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number of kind souls~
yeah its moi..

Fat ugly ger called*Jacqueline* aka *Xinyi*

U can find her in the *Eastern part of Spore*

Landed on *18th March 1985* with a smile => not a cry!

Graduated from *Red Swastika & Maha Bodhi Primary Sch*
*Manjusri Secondary Sch*

Currently still at *Singapore Polytechnic* => she cant wait to graduate!

Working as *Part-time Beauty Consultant*

Achieving a *Diploma in Biz Admin (Major in Mktg)*

Aspire to...
obtain a
*Degree in Biz Mgmt* or *Social Science*

work in *Hotel Industry*Food & Beverage Industry*Schools* (being a teacher was her childhood dream, but mayb not now..)

Finally..have *Her driving licence* {wahahah}

Happily attached to *Her bunch of sch & work frenz, & of cuz her family*

Loves to *take photo*daydream *& Picture how her future will be like* =>I'm a Pisces you see!*bio-ing at branded products* buy diff kind of watches*

Will love to *get married at de age of 23*design my own house*have many kids-preferably 4* (hehehe)

Favourite singers *Trademark*U2*Five For Fighting*Matchbox Twenty*Elva*
*Cyndi*Fish Leong*Red Hot Chilli Peppers*SimplyRed
*Firehouse*Sixpence*Air Supply*Avril Lavigue*Tatu*Linkin
Park*FIR*Sammi*Joey Yung*

Favourite movies
*How to lose a guy in 10 days*Shrek 2*Looney Tunes*
*A walk to remember*Finding Nemo*Prince & Me*Taxi*

Favourite food
*Durian*Potato*Strawberry*Mango*Most noodles (not rice pls!)*Fish*Vegetables*Jackfruit*Soursop*

Favourite drink
*Grass Jelly*Lemon tea*Green Tea*Apple Tea* Aloe Vera*Sugarcane*Soyabean*Peach Tea*Passion fruit*Gin Tonic*Vodka* (no Coke for me pls!)

Dream car
Nissan March

@wants to be [email protected]
@wld love to cook for her future [email protected]
@can be [email protected]
@cries [email protected]
@believes in fate & [email protected]
@loves tube [email protected]
@likes to [email protected]
@loves [email protected]
@used to [email protected]
@drinks but do not [email protected]
@shop, shop & [email protected]
@loves Winnie the Pooh [email protected]
@hang ard at clubs & [email protected]
@plays pool but not [email protected]
@treasure all her love ones tho she may not show [email protected]
@dislikes liars, backstabbers, cheaters, insincere [email protected]

Friendster: [email protected]
MSN: [email protected]

^Her msg to everyone^- Life is short, enjoy while you can, and treasure all ya love ones! May ya life be filled with excitement, blended with happiness! Rem to smile, cos de world will SMiLe with you (at least i will..)! -
check it out =)
~Wish List~

- 60 Christmas cards
- Glitter pen
- refil for 2005 organizer
- CD Rack
- SMOMA CD featuring jazz music
- FIR's album
- Shiseido eyebrow shadow
- H20 eye purification
- Crumbler
- belt
- Adidas cap
- Lancome eyebrow pencil
- Maybelline's new lipstick colour
- Esprit brown leather watch
- Breil watch (blue)
- CK new range oval watch
- Shiseido concealer
- Black pants for work
- Michael Negrin necklace (with Enamel Rose)
- Casio Baby G (pink)
- Black covered shoes for work
- Tony & Tina Herbal Glitter Eye Pencil
- Gucci "Envy Me" Perfume
- Shiseido eyeshadow (Jewel on Veil)
- Victoria Secrets Gift Certificates
- Cross Necklace
- Recipe book
- Loreal Studio Line Mega Fixing Spray
- Eyefrost Eyeshadow from Red Earth
- Chanel Precision Eye Definer
- Jelly Pure Eyes P-2 & Styling Rouge Lipstick (from Kanebo)
- Denim Corset from Sisley
- Georg Jensen ring
- Burberry bag
- LV pouch
- Nokia 7200 Black cover
- Urban & Co Membership Card
- MTM VIP Card
- Fitness FIrst Membership Card
- Jitterbugs Membership Card
- IPod Mini
- Mambo dress tube
- Lver tube top
- jade necklace

