...is probably going to be my only one. Before I ever thought of this, I always thought, "No, I'm not going to have any. Really!" Ever thing has a reason, I don't do anything without a reason. And yes, "because I want to/feel like it!" is a reason. ;)

Anyway, one and only reason (until I get tossed in jail or whatever...) is *dundundun*

Not skipping grades through high school. Really how long can you go being bored out of your mind, day after day, after being bored out of your mind just WAITING for life to begin ever since you were born? Yes, it is a really long question. Let that bounce around in your head a few times, I reassure you, it makes sense. Alright, if not to you, then to me.

I really wish I had. If only I had known how this was going to kill me. I always knew I had patience. Heck, I've waited 17 years for my life to start. I'm considerate and I understand that everyone is different--I live in NEW YORK CITY, a.k.a. melting pot. And I'm not vain, sure, everyone knows there are things one is good at, but I'm not going to go so far and say I'm QUEEN. I have a certain level of maturity because of the way and enviornment in which I was raised, but I'm not better than everyone else. I don't deserve to live any more than anyone else, etc.

(Yes, I am going somewhere with this)

*deep breath* I am going to violate the good student law by saying this...
I can't stand stupid people. Ok, that's not exactly true. It's just that I'm tired of having to sit through class going over and over the same stuff because some idiot doesn't get it (or says he doesn't, which is another story). Not to mention the idiots and jackasses we have for educational purposes and guidance.

I've been disappointed over and over all my life. It's like those poor girls say about they're horrible boyfriends, "I always thought it wouldn't happen again. Next time will be better." But it never is. Like I said, I've been waiting 17 years for my life to start. I was waiting for my eighteenth birthday. I guess, I never enjoyed 'childhood' because of it. *shrug* And high school is a big-fat disappointment.

Haha, you know how it is. It's hardest when the end is close. I only have eight monhs left and I'm just dying.

Have I mentioned I hate monotony? Yeah...I thought of this regret for a while now. I wondered about going straight to college sophomore year. I've heard of little geniuses who did. What could I have done to do that? I wish I had the nerve to bring it up back then. And now it's too late. I HAVE to wait. TT.TT

=)

Haha, stupid people.... You sound like someone from around here. :P
» randomjunk on 2007-11-09 09:57:30

sigh ... regretting about it now is no use. try creating values now so u won't further regret.

i was even worse. for my 17 years of life. i was called stupid almost everyday by my mum just because i didn't score in exams and until i found what i like to study and i got a degree with distinction... man ... if only i found what i like doing in my early days .. i won't have to suffer for the long 17 years of being 'stupid.'

so don't waste time now .. do something that creates values.
» renaye on 2007-11-10 01:19:39

I know what you mean. It's one of my few as well. You'll get over it...maybe not I haven't yet. XD
» Katrina on 2007-11-12 08:15:57

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