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number of kind souls~
yeah its moi..

Fat ugly ger called*Jacqueline* aka *Xinyi*

U can find her in the *Eastern part of Spore*

Landed on *18th March 1985* with a smile => not a cry!

Graduated from *Red Swastika & Maha Bodhi Primary Sch*
*Manjusri Secondary Sch*

Currently still at *Singapore Polytechnic* => she cant wait to graduate!

Working as *Part-time Beauty Consultant*

Achieving a *Diploma in Biz Admin (Major in Mktg)*

Aspire to...
obtain a
*Degree in Biz Mgmt* or *Social Science*

work in *Hotel Industry*Food & Beverage Industry*Schools* (being a teacher was her childhood dream, but mayb not now..)

Finally..have *Her driving licence* {wahahah}

Happily attached to *Her bunch of sch & work frenz, & of cuz her family*

Loves to *take photo*daydream *& Picture how her future will be like* =>I'm a Pisces you see!*bio-ing at branded products* buy diff kind of watches*

Will love to *get married at de age of 23*design my own house*have many kids-preferably 4* (hehehe)

Favourite singers *Trademark*U2*Five For Fighting*Matchbox Twenty*Elva*
*Cyndi*Fish Leong*Red Hot Chilli Peppers*SimplyRed
*Firehouse*Sixpence*Air Supply*Avril Lavigue*Tatu*Linkin
Park*FIR*Sammi*Joey Yung*

Favourite movies
*How to lose a guy in 10 days*Shrek 2*Looney Tunes*
*A walk to remember*Finding Nemo*Prince & Me*Taxi*

Favourite food
*Durian*Potato*Strawberry*Mango*Most noodles (not rice pls!)*Fish*Vegetables*Jackfruit*Soursop*

Favourite drink
*Grass Jelly*Lemon tea*Green Tea*Apple Tea* Aloe Vera*Sugarcane*Soyabean*Peach Tea*Passion fruit*Gin Tonic*Vodka* (no Coke for me pls!)

Dream car
Nissan March

@wants to be [email protected]
@wld love to cook for her future [email protected]
@can be [email protected]
@cries [email protected]
@believes in fate & [email protected]
@loves tube [email protected]
@likes to [email protected]
@loves [email protected]
@used to [email protected]
@drinks but do not [email protected]
@shop, shop & [email protected]
@loves Winnie the Pooh [email protected]
@hang ard at clubs & [email protected]
@plays pool but not [email protected]
@treasure all her love ones tho she may not show [email protected]
@dislikes liars, backstabbers, cheaters, insincere [email protected]

Friendster: [email protected]
MSN: [email protected]

^Her msg to everyone^- Life is short, enjoy while you can, and treasure all ya love ones! May ya life be filled with excitement, blended with happiness! Rem to smile, cos de world will SMiLe with you (at least i will..)! -
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~Wish List~

- 60 Christmas cards
- Glitter pen
- refil for 2005 organizer
- CD Rack
- SMOMA CD featuring jazz music
- FIR's album
- Shiseido eyebrow shadow
- H20 eye purification
- Crumbler
- belt
- Adidas cap
- Lancome eyebrow pencil
- Maybelline's new lipstick colour
- Esprit brown leather watch
- Breil watch (blue)
- CK new range oval watch
- Shiseido concealer
- Black pants for work
- Michael Negrin necklace (with Enamel Rose)
- Casio Baby G (pink)
- Black covered shoes for work
- Tony & Tina Herbal Glitter Eye Pencil
- Gucci "Envy Me" Perfume
- Shiseido eyeshadow (Jewel on Veil)
- Victoria Secrets Gift Certificates
- Cross Necklace
- Recipe book
- Loreal Studio Line Mega Fixing Spray
- Eyefrost Eyeshadow from Red Earth
- Chanel Precision Eye Definer
- Jelly Pure Eyes P-2 & Styling Rouge Lipstick (from Kanebo)
- Denim Corset from Sisley
- Georg Jensen ring
- Burberry bag
- LV pouch
- Nokia 7200 Black cover
- Urban & Co Membership Card
- MTM VIP Card
- Fitness FIrst Membership Card
- Jitterbugs Membership Card
- IPod Mini
- Mambo dress tube
- Lver tube top
- jade necklace

~Courses learnt/learning~

- Yoga
- Pilates
-Japanese language
- Belly Dancing
- Exotic Dance
- Salsa
- Piano

