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number of kind souls~
yeah its moi..

Fat ugly ger called*Jacqueline* aka *Xinyi*

U can find her in the *Eastern part of Spore*

Landed on *18th March 1985* with a smile => not a cry!

Graduated from *Red Swastika & Maha Bodhi Primary Sch*
*Manjusri Secondary Sch*

Currently still at *Singapore Polytechnic* => she cant wait to graduate!

Working as *Part-time Beauty Consultant*

Achieving a *Diploma in Biz Admin (Major in Mktg)*

Aspire to...
obtain a
*Degree in Biz Mgmt* or *Social Science*

work in *Hotel Industry*Food & Beverage Industry*Schools* (being a teacher was her childhood dream, but mayb not now..)

Finally..have *Her driving licence* {wahahah}

Happily attached to *Her bunch of sch & work frenz, & of cuz her family*

Loves to *take photo*daydream *& Picture how her future will be like* =>I'm a Pisces you see!*bio-ing at branded products* buy diff kind of watches*

Will love to *get married at de age of 23*design my own house*have many kids-preferably 4* (hehehe)

Favourite singers *Trademark*U2*Five For Fighting*Matchbox Twenty*Elva*
*Cyndi*Fish Leong*Red Hot Chilli Peppers*SimplyRed
*Firehouse*Sixpence*Air Supply*Avril Lavigue*Tatu*Linkin
Park*FIR*Sammi*Joey Yung*

Favourite movies
*How to lose a guy in 10 days*Shrek 2*Looney Tunes*
*A walk to remember*Finding Nemo*Prince & Me*Taxi*

Favourite food
*Durian*Potato*Strawberry*Mango*Most noodles (not rice pls!)*Fish*Vegetables*Jackfruit*Soursop*

Favourite drink
*Grass Jelly*Lemon tea*Green Tea*Apple Tea* Aloe Vera*Sugarcane*Soyabean*Peach Tea*Passion fruit*Gin Tonic*Vodka* (no Coke for me pls!)

Dream car
Nissan March

@wants to be [email protected]
@wld love to cook for her future [email protected]
@can be [email protected]
@cries [email protected]
@believes in fate & [email protected]
@loves tube [email protected]
@likes to [email protected]
@loves [email protected]
@used to [email protected]
@drinks but do not [email protected]
@shop, shop & [email protected]
@loves Winnie the Pooh [email protected]
@hang ard at clubs & [email protected]
@plays pool but not [email protected]
@treasure all her love ones tho she may not show [email protected]
@dislikes liars, backstabbers, cheaters, insincere [email protected]

Friendster: [email protected]
MSN: [email protected]

^Her msg to everyone^- Life is short, enjoy while you can, and treasure all ya love ones! May ya life be filled with excitement, blended with happiness! Rem to smile, cos de world will SMiLe with you (at least i will..)! -
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~Wish List~

- 60 Christmas cards
- Glitter pen
- refil for 2005 organizer
- CD Rack
- SMOMA CD featuring jazz music
- FIR's album
- Shiseido eyebrow shadow
- H20 eye purification
- Crumbler
- belt
- Adidas cap
- Lancome eyebrow pencil
- Maybelline's new lipstick colour
- Esprit brown leather watch
- Breil watch (blue)
- CK new range oval watch
- Shiseido concealer
- Black pants for work
- Michael Negrin necklace (with Enamel Rose)
- Casio Baby G (pink)
- Black covered shoes for work
- Tony & Tina Herbal Glitter Eye Pencil
- Gucci "Envy Me" Perfume
- Shiseido eyeshadow (Jewel on Veil)
- Victoria Secrets Gift Certificates
- Cross Necklace
- Recipe book
- Loreal Studio Line Mega Fixing Spray
- Eyefrost Eyeshadow from Red Earth
- Chanel Precision Eye Definer
- Jelly Pure Eyes P-2 & Styling Rouge Lipstick (from Kanebo)
- Denim Corset from Sisley
- Georg Jensen ring
- Burberry bag
- LV pouch
- Nokia 7200 Black cover
- Urban & Co Membership Card
- MTM VIP Card
- Fitness FIrst Membership Card
- Jitterbugs Membership Card
- IPod Mini
- Mambo dress tube
- Lver tube top
- jade necklace

