I just stuffed myself silly with salad. I've been doing my best to make healthy choices for healthy living since I weighed myself at one of those GNC scales and saw the results. It made my heart hurt. So since then [which was around April or May, I'm not sure] I've been making wiser choices when it came to what I ate, drank and whatnot. I've been supplementing myself with Animal Cuts, NO2 [as of late last week], and Muscle Milk before working out/going to bed. I think that stack works out very very well. On another note, college resumes again come Monday. Reduced hours at work, but at least I'm getting my learn on. 15.5 units to be exact. And what's even better is that one of the classes don't resume until November. So that gives me plenty of time to focus on my other classes. San Diego weather has been pretty comfortable for the most part. A little chilly in the morning, then the sun and heat starts to pick up by early afternoon. It's actually quite refreshing. Now it's time to get back to work.

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College starts all over again a week from tomorrow and I don't know if I'm more excited to start to get it over with or to occupy all the times in between. I guess I can say that I was productive this summer. I accomplished a couple of things. Nothing in specific, but let's just say I achieved a goal or two at least. Emotionally, physically and mentally I feel stable. It took and will continue to take a whole mess of hard work, but it does definitely pay off. This summer has been quite a 'transition' period in my perspective. A lot of people are nonexistent in my life now as it stands, and I wouldn't have it any other way honestly. I know damn well I contributed to it being this way, but it takes TWO to make things the way they are. And when neither side gives a fcuk anymore, then hey, all the better for me. I'm glad that THEY all still get 'along' with one another. No really. I mean it. Really I do. NOT. Friends huh. Smells like bullsiht to me. It does make me look back in retrospect at the better times, then reality btich slaps me in the face and forces me to realize that SIHT TALKERS ARE NOT FRIENDS. It still amazes me how much faith I had for each and every one of those special cases. But not anymore. I guess I was never meant to be friends with such low people anyway. Talking to one another yet not to me, taking sides even after everything doesn't help either. But I'm just venting to myself. No one will ever truly understand me when I rant like this. Everything in this entry is and any following will always be one sided because it is how I feel. But even through the rain, I can still hold my head up high and thank God for blessing me with loving parents, and some of the best friends any person could have. Even if I can count them with both hands, I would rather have that then an unchanged THEM anyday.

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