~Courses learnt/learning~

- Yoga
- Pilates
-Japanese language
- Belly Dancing
- Exotic Dance
- Salsa
- Piano

~CHILL...cool webbie:~

- Victoria Secrets
- Guess
- French Connection
- Zara
- Esprit
- Gucci
- Burberry
- Ralph Lauren
- Georg Jensen
- Tommy Hilfiger
- Christian Dior
- Charles & Keith
- Lancome
- Estee Lauder
- Bobbi Brown
- workout
- Forever 21
- Levis
- Funny T-shirts Design
- Delias shopping
- DrJays shopping
- FredFlare shopping
- Cosmetic shopping
- Bath and Shower shopping
- Estrella shopping
- Kawaii-neh
- Lip gloss shopping
- Roxy
- Nike
- Adidas
- FleshImp
- bikinis
- splash hawaii
- Women's Secret
- The Life Shop
- PinkPeony
- Rouge online
- Urban Nymph
- Luxe Ideas
- Mavrik Jewelry
- Suzz
- Purple Anemone
- Wynhost
- Bohemian butterfly
- Junk Funk Munk
- RoseOfAsia
- FieJapan
- Singapore Bikes
- Chain of Beads
- Revolve Clothing
- Cocoon Dreams
- Abercrombie & Fitch
Impt Dates..
6th - Lihe
7th - John
12th - BTBM Test
14th - MMIT Test
17th - TTP Test
19th - Poly 50
20th - IAF Test
21st - Werner
23rd - Father
27th - Wilson
28th - UCCD CA1 Submission, BD BSG Test
31st - Vivian

4th - Angeline, BD Phase 3 & MMIT Part 1 Submission
8th & 9th - CNY
14th - Valentines Day
16th - LayKuan, Wenna
18th - BTBM CA2 Submission
23rd - Jonathan
24th - BTBM Presentation
25th - BD Executive Summary
28th - Mummy, Vikki, Suria

2nd - UCCD Presentation
3rd - IAF CA2
4th - Cindee, UCCD CA2 Submission
7th - TTP Presentation
10th - Jennifer
11th - Stella
17th - Dennis
18th - Me, MMIT Presentation
19th - BD Final Presentation
24th - BD BSG Report Submission
27th - Shufen
29th - UCCD Written Test

1st - Bridget
3rd - MMIT Open Book Test
5th - Sister
6th - Niki
9th - Shawn
10th - Terence
14th - Doris

7th - Sujuan
15th - Yuwen
16th - Wynn
17th - Joyce
24th - Brother
28th - Laiman

16th - Xiaoyi
27th - Jieshan

14th - Bryan
29th - Cuijuan


7th - Xiuwen
15th - Sharrel
19th - Cindy, Terenz
27th - Huiping

2nd - Xintian
6th - Minyee
11th - Roanna
13th - Yeow Tuck
17th - Jiayun
28th - Nicholas
29th - Gabriel

3rd - Yingyun
8th - Weilin
10th - Eugene
11th - Samantha
13th - Lynette
17th - Novem
21st - Lynn
29th - Kelly

1st- James
15th - Qiwen
19th - Peilin, Tingfeng
25th - Selina
27th - Maybelline, Peiling
28th - Suryanty
31st - Tricia, Claryn
my inspiration..
Entry 1
Life is like a rollercoaster
Sometimes feeling at the top
Sometimes feeling at the bottom
Really happy to be with you
I love to see u laugh, see you smile
Life is full of ups and downs
Sorrow and happiness
Being with u had made my life splendid
just wanna tell the whole world
you are the greatest!

Entry 2
Dun leave me for you friend
for i'll never leave you
for my friend

Entry 3
Sleeping under your arms
is all i wanna do tonight...
the warmth...
the security...
is really priceless!

