick to them like glue... nth can change in our habits as it gives one a sense of order and control in this otherwise spirialing world... things such as coffee in the morning, allocated time to do certain stuff and even religion helps one gain a resemble of control and order of where and what we are doing...

when such things are taken from u, u feel a sense of lonliness and helplessness or in my sense a feeling of taken for granted... one never knows what one has unless it is gone...

sigh...why i'm talking abt this is becoz my chain which hung my cross has finally broke after abt 2 years... this is nth except for the fatc that i have not taken off my cross for an extended time and it has become a habit for me to constantly adjust my chain ... but now that it has broken, i find myself unconsiously reaching for my neck to adjust the necklace only to find it no longer there... a feeling of *should i say* emptiness touch me whenever i reach for towards my neck...sigh...

all this for a necklace...sigh... only when one has possession, then one has something to lose...

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a smile is all it takes
Thursday. 12.2.04 10:20 am
was feeling kinda down and out, but then something happen, not watching a movie (which i dun think was really that great), but it was rather the pple whom i went out with esp and most importantly the 2 little one...

this was the first time i saw jen (my friend) sisters, she apparently offer to treat her sisters to a movie (dun think she so nice, mostly likely had some monetary incentive by her parents or she did something real mean to them, which knowning her is a high possiblity)...hehe...as i was saying the two girls were slow to warm up but once they did....whooo boy...mega-watts smile keeps lighting up, electric eyes keep shocking and mouth keep on shooting...in a nice way... haha...

had a great time, thanks to the 2 young one, they made me realise that a smile can do wonders and that talking to children can be quite a joy (their view are so refreshing and no one can fault them for it)!!! ahhh...to be young and crappy!!!

if u are reading this or ur sis, from me to u....keep on being urself!!!
and from me to the rest of the world (in abt 5-10 yrs time).... watch out!!! two sassy ladies gg to rock the world or pple whom knows them!!!

kudo to for making an old man smile!!! hahaha

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