~Courses learnt/learning~

- Yoga
- Pilates
-Japanese language
- Belly Dancing
- Exotic Dance
- Salsa
- Piano

~CHILL...cool webbie:~

- Victoria Secrets
- Guess
- French Connection
- Zara
- Esprit
- Gucci
- Burberry
- Ralph Lauren
- Georg Jensen
- Tommy Hilfiger
- Christian Dior
- Charles & Keith
- Lancome
- Estee Lauder
- Bobbi Brown
- workout
- Forever 21
- Levis
- Funny T-shirts Design
- Delias shopping
- DrJays shopping
- FredFlare shopping
- Cosmetic shopping
- Bath and Shower shopping
- Estrella shopping
- Kawaii-neh
- Lip gloss shopping
- Roxy
- Nike
- Adidas
- FleshImp
- bikinis
- splash hawaii
- Women's Secret
- The Life Shop
- PinkPeony
- Rouge online
- Urban Nymph
- Luxe Ideas
- Mavrik Jewelry
- Suzz
- Purple Anemone
- Wynhost
- Bohemian butterfly
- Junk Funk Munk
- RoseOfAsia
- FieJapan
- Singapore Bikes
- Chain of Beads
- Revolve Clothing
- Cocoon Dreams
- Abercrombie & Fitch
Impt Dates..
6th - Lihe
7th - John
12th - BTBM Test
14th - MMIT Test
17th - TTP Test
19th - Poly 50
20th - IAF Test
21st - Werner
23rd - Father
27th - Wilson
28th - UCCD CA1 Submission, BD BSG Test
31st - Vivian

4th - Angeline, BD Phase 3 & MMIT Part 1 Submission
8th & 9th - CNY
14th - Valentines Day
16th - LayKuan, Wenna
18th - BTBM CA2 Submission
23rd - Jonathan
24th - BTBM Presentation
25th - BD Executive Summary
28th - Mummy, Vikki, Suria

2nd - UCCD Presentation
3rd - IAF CA2
4th - Cindee, UCCD CA2 Submission
7th - TTP Presentation
10th - Jennifer
11th - Stella
17th - Dennis
18th - Me, MMIT Presentation
19th - BD Final Presentation
24th - BD BSG Report Submission
27th - Shufen
29th - UCCD Written Test

1st - Bridget
3rd - MMIT Open Book Test
5th - Sister
6th - Niki
9th - Shawn
10th - Terence
14th - Doris

7th - Sujuan
15th - Yuwen
16th - Wynn
17th - Joyce
24th - Brother
28th - Laiman

16th - Xiaoyi
27th - Jieshan

14th - Bryan
29th - Cuijuan


7th - Xiuwen
15th - Sharrel
19th - Cindy, Terenz
27th - Huiping

2nd - Xintian
6th - Minyee
11th - Roanna
13th - Yeow Tuck
17th - Jiayun
28th - Nicholas
29th - Gabriel

3rd - Yingyun
8th - Weilin
10th - Eugene
11th - Samantha
13th - Lynette
17th - Novem
21st - Lynn
29th - Kelly

1st- James
15th - Qiwen
19th - Peilin, Tingfeng
25th - Selina
27th - Maybelline, Peiling
28th - Suryanty
31st - Tricia, Claryn
my inspiration..
Entry 1
Life is like a rollercoaster
Sometimes feeling at the top
Sometimes feeling at the bottom
Really happy to be with you
I love to see u laugh, see you smile
Life is full of ups and downs
Sorrow and happiness
Being with u had made my life splendid
just wanna tell the whole world
you are the greatest!

Entry 2
Dun leave me for you friend
for i'll never leave you
for my friend

Entry 3
Sleeping under your arms
is all i wanna do tonight...
the warmth...
the security...
is really priceless!

Entry 4
Somedays, some nights
I just cant stop thinking of you
Somedays, sometime
I just cant stop missing you
And every minute, every second
I jus cant stop loving you!

Entry 5
that's my character
that's my hair
thats my life

Entry 6
In my mind
there is only one word to describe you
In my life
there is only one person who tries hard
to make me happy
In my heart
there is only one SPECIAL YOU

Entry 7
It was you
who made me grow
It was you
who made me learn
It was you
who made me strong
It was you, my dear
who made me what I am today!

