hi. it has been a total of..five days since my last update. hm. turns out i'm not as nutang dependent as i thought. well, whatever. someone once told me that writing is the equivalent of therapy. i need therapy..hence, maybe this nutang business can help me.

i feel so terrible.

my life doesn't, like, suck or anything. it's better than last year by a lot, and i don't live in a cardboard box out by the 101 freeway. but...my parents are mad at me, my friends are mad at me, my teachers are mad at me, i'm mad at me. GWAR! list of crappy stuff:

--i can't go to the dance tonight...gawd, this is so reminiscent of the only other dance that i bought a ticket to.
--some random cretin hates me for no reason (no...REASON) and has the audacity to blame it on something as lame and irrelevant as 'selective hormones'.
--i took an algebra 3/4 readiness test...and i'm not ready.
--there are only 14 more days of school left.
--i forgot to buy a yearbook.
--i have THREE HUGE TESTS to take on monday...not to mention finals a week after that.
--i have no clothes. it is a struggle to get dressed every morning.

whatever. list of kinda okay stuff:

--in pe class, we're on the swim unit, right? and so the other day, i was getting out of the pool to go run and change early, and then...some guys who will remain unnamed told my pal angelica that i was hot. me! in my glasses with my crappy hair and fat ankles! huzzah.
--i didn't have to pay for the dance ticket this time around.
--i got to hang out with ciara a lot, which is groovy as heck. ciara is..well, she's therapy too. everybody should have a ciara. she's a really cool person. and she says i do know how to dance!
--i am not the only person that thinks ms. chiu can just go rot in hell.
--there's a new degrassi special today.
--the week is finally, finally over.

i gotta go take some advil. on top of everything else, i have a headache.

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ocheeeese, two blocked entries in a row! i am having a really bad week. my parents and i..well, let's just say that we desperately, desperately need counseling of some sort. and TOMORROW is el dia de madre (mother's day...did i actually say it correctly in spanish?)! talk about a bust. anyway, my mom isn't getting jack from me. i'm mad at her. and broke. and too old to pass off macaroni as a gift. dang it...i miss the years when it was a class project to make presents for every single holiday, and i didn't have to worry about not being well-equipped for, like, thanksgiving or something (who remembers those fingerprint turkeys? awww). well, my parents never liked whatever it was i made them anyway. "oooh! hoity toity! we are too good for your homely pictoor frame and your cheap-arse glue covered card! we want jewels and a hummer and a big screen tv!" yanno that saying, the one about it being the thought that counts? yeah..i don't think my parents have heard it.

stupid spoiled adults.

...in retrospect, i'd be pretty pissed off if they gave me a plastic beaded bracelet that they made at work for, like, my birthday. maybe it's not okay to do that to people and expect them to appreciate it. after all, i don't live in a disney channel movie. it is soooo not fully the thought that counts. hell no! if i came to your party, and gave you, um, nothing but like, a high five, would we still be friends?

thought so! wow, mother's day is gonna suck. d'you think it's too late to run to the grocery store and buy mom an apron with a recipe on it or something?

edit, whores--> thanks to alton for another verrrrry long quizzy. i am not asking you to read the whole thing. i wouldn't read the whole thing if i was you. but..yanno...whatever floats your boat...

A - Age You Act: um. i act older than i really am. thank gawd! who wants to be prepubescent?
B - Band: coldplay.
C - Choice Of Meat: uh. fish. i lurve fish. or steak!
D - Dream Date: hmm. let us see. either..shia le beouf or orlando bloom. *giggle*
E - Excites You: excites me how? is this appropriate?
F - Favorite Food: nooooo, please don't make me deciiiide...i just like food in general.
G - Greatest Gift: my computer, without which this moment would not be possible.
H - Happiest Day Of Your Life: i know i've had one. i just don't remember when it was.
I - Internal conflicts: oooooh! getting dressed every morning. and wondering about my eyeliner, and if it's too grody. and my hair! aaagh. my haaaiiirrr...
J - Jealous: i am jealous of the olsen twins. stupid billionaires.
K - Kool Aid: oh, GAG. powdered beverage! ewwwww!

