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welcome to my life
the doppleganger awaits in each of us
the choice i have to make
PROFILE
the term doppelganger describe me in a certain way as i'm not whom i seem to be, to my friends i bring joy and laughter, to my family some pride but mostly a sense of dispair... to have an alter ego that treat others with respect and how i behave towards certain group of pple is what i'm doing..and i have been doing it for so long that the i dun even know the real me... so i'm lost and basically trying to find which doppelganger i want to be... the gentlemanly person who follows all the rules and becomes a nice but boring person OR a rascal that breaks all the rules and have fun resulting in a peson that nobody likes coz i can be quite an ass...so confusing but thats bascially my life
motive in life
Growing old is inevitable, Growing up is optional...
Someone else pain is someone else happiness...
To love is to know when to let go...
To love someone, u have to give her the best, even if the best isn't u...
Listen to ur heart, ur eyes may trick u, ur brain may be muddle, but ur hearts knows the way...
Death is lighter than a feather, Duty is heavier than a mountain...
song of the month
Artist: Nickelback
Song: Photograph

Look at this photograph,
everytime I do it makes me laugh.
How did our eyes get so red,
and what the hell is on Joey's head.
And this is where I grew up,
I think the present owner fixed it up.
I never knew we ever went without,
the second florr was high for sneaking out.
And this is where I went to school,
most of the time had better things to do.
Criminal record says I broke in twice,
I must have done it half a dozen times.
I wonder if its too late,
should I go back and try to graduate.
Life's better now than it was back then,
if I was them I wouldn't let me in!
Oh oh oh... Oh God I!

Every memory of lookin' out the back door,
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.
Every memory of walkin' out the front door,
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.

We used to listen to the radio,
and sing along to every song we'd know.
We said someday we'd find out how it feels,
to sing to more than just the steering wheel.
Kim's the first girl I kissed,

I was so nervous that I nearly missed.
She's had a couple of kids since then,
I haven't seen her since god knows when!
Oh oh oh... Oh God I!

Every memory of lookin' out the back door,
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.
Every memory of walkin' out the front door,
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.

I miss that town,
I can't believe it,
So hard to stay,
So hard to leave it.

If I could relive those days,
I know the one thing that would never change.

Every memory of lookin' out the back door,
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.
Every memory of walkin' out the front door,
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for,
It's hard to say it, time to say it,
Good-bye good-bye.

Look at this photograph,
everytime I do it makes me laugh.
Everytime I do it makes me...
21st
Friday. 10.29.05
The moment has arrived finally i'm now offically an adult...

haha.. for girls growing older is a pain, for us guys... well lets jus say now we have more freedom to do certain stuff... hehe, dun think dirty stuff, shame on u but.... if u were thinking it, u are mostly right!!! haha

well today is me 21st birthday and i nearly spent it in camp doing guard duty!!! i had to talk, needle, wheeze and threaten to get out of it, to no avail!!!! luckily the november forcast of guard duty camp out and then there was a bunch of people suddenly willing to trade guard duty!!! thats life for u.... dun blame them, for NSF, weekend is precious...

actually i didn't mind doing guard on me birthday but what i wanted to do was to come home to "celebrate" (for mostly me family is jus waking up earlier then normal to eat cake and have a proper meal together) esp since my dad flew back to celebrate my birthday with me... at least that what i thought, it turns out that he also had a business trip on the 29-3 so he could only spend the morning with me... sigh and damm, all the saliva wasted trying to get someone to help me, and those that knows me know i dun like asking for help... but it can't be help work is work and i seldom see him, and he us...

talking abt NS life, for those that didn't know and already know, i'm a driver, and my life is "addictive"... well it has its benefits, and on the topic of this, i will be gone from the 9 to 24 of nov to australlia for an exercise, so update me on any gossips when i come back... in other words, MAKE time for us to MEET!!!! haha, anyone since i will have leave and off to clear...

the start of a adulthood, not going to make any resolution or promises since i won't probably keep them and i dun like making promise that i can't keep, so to all those that i haven't seen for some time, take care

anddd.........



if u haven't wish me, what are u waiting for????????????????????



actually the wishing is not important, what is important is u remember my birthday


and..............


my Presents!!!!!!!!!!!!!


hehe haha bobo chacha


haha................................

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is this my home
Sunday. 10.16.05 12:52 am
got a bump on me head...

why???

apparently i havent been in me house for a long time... in the middle of the nitez as i was returning from me toilet, i walk right into a wall!!! yeah thats right a big big walll.. . well that really woke me up...haha

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happy???
Saturday. 10.15.05 12:31 pm
Met a secondary friend of my while i was doing some sai gan(is that how they spell???)... apperently he is now a commisson officer... talk a little bit and found out that apparently now i have lots of OCS friends and Commando... sigh

wish a close friend of mine happy birthday and he was surprise that i actually remember his birthday, what did he expect??? althought we havent kept in touch for a long time, maybe ard 3 or more years, and i know he has done things i wun approved of and he knows it, i still regard him as a good and close friend... dun even think he knows when my birthday...

sigh...
i feel envious
i feel glad
mixed feelings
in a bag




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jus accept it
Sunday. 9.18.05
i would be lying if i say i wasn't upset...

seeing me friends get to become officers while i get posted to some unit doing who knows what... literally... since i and everyone else have no idea what i''m gg to do...

sigh...

also due to the fact that i dun know if it made a diff if i was able to do complete all me stuff instead of being on status, for a dumb reason as "poison"( as said by me doc) or jus simply taking the wrong medicine (layman terms)...

is it fair, or was the posting already decided before i entered NS... i wun know...

nervous abt unit life, dun know what to expect, jus try to be myself and accept the things to come as always... go with the flow, and accept things as they are, thats me, jus hope that i can live with the same pple for the remainding of me term...

P.S.. today me lucky day, saw a rainbow, a black cat decided not to cross me path, never walk under a ladder and the moon is round, makes no sense but hey its all related somehow...haha

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what if
Wednesday
what if ???

the most asked and difficult question to ask one self
guarantee to drive any sane person crazy if they ask or reflect on it to much

the brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past
for it is only in one imgination that the world is perfect, without doubt, life goes according to what is plan in ur picture perfect world.

what if

thinking of it will come true, drains the life and passion out of u...

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heartless
Saturday
kinda weird...

dun feel anything nowadays
no excitment
no joy
no pleasure

becoming a cynic am i???



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