~CHILL...cool webbie:~

- Victoria Secrets
- Guess
- French Connection
- Zara
- Esprit
- Gucci
- Burberry
- Ralph Lauren
- Georg Jensen
- Tommy Hilfiger
- Christian Dior
- Charles & Keith
- Lancome
- Estee Lauder
- Bobbi Brown
- workout
- Forever 21
- Levis
- Funny T-shirts Design
- Delias shopping
- DrJays shopping
- FredFlare shopping
- Cosmetic shopping
- Bath and Shower shopping
- Estrella shopping
- Kawaii-neh
- Lip gloss shopping
- Roxy
- Nike
- Adidas
- FleshImp
- bikinis
- splash hawaii
- Women's Secret
- The Life Shop
- PinkPeony
- Rouge online
- Urban Nymph
- Luxe Ideas
- Mavrik Jewelry
- Suzz
- Purple Anemone
- Wynhost
- Bohemian butterfly
- Junk Funk Munk
- RoseOfAsia
- FieJapan
- Singapore Bikes
- Chain of Beads
- Revolve Clothing
- Cocoon Dreams
- Abercrombie & Fitch
Impt Dates..
6th - Lihe
7th - John
12th - BTBM Test
14th - MMIT Test
17th - TTP Test
19th - Poly 50
20th - IAF Test
21st - Werner
23rd - Father
27th - Wilson
28th - UCCD CA1 Submission, BD BSG Test
31st - Vivian

4th - Angeline, BD Phase 3 & MMIT Part 1 Submission
8th & 9th - CNY
14th - Valentines Day
16th - LayKuan, Wenna
18th - BTBM CA2 Submission
23rd - Jonathan
24th - BTBM Presentation
25th - BD Executive Summary
28th - Mummy, Vikki, Suria

2nd - UCCD Presentation
3rd - IAF CA2
4th - Cindee, UCCD CA2 Submission
7th - TTP Presentation
10th - Jennifer
11th - Stella
17th - Dennis
18th - Me, MMIT Presentation
19th - BD Final Presentation
24th - BD BSG Report Submission
27th - Shufen
29th - UCCD Written Test

1st - Bridget
3rd - MMIT Open Book Test
5th - Sister
6th - Niki
9th - Shawn
10th - Terence
14th - Doris

7th - Sujuan
15th - Yuwen
16th - Wynn
17th - Joyce
24th - Brother
28th - Laiman

16th - Xiaoyi
27th - Jieshan

14th - Bryan
29th - Cuijuan


7th - Xiuwen
15th - Sharrel
19th - Cindy, Terenz
27th - Huiping

2nd - Xintian
6th - Minyee
11th - Roanna
13th - Yeow Tuck
17th - Jiayun
28th - Nicholas
29th - Gabriel

3rd - Yingyun
8th - Weilin
10th - Eugene
11th - Samantha
13th - Lynette
17th - Novem
21st - Lynn
29th - Kelly

1st- James
15th - Qiwen
19th - Peilin, Tingfeng
25th - Selina
27th - Maybelline, Peiling
28th - Suryanty
31st - Tricia, Claryn
my inspiration..
Entry 1
Life is like a rollercoaster
Sometimes feeling at the top
Sometimes feeling at the bottom
Really happy to be with you
I love to see u laugh, see you smile
Life is full of ups and downs
Sorrow and happiness
Being with u had made my life splendid
just wanna tell the whole world
you are the greatest!

Entry 2
Dun leave me for you friend
for i'll never leave you
for my friend

Entry 3
Sleeping under your arms
is all i wanna do tonight...
the warmth...
the security...
is really priceless!

Entry 4
Somedays, some nights
I just cant stop thinking of you
Somedays, sometime
I just cant stop missing you
And every minute, every second
I jus cant stop loving you!

Entry 5
that's my character
that's my hair
thats my life

Entry 6
In my mind
there is only one word to describe you
In my life
there is only one person who tries hard
to make me happy
In my heart
there is only one SPECIAL YOU

Entry 7
It was you
who made me grow
It was you
who made me learn
It was you
who made me strong
It was you, my dear
who made me what I am today!

Entry 8
My life is not interesting
without ur hugz
My life is not interesting
without ur kisses
My like is not interesting
without ur lurve
I wanna make ur life interesting
so i am giving you
my love by my

Entry 9
My tears just flowed naturally
dun ask me why
coz i am not sure myself
many thoughts just came to my mind
Dun try to make me happy
cos i know its all a lie
dun try to make me smile
cos i jus dun wanna try
all i wanna do is CRY

Entry 10
Made many mistakes
in this life i undertake
there is no turnng back
the crack is always there

Entry 11
Had a sudden urge of going
back to school
Being with my frenz who are
so-called cool
Looking at some guyz simply
make me drool!

Entry 12
Born into this world
as a healthy ger
Like everyone else
I'd a love of my life
My only wish
was to be his wife
but fated as it might be
our luv couldnt withsatnd time
hapi deepavali!
Thursday. 11.11.04 9:23 pm
Happy Deepavali! its a rest dae for everyone, yippee!

was suppose to go market-ing wif my parent sin de morn, but i overslept..gee. mummy bought prata for me. ooh. i noe its damn fattening, but its been awhile since i had tt. n mummy bought it. so yea, i ate it. *nice nice* watch some shows to pass time.. den wen out in de noon wif my parents.

hehe father's so cute, he tout today was saturday. lolx. we headed to bugis, de shi ma lu to pai-pai (pray). been quite sometime since i wen there. use to make myself go there evry mth wif him to pray. hmm. tho im a free thinker. its gd to believe in some things yea.