L - Love: love is harsh. i hate it. i hate love.
M - Most Valuable Thing You Own: uhhh...uhhh..personal value or value on eBay?
N - Nicknames: binkie, bb, b, bizonca, beyonce, sexy mama (i made the last one up, heh...but you can still call me that...)
O - Outfit I Love: oh, um. i have this dream outfit that i must own before fall of my junior year. it's, like, this black turtleneck sweater, but not one of those ugly ginormous knitted ones, and a red plaid pleated skirt--a really short skirt--with killer spike heel black boots that go all the way to my knees. *drool* would i not look totally sassy in said outfit? YES! must..purchase...
P - Pizza Topping: pepperoni. what else?
Q - Question I want to ask: um...why. i mean! why?
R - Roots: ...huh?
S - Sport to watch: oooh. vomit. i hate sports.
T - TV show: i have so many favorites, but if i had to choose, i'd go with degrassi.

U - Unique habits: i wouldn't call it unique, but i am addicted to chewing gum.
V - View from the window: the street. where i live, it's really creepy cuz every house is pretty much the same. if you ignore that part, though, it's kinda nice-ish.
W - Weather I Love: hot weather. when it's cold outside, you're ALWAYS cold, no matter how many layers you wear. when it's hot, you can walk around in, like, nothing, and it's totally okay.
Y - Yesterday's best meal: a SANDWICH. a turkey sandwich on a crusty french baguette with dijon mustard, romaine lettuce, honey roasted turkey, hothouse tomatoes, gourmet swiss cheese, and pickles. *pause* i should make commercials. that was the most beautiful thing i've ever read.
Z - Zodiac Sign: wait. is this..what is this?
-Now-
Current mood: tired.
Current taste: umm..spit?
Current hair: TERRIBLE. uggh.my hair sucks out loud. necesito a salon, rapido!
Current clothes: a yellow t-shirt and jeans. i should change into my pjs. it's, like, 11:42 in the pm.
Current annoyance: my tummy. it's all cramped because of feminine issues. *grimace* it sucks to be a chick.
Current thing I ought to be doin: sleeping
Current windows open: none. it's too cold.
Current desktop picture: lemme go check. uhh..wow, i ought to change it. now it's a picture of this really pretty purple flower in a rain storm.

Current favorite band: i have half a mind to delete this question. repetition pisses me off.
Current book: ooh! what have i read lately? gawd. i fall in love with, like, everything. but let's just go with harry potter.
Current cd in stereo: coldplay-a rush of blood to the head.
Current crush: i'd rather not say, because, um. well, i owe you no explanation! hmmph.
Current favorite celeb: uhhh. uhhh! lindsay lohan?
Current hate: my parents. stupid jerks.
-Do I-
Smoke?: ewwww. gross me green, like totally. ( i stole that from somewhere! guess who said it..)
Do drugs? see above.
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: nah, but i do have dreams that i really liked and WISH would come back.
Remember your first love?: sure.
Still love him/her?: probably. but i think it's a different kind of love now.
Read the newspaper?: yeah, actually. sometimes it's interesting!
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: yeah.
Believe in miracles?: absolutely.
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: i guess, but maybe not for me. i am so fickle.
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: hell no. well, maybe to a certain extent. but if you piss me off, or do something i don't like, you best believe i'm gonna tell you!
Consider love a mistake?: nah.
Like the taste of alcohol?: never tried it.
Have a favorite candy?: i really like gum, but i don't think it qualifies. so maybe cookies and cream hershey bars, even though i'm allergic to chocolate. *guilty grin*
Believe in astrology?: nah. but i believe in harry potter!
Believe in magic?: omg. i swear i didn't see this question when i wrote the harry potter thing.
Believe in God?: definitely.
Have any pets: a kitty! her name is raja.
Go to or plan to go to college: yeah, but i probably won't get into the one i want to. my grades kind of...um...well, they aint great. at least my standardized test scores kick arse!
Have any piercings?: two, but they closed.
Have any tattoos?: i want one i want one i waaannnt onnneee.
Hate yourself: all the time.
Have an obsession?: noooo, pshaw! that is ridiculous. i am not OBSESSIVE. well, maybe sometimes...like, puliatch told me i was obsessed about the musical. and i was kind of obsessed with harry potter. and michael jackson. and vic--lets stop here!
Have a secret crush?: i have a big mouth, so nope. no secret crushes.
Do they know yet?: ahhh! i don't know. i have a crush on a different person every other week.
Have a best friend?: i WOULD say my mother, but i hate her. so no! i have no best friends. just a lot of really good friends.
Wish on stars?: not anymore. now i use pennies and fountains! and holding my breath in tunnels.
Care about looks?: gawd, i could not be more shallow.