Entry 4
Somedays, some nights
I just cant stop thinking of you
Somedays, sometime
I just cant stop missing you
And every minute, every second
I jus cant stop loving you!

Entry 5
that's my character
that's my hair
thats my life

Entry 6
In my mind
there is only one word to describe you
In my life
there is only one person who tries hard
to make me happy
In my heart
there is only one SPECIAL YOU

Entry 7
It was you
who made me grow
It was you
who made me learn
It was you
who made me strong
It was you, my dear
who made me what I am today!

Entry 8
My life is not interesting
without ur hugz
My life is not interesting
without ur kisses
My like is not interesting
without ur lurve
I wanna make ur life interesting
so i am giving you
my love by my

Entry 9
My tears just flowed naturally
dun ask me why
coz i am not sure myself
many thoughts just came to my mind
Dun try to make me happy
cos i know its all a lie
dun try to make me smile
cos i jus dun wanna try
all i wanna do is CRY

Entry 10
Made many mistakes
in this life i undertake
there is no turnng back
the crack is always there

Entry 11
Had a sudden urge of going
back to school
Being with my frenz who are
so-called cool
Looking at some guyz simply
make me drool!

Entry 12
Born into this world
as a healthy ger
Like everyone else
I'd a love of my life
My only wish
was to be his wife
but fated as it might be
our luv couldnt withsatnd time
Thursday. 6.24.04 7:46 am

my back hurts. i dunch noe y. i had a dream last nite. i was too happy, but i realise tt dreams r de opposite rite? i actually dreamt tt dearie n i got bk togeda. was too delighted, quickly get my fone intending to sms. den sth struck me. "gosh, its all a dream!!" argh..i'm sooo sad.

sigh..and i cant type anythg into dearie's sis (qiwen) tag board. they sae de html code does not exist. omg. gonna try ltr again in de office.

*i miss you*

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Wednesday. 6.23.04 6:39 pm
i miss my rabbit hu died..took tis from qiwen's blog.. :)

adopt your own virtual pet!

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Wednesday. 6.23.04 7:19 am
Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and as many say
Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and
your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and
as many say "Your head is in the

What type of eyes do you have?
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its been one wk..sobz.

din reali go out yesterday. jus wen to Parkway to collect my specs. no one was free anyway. decided to have my dinner at Delifrance alone. i tink i chose de wrong location n de wrong seat. Fisrtly, de place was playin de song "I miss you like crazy" and secondly, i was sitting between 2 couples. so ya, u cld guess how i felt. *cries*

headed home after tt. i ate too much again. tis time reali vomitted. suk. time was passing so slow. i kept lookin for food to kp myself occupied. stupid rite? it means i'm getting fatter too. :(

was online de whole nite..tryin to make myself super-tired so tt i can slp immediately without pondering. but i kept wakin up in de middle of de nite. hai. so it was difficult to slp back.

took tis from my fren's blog..(if ur wanna noe, jus tel me ya zodiac lo)

VIRGO & PISCES: This is a polarity attraction. You are enamored by the Pisces empathetic ways and in turn the Fish needs your practical direction. Pisces' sexuality can bring out the erotic side in you.

PISCES & VIRGO: This is your polar attraction. It can be extremely perverse in the bedroom, but difficult at a mental level. You are impractical and this will really try the Virgoans patience.