Entry 8
My life is not interesting
without ur hugz
My life is not interesting
without ur kisses
My like is not interesting
without ur lurve
I wanna make ur life interesting
so i am giving you
my love by my

Entry 9
My tears just flowed naturally
dun ask me why
coz i am not sure myself
many thoughts just came to my mind
Dun try to make me happy
cos i know its all a lie
dun try to make me smile
cos i jus dun wanna try
all i wanna do is CRY

Entry 10
Made many mistakes
in this life i undertake
there is no turnng back
the crack is always there

Entry 11
Had a sudden urge of going
back to school
Being with my frenz who are
so-called cool
Looking at some guyz simply
make me drool!

Entry 12
Born into this world
as a healthy ger
Like everyone else
I'd a love of my life
My only wish
was to be his wife
but fated as it might be
our luv couldnt withsatnd time
tiring man!
Wednesday. 12.8.04 12:38 am
omg, already 12 midnite? i jus came home, feelin damn tired man. legs super pain. u must b wonderin how was work today rite? heh. not too bad! thank god! started work at 2pm today. feelin damn sian n draggy, but stil wen lor. reached there, saw 2 new gers. one of dem oso part timer, called jeanne. pretty crowded in de noon. but she was nice enuf to teach me some stuffs. den tok to her a bit. she's fr SIM leh. work for Lancome for 2 mths liao, but she sound quite pro lor.

i mean, as a part timer, to me considered not bad liao lor. i c de way she tok to customer, like she noe a lot of stuff lo. sian, i gotta read up liao. de malay ger was also ard, but at least i got another company lor. so wasnt too bad. as usual, de malay ger was bithcing ard la. dey got Dinner and Dance event today, so she was like preparing, touching up her face n stuff, acting like some beauty queen. lol. had late lunch n super early dinner wif Jeanne (ate at like 3.15?) at de foodcourt. quite a nice gal la, so i was pretty happie. thank god, u nv torture me. :)

babe n john came to see me. john ar, u shld cum a little later. de time he came, de malay ger stil ard, so i din dare to tok. i was feelin so damn sleepy at tt time. lolx. babe came a lil later, tok to her for awhile. haha, stupid ger, dun wan to buy anythg. hmph. babe wen u free? nid to mit up man. i gonna start sch next wk liao. sobz.

anyway, at nite, damn little ppl. but got tis funny ger, she's so happening! my fren actually rec her, askin if she's workin in hotel continental, den we started chatting..she even ask us to go club wif her togeda! she damn power lo, go club in 3 consecutive daes, stil can wake up in de morn for work!

she even wen to zoukout, n she's fr thai lo, came to sg for attachment. she very funny la, den kp telling us tt hotel continental now offering xmas promotion, 250 one nite, including 2 breakfast. ask us to buy from her, den she'll buy de cosmetics. lolx. she even gave us her name card! pro lor..tok to her for very long man, tt was how de time pass faster. lolx.

sigh. but some conflict happen late nite. there was tis grp of gers (3 of dem), dey r tourist. my fren said hello to dem. i was nearby, den i jus ask if i can help dem wif anythg. dey wanted to get perfumes. so after much consideration, dey bought de xmas set. den at de cashier, one of de ger told me" i prefer you to de other sales ger".

after de customer left, my fren was like tellin me" eh i tel u ar, u dun get angry la, but its not right for u to approach customer lidat after i said hello to dem lor. ppl wun like one. " she was tryin to tel me i sorta steal her sale or wad la. but she said in a nice tone, so i jus "okok, sorry". tink bout it, i dunno wad i did was right or wrong. is it reali wrong? i mean, i had no intention of 'stealing' de sales lor. n de funny thg is i dun even noe part timers got commission! until she told me..den i realise sth..