-Love Life-
First crush: um...wow, i don't recollect.
Single or attached?: is there a place for abstention?
Ever been in love?: i think so.
Do you believe in love at first sight?: it’s all lust, yo.
Do you believe in "the one?": yeah...even though it's corny as heck.
Describe your ideal significant other: ooh. they'd have to be really nice, and funny, and sensitive, and cute, and have really nice eyes, and get along with my parents, and be smart, and..there is no guy on earth like this. screw it.

-Juicy Stuff-
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing?: uh. i had to take off my gloves to play monopoly one time.
Have you ever been intoxicated?: not with alcohol.
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": nope! i am so slick.
Are you a tease?: i hope so. then i'd be really hot.
Shy to make the first move?: it depends on the situation. i alternate between being really bold and really shy.

-Word Association-
Rubber: condoms.
Rock: hard.
Green: gas.
Wet: ice.
Cry: tears.
Peanut: butterjunkie! hah.
Hay: lay
Cold: koolaid. ew.
Steamy: hot
Fast: speedy
Freaky: dude
Rain: a river
Bite: me
Blow: me. wait! omg. i have such a dirty mind.

-Appearance-
Hair: black
Eyes: also black. or just really, really dark brown.
Height: 5' 7". i'm gonna be soooo tall when i grow up..dang it.

-Last thing you-
Bought: popcorn at the movies.
Ate & drank: green tea and soup.
Read: my answer to that question about the sandwich. drooool...
Watched on tv: an et special on the olsen twins. i hate them..but i fear them...

-Either/Or-
Club or houseparty: house party! remind me to have one.
Beer or cider: cider. it's really cozy.
Drinks or shots: drinks. soft drinks. like, soda.
Cats or dogs: uhhh...uhh...i'm a cog person. i love them both.
Single or taken: you already asked me this horrible, horrible question.
Pen or pencil: pen.
Gloves or mittens: gloves. i am too old for mittens. *sneer*
Food or candy: food! all the time, baby.
Cassette or CD: cd. eww, cassettes. i think it's safe to call those 'retro'.
Coke or pepsi: pepsi, biatch!
This or that: this.

-Who Do You Want To-
Kill: ooooh. see my hit list. no, just kidding! but i actually do want to kill people sometimes.
Get really wasted with: i don't want to get 'wasted'. jeez.
Look like: halle berry. or deon from clueless.
Be like: the olsen twins! even though i despise them.
Avoid: my list is too extensive, and this quiz is already taking forever.

-Last Person You-
Talked to: rick. against my will.
Hugged: my..ummm...i don't remember! aaahhh!
Instant messaged: rick. even though i didn't want to.
Kissed: well. maybe i kissed the last person i hugged.

-Where Do You-
Eat: anywhere it is not prohibited. except the bathroom...like, yuck.
Cry: well, let's see. whenever someone makes me feel bad, i hold in my tears until i reach my designated area, and then i cry. *sarcasm*
Wish You Were: anywhere but here.


-Have You Ever-
Dated one of your best friends? oh, no.
Loved somebody so much it made you cry? harry potter.
Drank alcohol? NO! no no. no. just say no.
Done drugs? *sigh* sadly, yes. advil. and tylenol pm.
Broken the law? yep.
Ran away from home? i keep threatening to, but i just write farewell letters and then go hide in my closet until i get hungry.
Broken a bone? my skull! hah, beat that.
Played truth or dare? duuuh. who HASN'T?
Kissed someone you didn't know? hell no.
Been in a fight? all the time. like, everyday.
Came close to dying? i almost drowned. but then i didn't..drown! so yeah.

-What is-
The most embarrassing CD in your collection?: the o-town cd. either that or celine dion.
Your bedroom like?: well, right now, it is a hell hole. gawd, i don't think i've ever seen it so crappy looking before.
Your favorite thing for breakfast?: spaghetti. or fruity pebbles! or bagels. or cherry turnovers.
Your favorite restaurant?: pasta pomodoro, il fornaio, and anywhere that fine sushi is sold.