very very crowded! hmm i feel good. first time i prayed for everyone. lolx. im a baddie? i prayed tt he'll b hapi wif her, n his job (cos its stressful), n tt his family is stil as loving as before. i prayed for my family to b happi n healthy. esp my mum, hu's having some test soon. i prayed tt J wil live life wif de happy-go-lucky attitude, hopefully being able to find his dream ger soon. also prayed for all my frenz, whether close, or jus simply acquaintance, tt they wil live life in a more optimistic manner. life's too short, we gotta treasure each other b4 its too late yah? (im trying myself..hmm)

after tt, wen shoppin wif mum at OG..gee, i din noe they'd 20% storewide! heh its till 15 nov, so go catch de sale! lolx..its super-duper crowded. ppl of all ages. made me a bit sian, cos de fitting room was such a loooongg queue. got myself a pink 3/4 and yoga pants from Girodano.

mummy n daddy bought similar pants too! hee, jus different colour. we can wear tt during our trip! *grins* we're quite loyal customers of Giordano huh? lolx..i simply love their service. *thumbs up*

mum wanted to get a luggage but din c anythg nice. hmm so we walked down to Bugis. lalala... i bought de 2 Mphosis tops! lolx. tried on at de Taka outlet de other dae. im so happi..lolx..

hee. mummy suggested going to Ajisen Ramen for dinner, but father wasnt too keen on it, so we jus settled at de FoodCourt. wooh. shld try their Hokkien Mee man! its shiok! wen its burning hot, n chilli hot also! had my teh ping too of cuz. lolx.

dad's pants had to b altered so we waited for awhile. meantime, i got some stationery stuff from A & BC.. im preparing for de next yr! lolx..bought refillers of 2005 for my organizer..a bdae card..a box of xmas card, n stickers to go along (wif de cards!)

ooh, im so excited. xmas is here again. time to prepare my xmas cards liao. hee. my hols will be occupied wif doin all these stuffs..lolx..

bought dinner for bro n sis den headed home. grrr. some sicko guy i saw on de bus. not being bad, but he looks reali...SICK. he came after me. he sat diagonal from my seat. den he kept waving at me. yes, continuous, like 5 or 6 times? i ignored him, but he continued. i dun even noe him!! even my father saw it, n asked me bout it. lolx. i swear i dunno him man. n de wae he look at me, was so disgusting, so i called him de sicko guy. haha. heng was wif my parents, if nt i'll b quite scared. sheesh. *hair stand up*

kk..shall go pack my room n start on my xmas mission! lolx..anyone wanna receive cards? jus tel moi ur address! sure to b delivered to u! gee..*smiles*

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Thursday. 11.11.04 12:44 am
hav been out until kinda late recently. my body's feelin weak liao. time to let it rest. woke up early today to go for de stupid interview. tt agent nv gimme de address, den i wen to find myself. wen to search for their company website..zzz..den view de site from de street directory, agar agar noe where is it. near tanjong pagar mrt. so took a train down..walk n walk..wa lau, so confusing leh, all de different lanes.

den de shop houses there got so many ah pei..all look at my direction, damn scary. i already walk very fast. had quite a hard time finding de plc. but stil found it la. so ooh lu one. wen in de office, had to fill up 3 forms! sianz. bo bian, cannot complain, im de one hu wan de job. lolx. after tt, proceeded to winsland house for another interview. kinda intimidating. de person very fierce. den many questions. like very strict lidat. den de lady sae my voice very soft...-.-" sad sad.

i tink i nid to shout liao. sibei sian. everyone hu noes me all sae my voice very soft. is it reali tt soft? i already tryin to speak lous liao leh. hmm tis company deals wif many cosmetic brand de. got one ger came after me, tok to her, she told me she's for shu umeura de..den de big lady boss told me to work for lancome. i ok wif it lor. de training is next wk..heng nv clash wif my trip..if nt dunno how to inform dem liao..zz.

wen down to raffles plc after tt mit viv for lunch. heh im good rite? lolx..stupid rain..we wen to find sheltered bldg..end up all so crowded..de queue damn long.. so we stil end up at de UOB bldg, eat Delifrance. lolx. so qiao, saw my ex colleagues Wati and Maya (they quite high rank one) there..haha they quit tt job liao..de one tt i was attached to for ITP..anyway they stil de same la, stil as b****y as ever. boo. dun tink they like me also. always gimme one look de. :( had de egg croissant set for lunch. yum yum. long long time nv eat Deli liao.

acc viv, den wen home after tt. was realli tired. everyday barely slp 5 hrs. some nites like cannot slp lidat. sian. but time pass pretty fast. which is gd. hmm. slept for awhile in de noon cos im reali bloody tired. de worse thg happens..i slept wif my lense..sheesh. eyes a bit red liao. n i tink over 1 mth liao. die man, gotta tahan awhile more, cos mummy hav yet to buy me de lense. sob sob.