yest, wen de malay ger help me create a staff code in de computer, she din put my name, she jus wrote "part timer", whereas others had their own name. i was like tinkin, r dey gonna cheat me of my commisiion? i dunno how it all works, so being such a goondo, i tink dey mite jus con me man. argh. sigh. dun wan to grumble so much liao. im hapi today wasnt tt bad. thurs is coming! lolx.. next wk will be at bugis seiyu..lalala~

im so hardworkin! i brought back all de product info to study! lolx..i even wrote down all de prices of de product.. it'll help me a lot man. at least wen customer ask me how much, i dun hav to "giv me a minute, i check for u". if u r de customer, u will b tinking" wa tis ger dunno her stuff ar. price also dunno."lolx..rite rite?

so ya, im gonna prove to ppl hu look down on me! giv me one wk, i'll learn everythg tt i can. i wun quit so easily! i kinda like de job scope, other than de staff there.. so im still gonna push myself.. must live up to de role of a beauty consultant rite? lolx..

hmm. wen home feelin quite shitty. cos of some old man. was walkin to de bus stop, den tis old man, he was like " eh xiao jie.." i tout he wan to ask directions or wad, so i sorta walk nearer to him, wanted to ask him "yes?", den end up b4 i sae anythg, he said " jin tian qu na li ar,..? " n his tone is in a very disgusting, se wae lor.. which made me so paiseh, cos i stil go fwd to him, tout he wanna ask me directions. sian 1/2. im living ard geylang, but my is de safe area lor! how cum got such old man one! argh~ disgusting!

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Monday. 12.6.04 10:54 pm
i forgot to add in my previous entry. de ppl there, dey r so damn vain! even worse than me. every hour, dey go touch up their face. n de worse thing is, dey use de saple fr de counter! its like bitches u noe! im now tinking" r those testers tt customers try clean?" gals, if ur try cosmetics, i tink better avoid Centrepoint's counter ok! dey use de product like no one's biz. den use de tester perfume, spray ard their body. ok i noe y, bcos they got BO! = serve dem right!

sigh. J's online. yet we aint tokin. lolx. no one initiate. im too piss to start off a convo. cant he jus b de one hu start? argh. nan de c him online, yet..ok bad monday!!!!!!

Your Element Is Air

You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world.
And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly.

Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life.
You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful.

You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person.
With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!

You are 67% Pisces

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farking piss off dae!
Monday. 12.6.04 10:31 pm
farking irritating!! ok in short, job was kinda shit!

i dislike putting full make up. but its a must. i forgotten to add in extra time for preparation, so was kinda rush la. scared late ma. stil gotta put some pray on my hair. if not ltr messy, kena scolded. sian. was worse wen it actually rain. my bag was kinda small somemore. hav to squeeze tt stupid umbrella. anyway, i wasnt late. ended up early somemore. fr my hse to town, so fast? 30 mins only? including walkin..lol.

wen to de counter to report. sian 1/2. saw tis malay ger. tink her name is tifa. i wasnt being racist ok! i remain normal, tok to her properly, tel her im de new ger..blah blah. she din seem hapi to see me. after putting my bag n stuff, i officially began my work. yes, im new, but i tel u im not stupid ok. i work before. i m not blur like sotong. u dun hav de right to bully moi.

she told me to open all de cupboards to hav a look, so tt i noe where all de stock are kept. i jus casually open. den she sae "wah u c so fast one ar? r u sure u noe wad de products r?" ok fine. so i open n see again. tis time rd, i took a few products randomly to see. den she told me" eh if u continue to c lidat, end of de dae, u oso will not c finish". FINE! den wad u wan? *ok i ren*

de counter not sae very big, i walk here n there, oso wun tk up much time. den i was lookin at de Lancome brochure, she saw me den sae: eh u got nothing to do ar? wah fark. no instructions given, den u wan me to do wad?! no customer even! early in de morning, piss me off. argh.

ard 2, another lady came. called irene. oso malay. *faint* tis ger even worse. she got attitude problem. fine, she work here longer than me, but dun hav to show tt kind of attitude. i noe im slow. she kp testing me on product info. den sae i learn very slow la..wad, customer wun wait for u to find ur stock lo, ltr kena complain la blah blah. crap la. tt one i oso noe.

but im reali new, dun she understand? n pls lo, i only wen for one dae training. u tink i super woman ar? n not sae de product very little lo. skin care alone, already gt different products for oil, normal n dry skin. den stil gt wad for old age one la..wrinkles la.. den make up, got for de face la, lips, eyes, cheeks. n u tink dey only offer one colour ar? got so many colour lo! u xpect me to learn everythg like in 8 hours?