-Random questions-
What's on your bedside table?: a lamp, my jewelry box, and a paper origami thingie that rebecca made me.
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?: whatever's in the fridge, duh.
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie?: oh, anything. i cry over stupid stuff. like, um. i cried during legally blonde.
What is your biggest fear?: not being accepted. and getting enormously fat. even though i already am enormously fat.
What feature are you most insecure about?: my whole body.
Do you ever have to beg?: no! begging is for pathetic losers.
Are you a pyromaniac?: nah. kosta says that people who like fire are sexually frustated. *wink*
Do you have too many love interests?: hey. i'm not a player. i just crush a lot.
Crushes? omgggg. the irony.
Do you know anyone famous?: maybe. i don't know.
Describe your bed: well, i sleep on it. currently it is unmade and piled with clothes.
Spontaneous or plain?: spontaneous! yay spontaineity.
Do you know how to play poker?: no, but i am familiar with blackjack.
What do you carry with you at all times?: my cell phone and eye drops.
How do you drive?: i don't...i don't drive. *sad*
What do you miss most about being little?: the lack of obligations and stress and responsibility, and the fact that guys could be just your friends, and that you could wear the same thing for a month and it'd be okay.
Are you happy with your given name?: yeah, sure. it could be worse.
How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year?: a million billion dollars.
What color is your bedroom?: white.
What was the last song you were listening to?: 'real love', by...i don't know.
Do you talk a lot?: HECKS yeah. it's crazy! liiike, once i start? i can't stop! like with potato chips. i really dig potato chips, even though they're fattening. i'm trying to lay off fattening foods. like, cuz two weeks ago? i was at this party...
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself?: nope!
Do you think you're cute?: sometimes, but not right now. right now i look terrible.
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you? yeah. hell-o, get a job!
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person?: nope. i'm a biznatch and i know it.
Do you spend more time with your girlfriend, boyfriend, or your friends?: my friends, yo!
What is the first thing you think when you see two gay guys or lesbians holding hands?: uh. honestly? it freaks me out.

who ends a quiz with a question like that? jeeez. anyway, this stupid thing took me two hours. i'm going to bed.

