Nothing in the world can take the place of Persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent

guess i'm gg to have to find them now...

do i even have it since, i'm really have no determination, if i had determination i would do things i was scared of doing before becoz i know i will most likely fail... time to find the new me...

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wooowww... the deadline look like it's gg to kill or at least squash my non existed life... lets see, 2 project deadline, 1 presentation, 1 planning of project since its due jus after CNY...yupe thats a real sick one!!!

actually now that i type it down, it doesn't look so much, unfortunate the pressure for the said deadline is immense, trust me, its like some gaint bowling ball trying to knock us off our feets...and if u play bowling, u know that the pins will always get knock down regardless...

so saying that, i kinda feel no motivation to do anything ...i know that my grp are counting on me to do thing, so i shall try to at least show some resemblence of knowing what i'm doing and hope for the best.... maybe if my grp members in whateve project i'm with in...have no fear... i have an idea on what i wanna do... (jus so that u feel better) haha...

hmm, kinda weird, normally the number of project(3) shld be a walk in the park for us after all we been thru so many already, maybe its the pressure of wantting to do better then our friends since this project is "literally" a competition in the making....

haiz, well i shall try to motivate somebody else to do my work for me...after all delegation of duty is a norm for a great leader...haha...

well, i guess when the going gets tough,the tough gets going and the weak disappear, so adious amigo!!! haha..
nah...that means i jus going to have to get my hands dirty and dig deep into my resourse and those of my friends!!!

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well yesterday was quite a fun day for us as we celebrated werner birthday... we actually plan on being nice to werner since its his day but well .... knowing him and knowing us, it wasnt even possible, since he smart boy that he is, ask us to meet him at 5.30.... of course we were there earlier and on time, but noooo, the smart boy came at 6!!! needless to say we were hungry and of course started to suan him liao!!! later when we were at sakai sushi we saw 'Maia" from sg idol, she was jus sitting behind us... but then we were having too much fun eating and suaning pple ard to care.... haha... close ur eyes and make a wish werner!!!

ooh ooh...another surprise, MRS CHAI came over and wish werny boy a Hapi birthday!!! does that means that they not gg to meet up in the evening??? must check with werner abt that...i'm sure some of the guys know what i'm talking abt!!! haha!!!

next we went to some Ktv at the singtel hello buliding... man it was kinda weird... all of a sudden cameras came out and we being weirdos tat we are started taking some "gayish photos" *chuckles*, excellent and i do mean EXCELLENT blackmail material!!! haha... later ken show us his power by singing some chinese song called "take off" which prompt nick to say to me it was kinda sick for us guys to be watching a guy in a MTV stripping his clothes, and i have to agree!!! haha... as the nitz progress, we became more high and AC, koban, FM and me started to become some male choir with hand action included!!! and trust me it was kinda weird but funny, damm funny... then we later rock the room down with some hokkian and jay chou song coutersy of ken and AC.... thats abt it

hapi birthday werner, remember ur birthday resolution!!!

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We did it!!!

Sooner or later, u would have read abt it from the others blog that we meaning, nicholas,wynn,wilson,werner,kelly,ting feng, jennifer,ida and lai man took part in the poly 50, a track that made us run 50 rounds of 600m in 3 stages,with one stage being ard 200m...

due to previous training and looking at our current state of body...yes *i mean certain pple, start with J * hehe...we felt that it was impossable for us to finish the course in the given time of 2 hrs... but lor and behold we did it in 2 hr and 1 min... althought they stop it liao...at least we can proudly say we did it team ROC!!!!

here are some main highlights i can remember of the race

1. the starting of the race, the girls round, we were all anxiously waiting for the first runner, u guess it jennifer to come ard... then a women ran past us, followed by what seems to be a stampade of women, finally at the back of the grp, came jennifer, so anti climax....

2.when we past the card to signify a completion of a round, one of the helpers had the cheek to say to ting feng, "wahh, you so slow ah!!!" of course that fire up TF... but that helper was so gua lian...

3. jennifer got stare at and bad mouth by another female runner, normally i would help my friend, but that jen told me the girl was a chio bu.... so obviously help the chio bu lah!!!

4. speaking of chio bu, when i waiting to run, wahhhh....nice to see ...hehe

5. none of us vomited (meaning me)

6. i love the H2o water!!! those that were there with me knows what i mean...

7. 05 got disqualifed over some tupid technicallity

at this time, this is what i can remember and what i heard.. but let me go on abt thanking certain pple... machim i win grammy award like that...

first i would like to thank god and my family for always supporting me...blah blah blah...standard script...haha...no lah serious now...

thanks to wilson, werner, wynn and lai man... these are the people that help me to run when i can't do it... they took the extra burden for me and the team...

thanks to ida, who could still think thru the sweating and the pain to continue in the womens run, or else we would be disqualify... meaning she had to run a 400m instead of 200m

thanks to 05, for keeping us company and tzee wee for jogging with me after his team was disqualifed

thanks to shawn, yeow tuck and suyun for staying back to support us and look after our bags and buy for us drinks...hmm...maybe next time u shld have a massage palour...think can make damm loads of money!!!

that shld be all if i miss out anyone...here a general thank u!!!

also wanted to thank those that are in the team ROC...man it was a great spirit, its cool to see helping each other out and generally doing the best we can!!

RoC !!! Relac one cornor!!! We did it liao!!!

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hmm.... could this be the problem???

right now, i'm so confused... abt my life, abt my future, guess i was stuck in a rut, being so comfortable with all my friends ard me, can i get used to them not being ard? can i get used to not seeing them everyday. what am i suppose to do in the future, can i go find a comfortable job with my diploma, is my diploma useful even???(these are probably in my head, coz since i am writing it, it must be so)

i guess everyone hates being confused and we try to deal with uncertainly in our own ways, we can run or face it, i dun like running, but then how u gg to face it when the solution is not only dependent on ur effort but due to uncontrolable factors...

a way to deal with this is to have goals in life, but i have no goals, no interest that will/can substain me... its easy to say i wanna do this, i wanna do that, but can i really see it thru the end???

god give me a sign so that i know i have a purpose in life to be cheerful and to look forward to each day... jus a word or a sight...

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