tis situation jus reminded me of my attachment daes. wen i was oso posted to de dept whr all de ppl ard me r malays! omg. its like hell u noe? y i so sway one? those 2 gers r jus like maya n wati. dey tink dey so big? yes, big in de front, but de attitude suk ok! i reali cant stand malays now! dey wanna look down on chinese? ask dem fark off man. dun act as if u so damn pro, wen one has a gucci wallet n de other has a LV wallet. hu noes, urs mite jus b de faked ones. at least i noe mine is real. to hell u go. =(

de lady in charge of ralph lauren oso malay. !! den 3 of dem always tok togeda. sit at de counter chit chat. worse, dey were even eating! pls lo, u r suppose to set a gd example man. u wan to tok, fine, go ahead. den u dun disturb me n make negative comments bout me. im jus a part timer, but ive feelins too! argh fark.

at least customer nv gimme trouble today. unlike de staffs. one of dem even laugh at me being new, cos she saw no one helpin me, den i had to run up n down to ask de price of tis n tat, n get new stock for her. but im ok wif it. cos she nv grumble. :)

another lady, oso damn funny. she came wif her son. she wanted to buy tis Photogenic Compact Powder, n felt tt de colour was a bit light. she kept askin her son for opinion. haha dey came like 3 times? den stil undecided? de son was like "mummy mummy, its nice la. u consider so long already. jus buy it. " damn funny lo. but end up, she nv buy! lolx..

i only had peace wen de staff wen for their break. after tt, dey ask me to carry stock la, den throw those boxes. fine i do. den wth lo, dey sae i steal their sales. crap la. we r suppose to write a memo for customer wen dey buy products, den got our code oso. how i noe, de memo tt i took is another malay lady one. den dey make a big fuss la. so irritating u noe. argh. i wish dey jus get lost fr my life at tt moment. sigh. den she complain sae i nv wear de right shoes. sae wad will slow down de process la, i'll work slower la, den productivity will go down dunno wad bullshit la. fine fine.

dun wan to qaurrel wif u. u bigger wad, so i listen! dey sae de back of de shoe must hav a slot (like sandals lidat), but my is de slip on kind. i explained to her, tel her my feet kena a lot of blister liao. but she heck care. sae she wan to c new shoes tml. fine lo. i wen to buy after work. =(

at nite, i tink she stil haven given me enuf trouble. she test me, ask whr tis product is kept la blah blah..den i din get it right ma. after a few times, den i got de correct one. den she was like "wah, tml die already lo. leave u here, i tink sure kena a lot of customer complaint". fine!

den she very weird lo. ask me to write somethg on de memo. den she kp saying "somemore?" so i tout i left out some impt stuff nv write, kp tinkin whether gt write wrongly. i told her, tts about it le, she stil kp saying "somemore?". end up wad leh? she sae i m like a coward, not confident of myself. wa lau, farking piss leh. i told her no more liao, den she was de one hu kp saying "somemore?" !! i dun understand!!

suddenly she cum n tok to me bout dieting. ask me tis n tat, which way is gd la, blah blah. fine, so i jus treat it as nth happen b4 tt, i tok to her like fren. tel her my opinion la etc. tok tok, den she was like :

she: "eh for ur age ar, u considered very fat already u noe. pretty no use one. cos u r fat. den u wun hav any bf lor"

me: "ya i noe im fat. but now guys oso dun reali like skinny gers"

she: "ya, but ur age, u so fat. wait until u r my age, u wil b worse if u dun do sth now. guys wun even tink u r cute. by den u wil b single."

me: "yayaya..but im hapi wif wad i am now"
den she point to me tis model on de board..super slim one, wif a bob hairstlye. den she said:

she: " u c tt model ar, her body so slim. compared to urs. she so pretyy, giv her any hairstlye she oso look damn pretty. but imagine if its u wif tt hairstyle, den it wun be pretty already."

if u r me, wad u gonna reply her? i tel u, no one said tis to me b4 man. de funny thg is, she's fatter than me lor. can jus jolly well ask her to fark herself man. she tink she so gr8? pls la, go see de mirror b4 u cum n tok to me man. mayb u r de one tt will become single. for goodness sake, dun tink u r so god damn great! u can b sarcastic for all u wan, everyone is not perfect rite? at least im not so mean, to criticize n comment ppl until lidat! FARK OFF!