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Bubbles4581 [8:13 PM]: Hey guuuurl, what's crackin'?
TRYtoNONconform [8:13 PM]: wusuuuuuup!!
Bubbles4581 [8:14 PM]: oh, pssshhh, you know! stuff.
TRYtoNONconform [8:14 PM]: you knoooow, lol
Bubbles4581 [8:15 PM]: aw, fo sho! so, lyyyyke, what be up in the hizzle wit my guuuurl?
TRYtoNONconform [8:15 PM]: lol...nothing...lol...silly....yeah, nothing, im hungry
Bubbles4581 [8:15 PM]: i am so full, it's like, gross.
Bubbles4581 [8:16 PM]: i had four slices of pizza and two bowls of cocoa puffs.
Bubbles4581 [8:16 PM]: and my face is all swollen from eating chocolate.
TRYtoNONconform [8:16 PM]: omg...
TRYtoNONconform [8:16 PM]: i can never eat that much...
TRYtoNONconform [8:16 PM]: well, not all in one sitting
Bubbles4581 [8:17 PM]: one time! i had three turkey sandwiches, half a loaf of french bread, two bowls of cereal, and a granola bar.
Bubbles4581 [8:17 PM]: with sporadic trips to the bathroom and several glasses of water.
TRYtoNONconform [8:17 PM]: omg...
TRYtoNONconform [8:18 PM]: thats weird
TRYtoNONconform [8:18 PM]: lol
Bubbles4581 [8:18 PM]: i feel gross.
Bubbles4581 [8:18 PM]: like...ill.
TRYtoNONconform [8:18 PM]: aw, its ok...
TRYtoNONconform [8:18 PM]: oh
TRYtoNONconform [8:18 PM]: well..hmm
Bubbles4581 [8:19 PM]: i should go make myself puke.
Bubbles4581 [8:19 PM]: i'm about to anyway.
Bubbles4581 [8:19 PM]: and omggggg, it's after six!
TRYtoNONconform [8:20 PM]: ewww
Bubbles4581 [8:20 PM]: that means i won't digest anything...and i'll be bloated and gassy in the morning.
TRYtoNONconform [8:20 PM]: oh...k
TRYtoNONconform [8:20 PM]: lol
Bubbles4581 [8:20 PM]: erfgrwoufgwof
TRYtoNONconform [8:20 PM]: your body doesnt stop digesting....
TRYtoNONconform [8:20 PM]: ever...
TRYtoNONconform [8:20 PM]: you just shouldnt eat after 7 30
TRYtoNONconform [8:20 PM]: which i always do...and im not huge
Bubbles4581 [8:21 PM]: you are SO.
Bubbles4581 [8:21 PM]: you are a fat cow.
TRYtoNONconform [8:21 PM]: i know...
TRYtoNONconform [8:21 PM]: but im not a whale
Bubbles4581 [8:21 PM]: i keed! i am joking. you are no cow.
Bubbles4581 [8:21 PM]: you are not even a pig.
Bubbles4581 [8:21 PM]: you're a tree. a twiggish, skinny tree.
TRYtoNONconform [8:22 PM]: lol
TRYtoNONconform [8:22 PM]: shuddup
TRYtoNONconform [8:22 PM]: you bean pole
Bubbles4581 [8:22 PM]: i MEAN it!
TRYtoNONconform [8:22 PM]: no!
Bubbles4581 [8:23 PM]: did you call me a bean pole?
Bubbles4581 [8:23 PM]: bean poles are moderately fat.
TRYtoNONconform [8:23 PM]: yes...as in small pole
Bubbles4581 [8:23 PM]: *sniff*
TRYtoNONconform [8:24 PM]: no they arent, you weirdo
Bubbles4581 [8:24 PM]: are so!
Bubbles4581 [8:24 PM]: the asian ones hecksta are.
TRYtoNONconform [8:25 PM]: ....
TRYtoNONconform [8:25 PM]: haha
Bubbles4581 [8:25 PM]: but..let us not speak of such things...
TRYtoNONconform [8:25 PM]: ok
TRYtoNONconform [8:25 PM]: right
Bubbles4581 [8:25 PM]: i suddenly crave...chinese food.
Bubbles4581 [8:25 PM]: and food is not good!
Bubbles4581 [8:25 PM]: i am gonna start consuming ice.
TRYtoNONconform [8:25 PM]: lol...ok
Bubbles4581 [8:25 PM]: that way, when i get hungry after six, i eat...ice.
TRYtoNONconform [8:25 PM]: ew...
TRYtoNONconform [8:25 PM]: i could never
Bubbles4581 [8:27 PM]: eat ice?
Bubbles4581 [8:27 PM]: it's like drinking water
TRYtoNONconform [8:27 PM]: but...its...i dunno
TRYtoNONconform [8:27 PM]: i couldnt get full on ice...
Bubbles4581 [8:27 PM]: sure you can.
Bubbles4581 [8:27 PM]: you could eat nothing but ice for three days and not get hungry.
TRYtoNONconform [8:27 PM]: no...
TRYtoNONconform [8:28 PM]: lol
Bubbles4581 [8:28 PM]: i'd try it, but, um...
Bubbles4581 [8:28 PM]: lack of ice.
Bubbles4581 [8:28 PM]: anyway, you can make it fun!
Bubbles4581 [8:28 PM]: think popsicles...or sno cones...
Bubbles4581 [8:28 PM]: :-)
TRYtoNONconform [8:28 PM]: haha
TRYtoNONconform [8:28 PM]: hm...
Bubbles4581 [8:28 PM]: i should eat more sno cones.
Bubbles4581 [8:28 PM]: hecksta healthy, yo.
TRYtoNONconform [8:29 PM]: lol....yes, but you would get fat from the sugary flavor
Bubbles4581 [8:29 PM]: it
Bubbles4581 [8:29 PM]: *it's just syrup
Bubbles4581 [8:29 PM]: not lard.
TRYtoNONconform [8:29 PM]: so, you can still get fat on it...cuz its sugar
Bubbles4581 [8:29 PM]: water cancels it out as far as i'm concerned.
TRYtoNONconform [8:31 PM]: lol...suer
TRYtoNONconform [8:31 PM]: *sure
Bubbles4581 [8:31 PM]: well, what do you suggest as an alternative?
TRYtoNONconform [8:31 PM]: um...food
TRYtoNONconform [8:31 PM]: maybe
Bubbles4581 [8:31 PM]: i should just eat salad.
TRYtoNONconform [8:31 PM]: why
Bubbles4581 [8:31 PM]: i like salad!
TRYtoNONconform [8:32 PM]: ew, skinny skeleton people are icky
Bubbles4581 [8:32 PM]: i'm not skeleton-ish, though.
Bubbles4581 [8:32 PM]: not by a long shot.
Bubbles4581 [8:32 PM]: and salads are healthy anyway.
TRYtoNONconform [8:32 PM]: and dont become like that
Bubbles4581 [8:32 PM]: chock full of antioxidants and protein!
TRYtoNONconform [8:32 PM]: but if you eat a lot...then...
TRYtoNONconform [8:32 PM]: i dunno
Bubbles4581 [8:33 PM]: >:o
TRYtoNONconform [8:33 PM]: but i g2g eat
TRYtoNONconform [8:33 PM]: ill bbl
Bubbles4581 [8:33 PM]: kk
Bubbles4581 [8:33 PM]: eat salad!!
TRYtoNONconform [8:33 PM]: lol, are you saying im fat?!?!
Bubbles4581 [8:33 PM]: no..but salad is healthy!
Bubbles4581 [8:33 PM]: antioxidants and protein!
TRYtoNONconform [8:33 PM]: so
TRYtoNONconform [8:34 PM]: shuddup!
Bubbles4581 [8:34 PM]: go eat salad.
Bubbles4581 [8:34 PM]: or blueberries!
TRYtoNONconform [8:34 PM]: SHUT UP!!
Bubbles4581 [8:34 PM]: whaaaat?
Bubbles4581 [8:34 PM]: i am merely looking out for you.
TRYtoNONconform [8:35 PM]: no!
TRYtoNONconform [8:35 PM]: i hafta go! bye
Bubbles4581 [8:35 PM]: bye!
Bubbles4581 [8:35 PM]: salad!
Bubbles4581 [8:35 PM]: blueberries!
TRYtoNONconform [8:35 PM]: no!!!!!!!
Bubbles4581 [8:35 PM]: vitamins!
Bubbles4581 [8:35 PM]: healthy!
Bubbles4581 [8:35 PM]: no junk!
TRYtoNONconform [8:35 PM]: shhhhhh
Bubbles4581 [8:35 PM]: oh, fine. go die, then.
Bubbles4581 [8:35 PM]: see if i care.
TRYtoNONconform [8:35 PM]: fine!