mummy wen to de salon today so must settle dinner myself. end up meetin viv for dinner again. lolx. i tink im too good. haha. *jokes* we always crave for pizza (but always cant find it in town!) so today we decided to eat at de one at Parkway. so near our hse also. convenient yeah. i feel fat wearing de mambo tube i bought, but i stil carried on eating pizza. lolx. my determination damn jialat huh? tts y i nv once succeed. :P *i gonna post food again*

dun u tink their plate look like those for small kids one? i tink my small cousin uses tis..hee..

pepsi and mushroom soup..de soup din taste as gd as Deli's..

our extra drumlet and dunno wad..look like onion ring but it isnt..lolx..

pan fried hawaiian pizza! so delicious u noe!

viv so blur! she din realise tt she din bring her atm card until we were at pizza hut. hahaha...blur like sotong..oops..lolx.

saw winnie de pooh? my favourite! gee..i dunno y im crazy over winnie de pooh..buahaha...*taken at guardian*

shop a bit here n there. but din buy anythg la. haha. de tops i wanna buy, nt fr here. lolx. wen to visit de aunty tt sells watch. rem i told u she always gimme lotsa discount one? she's so nice n cute. jus now de shop suddenl;y had an influx of crowd, den she panic- in a cute way. lolx. ask viv, she can vouch for tt! wahhaha.. saw her 3 kids also. look like her leh.

she told me her daughter workin at Body Shop now, ask me to check out tt plc cos they nid ppl. hee, so nice of her hor. she recommended one watch to me, nt bad leh. leather de. she gave me like 50 bucks reduced price. gd mah? hmm. only cum 1 piece somemore. KIV first ba. gee. or anyone wanna buy it for me for xmas? lolx.. b my santa? wahahah... rem ar, anyone wan gd deal for watch, i can jie shau tis plc! guarantee affordable price de! no regrets! Ro, u noe wad? de DKNY white watch u bought de other time, no more stock liao! its sooo popular, means u got gr8 taste! :)

de foto takin session started. pardon us. we simply love takin pics. of ourselves. lolx.

at de bus stop..waited damn long for bus 135..*yawn*

took tis on de bus..sat de last row..haha..

many failed pics. cos of de lighting den de bus also very jerky. de guy in front kept lookin at us. lolx. tinkin we r mad women. haha.

din had enuff of those fotos so viv decided to cum my plc n take more. haha. damn siao. so we stayed at de bench near de pool n continued takin. we love ourselves too much. buahaha...so shitty..

both not lookin at de camera..lolx..

sweetie viv alone..

sad. sob sob. my eyes look sooo dead...sian.

tongue sticked out..lolx..

look at de camera please!

errr i look overly happie? or? wahahah...tink i look stupid..

took tis wen i came home. heh. tts my bed behind. lolx.

k..my hair is messy..hmm

wad was i tryin to do? saw my bunny teeth? i realise tt my teeth arent straight.. but im too scared to put braces on..how?! fated to hav an ugly mouth liao.. :(

sigh. how to look nice even wen u make stupid faces ar? my fren can do it man. she look good no matter how she pose. even those gao xiao one. but i cant leh. look damn weird. sian.

most prob going to de motorshow thingy wif viv next monday..must go damn early..dun wanna fight wif de crowd to tk pics. hee. babe, wen ya free huh? next wk tues i gt training, wed to fri got chalet, so i tink left wk ends leh. de following wk i wun b in sg for 6 daes. so how? msg me kae! nid to plan! go shopping togeda! lolx..

Happy Deepavali! Happie birthday to my cousin Sammie too! hope all goes well for ya 'O's ! must enjoy to de fullest after tt man, rem u deserve de enjoyment kae! *smiles*

P.S ooh, im sooo happie. i got a chance to work at Mediacorp tis Saturday! hee. its my fren's bdae n she nid a replacement. its her big dae mah. gee. so im gonna help her. wooh. thx lynette!

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Wednesday. 11.10.04 2:30 am

freakin monday! din had a gd rest cos had to go bk sch for BD report! yes, i stil gotta go bk despite havin my hols. lolx. shit rite?! got sch ard 10am..pia like mad.. worst thg is wen my student card cant even scan, means i cant use de bloody computer! had to share com lor, bo bian. de whole dae was stressful cos of a lot of stuff which i dun wish to mention. its over liao. handed up de report den wen to find teacher regarding de Phase 2 marks. heh im hapi wif it. :) was kinda surprise wif it tho. mayb they ke lian us? :(

wen town after tt. had plans to mit darling viv but i was early so i walked ard alone first lor. met a very weird aunty in de washroom. i cant explain how funny de aunty was, u can ask viv! she laugh until stomachache! its so weird tt it freaked me out.. she ask me to help her put mascara..cos she said she's unable to curl up her eyelash..den she complain sae she try until sweating liao..she tried cleaning away, den she complain sae noe her eyes all black black liao, like panda. lolx. worst stil, she ask if she can borrow my eye shadow, den wen i sorta igonre her, she scold me man. sae wad, u tink i cannot afford it is it, i pay u bk la. zz... funny aunty..!