dunno if i'll stil c her tml. gonna work noon shift tml. pray hard there wun b many customers. otherwise if i reali cant handle, den she'll look down on me even more. sigh. life reali suk man. wanted to make frenz wif de 2 gers at Chanel, but i smile at dem, dey diao me! fine lo, everyone lidat. jus gonna hope time pass a bit faster. after thurs, i'll b going over to Raffles City liao. i tink de ppl there friendlier. at least, i noe dey r Chinese. cos de other time i bought some stuff fr there, one of de ger was quite nice. *cross my finger*

Now u noe y my MSN nic is lidat? {bloody hell, i'll show u tt guys wan me ok! *FARK OFF!} im already trying to b strong. i almost broke down n cry at work. i told myself to ren, but, hai, i guess its jus hard to describe how i feel. *God help me*

P.S sorry for all de late sms-es reply and call backs! was workin de whole day = couldnt use my fone. *SORRY*

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Sunday. 12.5.04 11:59 pm
doesnt feel like sunday today. hmm. time seem to pass real fast today. had breakfast wif parents. read de Female magazine for like 2 hrs? long rite? haha. tis months one very detailed leh. i like. got so many stuff to see. even provide online sites to purchase stuff. sheesh. i saw some stuff i like. oh no. lol. *broke* stil gt my sis n mum's prezzie. cant spend on myself liao. lol.

slept for awhile until 3+..was online for sometime, den left hse ard 4+ to town wif family. finally decided to wear de tube..lolx..

daddy redeemed some voucher thingy fr his fixed deposit. got a $100 voucher for Grand Hyatt F & B dining. town was crowded as usual. but i nv c families. mostly frenz n couples here n there. anyway, wen into tis restaurant called Mezza9.

sth like chinese ala carte place. mummy wanted buffet, but i dun wan la. ltr feel like vomiting again. better prevent it first. (wil, stop saying i gg to giv birth k! lolx..) de atmosphere n ambience was marvellous. but de chair was a bit turn off. lolx. it look so nice, but wen i sat down, argh, its de 'hard' kind. i prefer those soft chair. haha. ok, out of pt.

de food there of cuz very ex. ordered many yummy dishes! ooh, *drooling* lemme see.. started off de drinks.. parents ordered mezzamocha, mine was raspberry twister..sis had some tea.

de food came..yeah.. vietnamese spring roll..

den de Yakitori platter..

seafood fried rice..

and...big big live prawns!! omg, i simply love tis! its so yummy u noe! esp wen u dip wif de chinese rose wine! de prawn so huge somemore! wooh~

lastly..deep fried soft shell crabs! also delicious!

i tink my stomach had a gd treat today man. tho i nv eat de rice, i stil feel very full. sigh. but nvm la..my stomach is jus being stubborn. haha.

walked down to wisma after tt. hav to get my black pants rem? g2000 got disc for dbs credit card members, so yea, save $$. i gt everythg fr there..2 black pants..black top..even gt a black shawl..lolx. dey gave me a voucher for Soo Kee jewelry also. hmm, mayb i shld get mummy sth fr there. den budget can b a lil higher liao. *smiles*

bought breakfast @ Breadtalk..den i saw de cakes, so yummy.

saw those cakes on de bottom row? i love dem man. reali delicious.hee i feel like a pig today. but de cakes reali look nice. like a lot of hard work man. will anyone eat de cake i make? lolx..i mean real cake hor, in case ur r tinking otherwise. lol.

its so late liao..sigh, got work tml! hmm. will be at Centrepoint. alrite la. i jus dun wan to kena Tampines there.. town is good. cos..ahem, i can also go shopping. lolx. but hai, work until at nite, most shops also close liao. haha nvm. mite stil mit frenz after work, provided my brain can take it. so continue to ask me out hor! lolx.. sian liao. tml lunch dunno how. eat alone like so damn sad leh. argh.