How true can tis be? i got no idea..anyway..argh.. :(

guess i jus end off here. nth much these daes. hope dearie is doin fine wif his work, n gettin enuf slp. *prays*

*i miss you*

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xiang nian ni
Monday. 6.21.04 11:05 pm
i'm bk..tired..zz..

wen for my driving in noon..was hopin to c dearie..wen to check his car number, prayin tt it wun be tt idiotic instructor tt always scold him. phew, it was "36"! he nv got tt b4, but i feel hapi cos at least its not tt guy..din c him ard, was kinda sad, like no fate. only saw 34, 35, 38 n 40..but jus not his..

proceeded to my assigned car..sat there solemly, reali feelin sad. instructor tok to me, i only "orh", "yes". sigh..was tryin to get out of all de cars blockin, and guess wad, i saw 36!! oh my, i was like, gosh! so happy. i dunno if he saw me, but i was reali delighted.

soon, i saw him de 2nd time! was driving ard, n i saw him again! hai, but lesson was tough. learn about reversing n directional change n i kept hitting de kerb which reali piss me. either i reverse too earli or too late. was quite sad. wen lesson ended, i already saw car 36 empty. so i guess dearie had left..hai~

but he did msg me, askin me how was my driving..hai. but din tok much. he told me he mite be going out. tts all. i wen to city link..walked alone..bought a top from mphosis..i tink i reali gonna go broke. was tinkin of him as usual..saw tis shirt at stussy kinda nice, was tinkin of buyin for him. but if he dun wan to mit, den how i gonna pass? zz..thru his sis? argh..dunno..

tho it was father's dae, nth much happen. i wen home..wen to de gym..watch vcd to pass time..force myself to slp..

made some sales today at work..some bitch stuff happen at work today. haha, such a person actually exist in tis world. hai, shant leak out here. those hu noe, will noe wad i'm tokin. i somehow understand tis phrase "dun judge a book by its cover". its reali happening in my workplace. some ppl i nv expect..will actually...hai.. and xxx has such an innocent sweet look.

kept wanting time to pass faster cos i was reali bored. can only look at de 4 walls. pathetic all i can sae. anyway now after work also nth much to look forward to cos..u noe..me n dearie..ya..wonder how he's doin rite now.. sigh.

hmm, but one of my buddy roanna (i always call her ro-ro) asked me out. heh heh. also gd la, i dun wanna stay at home. will only miss him more. tryin to look fine in front of those hu r concern, but deep down, i stil feel sad. sometimes wen i'm on my way home, i jus cry..hai..is it meant to be tt way? i dun tink i'll c him le.. cos i dunno wen is his next driving lesson le.. sobz.

wen to orchard wif my buddy. its simply gr8 to b wif her. we chat about everythg n anythg under de sun. or moon? haha. hope to mit up wif her again. she's always there 4 me. thanks ro! n de rest of the PIGS too!

tml is only tues..hai..i miss him. ~

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Sunday. 6.20.04 8:50 am

couldnt slp well for de past few nites. hav been forcing myself to get to slp fast and to wake up late, but..zz..failed.

not much of a update since dearie n i r no longer togeda. yest i saw sth (about dearie n me) which made me puzzled n worried. i couldnt stand de suspense. had to clarify wif him if not i will jus let my imagination go wild. i immediately left home, n took a cab to his place. i din care whether he was stil asleep or wad. all i wanted was to make sure my deduction bout wad i saw was wrong. i only msg him wen i reach his void deck. he was stil sleepin of cuz. but i told him to tk his time, cos i'll definitely wait.

while i was waiting, i saw his mum. she jus got bk from de hawker centre i suppose. she asked me to go upstairs, but hmm i tout she din noe bout us, so i said" no la, its ok". he came soon after. i feel bad cos he looked reali tired. i asked him wad i wanted to noe, n realised tt my deduction was all wrong. its between us la, so not gonna explain much here. n on fri, he actually wen walkin alone after meeting him. he did sae sori bout lyin to me, sayin he was meetin his family. i cld guess tt anyway. but its ok, i noe he needs time aloone.

he did ask me go his hse drink coffee, but i said "nvm". zz..

we chatted quite awhile downstairs. saw his sis too, on de way to mit her bf? sigh, wen i saw his mum n sis, felt kinda sad, cos its like, i wun b able to c dem le. :(

somehow, we stil seem like a couple, but he din mention anythg bout gettin bk so i jus kept silent. he told me some work stuff n i also told him mine. hai. but but..hai, he did tell me "dun treat me so gd". sigh, mayb i'm havin a one-sided love all these while. am i very silly? ..i left soon after n he said "c u tml" (cos of driving lesson). i dunno to be happy or wad. mayb wun b fated to c him ltr anyway. de driving centre so big. *sadden* i cant call him..i cant c him..i cant go out wif him.. argghhh!