saw 2 tops from Mphosis, shit, i tink i gonna get dem next wk end or so. bleah. normally its always de case. haha. i nid retail therapy ma. lolx. but b4 tt, i nid to cut down on my fats. its bulging out. lolx. de recent news is: my face has grown fatter! reported by my fren..lolx..shit rite? wa lau..sibei sian.

met viv den we wen Mac to eat. heh i stil love my lemon tea. no cokes for me pls. lolx. tok cok there for so long, sit until so shuang. haha. dunno y got so much things to tok. so fun man. i nv get tired of tokin to her. haha. n we can laugh like no one's biz. buahaah...must hav de hu-cares attitude sometimes! lolx..den tis guy cor me up regarding some jobs. rem ive been sending resume during my exam period? lolx..i sound so despo for job rite? aiya i jus dun wan to waste my time at home lor. once in awhile stay home pack my stuff can le. no job, i'll jus watch tv all dae. not productive at all.

but tis job tt de guy told me is quite shitty also la. --- giv out flyers! lolx.. beta than nth rite? b4 u luff, let me emphasise tt its not an easy job ok! cos there's specific audience to target. they wan us to giv out to those early 20s, 30s passer-bys. cannot giv to aunties de. wen for tis job togeda wif another guy fren, wynn. lolx. last min decision. was told to mit at 11 at raffles on tues lor. :O

after dinner.. wen walkin ard to digest..lolx..im such a gd influence, i manage to persuade viv not to go pub n drink! heh. nan de leh. buahaha..cos if i also feel like drinking, den both of us wld end up in a pub liao. lolx. shop ard for awhile den headed home..time pass too fast liao..n guess wad? we were so engrossed in tokin until, we realise, we din tk any pics! omg. shit shit. guess another time le lor. boo. :(


im so tired. i made myself to wake up n exercise a little b4 leaving for work. sian. yes, very sian. cos its stil so early n everyone wld wan to b in bed. sobz. headed to Raffles Place, got de polo tee (which we r suppose to wear), de guy brief us a little den told us to stay ard de UOB Centre to giv out. wa lau, got 5000 flyers to giv out man. not easy (i sae again)! lolx..

tis flyer is actualy to cre8 awareness bout tis company tt deal wif event la. generally, they r like a matchmaking company lidat. de ger gets to enjoy a free movie (cos de guy pays all!) togeda wif a date wif de guy lor. go check out www.gomoviedate.com if u wanna noe more. mayb u can subscribe to de service too. haha. im helpin dem publicize here man. gee.

saw many types of pple. first thg wynn told me: "eh i saw a lot of pretty gers leh. all biz class one man. mayb can find one to yang wo. lolx" true la, reali a lot of pretty workin females. but de job's boring man..no one wanna accept my flyer one! very demoralising leh..mayb its retribution man.

got some funny ppl also. they tout its reali free movie tix den so eager to snatch. den i saw wynn distributing so happily..he wen ard tellin ppl "free movie tickets", "free movie dates"..wahha.. he look reali damn enthu, unlike me. den i realise y..

haha he gave to anyone he saw! even aunties! no wonder can giv so fast la.. -.-" afterwhich, i followed him..haha..dun care liao..he sae "aunty also can go watch movie one ma"..buahah.. true true. lolx. de first 3 hrs was pretty torturing..ppl can go eat lunch, den we were so damn thirsty n hungry.

was standing outside Watsons, den o tempted to go in n hav a peek. hee. heng, managed to complete de whole daes job, n we gt paid immediately! yeah! we survived! lolx..tis job not bad la. very flexible one. u an to work den u work. jus informa dem. tink wynn's keen on it huh? kp askin if i wanna continue.. lolx. i dun mind la. if cant find other job, den ok lo..den we can rot togeda again..lolx..

after tt wen off to mit lihe abt 730 to tk a bus down to East Coast Rd. decided to visit Ro at her workplace along Upper east Coast, but b4 tt, tout of popping by my fren;'s pet shop. also along de way. was kinda lost ard de area. hee. sense of direction quite bad de. we spotted one pet shop but it doesnt seem like de correct one.

den we continued walkin..all we saw was food..food..food..lolx..in case u'r wondering, i dunno wads de name of de pet shop, n i dun hav her contact, in terms of number! lolx..was about to giv up de search den we saw one more pet shop! gee. n yea, its de rite one! *smiles* nice shop it was. n some of their products r sold for a gd cause! the proceeds go to de charity or sth. aint it gr8 ? :)

stayed there for quite awhile. hee, lh was enjoyin herself wif de cats n dogs. lolx. she loves animals u see! gee. i dunno y im so afraid of animals..guess its stil prolly due to past exp..sigh. sry sharrel, im realli realli scared! hehe.. ooh, there'll b an adoption on de 14th nov too! anyone keen can jus tel me!

