I'm drowning. In the sea of psychological torment.

My, I love to be blunt, don't I? Hmm, I should break the habit...back to the story:

The Fates decided to dump my behind with a big bang into the real world. I don't know what I was dreaming about, but I woke and stomped outta bed in a grumpy mood. So it must've been good--happy. Or maybe it's just that it's 3:30 in the morning right now.

My mind is so slow...it's like I'm swimming against the tide back to innocence...where ignorance is bliss...
Where did I hear that before? Don't roll your eyes at me, someone had this in their entry...ah, yes. The Muffin Man Grr...how do you slip in my subconcious like that? Or maybe it's just cuz we think alike. Hooray for geniuses!

Am I making any sense? *sigh* I suppose I'm not HERE yet...part of me still wavers between the worlds. No, not the dead and the living. The Dream and the Real. Though the dead have a way to communicate through dreams, right? So they say...
So I'm still asleep enough to have profound thoughts reflecting upon my psyche.

Ok, now THAT was a loaded yet empty sentence. It was loaded with b.s. Meaningless because it doesn't say anything important. Nothing I didn't already say...

*grabs head with heads* Enough! Enough...ahhh, someone put me out of my intellectual misery. My thoughts are too far ahead of my poor swimming skills. In fact, I can't swim at all so we're back to the beginning. ^{I'm drowning. In the sea of psychological torment.}

Categories: drowning [t], torment [t], ANGST [t]

you have such a way with words
seriously, the way you express your feelings is very descriptive and flowing, for real. it makes the whole thing sound like a fantasy novel (in a good way, of course)

anyway, it sounds like you're in a state between being asleep and dreaming, like a lucid dream only you're totally concious of what's happening around you. like daydreaming? only you're on the computer!
i think that if your thoughts seem to be flooding your mind and you can't control them, i suggest writing them down somewhere. anywhere, like a piece of paper or even on nutang. just to let out all your frustrations. instead of talking about how your thoughts are taking over, you should talk about your thoughts and examine them. that's what i do sometimes, after i get them out they don't haunt of plague me as much anymore.

i'm sorry if i didn't make much sense >.< my brain's kind of shut off.
» hikarixgaki on 2006-09-22 03:23:26

Is making new posts at outrageous times a new trend or something? :| Everyone seems to be doing it...

Maybe a dream will toss you a lifesaver...
» randomjunk on 2006-09-22 05:03:43

whoa so deep so deep
i'm drowning in your torment too...;p
joke!
ok here's a lifebuoy...i'ma save u.. ;p
» frostbitten on 2006-09-22 05:19:02

Hehe... how nice that would be... but then again I have like 3 different crushes so maybe that wouldn't work out.
» randomjunk on 2006-09-22 07:55:41

probably b/c blue eyes are the best!!!
this makes me really sad b/c i can only see like a half side of your entry and it looks like it was a really good one too :( sorry if there are typos i can only see a half side type thing of my comment
» darthkaylee on 2006-09-23 11:22:51

Hi
Yeah, that story was real sad. It just about made me cry too. But if you have time you should check out that video with the crazy cat in it, lol. Take Care
» Princess_00 on 2006-09-23 11:26:13

What happened was that I posted at the wrong time. I swear the Shoutbox hates me... I often end up posting a comment at a bad time. For example:

randomjunk:Me too!
Nutanger2:I am in love with MJ!
Nutanger1:I love this ice cream!
» randomjunk on 2006-09-23 11:45:19

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