life s..u..k.. ger ar, dun sad liao. sad ger very hard to console sad ger. im still tryin to b happie. tink of de gd stuff bout being single man! u r much better than me, y scared? life aint suppose to b lidat. i dun wanna c u make de wrong decision in life too. if he isnt de one, dun force urself to like him. de outcome will b very sour.

i wen thru it b4. i dun wan to hai shi de guy also. dun like means dun like. tink over it properly k ger? anythg, jus gimme a cor or sms me! i'll b busy wif work liao, but no worries man! dun wanna c u lidat also. mayb i shld go temple pray for u liao. :P tk care sweetie. there r many ppl hu care n love u too. cheer up :) *hugsss*

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zoukout! sian!
Saturday. 12.4.04 11:41 pm
was lookin forward to de Lancome training tho a bit tired. met one of de ger also working, claryn, den we headed to Winsland House togeda. stupid agent, told us tt we gotta wear all black, den wen we gt there, only 2 of us, plus another ger, wore all black. de rest were like, in jeans? grrrr, shit. so awkward can. n my shoe making my feet so damn pain. its all wif blister now. sickening. argh. poor leg. bruise all over.

anyway, there were 15 gers in total. dunno y but i feel as if im de oldest there. i hate it. i tinki look damn freakin old wen i tie my hair up. arghhhh. no choice. old must admit old huh? training was ok, depsite de coldness in de room. i was like freazing in de room can. we were all given de chance to try all their product. n its reali a lot. dey hav everythg! for de face, body, leg, hair, all diff products for skin care, as well as cosmetics.. my hand was so pampered tt dae. kept trying products. lolx.

made a few frenz there. there were 2 hu were fr Sp! year one. so qiao leh. dey look so young n swt man. can c de difference between yr 1 and yr 3. lolx. but gt some gers there..erm, dunno wad to sae man. attitude problem. dey portray de image like dey r de prettiest, most beautiful ger! which suk to de core leh. not tt she cannot make it, but her attitude make me change impression of her man. n she din even cum wif make up on. even wore specs. yes she's thin, but she aint pretty at all. in case u'r wonderin, its a must to not wear specs, n u hafta put full makeup. if nt there's a fine. its written in de contract tt we signed.

after de training, wen to mit viv for dinner. had long john silver. my feet reali pain like mad. until i dun feel like walking. hai. bought some nail stuff at Cine. yeah! can paint my nails again. hee. happen to c qiwen (his sis) there also. tink she's heading to watch movie or sth. after tt met kelly to get $ from her. so qiao, she was wif her tennis fren, meaning lihe mite b there also. n yes, she was! lolx.. blur she, nv see me! dey haven had dinner, so we parted den met later again. viv n i wen shopping at heerens. she saw tis mambo pink tube-like dress, but very ex. nice man. i was too lazy to try. lolx.

we wen to Alley bar to chill after tt. lihe and company came after their sumptuous dinner at marche. lolx. viv n i ordered voldka. wanted to try their mango margarita, but another time ba. viv was rushing for time. see de strawberry and lychee margarita look so wonderful. :P

de potato chips which viv n i find it so addictive! we always try to break our past record..cos its refillable..lolx..pig pig..haha

got home ard 11+, watch tv until fall asleep on de sofa. not many frens online. damn sian. J also..hai. haven seen him online for like a week liao. sob sob.

not going Zoukout! sian!

wen for breakfast wif parents in de morning. met viv (like, again? haha..) in de afternoon. wanted to wear de tube i bought yest, but change my mind. lolx. it looks like tis.

hai, nid to buy black pants! n shoe! cos dey sae de shoe must hav a strap behind! cant b those slip-on kind. sibei sian. spend $$ again. argh.

stomachs were so hungry, so had lunch at Orchard Emerald's Foodcourt, where out table was shared by so many ppl. *faint* in front of us was de yong tau fu stall, but we din eat tt k! walk down to heerens after tt whr..ahem..i actually wen to try de mambo dress viv tried yest. only diff colour. lolx. n i was so gian to buy it. sigh. tts me. argh. left de store, tellin de guy i'll consider. haha.