hmm after tt took a bus down to Ro's workplace. she's workin in some cafe selling indian food (i 4got de name, sry!)..de plc was kinda ooh-lu tt lh n i became blur. dunno which stop to alight. den dunno if its de rite direction. somehow, we managed to get to de plc. hee. wah, din xpect it to b so crowded. de food's pretty nice. tho a lil pricy. nice ambience too. Ro, u chose a gd place! n congrats on ya pay increment man! continue to work hard k? muacks!

de staff there r nice too..they treated us like VIPs..lolx.. let us try tis try tt.. all de PIGS shld go down there one of these daes :) lh left to mit her mum, den i stayed to wait for Ro to fniish work. she wanted to chill ard siglap area. was ok wif it. but turn out, de plc all close at 11pm. we walked down de siglap rd..cant find a single plc to chill, so no choice la.

wen home. tt time was so dark liao. i'd to tk bus 13 den change 135. i dunno i was blur or wad. i alighted one stop late den dunno ended up at some ooh-lu plc, saw so many blagahdesh ppl.. den all de stares freak me out. walk real fast. de worst thg is tt my fone already died. -- yes, no batt. so sway rite? machiam like in forest lidat. argh. i find my way out to de main rd, wanted to hail a cab for last resort liao. den tried walkin down de lane..saw a bus stop along de way..heng there's 135. PHEW! so im here, home swt home liao. if i kena kidnapp den can sae bye-bye in advance here liao. zzz.

actually hav another interview tml for some jobs dealing in de beauty line. but noe wad. de person nv send me de email of de address n his contact number! so how n i suppose to go down tml? shit man. den came home..found out tt my com kena same problem again..de operation aborted thingy..damn sian. it must b suffering from long-term disease liao. n weird things happen. de homepg was set to some porn sites. bloody irritating. i change n re-apply de settings, stil de same. sigh. i dunno how cum i can stil enter my weblog. it beta not hang on me ltr wen i gonna post tis entry. *prays*

sian. i tink my bio clock has changed. lolx. i'll normally b damn tired at tis timing, but now i dun feel so leh. tink im too used to studying at nite tts y. grrr.

not many ppl online now at tis kinda timing..but had a gd chat wif Sharrel. pretty nice convo i tink. some similarities here n there. gee. n i jus realise, she's like living damn near me! lolx..walkin distance..mayb 10 mins walk? n her bro is now in MJR also! gee. small small world.

cum to tink bout how we knew each other, can only describe it to b fate ba. hee. yea, i believe in FATE. tts de only thg i believe i tink. she noes J too. gee. well, its nice tokin to her i must sae. n nice meeting up wif her today too. an impromptu one. hehe. wen ya free, den u cor me for coffee or sth lor! having hols, very free one..hehe..

tis kinda long entry huh? din expect it to b tho. but de more de merrier rite? lolx.. goodnite ppl! i beta go slp liao..its already 2+.. hope all gets sweet dreams kae! de sweeter de better! (suddenly i tout of.. de previous statement doesnt apply to swt talks! sweeter = not better! im very inclined to believe in swt talks!)

enjoy while u can peeps, but do tk care also! many ppl r like getting sick.. :(

P.S Its de next dae liao..wanna wish my cuzzie Eugene, Happie 18th Birthday! All de best in wadever u do man! Jiayou kae! Miss u and sammie lots! :P

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had your heart broken at least once, but you
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Sunday. 11.7.04 11:12 pm
im tired. tired of everythg.

my com got screwed up todae. fark. "operation aborted", "de page cannot be diplayed", "local area connection unplugged" these 3 msgs kp popping out. i totally cant access anythg. yes, its every site. its equivalent to having no com. crap? YES!

my bro had to reformat de com again. sigh. as usual, lost some stuff. de most irritating thg is tt i got to hand in a report tml. now i cant do anythg. i gotta dl everythg again. adobe reader..photoshop..msn..shit..its pratically everythg! even microsoft word! wtf! wen things happen, de worse always happen! sigh. gg to sch early tml liao..

i tink ive been having quite bad luck recently. yest out wif pl, i wen to buy my facial products @ Wheelock. i desperately needed dem. my skin was showing sign of symptoms tt its not getting proper treatment liao. cos i delayed de purchase for kinda long. suppose to b a fast transaction, but i ended up stayin at de shop for like close to 1.5 hr i guess.

bcos.. tt stupid card of mine got cock up again! zzz. 2nd time liao. they swipe my card le, but somehow they void it den try twice. end up they sae it nv got thru their merchant, but wen i check my balance, it gt deducted. so gotta cor de bank, clarify, ask dem transfer bk..blah blah..so ley cheh..dunno if its rite to get frustrated cos mayb it aint their fault at all. argh. wadever. everythg's ok liao. jus tt i wasted my time there lor.

