i definitely ate waaaaaaay too much today. my stomach hurt all during work tonight. i had waffles a plenty for breakfast and then waffles and ice for a snack later. then! i topped it all off with a tuna sandwich before i left for work. add in a few sour patch kids on the drive there and you have the perfect recipe for not so awesome stomach feeling. but you know what......when i got home i stuffed myself some more! yummy yummy, fish sticks and popcorn shrimp. of course my stomach still hurts thanks to that, but it was so worth it. and i plan to do it all over again tomorrow.

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things seem to be getting better. finally got the thermostat in my car replaced (after one failed attempt dad finally decided to come out and show us all how it was done....go dad!) sooooooo my overheating problem is solved....i hope, dont want to jinx it though. i've said my car was fixed plenty of times and things kept going wrong. still dont have any heat in it though. that's kind of a pain. i do have a busted headlight i have to fix though, but that will be quick and easy.
other than car stuff not too much out of the ordinary has been going on. still get to hang out with sank everyday *huge smile* that keeps me going most days, especially when things are looking bad in other aspects. however, school has started for just about everybody now, so i dont get to hang out with others during the week like i was getting use to during break. i'll just have to make the most out of my weekends to make up for it.
ooooooh yes! i did find out that my best friend will be home for next christmas and new years. i know its a long way off but i cant wait for her to come back. plus after her leave she'll still be in the U.S. for awhile at DLI. maybe i'll get to take a vaction and visit for ahwile. *crosses fingers*

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i've been so stressed out about so much lately i've been letting every stupid little thing get to me. i hate being like that, which of course makes it worse cuz i end up mad at myself for being this way. tonight i freaked out about....well, nothing. it was nothing that should have ever bothered me and i knew this, but as hard as i tried it still got to me. and i made someone worry. made him worry and feel bad about stuff that he shouldnt have had to deal with, and had no reason to feel bad for. i feel really shitty about it happening and i wish it hadnt. i wish i could just get away for awhile. take a break from my life. not necessarily everyone or everything in it, but just have some time where i didnt have to be responsible for everything......i really just need a break from worrying.

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so i've been down the past few days, and i really dont know why. there's no specific reason, i guess just a lot of little things building up. my car is prolly one of the biggest issues bothering me. it has so many problems and they keep all hitting at once....well actually it just seems to have one problem that keeps coming back in different forms. i definitely feel like i'm fighting a losing battle with it. sometimes i just want to kick it or hit it with some thing......really, really hard!
most likely the other thing getting to me the most is my parents. in the last several years we've had some ups and downs. right now things just seems to be getting worse and worse between us though. we just dont see eye to eye on much anymore. i hate feeling restricted and its like they're tighten down even harder now. they're pretty much totally cutting me off, not going to help me with anything, and making me pay for everything myself. however, they still want me to abide by all their rules. it just doesnt seem fair to me. the more independent they're forcing me to be it seems the more i should be able to decide what i get to/want to do. *sigh* unfortunately i dont think they're ever going to see it that way, so i'll can hope for now is getting out of the house (which is a whole other problem of its own).
well, i think that's enough depressing talk for one night.

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well....today was a pretty sweet day. i finally got out of the house for the day. i hate being trapped at home all the time, and having no car never helps. anyways, i hung out at sank's all day......and it was a blast! watched some scrubs while he made me an awesome breakfast and then kit came and we watched the movie kids. now this movie isnt a bad movie but its definitely not about a very pleasant subject. then later on we walked down to the mc donalds and got some lunch with brett. thankfully work wasnt bad tonight so it didnt ruin my good mood from today. plus i'm excited to have my car fixed tomorrow. i'll once again be free!

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today sucked, my car hates me, and to top it all off it was an incredibly shitty day at work. i have no one to talk to cuz i cant get through to sank cuz of retarded networks so i might as weel just go straight to bed and hope i wake up feeling not so bad tomorrow.

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