got home by noon, wen to de gym to fa xie. sigh, was reminded of him as usual. he'll b there doin his weights..while i did my stuff. its been long since we wen swimming n sun-tanning too. *cries*

wen to Parkway wif parents in de late afternoon. tried my best to look ok. bought quite a number of clothes but not in de mood to post..met up wif my sec sch frenz ltr at nite @ Wheelock. bought an adidas shoe..sigh. but how cum i dun feel happy de? chatted wif dem @ Olio Dome.. hai. i tink i sigh too much. :(

dunno how he's gonna survive his work tml. he will be alone there without de help from his manager. hope all goes well for him. prays tt he dun get complain from customers. if not very jialat de! *prays*

not reali lookin forward to my driving ltr..got no plans after tt. hai~

*i miss you*

How to make a Jacqueline

1 part competetiveness

1 part courage

5 parts leadership
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Top it off with a sprinkle of sadness and enjoy!
Friday. 6.18.04 9:01 pm
today was de farewell day..

work sux as usual. he put me into de call centre today. i had to make sales for him. somg customers were fine but some, are jus gettin on my nerves. i managed to clinch a number of deals n he was like so happy until he almost hug me. i'm referrin to de manager in case u r wonderin. heng , i managed to shan3, i told him "dun u ever touch me". nth much to sae. jus tt i gonna suffer for de next 2 wks. cos i cant surf de net n cant use my fone.

i feel like pukin..somedays i din eat, n today i gorge myself wif food. and its mostly chocolate stuff! now, i wanna vomit..

was supposed to mit dearie today. initially he wanted to cancel it off, but i pleaded n told him its only for awhile, so he said alrite. met him at city hall n we wen towards suntec. managed to buy my father's dae gift. i noe i very last min. :p sad to sae, he told me he had to leave earli cos meeting family for dinner..so i din spend much time wif him. he was headin to orchard n i accompanied him. i requested for a bit of time for us to tok, so we stood at de train there.

i pass him some stuff. more importantly, its a letter n a foto frame. guess wad i wan to sae its all written there. tt was like my farewell gift to him. de foto i put was de one we took on my bdae tis yr. a memorable one. told him to tk care of himself, not 2b 2 stress at work cos he has more responsibility at work now. his training jus ended today so hope his work next wk wun b too xiong. i told him not to worry, cos i wun b disturbin him anymore. wun send any more sms-es since tts wad he wans i guess. n definitely not wad i wan. i'm tinkin of leaving sg for de time being too.. perhaps over de weekend or sth lidat. hai. as i tok to him, i cried. tried to hold on to my tears but i jus couldnt. i din care how many ppl were lookin at me at de train stn. i couldnt giv a damn. in my mind, i was jus tellin myself, "sae wad u wan, no more time left".

i told myself tt i cant msg him anymore from tt moment. i dunno if i can do tt. n i dunno if wad i'm doin is rite. tho i mite sae not to contact him anymore, my mind will stil be like tinkin of him. somehow, i'm stil tryin to hold on to some hope. am i very stupid? am i like a fool? .........i reali dunno wad to do.

we parted soon as he had to leave. i left unwillingly cryin along de way home. sorrow filled my heart. used to hav him sendin my home..makin sure tt i was home safely..

i wonder if i wld b able to giv him my blessin if he finds a new ger. he'll always b on my mind..i wonder how easy he manage to forget me. if he ever reads tis, which i doubt so, all i can assure is tt wherever i mite be.. if he's experiencing a downturn in life due to work or wadever,i'll be there silently prayin for his safety n happiness..makin sure tt things go well for him n his family..other things mite be unpredictable, but tis promise can be sure.

i'll b missing you dear. tk gd care of urself.

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