after tt wen to de Nokia Care Centre to check if my adaptator is working ok. cos i dun seem to b able to use it at home. end up, they sae its my fone problem! wth! dunno wad connection thingy..wa lau..sian. lucky, it'll only tk 3 hrs..so i jus send it for repair. de queue number was bloody long..! 27 ppl b4 me, i waited for like 1.5 hrs also! madness man. :(

i tried on de tube i bought de other dae. i looked at de mirror again, den figured tt i look too fat in it. so i din wen out wif it. haha.

c all de lines lines ..on my tummy.. :(

my smile seem to b getting worse..sob.

anyway yest, wen to Lips Cafe for dinner. a late one man. shop too much liao. until 4get bout dinner. haha. we ate..

potato wedges..and

grilled salmon..

well today, de no-more-exams mood have set in. wen out wif my parents n sis in de late noon. family last min plan to go holiday. there goes my plan to work..zzz. anyway, all tix bought liao. headed to People's Park. its gonna b a 6 daes 5 nites trip! yippee! n there's a chance to snorkel!

dunno if my parents gonan let me..but i jus check out. snorkeling is different from scuba diving! its not tt dangerous cos its not going deep down. i reali wanna try...such an exp, cannot forgo leh. n de best thg is tt, my grandma is coming along too! hee. its de first time she's takin a plane wif us. gee. i hope de trip wun b too tired for her. :) meant for her to relax.. :P

well, im kinda lookin forward to it. n i bet my mum is too. she's been lookin at de itinerary over n over again. but my mum has a test b4 we go for de trip. hee. hope she does well man. not easy i believe. life's tough. hmm.

i cant work for long liao. but i managed to find one tt can work for awhile, until weekdays or weekends de. sounds not too bad. gonna try for it. hope can earn some small cash to kp me gg. haha. money gg out, must hav money coming in also. lolx.

i dun like de idea of stayin at home for so long la. mayb i can practice my cookin at home? lolx. but hu's gonna eat n b my guinea pig? zzz. i wan de work experience! sheesh.. after grad, den its permanently workin liao. sian. i wil start earning money by myself! gee.

after settling de travelling stuff, had dinner at de famous "Mei Shi Jie". i like tt place. got those olden daes feelin. :)

here's de outlook..

my ah-balling peanut soup! omg, simply delicious! ro, tempted? lolx..i like sesame paste..gee

mummy ordered wu xiang! also my favourite! yummy..

ordered oyster omelette also. my parent's fav. hee. i only eat de egg. lolx.

bougth popiah also, but forgot to tk pics. hee. n i drank my usual teh-ping. stil taste as nice as b4. lolx.

shopped ard at OG shopping complex after tt. bought a number of stuff den headed home liao..cos brother's tummy is screaming..hee. he's waiting for his dinner at home. lolx.

boo. is she nice? i mean, pretty?

i tink she's pretty leh. but none of my frenz agree wif me. hmm.

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Sunday. 11.7.04 1:47 am
sigh. de mood of 'down-ness' has set in again. WHY?!

wen out wif pl today. to town again. haha. my legs r aching reali bad. nth much to sae jus tt i pop by de store at Far east which i always wanted to check out. for some reason. she's not bad. so much slimmer than me. lolx. n look kinda photogenic too. sigh.

he suddenly msg me today. hah. kinda surprise me. yes, very surprise. lolx. he even said he miss me. bull shit huh? lolx. well, i jus treated as if he din mention tt. cos i noe he dun mean it. told him bout her. he sounded so hapi, which kinda made me sad. haha, wen one is hapi, de other wil be sad? bleah. he gonna check out her shop tml i guess. hmm, tellin him info bout her is de least tt i can do i guess. ? tink i was too naive, n believe his sweet tok, so end up, i feel like shit. cos i noe its all a dream. which wil never cum true.

tis explains de reason for my 'down-ness' i guess. i dunno. i dunno. dun ask me y lidat. i dunno. i dunno. im sad. but i dun haf a choice. i even pretended to be hapi in front of him. typing all de 'haha', 'hehe' in msn. i jus gotta show a gd side of me, de hapi one huh? cos i doubt he noe all this. but well. its oki..

its gonna b 2am..i dunch feel tired. or mayb i cant get to slp. or..wadever..dunno..

its sunday. again..

did i mention.. i hav de urge to learn bike? n also wakeboarding? n i wanna cut my hair? zzz...

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Saturday. 11.6.04 10:17 am
exams r finally over! ... but there's stil a BD report to submit on monday.. *faint*

sigh. sickening rite? so torturous man. paper was average yest. shit la, i kinda black out again. de questions were kinda direct whch is gd, but too many pts in my head until i got kind of blur. so a bit panicky. shit. well, its over. n i tink i shld ENJOY tho ive not reali made a full effort to study well tis term. lolx.

did BD after de paper. whcih was like so sian. mood totally off. i dun hav de motivation to do. argh. but bo bian. zzz. was supposed to mit viv, but hah due to some late sms-es n mis-communication, din manage to mti her.

wen town wif selina, daisie, lynn, lingzi, weiping n jialin. heh new pple tt i noe. lolx. its like, all were goin town lor, so we combine de grp. lolx. was alrite la. crap all de way on de train. den ate at Magic Wok at Far East. always seen tt place but nv wen there b4, so yea finally wen there. lolx.