pop by Gucci @ Paragon. wanted to see if dey hav servicing for bags. i mean de fabric. cos, hai, my bag kena rain water. now one part de colou look different leh. but de guy sae, i mite as well buy a new one. cos dey wil send it back to Italy, which is equally expensive. sob sob. i'll jus make do wif my old bag den. *cries*

wen down taka, den wisma. oops. i bought de mambo dress there. lolx. couldnt reali tk a gd shot of it. do i look fat in it? *pls sae no* lolx..

as usual, town so crowded today. n ppl kp stepping onto my poor foot! de blister part somemore. damn pain lo. wen tangs after tt. been long since i wen there man. cos always so squeezy. dey change de outlook. nicer, but like very confusing. dunno how to sae. go c for urself man. i was lookin at shoes, n omg, how cum all these shoes so ex? import from where one? one freakin shoe cost like 200-300 bucks! wa lau..can get tt from Charles & Keith also lo. lolx.

heh. i found a Perlini black bag tt looks similar to de DKNY bag i saw at Parkway! ahha of cuz tis one cheaper, so i got it! woohoo~ can save some money liao.

darling viv sae she wanna eat de Gelato ice-cream, so i got it for her. aint i nice? buahaha...are u drooling? lolx.

wen over to Wheelock after tt. plan was to xmas shop too. time to buy xmas prezzie liao. gotten my father n bro's gift. werner working at Nike, so tuo him to get me discount. lolx. ive sth in mind to buy for sis liao. but stil dunno wad to get for mum. headache man. any suggestions?

acc Werner for dinner, den viv n i left liao. hav been gg out like everyday, time to go home early today. lolx.

time to take pics! lolx..

blur viv, forgot to bring her digi cam today! haha. next time u better bring hor. lolx. dunno wen's de next time man. she's gonna start her attachment next wk. lolx. ger, u ahem, beta get into de gd books of de manager. lolx. sian. gonna work next wk also. lalaal~

spared some time to go to de gym jus now. stay at hm watch tv also sian. was so tired. got home, i fell asleep wifout bathing. lolx. yes i noe its dirty. but i din do streneous exercise la. woke up n saw tis msg which sorta piss me off.

tis fren msg me on msn, as i was slping, of cuz i din reply rite? den he was like, "u busy?", (no reply from me), followed by, "u sucks man". hu de hell is he man. jus a fren n wa lau, i cant imagine i receive such msg. u expect me to reply wen im sleeping? doesnt make sense rite? tinkin bout it makes me hot. if u tink i suck, den kindly pls dun msg me at all. *angry*

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fun dae!
Thursday. 12.2.04 10:22 pm
At bugis Edge on tuesday..

tis is de ger hu took our seat..lol..

de inside of Le Salon..

de curl tt my fren did..not tt curly as b4 rite?

kelly and moi..

viv cut her hair, did u notice?

viv and kelly..

dey r both so fair!!! :(

de killer - long island tea! lolx..

Inside phuture..

haha we look sleepy huh?

de 3 of us! i tink we were accompanying kelly waiting for cab..

darling viv and moi..half drunk i tink..lol

de hotel's washroom..waiting for viv, i took pics..lol

de tube i wore..lalaala~

tis grp of guys kp lookin at us! at de Raffles hotel Banquet!

Today's event

met Yingyun (like finally? lol..) n we headed to City Hall. we btoh had Raffles City Yong Tau Fu, which wasnt tt nice. i tink its not nice at all. chatted there, laughing n laughing. tokin bout bgr, n how both guys n girls hav changed. walked ard Raffles City, den wen over to Suntec.

saw Gab n Weixiang coincidentally. lolx. turn to Marina Sqaure after tt, making so many turns. lolx. complicated place cos of de renovation n stuff. boring i tink. wen over to Bugis after tt. whr i gt darling viv a xmas gift. lolx. i hope she like it anyway. :P bought a tube also. haha. im so into tubes. lolx. supposedly meeting Candy at nite, but last min cancelled, so had dinner wif YY. at Terra cafe..

our soup..

YY's chicken baked rice..

i ordered beef spagetti..

chocolate chip and cookie ice-cream! its in a set thingy! only for like $6+? including de soup..main course..blah blah..gd deal yea?

i had a fun time sis! hope u had too! see, she smile so brightly! hee..

love catching up wif ya! hope to cya again! tk care man! dun kp tinkin of guys! lolx...

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