i don't understand why people don't appreciate me more. i just try to help. that's all i do.

anyway! um. what was i gonna say? oh! i owe you updates of a charlie brown nature. to be entirely frank, it was really groovy. there was a lot of backstage drama (and i don't mean acting) but that's to be expected. it happens with everything, because when you squish a bunch of tired teenagers and stressed out teachers together, it equals a disaster waiting to happen. despite all of our indiscretions, however, every night was a success. i am mad at my parents though for not letting me go out partying afterwards. when do i ever ask to do any brand of 'partying'? it was not even in my vocabulary before this year. POOT. and progress reports didn't help a smidgeon--divide the number five in half and you'll have my gpa (i consider myself an idiot savant...yanno. a stupid genius). but whatever--the 'rents were still semi-gracious enough to let me go to rehearsals and whatnot.

i have a newfound power. not a suuuuuperpower--i can't fly yet--but a power that lies dormant within all of us. i unlocked...my intimidation factor! some people, like ciara, have been aware of their potential for a very long time. and then there are the biancas of the world, who have only recently discovered that they, too, possess the capability to scare the bejeezus out of people. i owe my dear tutor a big thanks. if i wasn't trying to be pretend-pissed at him, and if i wasn't gifted in the areas of acting (just kidding...i am mediocre) then i would never have uncovered my angry side. much love to the tutors of america. you are a blessed bunch.

wellllll, off to fold laundry! (what else? *sigh* i need to go on strike or something) until next time...

lurve and other indoor sports,
*B*

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i stole the title from the shoutbox, since nirvana doesn't fit into the category of music that i normally listen to.

anyway! sorry about the lack of updates. it's been charlie brown week, and omgggg has stuff been hectic. i'd jump into details, but then i'd be shot in a dark alley and/or die of sleep deprivation. so let's wait till tomorrow!

see you in the am.

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