5 nov marks de end of exam period for everyone, so hah we saw sooo many familiar faces in town. was walkin ard Far East, den bumped into Xiaowei, Sharon etc.. so there was a mini discussion. lolx. walked further up, den we met Stella n her bf. hah. all rotting at Far East huh? lolx. after tt, saw another of selina's fren..buahaha..!

anyway, anyone heard of tis xmas song tt goes sth like "all i wan for xmas is a two front teeth...two front teeth.."?

heh. learn tis song fr selina, which made it seem tt daisie n i dun hav childhood cos only both of us dunno. haha. boo.

was crossing de road walkin towards Paragon, den daisie suggested going into de Rolex shop. !! haha end up, no one dared to. wah de things all quoted in thousands and millions, c our face, cfm cannot afford liao. haha. so we jus shopped ard in Paragon for awhile.

walked down to heerens. pop into de levis shop. saw de new levis jean. not bad leh. tink lynn is aiming for one. hee. damn ex sia. they hav jackets wif de new design too. but de price also 'very nice'. a bit way off my budget. grrr. hmm my cousin is workin in levis i heard, but dunno which outlet. hav yet to ask him. heh prolly i go get some discount. buahaha..anyone wans anythg from levis?

after tt wen over to lips cafe n slack. cos all our legs were complaining. lolx. lingzi ordered tis 'Peachy Bitch' which we kept teasing her. hee. *jokes*
selina left soon to mit her club mates.

wen off to mit peiling after tt at Taka. was quite pissed off wif her bf, so i acc her. cos her bf jus left her alone. haiya long story. dunno wad to advice her also. but its gr8 to see her, cos i haven seen her for like 2-3 mths! hey ger, u look slimmer instead of fatter leh. dun worrie man :)

headed to DFS and looked at branded goods. heh. "its good to look at branded stuffs wen my mood is bad" -> quoted from her. lolx. saw tis Dior bag which attracted both of us. not very ex, considering tt it is from Dior, but heh im saving up for other things at de moment, so guess tt will be put on hold ba. anyone wanna buy me tt for xmas? lolx.. Gucci dun hav new products.. Burberry has tis new collection now..i tink de original stil looks beta. as usual, i dun like de LV service. puts me off. so different from de others. their attitude n stuffs..bleah.

walked to Lido after tt. bought a Mambo tube. heh ive been wanting to buy b4 de exams, hah i finally got to get it. buahaha. its in white tho. (very scared of white tops cos its easy to dirty it)- i admit, im not very clean! lolx.

wanted to settle our dinner but all de places so damn pack. Mos Burger was full of pple. i dunno y. is it always de case? even at 830? n de pasta restaurant opposite was having a long queue. heh. so we wen to Wisma's Coffee Club instead. i din noe it can be so comfy sitting de cushion seat. lolx. cos i always sit de normal chairs type. haha.

tis is prolly de first time i tok so much ba. too long nv catch up le, pl dunno many stuff, so yea, i did most of de tokin. until de cafe closed. wahahah. next time must find those 24 hr cafe. haha. i like those feelin. heh. chilling out wif frenz n catchin up wif their lives. it is a must! esp wen everyone is sooo busy!

sigh. r/s stuff can be quite headache sometimes. ger, dun tink so much ya? i believe things will work out somehow. Where there's a will, there's a way huh? so cheer up k? u always hav tt bubbly smile, so dun get rid of it!

wooh~ im gonna mit peiling again todae. heh today was a planned one. yest wasnt. haha. togeda wif babe. n my manager. lolx. dunno wad he gonna tel us bout insurance. bleah. jus go listen ba. 'entertain' him. he has been calling ever since my exams. so well.

im more like lookin forward to seeing de gers. haha. might be pubbing tonite, anyone? - pl's idea! buahaha..tts always de plan wen ur fren is feelin down. sigh. but not encouraged la. well, c how ba. dun wanna stay out too late too. stil gt my stupid report. :(

hmm de pigs wen to catch Shark Tale yest. sori babes. din felt like watching. mit u all prolly like next wk k? togeda wif Joyce b4 she leaves for Beijing! :)

oh yea, next thursday is a public hol. zouk or cb on wed? im stil undecided over the two. zouk = wif ex colleague. cb = wif poly mates. how how?! shit.

throw a coin? zzz...

i beta get going. to sauna. yeah! no stress there. dun hav to bring notes there to study liao :) gee. i wonder if de lady i use to tok to is there. hope so! =)

enjoy de weekend!

Some thoughts..

~Sometimes, people feel like they're all alone in the world and nobody knows who they really are.

~Sometimes, tears say all that can be said, and understanding comes only with time.

~Love doesn't always end in happily ever after, even if one still loves.

~Some people have the power to change our lives - even after they're no longer a part of it.

~Friendship is a very special thing, fragile at times, easily broken, and not so easy to mend.

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