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Name: Ashley
Birthday: 4.17.86 Location: Hershey, Pennsylvania Info: Lacrosse is the big thing i do in my life. I played for the capital team at the keystone state games. I currently play varsity at Hershey High School, and next year I will be goalie at Drexel. I love cars. (dream cars are vw gti vr6, VW Rabbit gti, '93 vw corrado, bmw z3, audi tt, acura nsx, and mitsubishi 3000gt. . . oh and any kind of porshe, ferrari, or lamborghini) i love my sexy boy dustin. i cant wait to finish high school so i get to see him more. and yeah that is about it. i have a boring life Member Since: July 23, 2003 The Real Profile: ::is here:: Now Playing
Deftones - My Own Summer Countdown
days untill . . . unbelievable. days untill drexel days untill OC with Joe I Like You Random Deep Thought
I hope life is not one big joke, because if it is. . .i dont get it. Now Serving Number: please take a number and have a seat. | alone Thursday. 1.13.05 9:57 pm its amazing how alone you can feel when there are millions of people around you. Comment! (5) | Recommend! (1) Thursday. 11.18.04 6:20 pm The Mayans had invented a primitive form of the telephone; today, it is known as bulimia.
wow, not funny. Comment! (1) | Recommend! Engagement Friday. 8.27.04 3:20 pm So i'm officially engaged now. I told my mom and she seemed happy about it. I've never been so very very happy before. Before we got engaged Joe and I had some talks about college, money, and the future. We always came to the conclusion that things would be okay and that everything would work out. So one night we were laying in bed and he asked me something he asked me quite often. "Would it bother you if I didn't make much money?" i told he that of course it wouldnt (this is something we had talked about before. then he asked me "Would you be happy if i loved you this much for ever?" i told him of course i would be. then he asked me if i would marry him. it was so spectacular. i of course said yes. Things between us have gone the whole way from terrible to unbelievable. he has seen me at my worst and i have seen him at his worst. my depression is gone. i dont even take meds anymore. i dont feel the need to. im unbelievable happy. happy with my life, happy with him. .. a little nervous about going to college . . . excited for the future. but everything is (cliche) perfect. but it's true. im just so freking happy! Comment! (4) | Recommend! June 14th 2005 Friday. 8.20.04 12:01 am It's going to be unbelievable. My life. . . everything. I'm so happy. Comment! (1) | Recommend! fight Wednesday. 8.4.04 5:02 pm my dad and i got in a fight last night. he told me he refused to help pay for tuition becuase he didnt get a say in where i chose to go to college. then he admitted that even if he did get a say and i had still chosen drexel he probebly wouldnt have payed. i told him that it wasnt fair that he should put all of it on my mom but all he did was be a complete ass and made me cry. i wrote him this note last night:
Dad, You try and defend yourself saying how you paid child support and you are divorced from my mom and so you aren’t going to help her. Well . . . 1) the amount of child support you paid was not THAT much although you seem to claim it was. That is . . . when you did pay– how much in arrears were you? One thousand? Two thousand? You were ONE person. Mom had to raise Karen and I and take care of herself. And you were too “broke” to freaking pay the sixty-four dollars a week? And how do you think Mom was making out? Let me break it down for you. Rent: $400; Utilities: $400; Clothes: $200 each every school year; Breakfast, Lunch and Dinner for us every day; Field Trips; Doctors Bills (up until recently when she FORCED you to help pay only after she paid $250 out of pocket); School Supplies; Movies . . . do I need to go on? She didn’t ask you to help with ANY of that stuff. And some how you think your sixty-four dollars a week (what is that 32 per kid?) was going to cover all that? And now when she FINALLY sits her struggling to pay for college asking you to help chip in whatever you can (not half not 40% which is what your income is compared to hers . . . yes she tells me about all the court visits and what is said) you freaking REFUSE. One word comes to mind, cheap. It is sickening, honestly sickening, that a father would do that to his children. You aren’t hurting mom at all you are hurting us. And you are too stubborn to realize that. It really upsets me that I have to sit here and say all this to you but I am completely sick of being treated like a burden rather than a child. If money is such a huge issue in your life that you can’t even help me become the best that I can be, than keep it. I don’t want it. Keep your goddamn money and shut up. Quite bitching about my choice of college, how you didn’t help pick, and how it is so much money. Just keep your money because it is obviously what makes you happy. -Ashley Comment! (1) | Recommend! hehe PROTECTED!!! Wednesday. 7.28.04 11:56 pm Comment! (0) | Recommend! |