Good evening, all.

Shall I start with the weekend-past? My mother and I piled into a bus with two of her in-their-forties/fifties-and-single friends. The bus took us out to Woodbury where we shopped for a few hours. We threw our bags into storage in the bottome half of the bus and our carriage took us to a little hotel for the night. I finally had my own bed for one night and watched Lemony Snicket's Unfortunate Events: The Movie. Next morning, we piled into the bus and we were finally on our way to SKI.

Yes, SKI! My first time! I can't wait to go again. Not that it was incredibly fun or held up to my expectations and wasn't a bit of a disappointment. But I still can't wait to go skiing again. I want to be able to really ski!

On Monday(the next day), I went ice-skating with P. P doesn't have many friends. She's not exactly a loner, but she just doesn't fit in so well. I've known her for a long, loooong time. And I want her to have some fun with people her own age, even though this time it was only me.

I found broken not-yet-completely-healed flesh on her wrists. As in the slash-my-wrists kind. I had seen them before and asked, she said it hadn't been purposeful. Either it was an accident or bug bites that got bad. She said her grandmother had told her it looked like this becasue she scratched it and got it red, etc. I saw them again and she said it happened with toothpicks. I asked her if she had done them on purpose and she couldn't give me a straight answer. She had done it and then ran crying to her grandma. >.>

Ah, she's a good kid. It's the same with me (not the I-have-slashes-on-my-wrist-too kind of same) and really it's just a phase that will pass once we reach adulthood--which isn't that far away. It's a combination of helplessness from what little life has given us so far--one of which is limitations--raging hormones, peer pressure, family pressure, and battling/erratic changes in our environment and ourselves.

*shrug* 'S ok. I'm just waiting it out. Sometimes I don't know if I can wait, then other times I think I can. And she just won't help me. It would be so much better, so much easier for me if she just...but she can't, because she doesn't understand and can't. Ah, well.

Anyway, Tuesday was Christmas and I spent it with my mother/family. Wednesday, I had lunch with my ma (I treated), too bad my mother only has an hour, including travel. We didn't eat much since we didn't have enough time.

I can't believe it's already Thursday! I feel like I've wasted so much time, but really when I think back on it, I've wasted one night I think. Because I wanted to go home and get some work done, but wasn't allowed.

Today, my mother was in a bad mood. I want to go back to my gran's to sleep tonight. THAT' S A FIRST.

DOTTTYYY
I haven't spoken to you in so long!! How are the children? How is your double-bladed staff? I missed our good late-night chats with Randy...now I have my own laptop so I can stay up as frickin late as I want :D

That's worrisome about your friend and her...wrists, especially since she wouldn't give you a straight answer. You see that all the time in movies and such, but when it actually happens in real life it seems so much more destructive, even if it was only toothpicks. Watch that Silver....

Ok well I think I should go frolick around other areas of Nutang. Hope you had a jolly Christmas! Good day

-Muffy
» The-Muffin-Man on 2007-12-27 05:35:07

Hmmm...
I thought you were talking about your cow (vaca) for a second there. Have a nice holiday :)
» bluetopaz on 2007-12-27 05:58:15

all the best for 2008.
» renaye on 2007-12-27 09:29:53

Me likey your layout.
I pity your friend. Whatever problem she have, is it that bad that she's slashing her wrists?
Happy New Year, dotty dear.
» Nuttz on 2007-12-28 12:04:25

"(not the I-have-slashes-on-my-wrist-too kind of same)"
lol XD

Sounds like you had a good time! Always good to hear. ^_^
One good thing about this week: since it didn't really start until Wednesday, Saturday is all that much closer. But I have to work this weekend, so that's not very helpful for me. lol
» invisible on 2007-12-28 12:44:20

Your background is quite awesome and shiny.

I've never been skiing, my friend would always invite me, but I worry I might hurt myself. Same goes for ice skating.

Hopefully P will realize that there is totally more to be concerned about in life than people now... once she's older, she can tell them all where to put it, and move away.
» ikimashokie on 2007-12-28 01:04:39

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