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Today I Feel Me
Name: Ashley
Birthday: 4.17.86 Location: Hershey, Pennsylvania Info: Lacrosse is the big thing i do in my life. I played for the capital team at the keystone state games. I currently play varsity at Hershey High School, and next year I will be goalie at Drexel. I love cars. (dream cars are vw gti vr6, VW Rabbit gti, '93 vw corrado, bmw z3, audi tt, acura nsx, and mitsubishi 3000gt. . . oh and any kind of porshe, ferrari, or lamborghini) i love my sexy boy dustin. i cant wait to finish high school so i get to see him more. and yeah that is about it. i have a boring life Member Since: July 23, 2003 The Real Profile: ::is here:: Now Playing
Deftones - My Own Summer Countdown
days untill . . . unbelievable. days untill drexel days untill OC with Joe I Like You Random Deep Thought
I hope life is not one big joke, because if it is. . .i dont get it. Now Serving Number: please take a number and have a seat. | Frustration. Day 3. 8.12.03 @ 12:01 am Comment! (1) | Recommend! The Sad Realization. Day 2. 8.11.03 @ 10:48 am I went to bed last night feeling something less than happy, and i woke up this morning. . . pretty much feeling the same. there are so many things that have been bothering me lately. so many things that despite everything i just cant fix. it is so frustrating becuase i want to be in control. i want to be able to change all these things i hate, but i cant. whether it is laziness, the fact i dont feel motivated, fear, denial. . .whatever it is i cant do anything. it makes me feel kind of helpless and useless. i have all this loathing and there isnt anything i can do. Comment! (1) | Recommend! Alone Again. Back to Day 1. 8.10.03 @ 11:3 So im back to day one. two weeks of being alone. two weeks of wishing. i just cant wait for next year to be here. Comment! (2) | Recommend! Crap Saturday. 8.9.03 @ 11:28 pm what crap. my night, my day, yesterday. all shit. im having such a crappy weekend.
friday i went to the open house and to pick up dustin. we decided to leave a little earlier so we could hang out. well it tok us 3 hours to get out of phili and we ended up having no time to hang out. we went to the movies, but then his car broke down on the way home from the movies. we didnt get home till 1. today i had to work saturday night so i didnt get to have the exciting kind of day we usually do. even though i had a great day then whole "have to go to work this evening" feeling was looming over me. so my night. could it have been the worst night ever? i was on patio and it freaking started flooding. so for the first 2 hours. i had 1 table because they got there before the flood started. so while everyone else had about 6 tables. i had 1. then. deb stopped seating me at about 8. so for 2 hours once again i only had one table. i was so nice to these people i was always there for crying out loud they were my only table. their bill was $55.33. . .they left me a 4 dollars tip. i wanted to cry. i ended up only making 94 dollars. fuck THEM! i went home with 89 dollars in my pocket while the other two servers made around 140, 150 each. FUCK MY NIGHT! i hope tomarrow is better. Comment! (3) | Recommend! Almost Time. Day 4, 8.8.03 @ 5:25 am almost time to go. Comment! (0) | Recommend! Cupcakes. Day 4, 8.7.03 @ 5:30 i just got done making cupcakes for baby. i made two kinds because i love him so much. oh and these arent boxed cakes. they are from scratch. and i ran out of vanilla half way through so i had my sister run to the store and get some. no im letting them cool and im going to be icing them in an hour or so. oooo i love my baby so much! i get to see him tomarrow! yay! Comment! (4) | Recommend! |