...to get through till 2 years! i'm excited. just can't wait for friday to come around. :-D

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so i've come to one very important realization over the past year and so months (ever since i started at northwest)......i hate my job! tragic isnt it :-/

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have been pretty difficult. i really really hate not being able to eat normal. just about everything i want to eat i'm not allowed to. then when i do try to eat it takes me so long and so much effort i get tired of trying before i'm even full, so i never feel satisfied. my family isnt helping either. they keep forgetting and make me food i cant eat yet. and this is all so frustrating i'm getting upset over stupid things so easily. i've felt so useless and horrible with everything, like i cant do anything right. then i feel bad cuz me feeling bad just makes it hard on the people around me and taking care of me. they keep having to help me feel better again when i shouldnt be feeling bad in the first place. i cant wait till i start feeling better about myself again.

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so i got all 4 of my wisdom teeth yanked out this morning. to be honest, i was so scared going in there today but the operation wasnt as bad as i thought. it went faster than i thought too. they had originally told me it'd be like 2 hours but it was only an hour and a half. i woke up from the anesthesia crying though. i didnt see sank and i wanted him there, so i was crying and asking for him so they had to go into the lobby and get him. other than that things went smoothly. all the rules they have on what you cant do sure do suck though. hopefully they'll heal up quickly and things will be back to normal. it sure was nice today having sank with me, and i sure am glad i have him with me tomorrow too. i'm pretty out of it now, better start heading off to bed.

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i feel like shit. i hate getting worked up over stupid things. and i hate having to feel guilty about feeling bad about something. sometimes i just cant help it, and i thought i was doing better with talking things out but i guess i was wrong. its just not something that comes naturally to me and i try but i just cant sometimes. i dont know how to say what i want to. which upsets people but i dont know what else to do. i'm better than i use to be about it, just not good enough yet, i guess. i hope i wake up feeling better, or tomorrow isnt going to end any better than today did.

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my, oh, my. there's been a few things bothering me lately, like really bothering me. some more irritating than anything else, and i feel like a have a damn good reason to be upset by them. but others....i'm just being stupid (i hope). to make it worse i know its stupid to be bothered by them, but of course i cant help it. i'm not set up for a very good week either. got a doctor's visit tomorrow, followed by a dentist visit the next day. i hope things clear up, and these stupid appointments go well. i'm tired of being strung out over stuff.

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